Apache summer
by
Author unknown
Chapter One.
Western Texas, 1870 ~ ~ Look, Lieutenant! Fire, rising high to our
left!" Jamie Slater reined in his roan stallion. With penetrating
silver-gray eyes he stared east, where Sergeant Monahah was pointing.
Across the sand and the sagebrush and the dry dunes, smoke could indeed
be seen, billowing up in black and gray bursts. Tendrils of flame, like
undulating red ribbons, waved through the growing wall of smoke.
"Injuns!" Monahan breathed.
To Jamie's fight, Jon Red Feather stiffened. Jamie turned toward him.
The half-breed Blackfoot was a long way from home, but he was still one
of the best Indian scouts around. He was a tall, striking man with
green-gold eyes and strong, arresting features. Thanks to a wealthy
white grandfather, Jon Red Feather had received a remarkable education,
going as far as Oxford in England.
Jamie knew that Jon resented the ready assumption that trouble meant
Indians, even though he admitted readily to Jamie that trouble was
coming, big trouble. The Apache hated the white man, the Comanche
despised him, and Jamie was convinced that the great Sioux Nation was
destined to fight in a big way for all the land that had been grabbed by
the hungry settlers.
Through Jon, Jamie had come to know the Comanche well. He didn't make
the mistake of considering the Comanche to be docile, but, on the other
hand, he'd never known a Comanche to lie or to give him any double-talk.
"Let's see what's going on," Jamie said quietly. He rose high in his
saddle and looked over the line of forty-two men presently under his
command.
"Forward, Sergeant. We ride east. And by the look of things, we'd best
hurry."
Sergeant Monahah repeated his order, calling out harshly and demanding
haste.
Jamie flicked his reins against the roan's shoulders, and the animal
took flight with grace and ease. His name was Lucifer, and it fitted the
animal well. He was wild--and remarkable.
That was one thing about the U. S. Cavalry, Jamie reckoned as they raced
toward the slope of the dune that led to the rise of smoke. They offered
a man good horses. He hadn't had that pleasure in the Confederate
cavalry.
When the Confederacy had been slowly beaten into her grave, there hadn't
been many mounts left. But the war had been over for almost five years
now.
Jamie was wearing a blue uniform, the same type he'd spent years of his
life shooting at. No one, least of all his brothers, had believed he
would last a day in the U. S. Cavalry, not after the war.
But they had been wrong. Many of the men he was serving with hadn't even
been in the war, and frankly, he understood soldiers a whole lot better
than he did politicians and carpetbaggers.
And he had liked the life in the saddle on the plains, dealing with the
Indians, far better than he had liked to see what had become of the
South.
This was western Texas, and the reprisals from the war weren't what they
were in the eastern Deep South. Everywhere in the cities and towns were
the men in tattered gray, many missing limbs, hobbling along on
crutches. Homeless and beaten, they had been forced to surrender on the
fields, then they had been forced to surrender to things that they
hadn't even understood.
Taxes forced upon them. Yankee puppets in place where local sheriffs had
ruled. The war was horrible--even after it was over.
There were good Yanks, and Jamie had always known it. He didn't blame
good men for the things that were happening in the South--he blamed the
riffraff, the carpetbag- gets. He liked his job because he honestly
liked a number of the Comanche and the other Indians he dealt with--they
still behaved with some sense of honor. He couldn't say that for the
carpetbaggers.
Still, he never deceived himself. The Indians were savage fighters; in
their attacks, they were often merc'fless.
But as Jamie felt the power of the handsome roan surge beneath him as he
raced the animal toward the rise of fire and smoke, he knew that his
days with the cavalry were nearing an end. For a while, he had needed
the time to get over the war. Maybe he'd needed to keep fighting for a
while just to learn how not to fight. But he'd been a rancher before the
war had begun.
And he was beginning to feel the need for land again. Good land, rich
land.
A place where a man could raise cattle in wide open spaces, where he
could ride his own property for acres and acres and not see any fences.
He imagined a house, a two-story house, with a great big parlor and a
good-sized kitchen with huge fireplaces in each to warm away the
winter's chill. Maybe it was just time for his wandering days to be
over.
"Sweet Jesus!" Sergeant Monahah gasped, reining in beside Jamie as they
came to the top of the rise of land.
Jamie silently echoed the thought as he looked down upon the carnage.
The remnants of a wagon train remained below them. Men had attempted to
pull the wagons into a defensive circle, but apparently the attack had
come too swiftly. Bodies lay strewn around on the ground. The canvas and
wood of the wagons still smoldered and smoked, and where the canvas
covers had not burned, several leathered arrows still mmained.
Comanche, Jamie thought. He'd heard that things were heating up.
Seemed like little disputes would eventually cause a whole-scale war.
Monahah had told him he'd heard a rumor about some whites tearing up a
small Indian village.
Maybe this was done in revenge. "Damnation!" Sergeant Monahah breathed.
"Let's go," Jamie said.
He started down the cliff and rocks toward the plain on which the wagon
train had been attacked. It was dry as tinder, sagebrush blowing around,
an occasional cactus protruding from the dirt. He hoped there was no
powder or ammunition in the wagons to explode, then he wondered what it
would matter once he and his men looked for survivors.
The Indians had struck sure and fast, then disappeared somewhere into
the plain, up the cliffs and rock. L'like the fog wisping away, they had
disappeared, and they had left the death and bloodshed behind them.
"Cimle carefully!" he advised his men.
"A half-dead Comanche is a mean one, remember?"
Riding behind him, Jon Red Feather was silent. Their horses snorted and
heaved as they slowly came down the last of the slope, trying to dig in
for solid footing. Then they hit the plain, and Jamie spurred his horse
to race around and encircle the wagons. There were only five of them.
Poor bastards never had a chance, he thought. He reckoned that someone
had been bringing some cattle north, since there was at least a score of
dead calves lying glass-eyed and bloody along with the human corpses.
There was definitely no one around. And there was not a single Indian
left behind, not a dead one, or a half-dead one, or any other kind of a
one.
He dismounted before the corpse of an old man. There was an arrow shaft
protruding from his back.
Jamie touched the man's shoulder, turning him over. He swallowed hard.
The man had been scalped, and a sloppy job had been done of it. Blood
poured down his forehead, still sticky, still warm.
It hadn't happened more than a half hour ago. If they had headed back
just a lousy thirty minutes earlier, they might have stopped this
carnage.
His men had dismounted too, he realized. At a command from Sergeant
Monahan, they were doing the same as he, searching through the downed
men for any survivors. Jamie shook his head, standing. Hell. He had just
been to see the local Comanche chief. Running River was the peace chief,
not the war chief, of the village, but the white men and Running River's
people had been doing just fine together for years now.
Jamie liked Running River. And though he had never kidded himself that
any Comanche couldn't be warlike when provoked, he couldn't begin to
imagine what in hell would have provoked an attack like this one. If the
Indians were hungry, they would have stolen the calves, not slaughtered
them.
Jon Red Feather was next to him, investigating the body. "No Comanche
did this," he said.
Jamie frowned at him.
"Then what do you think? A band of Cheyenne?
Maybe a wandering tribe of Minutes. We're too far south for it to be the
Sioux"--" I promise you, Lieutenant, no self-respecting Sioux would ever
do such a careless job. And the Comanche are warriors, too. They learn
from an early age how to lift the hair."
"Then what?" Jamie demanded impatiently. His blood run cold as he
realized that Jon was insinuating that it hadn't been Indians who had
made this heinous attack. It wasn't possible, he told himself. No white
man could have killed and mutilated his own kind so savagely.
"Hey, Lieutenant!" Charlie Forbes called to him. Jamie swung around.
Forbes was on the ground beside one of the dead men, an old-timer with
silver-gray whiskers. "What is it, Charlie?"
"Looks like this one was hit by an arrow, tried to rise and got shot
with a bullet, right in the heart."
He could feel Jon standing behind him. Jamie adjusted his plumed hat and
twisted his jaw.
"Don't try to tell me the Comanche don't have rifles."
"Hell, I'm not going to tell you that. They get them from the
Comancberos--the Comancheros will sell rifles to anyone.
Of course, you've got to bear in mind that the Comancheros do buy them
from your people."
Jamie didn't say anything. He stepped past Jon and stared at the one
wagon that seemed to have had little damage done to it. He thought he
heard something.
He had to be imagining things. The job here had been very thorough.
Still, he watched the wagon as he straightened his back, trying to get
out all the little cricks and pains. He felt queasy about this thing.
And he hadn't felt queasy about anything in quite some time.
He'd grown up on bloodshed. Before he had been twenty, his sister-in-law
had been slain by Kansas jay hawkers Then war had been declared, and
though he had fought in a decent regiment under the command of John Hunt
Morgan, he had never been able to escape the horror of the border war.
From his brother Cole he had learned that the Missouri bushwhackers
could behave every bit as monstrously as the jay hawkers
And a Southern boy called Little Archie Clements had gone around doing a
fair bit of scalping in his day. He and his men had stripped down men in
blue and shot them without thought, and when they'd finished with the
killing they'd gone on to scalping.
He had no right to think that the Indians were any more vicious than the
white men. No right at all.
He exhaled slowly. Knowing that the Southern bushwhackers had been every
bit as bad as the Northern jay hawkers was one of the reasons he was
able to wear this uniform now. A blue cavalry uniform, decorated in blue
trim, with a cavalry officer's sword at his side. He didn't carry a
military-issue rifle, though. Through four years of civil conflict he
had worn his Colts, and he wore them to this day.
His eyes narrowed suddenly. He could have sworn that something in the
wagon had moved.
He glanced over his shoulder. Jon was behind him. Jon nodded, aware
instantly of Jamie's suspicions. He circled around while Jamie headed
straight for the opening at the rear.
He looked in. For a second he could see only shadows in the dim light.
Then things took form. There were two bunks in the wagon. Ironically,
they were neat and all made up-- with the sheets tucked in, the blankets
folded back at an inviting angle and the pillows plumped up. Beyond the
bunks were trunks and boxes. ~Everything seemed to be in perfect order.
But it wasn't. He felt just a flicker of movement again. He didn't know
if he really saw it or if he felt it, but all his senses were on edge.
He hadn't worked in Indian country and spent all this time with Jon Red
Feather not to have learned something of his senses. There was someone
near. He could feel it in his gut, and he could feel it at the nape of
his neck, and he could feel it all the way down his spine. Someone was
very near.
"Come on out of there," he said softly.
"Come on, now. We don't want to hurt anyone here, we just want you to
come on ont."
The movement had ceased.
Jon was moving up toward the front of the wagon. The horses, still
smelling smoke, whinnied and nickered nervously.
Jamie leaped to the floor of the wagon.
His eyes flickered to the left bunk. There was a long, soft white gown
lain out by the side. It was sleeveless, lowbodiced and lacy, a woman's
nightgown, he thought. And a pretty piece for the dustiness of the road.
It did belong with the perfectly made and inviting beds, but it didn't
really belong on a wagon train. Was she alive? Had she been some young
man's bride? He hadn't seen a woman's corpse, not yet, but then his men
were still moving among the bodies.
"Is anyone in here?" he said, moving past the bunks. There were boxes
and trunks everywhere. There was a coffeepot, cast down as if someone
had been about to use it. There was a frying pan in the middle of the
floor, too. He paused, crouching on the balls of his feet, looking at
the floor.
Coffee was spilled everywhere.
"Come on out now," he said softly.
"It's all right, come on out."
He kept moving inward. The shadows in the wagon made it difficult to
see.
There seemed to be a swirl of soft mauve taffeta, fringed in black lace,
set in a heap before him. He reached down carefully, hoping he hadn't
come upon another corpse.
He touched a body. He touched warmth. He moved his hand, and it was
filled with fullness and living warmth.
Instinctively his fingers curled over the full, firm ripeness of a
woman's breast. He could feel the shape and weight and the tautness of
the nipple with his palm right through the taffeta.
She was warm, but very still. Sweet Jesus, let her be alive, he thought,
still stunned by the contact his fingers had made.
She was alive. Beyond a doubt, she was alive. She burst from her hiding
place with a wicked scream of terror and fury. Startled, he moved back.
He had been prepared for danger, for a wounded Comanche, but when he had
touched the softness and striking femininity of her form, he had relaxed
his guard.
Foolish move.
He backed away, but she screamed again, high and shrill and desperate, a
sound like that of a wounded animal. He started to reach for his Colt,
but his hand fell quickly as he reminded himself that it was just a
woman. A small, delicate woman.
"Ma'am" -- She cast herself upon him with a vengeance, pitting her body
against his with a startling ferocity and strength.
"Hey" -- he began, but she didn't heed him. She slammed her foot against
his leg and brought a fist flailing down upon his shoulder, trying to
throw him off balance. He braced himself as she slammed against him, but
still she brought them both down~ upon the floor.
"Hey! Damn, stop!" he yelled, aware of her fragile size, her wild mane
of honey-colored hair. Nor could he forget the full feel of her breast
within his hand. She was exquisite. He had to be gentle.
Her foot slammed against his shin again. She thrashed with the fury of
ten Comanche. Her flailing fist caught his jaw so hard that his teeth
rattled.
Gentle. hell!
She was a monster. There was no way in hell a man could possibly be
gentle and survive. Gritting his teeth harshly he caught her wrists,
trying not to hold them in a painful vise. She screamed again
incoherently, freeing her hands to grope on the bunk. He should have
held her in a vise! There was just no being nice here. She was like
wildfire atop him, raging out of control. He saw a smile of triumph
light her features as her fingers curved around something, and she
lifted it high.
"Whoa, wait a minute, ma'am" -- he began, seeing that she held a
long-bladed and lethally sharp bowie knife.
Damn! She was going from fists to steel.
"Lady, I'm warning you, stop?"
She didn't pay the least bit of attention to him. Rather, she fought on
with desperation, drawing up her arm again, preparing to slash the blade
across his throat. Jamie swung out, catching her by the middle, his
hands resting beneath the swell of her breasts. He cast her far away
from him and struggled to his feet.
"I'm the cavalry!" he snapped out.
"Damn it, I'm the good guy."
She didn't seem to hear him, or really even see him. Her huge,
violet-blue eyes were glazed, he saw, and she barely blinked at his
words. She certainly didn't seem to understand them.
She screamed again and flew at him. The blade slashed the air
uncomfortably close to his windpipe. He clamped down grimly on his jaw
and caught her arm with a stunning blow, sending the blade flying out of
the wagon. She gasped, but when he lunged for her, she was ready to
fight again, her nails gouging for his eyes. He swore again, capturing
her wrists and falling down hard with her upon the floor of the wagon.
Struggling to hold her still, he looked up to see that Jon Red Feather
was looking in from the driver's seat of the wagon.
"I could have used some help here, you know!" he thundered.
Red Feather grinned.
"You--against one little honey- haired girl?
Honestly, Lieutenant."
She was no little girl. Lying atop her, Jamie was very aware of that.
She was small and slight, but the sweet, provocative fullness of her
breasts was now crushed lushly against his cavalry jacket, reminding him
that it had been some time since he'd last been to Maybelle's House of
Gentlemanly Leisure Pursuits. She fought him still, writhing like a
wildcat, and with every twist and turn of her body, he realized more
fully just how grown up the woman was, how evocatively mature. She
stared at him with death- defying hatred, and as he gazed at her, she
lunged against him again, trying to bite his shoulder.
"For the love of God!" he snapped, rolling with her to retain his hold
without bringing bodily injury to her or losing a hunk of flesh himself.
She freed one wrist from his grasp and began tearing at him again. Their
momentum was taking them closer and closer to the rear of the wagon, and
then suddenly they were outside it, plunging down to the dirt together.
She shrieked, and he realized then that she was fighting to free herself
from his hold rather than fighting to harm him. But he wasn't about to
let her go. She was too unpredictable.
Their limbs entangled, and her petticoats rode around them. He could
feel the slender length of her legs, warm and alive, scantily clad in
pantalets, against his own.
She reached up to strike him again, and he caught her hand with a
serious fury as his patience snapped.
"Enough!"
He drew her hands high over her head and straddled her hips, pinning her
down at last. Her hair lay spread out over the dirt in a majestic fan
while the Texas sand smudged her beautiful features. She gasped
desperately for breath, her breasts rising and falling with her effort.
She was down, subdued at last. He released her wrists, remaining
straddled upon her, careful to maintain his own weight. "It's all right"
-- he tried to tell her, but to no avail. She tried to twist, lashing
out, clawing for his face.
She caught his chin and drew blood.
"Woman, no morel" he shouted. His hand raised high and with
determination, and he caught himself fight before he could slap her in
return. He saw her eyes close tightly in expectation of the blow, but it
did not fall. He held her tight, trying to check his temper, staring at
her hard. Then he caught her arms and dragged them high above her head,
leaning close and hard against her. His anger faded at. last as he saw
her eyes go damp with tears she fought to control.
She was hysterical, he realized, and yet she had really come at him with
an attempt to kill.
She shuddered and gasped, and a trembling rippled through the entire
length of her body. Still, he could not trust her to release her.
"We're the damned cavalry!" he repeated.
"Listen to me! No one is going to hurt you. The Indians are gone. We're
the cavalry. We want to help you. You do speak English, don't you?"
"Yes!" she snapped furiously, and the trembling ceased. "Yes, yes, I
understand you!" Her eyes beheld him, then glazed over again.
"Bastard!" she hissed to him, "Murdering, despicable bastard."
"Murdering bastard? I'm trying to help you."
"I don't believe you!"
Startled by her words, Jamie fell silent. Her eyes remained locked with
his, the tears she would not shed highlighting the deep blue color. Her
hair fell in tangled streams around them both, like a pool of sunlight
just before twilight fell. Watching her, he nearly forgot why he
straddled her.
She didn't believe him. He had come to rescue her from the Comanche, and
she didn't believe him.
"Listen, now, lady, I am with the cavalry--these men, all of us, we're
with the United States Cavalry" -- "Your uniform doesn't mean anything!"
"Lady, you are crazy!" That was it, she had lost her mind. She had
watched the savage attack and she had retreated into some fantasy world
of fear.
"You're all right now, or you will be if you quit trying to hurt me."
"Hurt you! Oh!"
"The Indians are gone" -- "There never were any Indians!"
"No Indians?"
"They dressed like Indians, but they weren't Indians. And you were
probably in on it! The law is corrupt, why not the cavalry?"
"Lady, I don't know what you're talking about. I'm Lieutenant Slater out
of Fort Vickers, and we've just stumbled upon your present difficulty."
She blinked, and her gaze went guarded. He still held her locked beneath
him. His men were coming near, alerted by the commotion.
She gazed around her, past his head, and it seemed that she slowly
realized that they really were a cavalry company.
Everyone was staring at her with silence, with sympathy. She looked at
Jamie, and a slow flush spread into her features. They were now both
painfully aware of the way their bodies came together. Her legs and hips
burned against his, bare beneath the thin cotton shield of her
pantalets.
She wore no corset, he knew that very well, and her breasts seemed to
swell, as if with realization of their intimate contact against his
chest. She touched her dry lips with the tip of her tongue, and even
that seemed an intimate gesture. She squirmed beneath him, but he wasn't
about to give her any quarter. He had tried to be as gentle as possible
and he was bleeding as if he had been gouged by a mountain cat because
of it. A drop of blood from his chin fell upon her bodice even as he
thought that he should show her some mercy.
"Lieutenant, let me" -- "What's your name?"
"If you would just" -- "What's your name?"
Her eyes flashed with a silver-blue annoyance as she realized that he
was going to hold her until he chose to let her go.
"Tess," she snapped.
"It's Tess."
"Tess what?"
Her eyes narrowed.
"Tess Stuart."
"Where were you going and where were you headed f~om?"
"Wiltshire. We were bringing some cattle and a printing press. We were
heading home from a small town called Dunedin, nearly a ghost town now.
That's why we bought the printing press. They didn't need it anymore."
"You said we. Who were you riding with?"
"My" -- She hesitated just a moment, her lashes rising and falling
swiftly.
Tears burned behind her eyelids. She must know that everyone was dead.
She wasn't going to shed those tears. Not in front of him. "My uncle and
I. We were heading home to Wiltshire."
He eased himself up a little. He saw her swallow as his thighs tightened
against her hip, then she lifted her chin, determined to ignore him,
determined to be as cool as if they were discussing the matter over tea
in a handsome parlor.
She had inestimable courage. No matter how she was beaten, she would
never surrender but would fight it out until the very end. It was there
in her eyes. All the silver-blue fire a man could imagine. She was
either a complete fool or one of the most extraordinary women he had
ever met.
Despite her warm honey spill of hair, her large, luminous eyes and her
perfect fragile features, she had a spine of steel.
Courage could kill out here in the West. That, he told himself, was why
he held to her so tightly. She needed to learn that she could be beaten.
"You're lucky as hell that the Indians didn't see you, you know," he
told her hoarsely.
She lifted her chin.
"I told you--they weren't Indians."
"Who were they?"
"Von Heusen's men."
"And who the hell is yon Heusen?" He was startled when he heard a
curious rumble in someone's throat behind him.
Still holding her, he whirled around. He looked at the faces of the
young men in his company.
"Well? Does someone want to answer me?"
It was Jon Red Feather who drawled out a reply. "Richard von Heusen.
Calls himself a rancher sometimes, an entrepreneur at others. You never
heard of him, Lieutenant?"
"No, I never heard of him."
"You spend all your time on Indian affairs, Lieutenant," Jon said.
"You've been missing out on the shape of things down here."
It was true, Jamie thought. He hadn't wanted to know a lot about the
ranchers. He didn't want to se~ the carpetbaggers, or talk to them.
"You're telling me a guy named von Heusen did this?" he said to Jon.
Jon shrugged.
"I can't tell you that."
"I can tell you that he owns a hell of a lot of Texas," Monaban said
softly.
"It's a good thing it's a big state, else he might own a good half of
it."
Jamie looked curiously at the girl. Tess. Her eyes were upon him as she
watched him in silence, scathingly. Then she hissed with all the venom
of a snake.
"He's a carpet- bag get Yank. You ever heard tell about the
carpetbaggers down here? They're vultures. They came down upon a
defeated and struggling South, and they just kicked the hell out of us.
Bought up land the Southern boys couldn't pay their taxes on 'cause the
Union didn't want any Confederate currency. Well, Lieutenant, von Heusen
bought up Wiltshire."
"You're trying to tell me that a Yankee named von Heusen came out here
and shot your wagon train full of arrows?
In broad daylight, just like that?"
" No, not just like that," she retorted.
"And I doubt that he came out here himself. He had his men all greased
down and painted up like Comanche, just in case someone didn't die."
"So you did see Comanche attack the wagon."
"No. That's not what I'm telling you at all. I'm no fool, Lieutenant.
I was born and bred out here and I know a Comanche when I see one. And I
know a fraud when I see it, too."
"You're saying a group of white men came out here and did this to theft
own kind?"
"Yes, Lieutenant, how wonderfully perceptive of you. Why, you must have
studied at West Point! That's exactly what I'm telling you." Her lashes
flicked again.
"Von Heusen masterminded this whole thing. You need to arrest him,
Lieutenant. Arrest him for murder." "You said yourself, yon Heusen
himself probably wasn't even here."
Her eyes widened, her fury seemed to deepen, but she kept her voice low
and controlled.
"You're not going to arrest him?"
"I'm not a sheriff to begin with, Miss. Stuart. And if I were, I'd have
to have some kind of proof."
"I'm your proof!"
"It would be your word against his!"
"He wanted our land!"
"Lots of men try to buy land. It doesn't make them murderers I ' She
looked as if she wanted to scream, or at least gouge out another pound
of his flesh.
"You're a fool!"
"Thank you kindly, ma'am," he retorted.
She gritted her teeth. Tears stung her eyes again.
"Get the hell off me."
He realized he was still lying against her, still holding her down.
She wasn't trying to kill him anymore. She just looked as if she wanted
to escape him, the touch of him, the sight of him.
"I can't go bringing in a man for something without some kind of proof!"
he told her furiously.
"And not at the word of a half-crazed girl."
"Oh!" She raked out at him again. He caught her hand, then he rose to
his feet, dragging her up with him. His jaw twisted hard against the
loathing he saw in her eyes. "Lady" -- "Lieutenant!" Charlie called to
him, walking around from the field of corpses.
"Shall I start a burial detail?"
She was staring past Charlie, staring at the white-haired man who had
been hit by the arrow then shot through the heart.
"Oh, God!" she gasped. She stumbled forward, trying to reach the corpse.
The blood fled from her face, and her beautiful features became as ashen
as the smoke-charred sky. She paused suddenly, unable to go any farther.
"Oh, no, oh, God. Uncle Joe," she whispered, reaching out a hand.
She did not take another step. Even as she reached out, she was falling.
Her lashes fluttered over her beautiful eyes, and she began to sink
toward the ground. Instinctively, Jamie rushed forward. He caught her as
she fell, sweeping her into his arms. She was as cold as death itself,
and remained every bit as pale as he stared down at her.
There was silence all around him. His men looked on. "Charlie, yes!
For God's sake, yes! Get a damned burial detail going, and get it going
quickly!" The men turned around, hustling into action.
And Jamie stared at the girl, wondering just what in hell he was going
to do with her. He needed to set her down, to let her lie somewhere. She
was a slight burden, weighing practically nothing, or so it seemed.
Yet she was a burden. A definite burden.
He hurried toward her wagon, maneuvered up to the floor of it and laid
her on the bed. He meant to turn around and leave her and call for the
company surgeon, but for some reason he paused and found himself
smoothing out her sun and-honey hair and brushing her cheek with his
knuckles. He felt a sensation down his back and looked up quickly.
Jon Red Feather was just below him, looking into the wagon.
"She's still out cold."
I'll call Captain Peters. He doesn't have much hope, but he's still
checking to see if there is any breath remaining in any of the bodies."
"Maybe she's better off being out for a while anyway," Jamie said
softly.
"Yeah, maybe." Jon hesitated.
"What are we going to do with her?"
"Take her back to the fort. Then someone can escort her on home."
Jon nodded. He smiled suddenly.
"Someone, fight?"
"Yeah, that's fight. Someone."
"She's your responsibility," Jon said.
"Your burden-- she fell into your arms."
"What? She's a burden I've just set down, Jon." Jon shook his head.
"I don't think so. I don't think so at all. I think that you've taken
something upon yourself, Jamie, and I don't think that you can ever
really let it go."
Jamie arched a brow.
"Yeah? Well, I don't believe you, Jon, and I don't believe her. This yon
Heusen may be a carpetbagging monster, but I don't believe he can be
guilty of this."
"You're just going to have to find out, aren't you?"
"That's not my job, Jon."
"That's not going to matter, is it?
"Cause you see, if the girl is right, then she's in danger. You're going
to have out the truth--or you'll be signing her death warrant."
"That's ridiculous, Jon."
"No, it's not. You really can't let her go."
"The hell I can't."
"Oh?" Jon arched a raven-dark brow.
"Is that so?" He inclined his head toward Jamie.
"Your fingers are still all tied up in her hair, Lieutenant. All tied
up.
Silken webs maybe, but seems to me that you're all tied up."
Jamie gazed at his hand. His fingers were still hovering over her hair.
It was truly the color of honey just kissed by the sun. Much deeper than
blond.
Too touched by light to be brunette.
Golden red.
He pulled his hand away and turned toward Jori with a denial. But Jon,
smiling serenely, had already turned away.
"Doe Peters should be free by now," he said quietly, then he was gone.
Jamie stared at the girl. Silken webs. He clenched down hard on his jaw
because Jori was right about one thing. Someone would have to discover
the truth about her accusations. He didn't believe them. He couldn't
believe them.
And yet. If they were true, to leave her alone in the town of Wiltshire
might very well be to sign her death warrant.
He swore softly and leaped from the wagon. His leg still hurt from where
she had kicked him, and his chin still ached. He could feel it bleeding.
Damn her. She was as quick as a sidewinder, as ornery as a mean bear. He
could still remember her fury. He paused, for he could remember more.
The alluring fullness of her breast beneath his fingers, the softness of
her hair, the warmth of her legs entangled with his. He clenched his
fists at his sides and unclenched them, knowing Jon was right, that he
was going to have to somehow stick beside her until he could find the
truth. She was a hostile little witch. And he already wanted her. Craved
her. Ached to touch her, feel more of her.
He swore softly, determined to behave like an officer and a Southern
gentleman and solve this dilemma with no more thought for his unwilling
companion.
Then he heard her. weeping, crying very, very softly as if she were
muffling the sound in her pillow. She had come back to consciousness,
and it seemed to be a bitter awakening. She cried and cried. He felt her
agony, felt it rip and tear into him, and it was terrible. The horror
of, it reached inside him and touched his heart as it had not been
touched in years.
He had thought his emotions were stripped away by war.
The girl's wrenching sobs brought them back. He started to turn, to go
to her. He stopped himself.
No. She would not want him.
He stiffened his shoulders and walked on.
Chapter Two.
By dusk, all the graves had been dug. By the light of lanterns and camp
fires, Reverend Thorne Dryer of Company B read services over the graves.
Tess Stuart stood near the reverend'. Her eyes were dry now, and she was
silent. Something about her very quietness touched Jamie deeply; she was
small, but so very straight, her shoulders square, her lustrous hair
hidden beneath a black hat and sweeping V 'll, her fornl encompassed in
a handsome black dress with gray pearl buttons on the sleeves and at the
throat. Dust to dust, earth to earth, ashes to ashes. The reverend
called on God to claim His own, to show mercy upon their souls, to give
solace to those who remained behind.
Tess stepped forward to drop a single flower on her cle's grave. She was
still silent, and not a tear marred the perfect and tragic beauty of her
face.
Then she swung around and headed for her wagon. Jamie didn't mean to
follow her, he just discovered that he was doing so. She sensed him just
before she reached the wagon and swung around.
"Yes, Captain?"
"Lieutenant, miss. Lieutenant Slater." "Whatever," she said coolly.
"What do you want?"
Hostile! he thought. More hostile than any full tribe of Indians he had
come across. She made him itch to set a hard hand against her behind,
but she had experienced great pain today. He was a fool to have followed
her.
He should let her be. He didn't want her as a burden, and she didn't
want him as her protector. If she needed a protector. "Miss. Stuart, I
just came by to offer my condolences. To see if you were all right, if
you might need anything for the night."
"I'm just fine, Lieutenant." She hesitated.
"Thank you." She whirled around in her black skirt, then crawled into
the wagon. Jamie clenched his hands tight at his sides and returned to
the group. The funeral was just about over. Jon and Monahen and a few of
the others were stamping down the last of the dirt and erecting wooden
crosses over the graves.
The crosses wouldn't stay long. The wind would take them, the dust would
wear them away, and in time animals then men would tramp upon them. The
West was like that. A man lived and died, and little but bones could be
left behind.
Bones and dreams.
"I ordered the men to set up camp, Lieutenant, just like you said,"
Monahan told him.
"Thank you, Sergeant."
"Is that all, Lieutenant?"
"No. Split them even, Monahan. Half can sleep while the second half stay
on guard. Just in cas~."
"In case the Injuns come back," Monahah said. "In case of anything.
This is the cavalry, Sergeant!"
"Yes, sir!"
Monahan saluted sharply. He shouted orders, his voice loud in the night.
The men at the graves hurried after Monahan as he started toward the
fires where the others were already setting up camp. As Jamie watched,
he saw his men melt into the rocks and crevices around them. They were a
crack troop.
They had campaigned through the most rugged Indian territory in the West
and they had all learned 27 their lessons well. They could walk as
silently as any brave, shoot with the same deadly accuracy and engage in
lethal knife play with ease.
It hadn't been easy for Jamie, not at first. Some of the men had
resented the Rebel who had won his promotions so easily. Some hadn't
thought a Reb ought to be given a gun, and many had had their doubts
about Jamie in Indian country. He had been forced to prove his way at
every step, in battle or in negotiations. They'd met up with a tribe of
warring Apache once near the border, and he had shown them something of
his mettle with his Colts as the battle had begun. Later he found out
there had been some whispering about all the Slater brothers, and how
deadly he and Cole and Malachi had been during the war. Overnight, it
seemed, his reputation had become legendary.
He smiled in the darkness. It had been worth it. He had gained a loyal
following, and good men. Nothing would come slipping through his lines
tonight. He could rest with If he could rest at all.
Despite himself he felt his eyes drawn toward the wagon that stood just
outside the circle of small cavalry-issue Aframe tents.
"What a burden," Jon said quietly from behind. Jamie swung around,
arching a brow. Jori wasn't the usual subordinate, nor did Jamie expect
him to be.
"Why don't you quit making the comments and start telling me something
about this von Heusen fellow."
"You really interested?" Jon asked.
"Try me. Come on. We'll get some coffee and take a walk up by the
ridge."
Monahan gave them coffee from a tin pot at the fire, then the two men
wandered up the ridge. Jamie found a seat on a flat rock and rested his
boots on another. Jon stood, watching the expanse of the prairie. By the
soft light of the moon, it was a beautiful place, the mountains rising
like shadows in the distance, the sage rolling in ghostly fashion and
the camp fires and stars just lighting up the darkness around them.
"She's telling the truth," Jon said.
"How can you know?" Jamie demanded.
Jon shrugged, scuffed his boots against the earth and turned to hunker
down near Jamie.
"I know because I've heard of this man before. He wanted land further
north during the war. He was a cattle baron up there then, and he was
ordered by the government to provide members of the Oglala Sioux on
reservation land with meat. He gave them maggot-fiddled beef that he
wouldn't have fed to his own sows. The Indians formed a delegation to
speak with the man. He called it an Indian uprising and soon every
rancher in the area was at war with the Sioux. Hundreds, red and white,
died. Uselessly, senselessly. And von Heusen was never punished."
Jamie was quiet for a moment. He stared toward the remnants of the wagon
train.
"So he's got property now in Wiltshire. And he wants more. And he likes
to rile up the Indians. I still can't do anything, Jon. Even if I
believed Miss. Stuart, there wouldn't be anything I could do."
"Because you can't prove anything."
"Exactly. And no sane white man is going to believe it."
"That's too bad," Jori said after a moment.
"That's really too bad. I don't think Miss. Stuart can survive very
long."
"Come on, Jon, stop it! No matter how powerful this von Heusen is, he
can't just out-and-out murder the woman!
The whole town would be up in arms. He can't own the whole damned town!"
Jon shrugged.
"He owns the sheriff. And we both know that he doesn't have to
out-and-out murder the girl. There are ways."
"Damn!" Jamie stood up, dusting the dirt off the rump of his breeches
with his hat.
"So what are you going to do?"
"I told you. We're riding back to the fort" -- "And then?"
"Let's get there, eh?"
Jon stood.
"I just wanted you to know, Jamie, that if you decide to take some of
that time the government owes you, I'll go with you."
"I'm not taking any time."
"Yeah. Sure. Whatever you say, Slater." Jamie paused, grinning.
"Thanks, Red Feather. I appreciate it. But believe me, I'm sure I'm not
the escort Miss. Stuart has in mind."
Jon pulled his hat low over his eyes, grinning.
"Well, Jamie, me lad, we don't always know just exactly what it is that
we need, now, do we? Good night." Without waiting for a reply he walked
down the ridge.
Jamie stayed on the ridge a while longer, looking at the camp fires.
He'd stay up with the first group on watch; Monahan would stay up with
the second.
But even when he saw the guard change and the sergeant take his place
silently upon a high ridge, he discovered he couldn't sleep. The cot
didn't bother him--he had slept on much less comfortable beds--nor did
the night sounds, or even the nightmare memories of the day.
She bothered him. Knowing that she slept not far away. Or lay awake as
he did. Perhaps, in private, the tears streamed down her face.
Or perhaps she was silent still, done with the past, determined to think
of the future. She believed what she was saying to him. She believed
that the wagon train had been attacked by white men dressed up like
Indians. She wouldn't let it rest.
He groaned and pulled his pillow over his head. It wasn't exactly as if
she was asking for his help. She'd made it clear she didn't even want to
hear his voice. He owed her nothing, he owed the situation nothing.
Yes, he did.
He owed the people who had died here today, and he owed the Comanche,
who were going to be blamed for this.
And he owed all the people who would die in the bloody wars to follow if
something wasn't proven one way or the other.
Still, he didn't sleep. He lay awake and he wondered about the woman
with the sun-honey hair who lay not a hundred yards away in the
canvas-covered wagon.
Sometime during the night Tess slept, but long before dawn she was wide
awake again, reliving every moment of what had happened. Her grief and
rage were so deep that she wanted to scream aloud, but screaming again
would do no good, and she had already cried until she felt that her
tears were a river that had run as dry as the plain with its sagebrush
and dust.
She cast her feet to the floor and stared across the darkened wagon to
the bunk where her Uncle Joseph should have been sleeping, where he
would sleep no more. Joe would lie out here in the plain for eternity,
and his body would become bone, and in the decades to come, no one would
really know that a brave and courageous man had died here fighting, even
if he'd barely had a chance to raise a weapon. Joe had never given in,
not once. He couldn't be intimidated. He had printed the truth in the
Wiltshire Sun, and he had held fast to everything that was his.
And he had died for it.
Tess pulled on her shoes and laced them high up her ankles, then
silently slipped from the wagon. The cavalry camp fires were burning
very low. Dawn couldn't be far away. Soldiers were sleeping in the
A-frame tents, she knew, and more soldiers were awake, on guard, one
with the rocks and cliffs that rose around the edge of the plain.
They were on guard--against Indians!
She clenched her jaw hard, glad of the anger, for it helped to temper
the grief. What kind of a fool did they think she was? Not they--him!
That Yank lieutenant with the deep, soft drawl.
The one she'd like to see staked out for the ants. Walking silently
through the night, she came upon the graves at last. She closed her eyes
and she meant to pray, but it wasn't prayers that came to her lips.
Goodbye, Joe, I loved you! I loved you so very much! I won't be able to
come back here, I'm sure, but you're the one who taught me how special
the soul was, and how little it had to do with the body.
Uncle Joe, you were really beautiful. For all that grizzled face of
yours and your broken nose, you were the most beautiful person I ever
knew. I won't let you have died for nothing, I swear it. I won't lose.
I'll keep the paper going, and I'll hold onto the land. I don't know how
I'll do it, but I will, I swear it, I promise. I promise, with all my
heart. Her thoughts trailed off and she turned around, uncannily aware
that she wasn't alone.
She wasn't.
The tall lieutenant with the wicked force to his arms was standing not
far behind her, silent in the night. In the haze of the coming morning,
he seemed to be a towering, implacable form. He wasn't a heavy man, but
she had discovered in her wild fight with him that his shoulders were
broad, that his arms and chest were well and tautly muscled, that he was
as lean and sleek and powerful as a puma, agile and quick. His eyes were
a most interesting shade of gray, remote, enigmatic, and yet she felt
their acuteness each time they fell upon her. She realized, in the late
shadows of night, that he was an arresting man. Handsome. but not
because of perfect features or any gentleness about him. His face was
ruggedly hewn, but with clean, strong lines. His jaw was firm and
square, his cheekbones were high, his eyes done, but he hadn't promised
her a lick of help in righting things. He didn't care.
The only people who cared were the citizens of Wiltshire, and there
weren't really all that many left. Even the sheriff was one of von
Hcusen's men, put into office during one of the shadiest elections
imaginable.
It was light, Tess realized. The daylight had come as they had stood
there, staring at one another. Against the pink of the sky, Lieutenant
Slater suddenly seemed a towering menace. A pulse beat at the base of
his throat as he watched her. His jaw seemed cast into a slight twist,
then locked as if it held back his temper. There was a good ten feet
between them, and still she felt his heat, body heat. Her heart was
beating too quickly, and something warm churned deep within her abdomen
while little touches of mercury seemed to dance along her back. She
needed to break away from him.
She despised his attitude; she couldn't help but spise him for the blue
uniform that reminded her so completely of the war.
He wore it well, his dark, plumed hat pulled low over his eyes, his
shoulders broad in the navy blue cavalry shirt, his legs long, his hips
trim. She had to walk past him. She swallowed hard and forced herself to
smile.
"If you'll excuse me, Lieutenant, I'm sure that you're anxious to ride
as quickly as possible." She started to walk. The closer she came to him
the harder her heart beat. She was almost past him.
Then his arm snaked out and he caught her elbow. Her heart slammed
against her chest as she looked into his smok~-gray eyes, s'zzzling into
hers beneath the sun. His eyes were still shadowed by the brim of his
hat.
"I am sorry, Miss. Stuart. I'm very sorry."
She wanted to speak. Her throat was dry. She felt his fingers upon her
as if they burned. She was acutely aware of the warmth and strength of
his body.
She stared at his hand upon her and pulled from his grasp. "Thank you,
Lieutenant," she managed to say, then she forgot her dignity and fled.
In an hour they were ready to start out. Lieutenant Slater ordered the
downed and useless wagons burned. He almost ordered her new printing
press burned, but Tess forgot all about a low-toned and well-modulated
voice and dignified behavior and came bursting from her wagon to demand
that the press be carried into something that was still capable of
rolling.
"What in hell is it?" the lieutenant demanded impatiently.
"A press! A printing press! I need it for the Wiltshire Sun!"
"Your uncle's newspaper? But he's--dead, Miss. Stuart."
"The Wiltshire Sun is not dead, Lieutenant, nor do I intend to let it
die.
I will not take a step without that printing press."
A spark of silver touched his eyes as they narrowed upon her.
"Don't threaten me, Miss. Stuart."
"I'm not threatening! I'm telling you what will and will not happen."
He took a step toward her and spoke very quietly.
"Miss. Stuart, you will move when I say so, ma'am, because I'll set you
upon your pretty little--er--rump within the wagon, and one of my men
will drive."
"You wouldn't dare! I'll tell your superiors" -- "You tell them anything
you want. Want to test me?"
She gritted her teeth and stared into his eyes.
"I need that press, Lieutenant."
He stood still, hard, cold, immobile. "Lieutenant, please! I need that
printing press! It would only take your men a few minutes. Please!"
For a moment he continued to stare at her. Then he turned around,
calling to Sergeant Monahan. The men were ordered to move the press into
one of the wagons that could still roll." Private Harper!" Slater
called.
"Hitch your horse to the rear and drive the extra wagon."
"Yes, sir!"
Tess exhaled slowly. Lieutenant Slater east her a hard glare, then
turned around. He strode away, calling for his men to see to the last of
the fires, then mount up. When he had gone, Tess realized that the
handsome Indian with the striking eyes was silently watching her. He
saluted with a smile, as if she had managed very well. Then he, too,
turned away.
Tess was certain it was a long day for the cavalry. The men were
accustomed. to moving quickly--now they were burdened down by the
wagons. The landscape was beautiful-- and monotonous. The land was a
constant pale, dusty brown, the little bit of color against it the dull
green of sage and cactus.
She was determined not to complain, but the dust soon covered her, and
after endless hours of driving the six mules that pulled her wagon, she
was exhausted. Her arms hurt in places where she hadn't realized she had
muscles. She could have said something, she was certain. The majority of
the young cavalry men were kind and solicitous, riding by her whenever
they could, asking her if she needed anything. But each time a man drove
by, she saw Lieutenant Slater in the distance beyond him, and so she
smiled sweetly and said that she was doing very well.
He had to stop. He had to stop sometime.
He finally called a halt when the sun began to fall into the horizon and
the whole world went pink again. He stayed away from her, but she knew
he was watching her. Was he judging her?
Trying to decide if she was crazy or if she was having female whimsies?
She had to keep a tight lid on her temper. No matter what he did or
said, she had to keep quiet. When she reached his fort she would speak
calmly and rationally with the commander, and she would make him
understand.
"Miss. Stuart!" Sergeant Monahah rode over to her, then dismounted from
his horse.
"Let me help me you down, miss. I'll see to your mules and the wagon."
"Thank you, Sergeant. I can really" -- She broke off, nearly falling as
he helped her from the wagon. He held her steady as her feet touched the
ground, and she smiled for him.
"Thank you again. I guess I do need some help."
"At your service."
She felt she was being watched. She looked over Monahan's shoulder and
there was Slater, still mounted on his huge horse, overseeing his men as
they broke their formation to make camp. He tipped his hat to her, and
she felt something run hot and liquid inside her. He was watching her in
Monahan's arms, and very likely acknowledging a feminine ability to draw
others to handle her own responsibilities.
Her temper started to soar.
Monahah stepped back, and his wide baby blue eyes were full of
gentleness and kindness and maybe just a bit of adoration.
He was a wonderful man, just like a great big shaggy bear. The devil to
Lieutenant Slater. If his men wanted to behave like gentlemen, she had
no intention of stopping them.
"Miss. Stuart, Lieutenant Slater rode this far because we know this
place. If you go just past that ridge yonder, there's the prettiest
little brook. It's mostly surrounded by dry rock, but the water runs
pure and clean. There's an area up there far from where we'll water the
horses. You can take a walk up there and find all the privacy you might
desire." "Thank you again, Sergeant," Tess said.
"I would dearly love a bath.
I'll take you up on your suggestion." She hurried to the back of the
wagon and found clean clothing, a bar of soap and a towel. When she
emerged again, Sergeant Monahah was unharnessing the mules. He pointed
toward the ridge.
She could see that some of the soldiers were headed in the other
direction.
She smiled again and hurried toward the ridge. She was puffing slightly
when she walked over it, but then she gasped with delight.
The brook was surrounded by boulders and high rocks, but there were
little tufts of grass growing between the rocks, and a few wildflowers
had managed to eke out an existence there. The evening was pink and gold
and very beautiful, and she could hear the sound of the water as it ran.
It looked so cool and delicious after the dry dust of the day.
She clambered down the rocks to a broad ledge, dropped her towel and
soap and clothing and sat down, hurriedly untying her shoes. Staring at
the clean, fresh water, she pulled her blouse from her skirt and quickly
shed it, then her skirt and shift and pantalcts and hose. She stepped
down the rock, so entranced by the water that she never once realized
she wasn't alone.
Barefoot and bare-chested, his cavalry trousers rolled above his ankles,
Jamie Slater sat in the shadow of a rock, swearing softly. His own bath
had just gone straight downhill. And he didn't mean to be a voyeur, but
she had stripped so damned quickly, and he'd been so darned surprised
that he had just stayed there.
Watching.
She was like a nymph, an angel cast out from the evils of the heat and
the plain. Her skin was alabaster, her breasts perfect. Her waist was
very trim, her derriere rich and lush and flaring out from that narrow
waist, and her legs were so long and shapely that they suggested the
most decadent dreams, the most sensual imaginings. Angel . vixen . her
hair streamed around her like the sunset, thick and cascading, falling
over her bare shoulders, curling around her breasts, haunting, teasing,
evocative.
He fell back, groaning slightly.
Tess didn't see him. She plunged into the water, amazed that she could
still draw such simple pleasure when the pain of. Joe's loss was still
so strongly with her. But she was still alive, and the water was so cool
and clean after the dust and filth of the plains. It came just to her
ankles at first, and there were little rocks and pebbles beneath her
feet, so she had to be careful walking. Then the water became deeper,
and she sank into it, stretching out, soaking her hair, floating,
shivering, delighted. The sun was still warm, the water almost cold, and
together they were marvelous. She swam around in the shallows, careful
not to hit her arms and legs on the pebbles, then found a smooth shelf
to stand on and scrubbed herself thoroughly with the soap, rising to
form rich suds, sinking beneath the surface again to rinse them away.
She scrubbed her hair, fee ring wonderful as she removed the dirt and
grime from her scalp. Finally she rose from the water. She paused,
ringing out her hair, then hut- fled to where she had left her things.
She picked up her towel and studiously rubbed herself dry, then sat upon
the ledge to dry her hair before donning her clean clothing.
She stretched, elosing her eyes and leaning against the rock, which was
still warm from the sun. The last of the dying rays touched her body,
and she elosed her eyes for a moment.
When she opened them, she nearly screamed, Lieutenant Slater was
standing above her. His shirt hung open over his chest, and he was
barefoot and grim.
She opened her mouth to protest. She was stark naked, and he was staring
down at her without the least apology. But when she opened her mouth, he
suddenly drew his gun and fired off several shots.
She'd never seen a gun move so fast or heard anything like the way the
Colt spit and fired in fury.
She didn't gasp; she didn't scream. She thought he had lost his mind,
but when she twisted to grasp her towel, she paused, stunned, staring at
the carcass of the dead moccasin that had been barely a foot away from
her.
She looked up at the lieutenant, unable to speak, unable to move. He had
saved her life, she realized. She had been completely unaware of the
snake that she had so carelessly disturbed.
He didn't say anything, just looked at her, his gray eyes sliding over
her body, and everywhere they touched her, she felt fire coursing
through her.
She felt her nipples harden, and she was horrified that they did so, but
still she didn't manage to say a word.
He slid his Colt into his hip holster and spoke at last. "You need to be
more careful about the rocks you choose, Miss. Stuart," he said.
She heard running footsteps. He quickly reached for her towel and handed
it to her. She clutched it to her breasts as a young private suddenly
appeared.
"Lieutenant! I heard the shots!"
"It's all right, Hardy. It was me. A snake. Nothing that could shoot
back."
The private was ~taring at them, wide-eyed. "That's all, Hardy."
"Yes, sir, Lieutenant."
The private saluted. Slater saluted in return. Then he tipped his hat to
her and turned around. Tess reddened to a dark crimson and watched as he
picked his way upstream. She saw his socks and boots on a flat boulder,
and her breath seemed to catch in her throat. He had been there all the
time.
She leaped to her feet and hurried into her fresh clean clothing with
shaking fingers. She could barely tie her pink ribboned corset, and she
had to do the buttons on her blouse twice.
She pulled on clean hose and her shoes and looked at the rock.
He was waiting. Waiting for her to leave. He sat on the ledge, his toes
in the water.
He looked up as if he felt her watching him.
"It's almost dark, Miss. Stuart, if you don't mind."
"If I don't mind! You--you sat there through my bath, Lieutenant!"
she sputtered.
"Lucky I did," he replied pleasantly.
She was alive. Maybe she was lucky. But that wasn't the point, and he
knew it.
He shrugged, rising, casting off his shirt.
"It really doesn't matter that much to me, Miss. Stuart. You're welcome
to stay. Maybe you'll even want to join me ... ?" She swung around,
furious.
He was ready to strip down with her standing right there. He'd sat and
stared at her while she had been completely naked, assuming she was
alone.
She'd given him a whole damned show in the water! Swearing softly, she
plodded away, anxious to quit the brook. She hurried to her wagon and
sat on the bunk, hugging her arms to her chest.
Damn him. Just remembering his eyes upon her made her breasts swell
again and her nipples harden to taut peaks.
When she closed her eyes it didn't help. She remembered the way that his
shirt had hung open over his chest, and the sandy dark hair that grew in
rich profusion there, the ripple of tight muscle on his abdomen, the
swell of it at his breast and shoulders.
"Miss. Stuart?" It was Sergeant Monahan. "Yes?" She almost shouted the
word.
He was at the rear of the wagon, smiling.
"Wasn't that just the prettiest little brook you've ever seen?"
"Absolutely beautiful," she said evenly. But it didn't
matter--apparently word of the shots had gotten out.
Another one of the men stepped behind Monahan, nodding respectfully to
her.
"Monahan! Hardy says she almost got it from a moccasin. Luckily the
lieutenant was near and blasted the thing to kingdom come. Ma'am, it is
the prettiest little brook around, but you be careful from here on out,
you hear?
You've become pretty important to all of us."
"Thank you, that's very kind," she murmured, but she knew that she was
blushing again. Everyone knew what had happened.
But they didn't really know. They didn't know what it had felt like when
his eyes had touched her naked flesh. "Rations aren't much, ma'am, but
one of the boys brought in a few trout. May I fix you a plate and bring
you some coffee?" Monaban asked her.
"Please," she agreed.
"That would be very nice." Monaban brought her a plate of food, the
other young man brought her coffee. She thanked them both. Then, as she
ate, it seemed that every man in the company came by to see how she was,
if she would like anything, if she needed anything, anything at all, for
the night.
She thanked them all, and when they left, and the darkness fell, and the
camp became silent, she smiled. They were Yanks, but a good group of
them. Maybe there was hope. She believed again. There were von Heusens
in the world, but there were others, too, good people. She just had to
keep fighting. She had to hold on to the ranch and she had to keep the
Wiltshire newspaper going.
"Miss. Stuart."
She started, feeling every nerve within her body come alive. She knew
the voice. Knew the deep tone, low and husky and somehow capable of
slipping beneath her skin. It was a sensual, sexy voice, and it awakened
things in her she was certain had died beneath the rifle fire of the
last years of the war, She inhaled quickly. If she was silent, he might
just walk away. He might believe that she slept and just walk away.
But he wouldn't. He knew she was awake. She sensed it, and she resented
him for his easy knowledge of her.
"Yes?" she asked crisply.
"I just wanted to make sure that you were all right."
"I'm fine, Lieutenant."
"Is there anything you need?"
"I want you to believe me, Lieutenant. And you're not offering me that."
He was silent. She hoped he would turn away, but she sensed he was
smiling.
"You didn't thank me. For saving your life."
"Ah, yes. Thank you for saving my life." She found herself crawling the
length of the bunk, then defying him over the rear edge of the wagon.
"Lieutenant?"
"yes?"
"Come closer, please."
He took a step nearer. Tess let her hand fly across his cheek. He
instantly caught her wrist, and she was glad of the surprised and
furious fire in his eyes as they caught hers. She kept smiling, even if
his fingers did seem to be a vise around her, even if the air seemed
charged with electricity. Even if she was just a little bit afraid that
he was going to drag her out of the wagon and down beneath him into the
dirt.
"I do thank you for saving my life, Lieutenant. But that was for the
ungentlemanly way in which you did so."
She pulled on her hand. He didn't let go. His eyes glittered silver in
the moonlight.
I'll try to remember, Miss. Stuart, that you are most particular about
the way a man goes about saving your life," he told her.
"You know exactly what I'm saying."
"I never meant to give you offense."
"Never?"
"I do swear so, Miss. Stuart. I kept my presence quiet because you were
as bare as a baby before I realized it. And then, well, I do admit, I
was caught rather speechless."
"You weren't speechless on the rock!"
He smiled slowly.
"No."
"Oh, you ... Yank!"
She tugged on her wrist again. He didn't release her at first, then his
fingers slowly unwound. He was smiling, she realized. And his eyes fell
over her again, and she felt as if he was burning the sight of her into
his memory. A flame shot high within her, and she didn't know if she was
horrified-or fascinated.
"Good night, Miss. Stuart," he said softly. Then he did walk away. She
didn't move, and after a moment he turned back.
"Miss. Stuart?"
"What?"
He hesitated.
"You're a very beautiful woman. Very beautiful."
He didn't wait for an answer. He walked away and disappeared into the
night.
Chapter Three.
Two days later, they reached the fort.
It was, Tess thought, a typical military fort in Indian country. The
walls of the stockade were high, maybe twenty-five feet high, and built
of dark sturdy logs. She heard the sound of a bugle while they were
still some distance from the fort, then the huge wooden gate swung open
to allow their party to enter. Looking up as they went into the
compound, Tess saw armed guards in their cavalry blue lined up on all
the catwalks and staring down at them.
She was grateful to have reached the fort. She was driving her mules,
swearing to them beneath her breath, and wondering if the calluses would
ever leave her fingers. She'd gotten them right through Uncle Joe's
heavy leather gloves.
She was sweaty, salty and sticky, and her hair was coming loose from the
neat braid she'd twisted at her nape. She had said that she could
manage--and Lieutenant Slater had let her do just that.
His men had continued to be very kind, and she had continued to smile
and be as gracious as she could in return. He had kept his distance
since he had left her that night, but she had felt his eyes on her.
Always. his eyes were on her. When she drove the wagon, she would
suddenly feel a warmth, and she would look around to discover that he
was no longer at the head of the column, but had ridden back and was
watching her. And at night, when. one of the men would bring her coffee
or food, he would stare across the distance of the camp fire. And by
night she heard footsteps, and she wondered if he wasn't walking by to
determine if she was sleeping. If she was safe.
Or did he walk by to discover if she might still be awake?
He infuriated her, but she was also glad, and she realized that she felt
safe. Not because she was surrounded by thirty or so cavalry men, but
because he was walking by, because he was near.
But now they had come to the fort. He would turn her over to his
commander and disappear from her life.
Someone would be assigned to see her to Wiltshire, and she need never
see him again. Never feel his eyes again, the touch of smoke gray and
insinuation that warmed everything within her and seemed to caress her
as if he saw her again as he had by the brook.
They were in front of the command post. Tess pulled hard on the reins,
dropped them and started to leap from the driver's seat. She smiled, for
Jon Red Feather was there to help her.
She had grown to like the man very much: his striking, sturdy
appearance, his silence and his carefully chosen words. And she sensed
that he believed her when others might not.
He set her upon the ground. She thanked him then looked at all the
confusion around her. Wives, children and perhaps lovers had spilled
from the various buildings in the compound to greet the returning men.
Monahah had called out an order dismissing them all, and the band was
quickly breaking up.
Lieutenant Slater was striding up the steps to the broad porch that
encircled the command post, saluting the tall, gray-haired man who
awaited him. Jon indicated the steps.
"Miss. Stuart, I believe the colonel will want a statement from you as
soon as possible. I'll see to your accommodations for the evening and
return shortly."
He walked her to the porch. Apparently Slater had already explained
something about her, for the colonel was quick to offer her a hand and
guide her up the steps.
"Miss. Stuart, our most sincere condolences on the loss of your uncle,
but may I say that we are heartily glad that you have survived to be
here today," "Thank you," Tess said. It was strange. It already seemed
like the whole thing had happened in the distant past. Days on the
plains could do that, she decided. And yet, when the colonel spoke so
solicitously of Uncle Joe, all the pain and the loneliness rushed back.
She tried to swallow them down. She needed to impress this man with
intelligence and determination, not a fit of tears. She didn't want to
be patted on the back. She wanted to be believed.
"Miss. Stuart, if you would be so good as to join us inside, the colonel
would like to speak with you," Slater said.
There was a startling light in his eyes as they touched her. Not
amusement, but something else. Almost a challenge. He wanted to see if
she would back down, she thought. Well, she wouldn't.
She walked past both men and into a large office with file cabinets and
a massive desk and a multitude of crude wooden chairs. Slater pulled out
a chair for her, and she sat down as regally as she could manage,
pulling off her rough leather gloves and letting them fall into her lap.
She felt Slater's eyes, and she looked up then looked quickly away.
He had seen the blisters and calluses on her hands. The colonel took his
seat behind the desk. He was an elderly man, whose gentle blue eyes
seemed to belie his position as a commander of such a post. His voice,
too, was gentle. Tess thought he was genuinely grateful to see her
alive, even if he had never met her before.
"Would you like coffee, Miss. Stuart? I'm afraid I've no tea to offer
you" -- "Coffee will be just fine, thank you," Tess said.
She hadn't realized that there was another man in the room unt'd a
s'dent young corporal stepped forward to bring her a tin mug of black
coffee. She thanked him and an awkward moment followed. Then the colonel
sat forward, folding his hands on the desk.
"Miss. Stuart, Lieutenant Slater informs me that you have claimed that
it was not Indians who set upon your band."
"That's right, sir."
"Then who?"
"White men. Hired guns for a man named yon Heusen. He is trying to take
my uncle's property and" -- "He'd have men attack a whole wagon train to
obtain your uncle's property? Think now, Miss. Stuart, is that logical?"
She gritted her teeth. Slater was watching her politely. She wanted to
kick him.
"It wasn't a large wagon train, Colonel.
We've had good relations with the Comanche in our area, and my uncle
wasn't afraid of the Comanche! We were traveling with a very small
party, a few hired hands, my uncle-"
" Maybe, Miss. Stuart, the Indians weren't Comanche.
Maybe they were a stray band of Apache looking for easy prey, or
Shoshone down from the mountains, or maybe even an offshoot of the
Sioux"--" No Indian attacked that wagon train."
Tess swung around. Jon Red Feather had come into the room. He helped
himself to coffee, then pulled up the chair beside Slater. He grinned at
his friend, then addressed the colonel.
"I'm sure that Miss. Stuart does know a Comanche when she sees one, sir.
And it wasn't Apache. Apache usually only scalp Mexicans--in
retaliation." He turned and smiled at Tess.
"And I can promise you that what was done was not done by the Sioux. A
Sioux would never have left Miss. Stuart behind."
A shiver ran down Tess's spine. She didn't know if Jon meant that the
Sioux would have taken her with them--or that they would have been sure
to kill and scalp her, too. The colonel lifted his hands. Even with Jori
corroborating her story, he didn't seem to believe her. Or if he did
believe her, he had no intention of helping her.
"Miss. Stuart, I have heard of this von Heusen. He has big money, and
big connections, and I understand he owns half the town" -- "Literally,
Colonel.
He owns the judge and the sheriff and the deputies."
"Now, Miss. Stuart, those are frightful charges" -- "They are true
charges."
"But don't you see, Miss. Stuart, you'd have to go into a court of law
against this man. And you'd have to charge him in Wiltshire, and like
you said ..." His voice trailed away. "Why don't you think of heading
back east, Miss. Stuart?"
She was up on her feet instantly.
"Head back east? I have never been east, Colonel. I was born here in
Texas.
My grandparents helped found Wiltshire. And the little bit of town that
yon Heusen doesn't own yeti still do. I have no intention of turning it
over to him! Colonel, there's nothing else that I can tell you. I have
had a rather trying few days. If there's some place where I might rest,
I'll be most grateful to accept your hospitality for a night or two.
Then, sir, I have to get home. I have a ranch and a paper that need my
expertise."
The colonel was on his feet, too, and she sensed that, behind her, Jon
and Slater had also risen. She spun around, feeling Slater's eyes,
certain that he was laughing at her again.
But he wasn't laughing. His eyes were upon her, smoky and gray and
enigmatic. She sensed that she had finally gained a certain admiration
from him. What good it could do her, she didn't know. The colonel had
been her last hope.
Now the battle was hers, and hers alone.
"Miss. Stuart, I'd like to help you if I could"
"Nonsense, Colonel. You don't believe a word I'm saying," Tess told him
sweetly.
"That's your prerogative, sir. I am very fatigued ..."
"Miss. Stuart can take the old Casey place while she's here," Jori said.
"Doily Simmons is there now, with linens and towels."
"I shall be most grateful to the Caseys," Tess said. "No need," Slater
drawled.
"Casey is dead. Caught a Comanche arrow last year. His wife went on hack
east." He was taunting her, and she smiled despite it.
"I have told you all, Lieutenant, I've never been east" -- "Oh, not that
east, Miss. Stuart. Mrs. Casey and the kids went to live in Houston,
that's all."
"Well, I rather like the area I live in," she said sweetly, then she
turned to the colonel.
"If I may, sir ... 7"
"Of course, of course! Jamie, you and Jon will please escort the young
lady to her quarters. And Mis~ Stuart, if it's Wiltshire you're
insisting on reaching, I'll arrange you an escort just as soon as
possible."
"Thank you."
Jon opened the door. Tess sailed through it. Slater followed her.
"It's this way, Tess," Jon told her. He'd never used her first name
before, and certainly not as he did now, intimately, as if they were old
friends.
There was a bright light to his striking green eyes, and she realized
that it was for the benefit of Jamie Slater. Jamie. Silently, she rolled
the name on her tongue.
"Lieutenant" seemed to fit him better.
Not always . Not that day he had looked down at her on the rocks after
shooting the snake. His hair had been ruffled, his shirt had fallen
open, and she had wanted to touch him, to reach out and feel the vital
movement of his flesh, so bronze beneath the setting sun. Then, then the
name Jamie might have fit him just fight. It was an intimate name, ,a
name for friends, or for lovers.
He was behind her still. Jon Red Feather was pointing things out to her.
"That's a general store, and there's our one and only alehouse, we don't
dare call it a saloon. And down there is the coffeehouse for the ladies.
We've a number of women at the fort here. The colonel approves of the
married men having their wives with them, and since the fort is strong
and secure ..." He shrugged.
"Then, of course, we have the stores and the alehouse and the
eoffcehouse, so we've a few young and unattached ladies, which makes it
nice for the soldiers at the dances."
"Dances!"
"Why, Miss. Stuart, we do try to be civilized out here in the
wilderness." "Desert," Jamie Slater said from behind them.
"I think it's really more a desert than a wilderness, don't you, Jon?"
He didn't wait for an answer, but continued, "There's the Casey house
right there." He strode up three steps to a small house that seemed to
share a supporting wall with the structure beside it.
The door burst open suddenly. There was a large buxom woman standing
there.
She had an ageless quality about her, for her features were plump and
clear, her eyes were dark and merry, and it was difficult to see if her
hair was blond or silver.
"You poor dear! You poor, poor dear! Caught up in that awful Indian
attack"
"Miss. Stuart doesn't believe that it was Indians, Dolly," Jamie Slater
said evenly.
Dolly waved a hand in the air.
"Don't matter who it was, does it? It was awful and heinous and cruel
and this poor girl lost her friends and her uncle. It was your uncle,
fight, dear?" "Yes," Tess said softly.
Dolly had a hand upon her shoulders, drawing her into the house. Jon and
Jamie Slater would have followed except that Dolly inserted her grand
frame between them and the doorway.
"Jon, Jamie, get on with you now. I'li see to Miss. Stuart. I'm snre you
were right decent to her on the trail, but she's had a bad time of it
and I'm going to see to it that she has some time to rest, and I'm going
to give her a nice long bath, some homo-cooked food, and then I'm going
to put her to bed for the night. She needs a little tenderness right
now, and I'm not so sure you're the pair to provide it!"
"Right, Dolly," Jon said. Amused, he stepped back. Jamie Slater tipped
his hat to Tess over Dolly's broad shoulder. His lip, too, was curled
with a certain amusement, and Tess felt that, for once, she could too
easily read the message behind his smok~-gray eyes. He thought that she
needed tenderness just about as much as a porcupine did.
"Good evening, Miss. Stuart. I do hope that you'll be feeling better
soon."
"If you're lucky, Jamie Slater, she'll be up and about for the dance
tomorrow night."
"If I'm lucky" -- Jamie started to murmur. "Well, hell, there's no lack
of young men around here, Lieutenant!" Dolly said.
Tess could feel a brilliant crimson flush rising to her cheeks. She
wasn't sure who she wanted to bat the hardest--Dolly for so boldly
putting her into an awkward situation, or Jamie Slater for behaving as
if escorting her to a dance would be a hardship.
"There's absolutely no need for anyone to concern himself," she said
quietly, a note of steel to her voice. There-she'd given Slater his out.
"I consider myself in mourning. A dance would he completely out of the
question."
"Would it?" There was a core of steel to Jamie's voice, too. He managed
to step past Dolly and catch her shoulders, and she thought he was
furious as he gazed into her eyes. She couldn't understand him in the
least.
"I don't think so, Tess. Your uncle was a frontiersman, a fighter. I
don't think he'd want you sitting around crying about what 53 can't be
changed.
He'd know damned well that life out here was hard, and sometimes awfully
darned short and sweet, and he'd want you to live. And that's what
you're good at, isn't it? Fighting--living?"
"Lieutenant Slater, really, I" -- "Maybe it's just the fighting that
you're so good at. Maybe you don't really know how to live at all."
She cast back her head, ignoring the grip of his fingers upon her
shoulders.
She gritted her teeth hard, then challenged him hotly.
"And you think you're the one who could teach me how to live,
Lieutenant?
Why, I'm not sure that you're more than a perfo~t Yankee mannequin
yourself, Lieutenant."
His lip curled. His grip on her shoulders suddenly relaxed.
"Why don't you test me then, Miss. Stuart?"
"Jamie Slater, that young girl is vulnerable right now" -- Dolly started
to warn him, but Jamie and Tess both spun on her.
"As vulnerable as a sharp-toothed cougar," Jamie supplied.
"Never to the likes of him!" Tess promised. Dolly was silent. Soft
laughter sounded, and Tess saw that it was Jon Red Feather laughing, and
that he seemed quite pleased with the situation.
"No wonder white men don't like Indians!" Jamie muttered darkly.
"Sure. Keep the white folks at war with themselves, and half the battle
is solved," Jon said pleasantly.
"Jamie, come on. It's settled. You can pick up Miss. Stuart right after
sunset."
"Nothing is settled" -- Tess began.
"Sunset!" Jamie said. He seemed to growl the word. And he didn't give
her another second to protest, but slammed his way out the door. It
closed with such a bang that even Dolly jumped, but then she smiled
benignly.
"I do just love that man!" Dolly said.
Tess stared at her blankly.
"Why?" she demanded. "Oh, you'll see," young lady. You'll see. And that
Jori! He does like to stir up trouble.
But then, maybe it's not trouble this time. Jon can be plain old silent
as the grave when he wants, too. I think that he's just delighted to put
Miss. Eliza's nose out of joint. She thinks she just about has her claws
into Jamie, and who knows, it is lonely out here. But she isn't right
for him, she just isn't fight at all. You'll see."
"Miss. Simmons" -- "Dolly. We're not very formal out here.
"Ceptin' the men, when they're busy playing soldier, that is."
"Dolly, I have no intention of going to a dance with Lieutenant Slater.
I don't really like him. He's self-righteous and hard as steel and cold
as ice" -- "Hard maybe, cold, no. You'll see," Dolly predicted. "But" --
"Come on, I've got a steaming bath over there in the corner . You just
hop in, and I'll make you some good strong tea, and pretty soon dinner
will be ready, too. And you can tell me all about yourself and what
happened, and I'll tell you more about Lieutenant Slater."
"I don't want to know anything more about Lieutenant Slater," Tess said
firmly. But it was a lie. She wanted to know more about him. She wanted
to know everything about him.
And she did want to go to the dance with him. She wanted to close her
eyes and feel his arms around her, and if she thought about it, she
wanted even more. She wanted to see him again as she had seen him that
morning with his shirt hanging open and his hair tousled and his bare
feet riding the rocks with confidence and invincibility.
"Let me help you out of those dusty travel clothes," Dolly said. She was
quick and competent, and Tess felt immediately at home with her, able to
accept her assistance. In seconds she was out of her dirt-coated
clothing and into a wooden hip tub with a high back that allowed her to
lean in 55 comfort. Dolly tossed her a bar of rose-scented soap and a
sponge, and she blissfully squeezed the hot water over her knees and
shoulders.
"What did you do to your hands, young lady?" Dolly demanded.
Tess looked ruefully at her callused palms.
"Driving. I can do it, of course. It's just Uncle Joe usually did most
of the driving."
She didn't know what it was about saying his name, but suddenly, tears
welled in her eyes.
"You should cry it out," Dolly warned her.
"You should just go right on ahead and cry it out."
Tess shook her head. She couldn't start crying again. She started
talking instead.
"He raised me. My parents died when I was very young, both caught
pneumonia one winter and they just didn't pull through. Joe was Father's
brother.
He sold Father's land and put the money into trust for me, and he took
me to live with him, and he made me love the land and reading and Texas
and the newspaper business, and most of all, he made me love the truth.
And he never gave up on the truth or on fighting. And that's why I have
to keep it up.
He always gave me everything."
Her voice trailed away. So much, always. She remembered learning how to
ride, and how to ink the printing press, and then how to think out a
story, and what good journalism was, and. And what it was like to live
through pain, and stand up tall despite it, and to learn to carry on.
Joe had been there when she had fallen in love with Captain David Tyler
back in '64, when his Confederate infantry corp had been assigned to
Wiltshire. She had been just seventeen, and she'd never known what it
was like to love a man in that mercurial way until she'd met David.
They'd danced, they'd taken long walks and long rides and they'd had
picnics out by the river, and he had kissed her, and she had learned
what it was like to feel her soul catch fire.
They'd known the war Dolly sniffed, apparently uninterested in a woman
running a paper or a ranch.
"There's things a young lady should be doin', and things she shouldn't!
Now you, you need to be married. You need yourself a man."
Tess sank back into the water wearily.
"I need a hired gun, that's what I need."
Dolly was quiet for a moment, then she said enthusiastically, "Well,
then, you really do need Lieutenant Slater."
"What?"
Dolly came around the side of the tub and perched on a stool.
"Why, he was claimed to be an outlaw, him and his brothers! There was a
big showdown, and the three of them shot themselves out of an awful
situation.
Then they surrendered, and all went to trial, and the jury claimed them
innocent as babes!
But those Slater boys--why, it was legendary!
He's as quick as a rattler with his Colt." He was, Tess thought. She
couldn't forget the way he had killed the snake. She might have died,
except that he was so fast with that gun.
She shivered suddenly. Maybe he wasn't what she needed. He was what she
wanted. A man good with a gun. A man with hard eyes and a hard-muscled
chest and hands that were strong and eyes that invaded the body and the
soul.
"Someone's got to escort you to Wiltshire," Dolly said flatly.
"And Jamie, he's got time coming. And he really ain't no fool. I know
there's this big thing going on about whether it was Indians or white
men attacked you, but Jamie, he'll find out the truth." "He didn't
believe a word I said."
"Oh, but he could discover the truth! He knows the Shoshone, the
Comanche, the Cheyenne, the Kiowas and even the Apache better than most
white men--most white men alive, that is! Why, he speaks all their
languages! He can tell you in a split second which tribes are related to
which, and he knows their practices, and how they live.
Sometimes he even knows the Indians better than Jon Red Feather, 'cause
you see, Red Feather is a Blackfoot Sioux, and he thinks that the world
begins and ends with the Sioux!
If you're telling the truth--oh, my dear! I didn't mean that! I know
you're not telling fibs! But if you're right about it being white men,
why, Jamie will find that out. He won't let the Comanche be blamed for
some atrocity they didn't commit!"
Tess was silent. Dolly spoke again, softly.
"If it isn't Lieutenant Slater who takes you, it might be the colonel
himself. His wife was killed by Pawnees before the war, and he ain't
ever forgiven any Indian since. Or else there's Sergeant Givens, and
he's an Indian hater, too. Or Corporal Lorsby, and he's a lad barely
shaving, he won't be too much good to you. Oh, wait just a minute, I've
got some shampoo here, all the way from Boston."
"I don't want to use your good" -- "Come, come, what good does it do to
this old head of mine? Use it!
Your hair will smell just like spring rosebuds, and every bit as sweet
as sunshine."
Tess accepted the shampoo. She disappeared beneath the water to soak her
hair, then she scrubbed and rinsed it. As she rose from the water again,
Dolly was still talking to her.
"Lieutenant Lorsby, he's a good boy. He's just untried.
He's never been in a battle. He came from the east, and I'm sure he's a
bright and wonderful boy, but he don't know a Kiowa from a Chinaman, and
that's a fact. You really need to think about this, you know."
Tess nodded, feeling a chill as the steamy water cooled. Maybe she did
need Lieutenant Slater after all. She smiled at Dolly.
"Could I have the towel, please?"
Dolly held it, and Tess stepped from the bath, wrapped the towel around
her and took a seat before the fire as she started to dry her hair.
"All right, Dolly, so tell me, please, just what is it about this Miss.
Eliza that's so horrible."
"why, I'm not quite sure.
"Ceptin' she seems to think that she's God's gift to the men of the
cavalry.
Jamie's the only one who's never fawned over her, and I think that's
exactly why she's set her cap for him! He ~ms to be amused most of the
time, but the woman does have a wicked fine shape, and a wicked heart
and mind to go along.
You'll see. Now sit back, and I'll bring you your tea, and then some of
the finest Irish stew you'll ever taste. Then I'll see to getting the
rest of your things brought in. I have a nightgown for you, right over
there on the bed. Once you're all ~uched in, I'll see to the rest. You
need to get some sleep." Dolly brought her tea, then the stew, and it
was delicious.
Tess hadn't felt so warmed and cared for since. Since Joe had died.
The thought brought her close to tears again, but she didn't shed them.
She finished eating and put on the nightgown Dolly had provided for her.
She crawled into the bed, more exhausted than she had imagined. As Dolly
started to leave the darkened room, Tess called her back.
"Thank you, Dolly. Thank you, so very much."
"It's nothing, child."
Tess sat up.
"Dolly?"
"yes?"
"I didn't take you from your family, did I?" She smiled.
"Me? No, child. I sit around most of the day and remember Will. My
husband. He was with the cavalry, killed just a few years ago. He made
it home, though. Jamie Slater brought him home to me. He rode through an
ambush to bring Will home. So now I mind the store a few hours a day,
and I try to look after the soldiers that need a little mothering. And
now you.
It's been my pleasure, dear, so you go on and get some sleep."
Dolly was gone then. Tess yawned in the luxurious warm comfort of the
clean bed. She stretched out, thinking that she would sleep. If she
wasn't plagued with memories of Joe.
But it wasn't memories of Joe that kept her from sleeping. Even in the
darkness and the warmth, she felt strange 61 chills snake along her
body. It was Jamie Slateifs face she saw before her in the darkness, the
dry amusement in his gray eyes: Then she remembered the feeling of
wicked, surging heat as his gaze fell over the length of her. He had
stayed away. And he had been drawn back. Almost as if he was feeling the
same thing.
She didn't need a lover, she told herself. She needed a hired gun.
Maybe she would have to barter to gain what she wanted. Barter! she
charged herself.
And in the darkness she admitted that he cola id be as cold and hard and
ruthless as stone, he could care for her not at all, or perhaps even
want her with a curious interest. It didn't matter. She hadn't thought
about any man in over five years.
But she wanted this one. That he could deal well with a gun was all the
better.
When she finally did sleep that night, it was with the stern reminder
that she ought to be saying her prayers. That she ought to hope that
Jamie Slater wanted nothing more to do with her, that the stoic colonel
would take her to Wiltshire.
She could fight von Heusen, and she would. She just wasn't sure if she
could fight von Heusen and all the decadent and shameful things she felt
for Jamie Slater at the same time.
It was wicked.
It was true. If Joe had taught her anything, it was wisdom. She couldn't
change what she was feeling, even if what she was feeling could only
cause her pain. Exhaustion overwhelmed her, and she slept. Slept, and
dreamed.
Of smoke-gray eyes, of a man with broad shoulders, taking her into his
arms.
Naked, as she had been by the brook.
He was moving into a trap, Jamie thought the next night as he walked
along to the Casey house, where Tess Stuart was. He was definitely
moving into a trap, because he couldn't call Tess a liar. He did know
the Indians well, and he couldn't let a huge war get started because
everyone was unjustly blaming the Comanche. He was going to have to find
out what had happened.
He paused at the door before knocking upon it, swallowing down a
startling, near savage urge to thrust the door open and sweep the
challenging and all too luscious Miss. Stuart into his arms. No matter
how he tried, he could not forget everything that he knew about her. No
matter what gingham or frills or lace or velvet adorned her, he kept
seeing beneath it.
He'd lied to her. She was very much alive. She spoke of passionate life
and living with her every breath, her every word. Her gpirit was ever at
battle, never ceasing. She would stay on in Wiltshire, he was certain,
no matter how stupid it would be for her to do so. She was determined to
fight this von Heusen, and she would fight him even if they met on the
plain and he was carrying a shotgun and she was completely unarmed.
If. if. Was the man really so dangerous?
He didn't want to believe her. He wanted to be a skeptic. But there was
truth in her passion, in her determination.
There was truth in the honesty of her beautiful, sea-shaded eyes, eyes
that entered into his sleep and made him wonder what it would he like if
she looked at him with her hair wound between them and around them in a
web of passion.
Every time he was near her he felt it more. Something like a pounding
beneath the earth, like a rattle of thunder across the sky. Every time.
And if he didn't watch out, the day would come when he would thrust wide
a door and sweep her hard into his arms.
He wouldn't give a damn then about Indians or white men or the time of
day or even if the earth continued to turn. All that would matter would
be the scent of her and the feel of her silken flesh beneath his
fingers. He was going to a dance, he ~-r. afinded himself. And every
officer in the post would be there, and the enlisted men, too.
He gritted his teeth and willed his muscles and his body to cease
tightening with the harsh and ragged desire that seemed to rule his
every thought. He knocked on the door. "Come in, Lieutenant."
He pushed open the door, irritated that he should want her so badly,
determined that he would control himself. She was probably late, women
always were. She was probably trying to pin up her hair, or fix her
skirts or petticoats.
She wasn't. She was standing s'fiently by the small fire that burned in
the hearth. She didn't need to change a thing about her hair--it was
tied back from her face with a blue ribbon, then exploded in a froth of
sun-colored and honey ringlets. The tendrils curled over her shoulders
and fell against the rise of her breasts.
Her gown was soft blue, with a darker colored velvet bodice over a skirt
of swirling froth. The sleeves were puffed, baring much of her arms, and
the velvet bodice was low, but just low enough to show the risc of her
breasts, the beautiful texture of her flesh, the fascinating way the
soft curls of her hair lay upon it. She was even more beautiful than he
had seen her before, her eyes bright and fascinating with the light of
challenge, her smile soft and untouched by tragedy this night.
"You're ready?"
"Yes, of course. You did say sunset, didn't you?" He nodded. She reached
for a blue silk stole and handed it to him. Woodenly he took it from her
fingers and set it around her shoulders. The sweet scent of her hair
rose against his nostrils, and the essence of it seemed to fill him.
Damn.
He'd tried so hard to gain control before entering the house. Now the
scent of her was tearing through his senses, exciting his temper as well
as his passions.
"Shall we go?"
"Yes, of course." Her smile, he decided, was a wan- toh's. Miss. Stuart
was not entirely innocent, but rather a woman completely aware of her
power. She hadn't become a fluttering belle. Her intelligence was
apparent, along with her rock-hard strength, in her steady gaze.
And still . her beauty, her femininity . they were breathtaking. Jon had
seen it even when Jamie hadn't.
"Where is the dance?"
"In the alehouse," he said curtly.
"But then he determined that he knew the game himself; he would play it,
too.
He smiled graciously, capturing her hand and slipping it around his
elbow.
"The rest seems to have done you quite well. You're looking
wonderfully--healthy."
"Why, thank you, Lieutenant. With such flowery compliments a girl could
surely lose her head."
"What a little liar. You wouldn't lose your head if the entire Apache
Nation was staring you down, would you, Miss. Stuart?"
"There you go again, Lieutenant, what a dazzling compliment."
"Do you need compliments?"
"Maybe."
They had reached the open doors to the alehouse. Already music could be
heard, the strains of a lively jig. The notes of the fiddle seemed to be
loudest, and for a moment Jamie thought that Tess's smile wavered. He
was suddenly displeased with the night, and with himself. She had gone
through a harrowing experience, and she had come through it with
tremendous spirit.
No more platitudes for this chit! he warned himself. But her eyes met
his in the dim light spilling from the open doorway. So deep a blue they
were mauve in the darkness, so wide and unwavering upon his. He wished
suddenly that 65 she hadn't been young, that she hadn't been beautiful.
That she hadn't been different from any other woman he'd ever met in his
life.
"Maybe you shouldn't have come tonight," he said sol fly She smiled.
"I'm fine, Lieutenant, truly I am. Shall we go in?"
He nodded and escorted her on into the room. Dancers filled the floor,
soldiers in uniform, officers with epaulets and brightly colored sashes,
women in their sparkling fin- cry. The floor seemed alive with the blue
and gold of the uniforms, and with brilliant reds and greens and soft
pastels, lovely silks and brocades, satins and velvets.
But none compared with the blue gown that Tess Stuart was wearing. No
other garment seemed to so fit a woman, to cling to her shape, to
conceal and enhance, to so artfully combine both purity and sweetly
simmering sensuality.
Like the touch of her fingers upon his arm. Like the scent of roses that
seemed to fill him and make him mindless of what else went on.
Jamie saw Jon Red Feather coming toward them, and he swore softly
beneath his breath. Normally the darned half breed was as silent as the
night. Suddenly these days he was expounding away with his Oxford
eloquence.
"Miss. Stuart! Jamie. Ah, you've made it at last. Miss. Stuart, please
don't think me too bold--Jamie! I dare demand the first dance!"
"Jon" -- he began in protest.
"Jon! Good evening!"
The delight in Tess's voice was so obvious that Jamie wanted to spit.
If the two of them were so damned all-fired eager to be together, Jon
should have escorted her tonight. It wouldn't have made the least bit of
difference to him.
The hell it wouldn't. She was his.
He'd found her, he'd touched her and he'd brought her back here. It
might be a trap, but he was deep within it now, and there was no
crawling out. Still, he had to he civil. Too bad they weren't out on the
plain. He and Jon could go to it like savage kids. They'd done it
before.
He smiled and bowed with the best of the Southern chivalry he could
remember from the days before the war.
"Jori--Miss. Stuart, please. Just return her in one piece, Jon."
"He's trying to pretend that I take scalps. I don't, you know," Jon
informed her gravely.
Tess smiled again--brilliantly. Everything about her lit up. Smiles for
him, and taunts for me! And still, Miss. Stuart, we are irrevocably
bound, aren't we? "Evenin', James," the colonel addressed him.
"Evenin', sir."
"I see that Miss. Stuart has been whisked away." He nodded toward the
dancers.
"Well, she's lovely. A very welcome addition to our little soiree, eh?"
"Yes, sir."
"Ah! Well, you shall't be lonely long. There's Eliza coming to whisk you
away, I dare say."
Eliza was on her way over. She had stopped to chat at the punch table,
but now, with her fan fluttering against the heat of the night, she was
hurrying around the dancers to greet him.
He hadn't seen her since he'd come back with Tess.
But she knew. She knew that he'd come back with a woman, and she knew
that he was with Tess tonight. He could see it in her velvet dark eyes.
She was smiling, but it seemed that the curve of her lip hid a snarl.
She was still something to behold. Her neck was long and swan like her
hair as dark as ebony, and though she was slender and graceful, a man
could g~t lost for hours in her voluptuous breasts. Her skin was ivory
and flawless, her lips red, her face lovely. Jamie knew she'd had her
mind set on tormenting him for some time. He usually enjoyed her company
because she was such a brazen piece of baggage. He'd seen her break half
a dozen hearts before she'd deter67 mined to stomp on his, but he'd
always managed to hold his distance from her. To take care that he never
spoke a word that sounded like commitment.
He hadn't been able to refuse her constant seduction. He hadn't been her
first lover, and he was sure that he wouldn't be her last.
She was especially seductive this evening, her ink-dark hair caught to
one side of her head and plunging in a black cascade over one shoulder,
her bodice so low-cut as to reveal the endless depths of the valley
between her breasts, her kelly-green gown contrasting beautifully with
the darkness of her hair and the perfect ivory of her complexion.
"Jamie, darling'! Well, you have saved the first dance for me. I've
missed you so!"
In full view of the company she slipped her arms around him, rose on
tiptoe and kissed his lips.
He waited for something to stir inside him. He swore inwardly. It was
Tess.
He was obsessed, and any other touch would leave him cold until he had
quenched that newfound fire. "Eliza, nice to see you," he murmured,
catching her arms and unwinding them from around him. She pouted
prettily, but he barely noticed. He was looking past her, toward the
dance floor where Tess smiled and laughed, swirled and dipped and
whirled in his best friend's arms.
They were striking together, the tall half-breed and the exquisite blond
who looked so delicate but had a will of pure steel. "Dance, yes!" he
muttered, and he swept Eliza into his arms and onto the floor.
"I was afraid that you hadn't missed me!" she told him, her eyes growing
dark.
"What? Of course I missed you," he said.
"You didn't come to see me last night."
"No, I had reports to fill out."
"I waited for you. Very late. Into the night."
"I'm sorry."
I'll wait again."
It was promising. Maybe he could close his eyes and imagine that he held
Tess's sun-honey blond hess
No. It wouldn't be fair.
He smiled.
"Eliza, I brought Miss. Stuart to the dance."
"Miss. Stuart?
Oh, yes! I heard about her! The zany woman who thinks white men are
Comanche." She shuddered.
"Honestly, Jamie, I understand how you might feel responsible, but just
walk her home and then come on over."
"Can't, Eliza. Not tonight."
She looked furious for a moment, as if she was about to argue. But she
fell silent, pressing closer to him. The musky scent she was wearing
rose around him. He felt the pressure of her breasts, the flash of a
thigh. She wanted to excite him.
"I'm glad to find you so understanding, Eliza," he said pleasantly.
"Of course. I'm always understanding," she told him gravely, sweetly.
Like hell, he thought. But he smiled. Jon was no longer dancing with
Tess.
She'd already danced with half the men in the regiment, Jamie thought
irritably. She was in the arms of a young sergeant now, a handsome
towhead stripling! A kid who probably hadn't even shaved yet. And he was
gushing all over her.
Just about to trip over his own darned tongue. Jon reclaimed her.
Jamie gritted his teeth, determined to watch his date for the evening no
more. He had no way of knowing that Tess Stuart was watching him every
bit as covertly. Those strange stirrings rose inside her as she watched
the ebony-haired enchantress laughing, pressing against him, heaving her
bovine breasts beneath his nose. She was very anxious to be retrieved by
Jon, and managed to dance her way over to the tall Sioux.
He promptly cut in and swept her around, smiling like the devil's own
disciple.
"Mr. Red Feather?"
"yes?"
"Who is the massive mount of mammary glands?" He laughexl and bent low
to whisper against her ear.
"That, Miss. Stuart, is Eliza."
He lifted his head again and smiled benignly toward Jamie.
"Keep an eye on that one," he warned Tess.
"I certainly intend to," she told him sweetly, then she tossed her hair
and laughed, and the sound of her voice was like a melody on the air.
And every man in the place seemed to turn to her. Including Jamie
Slater.
Chapter Four.
Tess didn't see how or when Jamie extricated himself from Miss. Eliza,
but within a few minutes, he was tapping on Jon's shoulder, claiming her
for a dance. She smiled serenely as they moved to the music. Hemust have
attended many of these little balls. He was as accomplished at dancing
as he was with riding and shooting. She felt suddenly as if she walked
on air herself, as if the room and the people all around them faded, as
if they shared more than a simple touch. Maybe they did. His eyes were
boring into hers.
"Enjoying your conquests, Miss. Stuart?"
She widened her eyes.
"Whatever do you mean?"
"I mean every snot-nosed young trooper here is ready to lie down and die
for you." "Really?" she asked with a sweet note of astonishment. "Well,
how very genteel of the lads, how kind! But tell me, Lieutenant, how am
I doing with the others?" His jaw twisted slightly, but there was still
amusement to his smile.
"The graybeards, Miss. Stuart, are quite willing to dig their own
graves, if need be, for your cause."
"Oh, dear! Ah, well, let's hope that it need not be. But I'm curious,
sir, how am I doing with the men between nineteen and ninety?"
"Would it please you to know that a number of them were probably quite
ready to slit one another's throats for the mere bounty of your smile?"
She didn't know if he was teasing. Not anymore. The smoky quality was in
his eyes again. She lowered her lashes, shivering slightly, wondering if
he was really a man to play with so freely. Then she raised her eyes
with a bold and sweeping challenge.
"Thank goodness, sir, that you would not participate in such a skirmish!
I mean, as one could see how heavily involved you are ..."
"What?" he demanded, scowling.
"The bountiful brunette, Lieutenant. Miss. Eliza."
"Oh, Eliza." He said the name dism~ssively. Too dismissively. He knew
Eliza well, maybe better than he wanted to at the moment.
"Yes, Eliza," she said pleasantly.
"Are you engaged, Lieutenant?"
"Good heavens, no!"
"Ah, was the horror of that statement over the possibility of
engagement, or over Eliza?"
"Miss. Stuart, you are very presumptuous."
"Sir, no one is forcing you to dance with me."
His arms tightened around her. He was smiling, but there was a sizzle to
the smile, and it sent little shock waves rippling all along her system.
Maybe she was playing dangerously. It was delightful. Maybe she risked
igniting his temper to extremes she had yet to know. She realized that
she was willing to do so, that the storm taking place within her own
heart and body was demanding that she do so. "Miss. Stuart, I am your
escort to this dance, remember?" he said bluntly.
"Oh ... yes, well, I suppose that I had forgotten. When I saw the way
your lips became pasted together with Eliza's ..."
"Jealous, Miss. Stuart?"
"Well, how could I be? I have just entered into your life. I couldn't
possibly mean to dissuade you from, er, liaisons you have been
nurturing."
She heard the clenching of his teeth. The scowl that tightened his
handsome features seemed to reach inside her and take her breath away.
She felt his hand upon her waist, warm and powerful, and the fingers of
his other hand so tightly entwined with hers that the pressure nearly
caused pain. She inhaled a clean scent from him that also seemed to
speak of the plain, of the rugged vistas, of the horseman, the marksman.
Everything rugged, and everything striking.
He was a real son of a bitch, a small voice warned her. It didn't
matter.
"Do you always hop so recklessly into the fray, Miss. Stuart?"
"Whatever do you mean? What fray, Lieutenant?"
"You've barbs on your tongue, ma'am."
"Why, Lieutenant! I'm only speaking frankly."
"Um. I still say there are barbs there. Perhaps I should discover if I
am right ..."
He was swift on his feet, agile and sure. In a moment he had danced her
out the door and into the shadows on the porch. He swept her against a
supporting pillar, then his mouth descended upon her, lips parted,
parting hers. She had wanted this. this very thing. She had teased and
goaded him, and now she had him. But the kiss was no casual dance-floor
brush. It was a thing so searingly intimate that she lost all hope of
breathing, all hope of standing upon her own two feet. His mouth
encompassed hers, drawing from her all strength and will. The heat of
his mouth filled and infused her, and his tongue swept by all barriers
to ravage and invade.
And she did nothing to stop him, nothing to fight back, nothing to
protest even the shocking intimacy of the invasion.
He kissed her mouth as if he kissed all of her. His 73 tongue touched
every little crevice and nuance of her mouth and thrust with a rhythm
that entered into her pulse, into her bloodstream. It was far different
from anything she had ever experienced before. Anything. It brought
tremors to her limbs and a swirling tempest within her belly; it singed
her breasts and weakened her knees.
And worst of all, perhaps, she felt no remorse, no shame. She allowed
herself to fall into his arms, to feel his strength support her, the
rippling muscles of his chest and thighs. Then his mouth pulled away
from hers. She inhaled raggedly and lifted her eyes to meet his. It had
been a game; she hadn't been expecting this, and she was suddenly very
afraid that her eyes betrayed the depths of her innocence, of her shock,
of the staggering sensations that had taken place within her. His eyes
were heavily shadowed, and he didn't look at all like a man about to
laugh with the pleasure of an easy conquest, but rather like one
consumed with some blinding fury or emotion. But he didn't speak. She
wanted to reach up and touch the sandy tendrils of his hair, fallen
rakishly over his forehead, but she didn't dare move, she didn't dare
touch him again, for there seemed to be something explosive about him.
"There she is!"
The accusing cry seemed to awaken them both. Jamie stepped back,
surprised, frowning, looking around.
A plump woman was coming out on the porch. She was small and seemed
exceedingly broad. Her hair was snow white and swept up beneath a little
cap, and her dress was old-fashioned, her petticoats as wide as they
might have been during the war, her dark fringed stole from an earlier
period.
She wasn't alone. People were spilling out behind her. "Clara," Jamie
said softly, still frowning.
"Clara, what on earth is wrong?"
Clara seemed not to hear him. She pointed a finger at Tess.
"You!
You--you harlot! You hussy! You whore!
Attacked by Indians, and crying out that white men fell upon you! How
dare you! You should have been killed! God will smite you down with an
arrow for lying! You trash, you white trash!"
"Clara!" Jamie shouted.
Tess, stunned by the violence of the attack, stared in silence.
"Clara, you're overwrought, but you owe this lady an apology, you can't
know"
"No!" Clara shrieked.
"She's the devil's spawn!" Tess realized then that the porch was full of
people.
The young soldiers who had been ready to die for her looked as if they'd
gladly nail her to the wall.
"How many of us have lost our dear loved ones to the bloody savages?
You, Lydia, the Pawnee took your only daughter! Charlie, the Comanche
cost you your arm, and Jimmie, your boy Jim went down in that fight with
the Apache. Heathens, bloody heathens, all of them! And now she's lying
about what happened to her little wagon train.
She won't let the men go after the real culprits, she wants a war with
the white men! She wants us all at one another's throats so the bloody
savages can move right in. She"--" No!" Tess shouted furiously.
"You don't understand, you weren't there, and don't you dare" -- "She
ought to be tarred and leathered and thrown right out of here naked as a
jay. Then she can run to her Indian buddies."
There was a startled moment of silence. Tess felt certain they were all
about to step forward and tear her into little shreds.
"Yes, yes" -- Clara began wildly. But she was interrupted.
The sound of a clinking spur struck loudly and discordantly upon the
floor as Jamie stepped firmly between Tess and Clara.
"That's enough!" Jamie stated flatly.
"Clara, I don't know what got you going tonight, but you've no right to
judge this girl, none at all. You owe her an apology, and I damned well
mean it." He paused. Tess realized that he was looking across the crowd.
Looking straight at Eliza. And there was something about her eyes that
told all, even if she tried to stare at Jamie with a look of pure
innocence.
She had stirred up the people. Jamie had left her on the dance floor,
and dear Miss. Eliza had made the rounds, talking to those most
vulnerable.
"But what if it is true, Lieutenant? What if Miss. Stuart was seeing
things?
Then the Comanche or some other tribe is on the warpath, and if so,
we've got to start fighting back!" "I'll find out," Jamie said.
"I promise you, I'll find out." There was a gasp from the crowd. The
sound had come from Eliza, Tess realized. Her plan had backfired. Tess
wasn't sure what victory she felt. Whatever move Jamie made, he made
because he had been forced into it, a gentleman caught by circumstance
into defending a lady's honor.
"I'm going to escort Miss. Stuart to her home, and I'll look into things
there. And I will find out the truth."
By then Jon Red Feather had come to stand next to his friend. It was a
casual but defensive gesture. They were shoulder to shoulder. If any
fighting had erupted, the handsome half-breed would have been ready. But
maybe he had come for more than that. He edged forward, taking Clara's
hands.
"Give Jamie time," he told her.
The little woman looked up at Jon.
"Oh, Jon! I didn't mean you."
"I know," he said, grinning.
"I'm only half savage and heathen and barbarian."
She flushed brilliantly.
"Jon ..."
"It's all right, Clara. Heaven help us, if the Sioux Nation went to war
now, I'm not at all sure where I would be at times." He raised his
voice.
"Every single one of you has, at one time or another, seen some savage
injustice done to the Indians!. You've been with commanders who think
nothing of the murder of women and infants! How in hell can you possibly
doubt this story!"
There were murmurs, then the crowd began to clear. Clara started to cry
softly.
"I'll take her home," Jon told Jamie.
Jamie nodded. He and Tess watched as Jon escorted her through the
alehouse.
"Well, damn it, it's just exactly what you wanted, isn't it?"
He was a far different man from the one who had kissed her with such
staggering heat. She stiffened, wishing she could wash the taste of his
lips from her own, trying to wipe the taste away with the back of her
hand.
"What I wanted!
No! I never wanted to be called' any of those things, Lieutenant, and I
certainly never wanted to see an old woman in pain, nor did I ever
particularly want to be threatened with being tarred and feathered!"
"You wanted me to go to war with your von Heusen."
"All right, yes! I wanted someone else to stand up against him."
She was backed against the pillar still. Her hands slipped behind her to
reach for it for support. He turned on her, coming closer, leaning his
hands upon the beam and bringing his face very close to hers. She was
trapped by his arms, by the prison of his body.
"And now," he said softly, "it's my battle."
"You're the damned cavalry, aren't you? You spent time enough telling me
that the day that you dragged me into the dirt!"
"I dragged you into the dirt! Why, you little hellion! You're the one
who came after me like a bat out of hell!"
It was there again, that feeling of something entirely combustible
between them, of static charging the air, of 77 lightning on a still
night. She had to fight back, and quickly and hard, or she would lose
everything.
"I was frightened out of my wits," she retorted, "not that you probably
weren't worthy of everything I did!"
"Oh? Is that a fact? And have you taken to judging me, Miss. Stuart?"
"Why the hell not? You're determined to judge me." They were silent for
a moment, and in that moment, they both heard a throat being cleared.
Jamie swung around again. Sergeant Monahan was standing there,
red-faced.
"Excuse me, Lieutenant."
"What is it, Monahah?"
"The, uh, the colonel wants to see you."
"Right after I escort Miss. Stuart to her house."
"Er, pardon me, sir, but no, sir. The colonel says that I'm to escort
her and that you're to see him immediately. About this business of your
going to Wiltshire." Jamie frowned, started to protest, then sighed. He
cast Tess a warning glare, although she wasn't at all sure of what the
warning was about.
She was still trembling, she realized, still holding hard to the pillar.
Jamie bowed to her.
"Good night, Miss. Stuart. We'll leave as soon as possible."
He walked away with long, angry strides. Tess looked at Monaham Monahan
was watching Jamie go.
"Well, that might be one heck of a confrontation," he muttered. "Why?"
Tess asked.
"what? Oh?" Monahan flushed, as if he had just realized she was there.
"Why, nothing, miss ..."
"Monahah!"
"Well, the colonel may try to stop him from going."
"What do you mean, might try? The colonel outranks him, doesn't he? Or
am I missing something?"
"No, no, but Jamie is up for reenlistment.
Technically, he could have walked away from the cavalry a month ago.
Paperwork gets slow out here sometimes."
"But why would the colonel want to stop him from going?"
"Oh, the colonel probably wouldn't. Not by himself, that " Monahah, you
are near to frustrating me to tears! What are you talking about?"
Now Monahah was a brilliant red. He stuttered, then started again.
"Miss. Eliza is the one who might mind."
"Eliza Worthingham."
"Monahah!"
"Oh, you don't know! Why, miss, Eliza is Colonel Worthingham's
daughter."
"Oh!" Tess cried, startled.
"Tarnation, I didn't mean to upset you none. Don't you worry. The
lieutenant ain't nobody's fool, and he ain't about to have his life run
by a skirt, even if Miss. Eliza is a pretty piece of fluff. Ah, hell,
not that you're not every bit as pretty--prettier!--but you see my
point? He ain't ever gonna have his mind made up by a woman. Not any
woman.
Oh, dear, this ain't getting' no better, not one wit! Come on, Miss.
Stuart, let me do one duty fight and get you home for the night!"
"Ah, yes, thank you, I think that I am quite ready to retire," Tess told
him, He walked her through the now empty alehouse and she thought of how
disastrously the evening had ended. Then she found that her fingers were
fluttering to her lips and that she couldn't forget the way Jamie had
kissed her.
She would never forget the way he had kissed her. Not if she never-saw
him again, not if she lived to be a hundred and two.
He wouldn't ever let himself be run by a woman. That was what Monahah
had said. But if he came with her, he would feel he had been trapped
into doing it. He had been forced to say he would come with her to calm
down Clara.
But if he stayed. Then it might be worse, because if he stayed after he
had stated he would go, it would be because he had been ordered to
stay--because of Eliza.
He's torn between the two of us, Tess thought. And which one of us will
win?
They had come to the Casey house. Monahah opened her door and lit a
lantern for her, then looked around the small building.
"Seems clear," he said.
"Why, Lieutenant, this is a cavalry outpost! What would I be afraid of
here?" "Never can be too careful," Monahah said cheerfully. "We learn
that out here, ma'am."
"Yes, I'm sure you do," she said softly.
"Well, thank you. I do feel quite safe now."
He told her good-night and left. Tess sat down on the foot of the bed
and slipped off her black leather dance slippers.
Then she paused, feeling as if something in the place wasn't quite
fight.
She stood up and looked around. She hadn't had much brought in from the
wagon, but one trunk was shifted away from the wall when she was certain
she had left it against the wall. Her brush, which she had set on the
small vanity, had fallen to the floor.
She picked up the brush and set it on the vanity. Then she walked over
to the trunk and opened it.
It wasn't in wild disarray, but she knew someone had been into it.
She always folded her clothing meticulously and kept it in defined
piles, her flatiron on the bottom of the chest, her heavy skirts next to
it, her light blouses and lingerie on top. Things had been moved.
She sat again. Maybe Monahah was fight. You never could be too careful.
There was no one in the little house now, but there had been. Who?
Eliza. Tess was certain of it. She smiled.
"Eliza," she whispered softly.
"I've been dealing with the likes of yon Heusen. Fighting you is going
to be easy."
She finished undressing, slipped on the borrowed nightgown and crawled
beneath the covers. Her eyes wouldn't close, though. She was ready to
deal with Eliza. But what if she had already lost the battle?
There was no way she could know until morning. It was a horrible night.
She pt feeling Jamie's kiss upon her lips again and again. And no matter
how she fought it, she k~pt imagining that kiss falling against her
throat, her palm. and Other places.
She slept very late. D~pite the bugles and the commotion of a company
heading out for a day's scouting, when Tess finally slept, she did so
deeply and well. It was nearly noon when she imagined she heard a sharp
rapping on the door. She ignored it. Then she shot up as the door burst
open and heavy footsteps fell within the house.
The covers fell away. Her hair was tousled and falling around her
shoulders, her gown dislodged from one shoulder and draping precariously
low over her breast. Startled and disoriented, she gasped when she saw
Jamie Slater in full uniform, his plumed hat low over his eyes, his legs
apart and his gloved hands on his hips as he stared at her.
"You," she muttered.
He swept his hat from his head, bowing very low.
"Yes, do excuse me, Miss. Stuart. I wanted to let you know that we would
be leaving at the break of dawn tomorrow. I realize, of course, that
dawn might be difficult for you, sinee you are still abed this midday,
but I do intend to leave promptly. Are we understood?"
"Tomorrow! You're still--you're still taking me?" His eyes narrowed
sharply.
"I said I was. Why wouldn't I be doing so?"
"No--uh, no reason." She allowed her lashes to fall, shading her eyes.
"I was just worried that maybe ... that maybe you hadn't meant what you
said."
He was silent for a s~ond.
"Miss. Stuart," he said softly, "I always mean what I say."
"I was just worried that you didn't really want to go" -- "Oh, for God's
sake! I'm going. We're going. Tomorrow.
That is, if you get up on time."
She smiled, then forgot her animosity toward him, and just about
everything else for that matter. She threw back the covers and leaped
from the bed and raced toward him, casting herself into his arms. His
hands came around her as he held her uptight, his arms wrapping around
her. "Thank you!" she said earnestly. Then she realized what she had
done and how she was standing.
And that them wasn't much of anything between them. She could feel the
pressure of her breasts against the hardness of his body, and she knew
that the thin cotton gown wasn't hiding anything of herself.
She backed away, swallowing fiercely.
"Thank you," she repeated.
"I
really do appreciate it. Very much. I don't suppose that you could ever
understand, but I do." The gown was falling off her shoulder again. She
tried to retrieve it. Then she realized that she was standing in the
morning sunlight and that every curve and twist of her form, and even
the shadows of her body, would be completely evident to him.
And her body was warming, and she was certain that her breasts were
swelling, and she was breathing far too quickly, and he could probably
see the pounding of her heart.
"Sincerely, thank you." And she was still muttering. A broad grin
stretched across his features. She plunged quickly into the bed beneath
the covers.
"Miss. Stuart?"
"'yes?"
"Do me a favor once we're under way, will you?"
"What's that?"
"Please don't chatter away endlessly like that, huh?" "I never chatter!"
she said indignantly.
"Never?" His brow arched.
She flushed.
"Almost never. Lieutenant, do you realiz~ how very rude you're being?
You've disturbed my sleep, and now you haven't the decency to leave me
alone to dress." His eyes fell upon her. Lingered over her. He was still
smiling.
"Do excuse me then, Miss. Stuart. But count on this--for the next few
days, I'll disturb your sleep often."
He tipped his hat to her and strode from the room. Tess pulled the
covers close around her, then she smiled and sank low into the bed.
It was a busy day for Jamie. Jon Red Feather was going to be
accompanying him, but other than that, they would travel alone. Since he
didn't know quite what he was going to come up against, he spent a fair
amount of time determining what he wanted to pack on the supply horses
and what he might bring in Tess Stuart's wagon.
Dealing with Colonel Worthingham hadn't been hard. Eliza had been behind
the trouble, he had known that.
Worthingham might be blind about his daughter, but he was a good
officer.
Not that Eliza wasn't careful. She had been with Worthingham when Jamie
went to see him. She had spoken of the danger, of how Jamie was needed
at the post, and she had been so sweet no one might ever have suspected
her of having an evil thought.
Worthingham had suggested that another man might do the job; Jamie had
politely reminded him that he wasn't officially in the cavalry anymore,
and that had done the trick. He had three months now, three months on
his own.
And Jon was his own man. He always had been. Jamie was glad Jon was
coming along, even if he was being a thorn in Jamie's side over Tess. As
if the minx needed any champions. The girl did know how to fight her own
battles.
He didn't want to battle, he thought. He closed his eyes, then
remembered the way she had looked that morning, half dressed and
completely seductive, the outline of her delineated by the sunlight
against the soft white cotton.
And she 83 had smiled and thrown herself into his arms. He remembered
the taste and feel and texture of her and had known that he had to get
out of the room before he took a running leap and fell upon her in the
disarray of her gown and covers.
He was a fool. He should be steering as clear of her as he could.
Instead, he had given his word to take her to Wiltshire. And he kept his
word.
There was just so much he wanted from her in return. And she was
desperate enough to give it.
That wasn't the way he wanted her, he told himself. But then he
reflected that he wanted her in any way possible, and he wasn't quite
sure ethics entered into the question. And he had to stop thinking about
her. He clenched his teeth and set to work.
It took most of the day to requisition the weapons and ammunition he
wanted to take. It was dark by the time he was ready to return to his
rooms. He wanted a good dinner and a long, hot bath before he started
out on the trail.
His orderly would have arranged for his bath. When he opened the door to
his office and saw that the lantern had been lit and a steaming hip bath
set in the bedroom, he breathed a sigh of relief. He tossed his hat onto
a chair, unbuckled his scabbard and holster and set his weapons on his
desk. He pulled off his boots and left them where they fell.
By the time he reached the doorway to the bedroom, his shirt was
unbuttoned and he was flinging it on the floor. He was anxious for the
bath.
But then he paused in his trousers, his eyes narrowing. He wasn't alone.
Eliza was in the bedroom. And Eliza had been in his bath. She was curled
up on his bed, her dark hair damp and forming tiny ringlets to frame her
face.
She wasn't exactly naked, but her appearance would have been less
decadent if she had been. She was wearing a lace corset he could almost
see through, and which lifted her cleavage to bold new heights. She wore
some kind of silk and lace pantalets, and nothing else.
"I came to say goodbye," she told him huskily. "Eliza, you're a fool,"
he told her irritably.
"What the devil do you think you're doing in my room?"
"Aren't you glad to see me?"
"Frankly, no."
She curled up on the bed, watching him like a cat.
"I'm not letting you go off with that little blond slut."
"Eliza, take a look at yourself and think about what you're saying."
"I'm in love with you!" She stood and walked toward him, swaying, her
lips parted and damp.
"I'm in love with you, Jamie, why do you think I've made love with you?
Do you think a secret rendezvous is all right, but you're afraid of me
being here because of my father?"
She had reached him. She started to slip her ams around his neck, but he
caught her hands.
"Eliza, I'm not afraid of your father. You should be. He'd send you back
east in two seconds if he had the least idea about your trysts."
"He'd make you marry me!"
"No one will ever make me marry anyone."
"You owe me!" She pouted.
"Jamie, I've lain with you" -- "Hm. And half of Companies C, D and E,"
he agreed. She freed a hand, ready to slap him. He caught her hand, and
for a moment they were very close. Then he saw her smile. Smile like a
wanton, with tremendous pleasure. She was looking over his shoulder.
Tess was standing in the doorway. Chaste and beautiful with her golden
ringlets piled atop her head, her pure white blouse buttoned to the
throat, her full skirt navy and subdued, her only jewelry a brooch at
her throat.
She stood there, very still.
"I was told by a young officer that you wanted to see me here,
Lieutenant. I wouldn't have been so careless as to en85 ter myself, but
he pushed open the door, and so here I am, to my great embarrassment.
Good evening, Miss. Worthingham.
Lieutenant, did you send for me?"
"I did not!"
"Then I must offer my apologies. Excuse me." She turned.
"Wait a minute?" Jamie thundered.
Tess ignored him.
Eliza was laughing softly. He caught her and shook her hard.
"You did this!"
"Min. You'll never get beneath her skirts now, Jamie!" Eliza said
happily.
Jamie didn't reply. He shoved her from him and walked away. He didn't
give a damn that he was barefoot or bare chested he was just glad he
still had his trousers on. He didn't know why it was so damned important
that he catch Tess, he only knew that it was.
"Tess!"
She was walking away from him, ignoring him. He caught up with her and
took hold of her shoulders, swinging her around.
"Tess!"
"What?" She wrenched herself from his hold. He circled her, determined
to catch her if she moved.
"I
called you! Why the hell didn't you stop?" Tess looked at him, wishing
she could be half as calm or serene as she was pretending.
She hadn't suspected a thing. The young soldier had appeared at her door
just minutes ago, and he had been very proper, and she had imagined his
mission to be a true one. Lieutenant Slater 'had requested her presence
at his office.
She hadn't even known that his office and his bedroom were connected.
And she had thought that the summons sounded just like Jamie. He would
give her some other trivial order about the next morning. Don't
oversleep, don't be late, don't touch anything of mine that I set in
your wagon.
And so she had come without a thought. Without a single thought.
She had never imagined what it would feel like to see him in another
woman's arms. It had been awful seeing the brunette worse than naked,
draped all over him. Her hair curling over his naked flesh. Her breasts
cast against him, his arms locked upon her, the fever between them. She
inhaled and exhaled. She wondered if she had heard the words right
between them. No one can make me marry anyone. That was what he had said
to her. Wasn't it?
They had been lovers. He had all but admitted it. And maybe they would
be again. Maybe he would take Tess to Wiltshire, and he would come back.
Maybe he shouldn't go to Wiltshire. Because if he did, if they were
together, they would become lovers. And maybe he would be just as cool
to her. Maybe making love meant nothing at all to him, when the desire
within her was something that had never happened before. It was special,
unique, precious.
But then again, she couldn't allow the brunette to win the game. Not
this way. She didn't deserve to win anything this way.
"Damn you, Tess, will you listen to me?"
"I don't see what difference it makes, but go ahead." He stared at her
hard.
"That was a setup."
She didn't reply. He caught her shoulders again, pulling her against
him.
"I'm telling you, it was a setup!"
She still didn't reply, and he looked into his eyes and swore suddenly.
"Why the hell am I explaining this to you?
Think what you want, Miss. Stuart. To hell with you." He left her
standing in the street. She heard his angry stride as he started away.
"Lieutenant!" she called. She didn't turn around until she sensed that
he had stopped. Then she turned to meet his eyes.
"I'm very aware that what I just saw was a setup. I'm sorry for Miss.
Worthingham, that she felt it necessary to put 87 on such a show.
Perhaps you might want to provide her with a bit more tenderness or
care."
He swore and walked away.
Tess smiled and started to her room. But then her smile faded. It had
been a setup, but she had sent him right back to the enemy's arms.
When she went to bed that night she lay awake in torture, wondering what
had happened next. She had advised him to offer tenderness.
Had he done so? Had he slept with the bewitching brunette in his arms,
against his heart?
She tossed and turned in wretched anxiety and she very nearly overslept.
If it wasn't for the timely arrival of Dolly Simmons, she would have
done so.
"Up, up, now, Tess, dear! This is the cavalry, you know! Things are done
by the dawn here. Lieutenant Slater will want to be on his way!"
Dolly had brought coffee. She slipped a tin mug into Tess's hands, then,
chatting, picked up things in the room.
"What are you wearing, dear, this nice brown cotton? Perfect choice for
a hot day on the trail. And just one petticoat-no corset, of course.
You'll be much more comfortable that way.
Come on, now, Lieutenant Siitter and Jon Red Feather are already out by
the wagon." Tess gulped down the coffee and was grateful When Dolly
helped her slip into the brown traveling dress she had chosen. Then she
frowned, realizing that Dolly was dressed for travel in a mauve suit
with a huge, wide-brimmed hat on her head.
"Dolly?"
"I'm coming with you, my dear."
' "You are?"
"Yes. You don't mind, do you?"
"No, no, I don't mind. It's just that ..." She paused. In the outpost,
it had almost been possible to forget that yon Heusen offered death.
"Dolly, no one wants to believe me, but it could be very dangerous for
you."
"Miss. Stuart!" Dolly drew herself up and looked terribly dignified--and
menacing. It would take a hearty soul to go to battle against Miss.
Simmons.
"I have met danger all my life. I have lived in places that would make
the ordinary woman's skin crawl. I have fought Apache, Comanche,
Shoshone, Cheyenne and Sioux. I think that I will hold my own wherever I
may go." She was quiet for a minute.
"And besides," she added softly.
"I've really nothing left here. I'd like to come with you.. I'm a wicked
good cook, and I can organize any type of household in a matter of
hours."
Tess smiled.
"Dolly, you're welcome," she assured her. She finished dressing quickly
and stuffed the last of her belongings in a portmanteau. She and Dolly
gave the room a last look, then they departed together.
She almost didn't recognize Jamie when they came to the wagon.
Instead of a uniform he wore a blue denim work shirt and pants and his
knee-high boots. His sandy hair fell over his eyes as he cinched the
girth on his huge horse, then cast her a quick stare.
"It's about time."
"It's barely dawn."
He didn't reply, but nodded Dolly's way. He must have known that the
older woman had determined on coming, because he didn't say a word about
her appearance. "Get up--I want to get started. Jon and I will take
turns driving with you--there's no reason for you to completely destroy
your hands again. And for God's sake, keep your gloves on."
"I can manage" -- He caught her arm as she was about to crawl up.
"And don't tell me that anymore. I know you can manage. It's ]nst that
you can manage better if you listen to me. Got it?" She saluted,
gritting her teeth.
"Got it, Lieutenant."
She climbed up and took the reins and Dolly got up beside her. The mules
were harnessed, Jon was mounted and two packhorses were tethered to the
rear of the wagon. All was ready for their departure.
Colonel Worthingham walked up as they were about to leave.
"Goodbye, Miss. Stuart, good luck."
"Thank you, sir."
"Lieutenant, Red Feather, take care. Remember, we're here if you need
us."
"Thank you, sir!" Jamie wasn't in uniform, but he saluted smartly. The
colonel stepped back.
"Jamie! Jamie, take care!" Eliza ran dramatically from the shadow of the
command post. She raced to Jamie's horse and clutched his hands where
they lay casually over the reins.
"Eliza, thank you, I'll be just fine," he said harshly. "Eliza, come
back, dadin'. Lieutenant Slater has ridden out again and again. You know
he always makes it back." The colonel set his hands on his daughter's
shoulders, drawing her back. Eliza didn't even glance at Tess, but Tess
felt the hostility that rose from her.
She wondered again about what had happened after Jamie had left her last
night, and she was infuriated that it should bother her so much, that it
should hurt and dig into the very center of her being.
Maybe he would turn around now. Eliza was stunning this morning, her
hair ebony against a yellow dress, her eyes huge with anguish. Tess held
her breath. Then she realized that Jamie had picked up his reins, that
he was shouting to her, telling her they were going.
She called out to the mules. The wagon rumbled forward.
She didn't look back. She followed Jamie and Jon Red Feather through the
open gates of the compound, and she sighed with a soft sound of relief
as she heard the gates closing behind her. They were really on their
way. Jamie Slater was coming with her. Eliza hadn't been able to
convince him to stay.
About last night. She didn't know. She just didn't know. She needed a
gun, she reminded herself. She needed a gunman.
It didn't matter that she wanted the man. If rumor was right, he was one
of the fastest guns in the west.
Maybe fortune was beginning to smile upon her just a little.
And maybe, just maybe, she was setting herself up for the heartbreak of
a lifetime.
She couldn't think, and she couldn't worry. He was with her, and they
were on their way, and for now, that just had to be enough.
Chapter Five.
Jamie Slater didn't seem to do anything by half measures. When he set
out to move, he moved.
They pushed hard throughout the morning, either Jamie or Jon riding
ahead to scout out the road, the other riding with Dolly and Tess. Jamie
was true to his word--some- where around midmorning he called a halt,
and Jon came up to take over the reins of the wagon. Dolly and Jon were
comfortable together, old friends who knew one another well and
respected what they knew. And both of them seemed genuinely fond of
Tess, which was nice.
Dolly was full of stories. She didn't chatter, but she kept Tess amused
with tales of Texas in times before Tess had been born.
"Why, Will and I came out here long before Texas was a state. Before
there was a Republic of Texas!
And long, long before the Alamo. Why, I remember some of those boys, and
it was a privilege to know them.
Mountain men, they were good men. They were the stuff that Texans were
made of. Will missed being at the Alamo by just a hairbreadth. He'd been
sent out to deal with Cheyenne. By the time he came back, the boys were
dead.
They say that Davey Crockett was killed there, but that ain't true.
The Mexicans took him prisoner, and they tortured him to death, that was
what the boys said. He was a fiery old cuss.
They never broke him. You can't break a mountain man. You can kill him,
but you can't break him. Kind of like a Blackfoot, eh?"
"A Blackfoot--or an Englishwoman, eh, Dolly?" Jon agreed, grinning.
Dolly chuckled gleefully and agreed.
Tess found herself studying Jon's handsome features. There was no
denying that the man had Indian blood, proud blood. His cheekbones were
wide and broad, his flesh was dark bronze.
And his hair, too, was Indian, black as ink and straight as an arrow.
But his eyes were a deep, startling green.
He caught her studying him, and she blushed.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be rude."
"It's all right. You're welcome to wonder about me. I'll tell you,
because I like you. My father was a Blackfoot chief.
My mother was the daughter of an English baronet."
" A baronet?"
"Urn. Sir Roger Bennington. Actually, he's a very decent old fellow."
He smiled.
"What does that make you?"
Jori laughed softly.
"A half-breed Blackfoot. Sir Roger did not marry his daughter to an
Indian.
She was kidnapped, but she discovered that she was in love with my
father.
She stayed with the Blackfoot until my father was killed. Then she went
back to England. She died there."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be. They were both happy while they lived." Tess hesitated.
"Did you go to England with her? Is that where you acquired your
accent?"
"My accent?" he repeated.
"Well, you don't sound like a Texan or an Indian."
"I'm not a Texan, ~xeept by choice for the moment. I was born in the
Black Hills. And my father was still alive when I went to England. My
mother convinced him that a half breed needed every advantage. My mother
knew that the Indian's day was dying. That the buffalo were being 93
slaughtered.
That the white men were going to push west, and push us west, until we
were pushed fight into the sea or given deser/land as our reservations.
Our prisons."
He spoke hard words, but he spoke them softly.
"You don't seem very bitter," Tess commented.
"Bitter? I'm not. Bitterness is a wasted emotion. I ride with Jamie now
because I choose to be with him. Some time this year, I'll go back to my
father's people. And if the whim takes me, I'll go visit my grandfather
in London. I enjoy the theater and opera there, and Grandfather is a
hardy old cuss. I think he's actually damned pleased when people stare
at his Indian grandson. Actually, I wear formal clothing rather well."
He grinned ruefully, but then his grin faded as he studied her.
"I love the west, too. I love horses, and the feel of a good one racing
beneath me. I love my tribe, and I love this harsh, dry land. And I've
stayed with Jamie because he knows people. He's spent most of his life
fighting, but he still knows people. He goes to war with men, but he
never attacks children."
He gazed at her curiously, looking her up and' down, studying her.
"Jamie believes you. He's come into Indian villages and seen what
certain white men are capable of leaving behind. There are many men in
the cavalry who think that an infant Indian is still an Indian, and that
it will grow to put an arrow in someone's back. There was a lieutenant
who liked to order his soldiers to shoot the women, then bash the
infants' heads together to save bullets."
"God, how awful."
"Jamie knows about things like that. God knows, he saw enough of it
during the war."
"There was nothing like that during the war" -- "Jamie came from the
Kansas and Missouri border.
There was all kinds of stuff like that."
"Yes, but the war's over now," Dolly interrupted mat- ter-of-factly.
"We need to put it behind us. Bless us and save us! It's been five
years!
And Mr. Grant is president now" -- "Mr. Grant could use some help out
here in the west," Jon said dryly.
He smiled again at Tess.
"Ever been to London?"
She shook her head.
"I've n~ver be~n out of Texas."
"Now that is a great loss. A girl like you ought to s~ the world." Jamie
was heading toward them.
"Miss. Stuart, you ar~ welcome to travel with me at any time, in fact,
I'd consider it quite an honor."
Jamie was scowling. Tess lowered her lashes, knowing that Jon had said
the words strictly for Jamie's benefit.
Jamie's great roan stallion was prancing around.
"We seem to be clear for quite a while ahead. Jon, want to ride again?
I'll take over the reins for a while."
"Sure thing." Jon pulled in on the reins. He started to hop down while
Jamie dismounted from his horse. Tess looked at Jamie.
"I do appreciate your concern, but I've scarcely taken the reins myself"
-- "Miss. Stuart, I'll drive the wagon for a while now. After all, we
wouldn't want to ruin the hands of a newspaper woman."
Dolly slapped her on the knee.
"You let him drivel" she said, then she yawned.
"I think I'll ride in back for a while."
She smiled at Tess like a self-satisfied cat and crawled into the back
of the wagon. Tess watched her stretch out on Uncle Joe's bunk. Jamie
climbed up beside her and took the reins. Jon had untied his pinto from
the back of the wagon.
"I'll ride on ahead," he said.
Jamie nodded. Tess was left alone beside Jamie, very aware of the heat
of his thigh despite the heat of the day.
They rode in silence, and the silence se~med to stretch on and on.
Finally Jamie drawled out, "You made it on time this morning. Did you
manage to have a good night's sleep?"
"Yes, I did," she lied pleasantly. She turned to him with her eyes
innocently wide.
"What about you, Lieutenant?
Did you manage to have any sleep at all?" He studied her eyes, then
smiled slowly.
"Yes, I slept."
He didn't elaborate and Tess was infuriated. She wanted some kind of an
answer on this subject, and he was determined not to give her one.
"You seem to have been having a darned nice morning," he commented.
"Have I?"
"I've known Jon Red Feather a long time now. I've never known him to
talk so much."
"He's charming."
Jamie grunted. He flashed her a quick gaze and gave his attention to the
road once again.
"And I'm not?"
"No. You're impudent, insolent and a royal pain, Lieutenant Slater."
"Oh, is that so? Then why were you so anxious for my company?"
She inhaled sharply, staring at him.
"Because you can shoot," she said flatly.
"Why, thank you, Miss. Stuart! Thank you kindly. And you threw yourself
right into my arms the other morning, half naked and all, just because I
shoot."
"Right. Wrong! I was not half naked" -- "You felt as if you were."
"Lieutenant, you are a scurvy, low-down, no-good rodent-"
"But a no-good rodent who can shoot, right?"
"Precisely, Lieutenant," she said with a touch of silk. He nodded,
looking ahead.
"You are awfully determined to stay in Wiltshire, Miss. Stuart.
Couldn't you run a newspaper somewhere else?"
"I could. But I wouldn't own the good cattle land that Joe" -- She
paused.
"Well, it's all mine now."
"Is your life worth the land?"
"You don't understand. It's not just the land. Somebody needs to stand
against this man."
"You do want it desperately."
He was watching her curiously, the hint of a curve to his lips. She
frowned, wondering what he was up to.
"Yes. I do want it desperately. He killed Joe. He might not have ridden
with the men, but he killed Joe. And I'm going to bring him down."
"With the help of a scurvy rodent who can shoot."
"With whatever help I can get. And you do believe me about the attack, I
know you do."
He shrugged.
"Maybe. I've still got my reservations, but I do intend to go into
Wiltshire with you."
"And that's all?" she asked, horrified.
He smiled.
"Just what, Miss. Stuart, do you want out of me? Spell it out. We might
need to come to a few terms here."
"But, but" -- she sputtered.
"But you said you'd find out the truth!
You told Clara"--" I told Clara I'd find out the truth. I didn't tell
her that I'd go to war on your behalf."
"Bastard!" Tess spat out the epithet.
"Calm down, Miss. Stuart! Such language from a very proper and genteel
young Southern woman! I told you, say what you want, and we'll take it
from there."
"What I want? Well, I ... I want you to stay! Then when he sends his
guns, I'll have my guns!"
"Jon Red Feather and I against a horde of hired gunmen. Mm. I should
stand tall and let this man pump me full of bullets for the benefit of
having you call me a scurvy rodent?"
Tess caught her breath and tried to control her temper. She lowered her
lashes and counted to ten, then kept going to twenty, then started all
over again because he was laughing at her.
She moved suddenly, and he must have thought that she meant to strike
him because he cast an imprisoning 97 arm around her. She stiffened in
his hold.
"Lieutenant, this is completely unnecessary."
"Is it? I can't help but feel cautious around you, Miss. Stuart."
She swore softly.
He laughed.
"Go ahead! Laugh!" she said angrily.
"And just run like a cur with its tail between its legs-when we get to
Wiltshire."
"A cur? I thought I was a rodent."
"I can't find words for what you are, Lieutenant."
"Pity," he drawled. His eyes were on her, smoke and fire.
His arm was warm and strong around her. The heat of the sun bore down on
them, and she felt as if it touched her and brought a liquid rush
throughout her. She could not draw her eyes from his, nor could she
dispel the sudden, brilliant memory of his lips upon hers.
"We could bargain, Miss. Stuart."
"Bargain?"
"Yes. If I'm going to die, I'd like it to be for a little more than a
smile."
She stared at him. She felt a heat like that of the sun suffuse
throughout her body, bringing a rampant beat to her heart, a flood of
burning red to her cheeks and a tremor deep inside her. He could only
mean one thing, she was certain. If he was going to stay, he wanted her.
She should have been outraged. She should have been able to say that he
could be damned, that her honor was worth far more than her life.
Except that. There was something that washed over the outrage 'like the
deep, rich waves of the ocean. It was the same thing that caused the
pulse to beat ever more fervently in the column of her throat, the thing
that held her speechless. He watched her, that wry smile twisted so
tauntingly into his features. He was horrid. He was awful.
He was exciting, sensual, masculine. The scent of him beguiled her, just
as his arms beckoned and just as his kiss evoked feelings inside that
she would never be able to forget.
She couldn't just stare at him. She moistened her lips and swallowed
quickly, vowing that she would never let him know just how deeply he did
affect her. "Did you bargain with Miss. Eliza, Lieutenant?"
"Is she still on your mind?"
"Is she on yours?"
He cast back his head and laughed.
"The situation is not at all amusing, Lieutenant."
"Oh, but it is, Miss. Stuart, it's very rich. As you might have noticed,
I didn't really need to bargain with Miss. Worthingham.
If that's what you were inferring. And yet, I didn't happen to mention
yet what our bargain should be. Alas, I could see it in those huge,
innocent, violet eyes! He wants to sully my honor, this cavalry man. For
the price of a pair of spitting Colts! Her heart beats, and she
wonders-my cause! This is my cause! Shouldn't I lay down my honor and my
pride, and give all to this wretched rodent-all for my cause?"
"Someone should shoot you," Tess warned him. "Well, you're trying to
make me into a target, aren't you?
Ah, but then maybe, just maybe, I could die with the exquisite Miss.
Stuart's kiss still damp upon my lips."
She squirmed. She did intend to slap him. "Whoa, Miss. Stuart!" He
laughed, and his arm wound even tighter against her. They were sitting
like newlyweds, she thought disgustedly. She was halfway atop his lap
and she could barely move.
"Lieutenant, you're squashing me!"
"I'm trying to save my jaw, Miss. Stuart! Now calm down. You are
desperate, aren't you?" His eyes looked into hers, and a hard note crept
into his voice.
"You would do anything--anything at all that I asked. How very
intriguing."
"Jamie Slater" -- "Jamie!"
A sharp call from Jon caught their attention. Jamie's arm fell from
around her shoulder, and he leaned forward, reining in. Jon was riding
hard toward them. "What is it?" "Company," Jon said.
"Comanche?"
"Yep."
"How many?"
"Fifty at least. They're covering the hill over the next dune."
"Is it a war party?"
"They're out in feathers and paint, but I think it's a show. I'm pretty
sure it's Running River."
Tess watched as Jamie climbed from the wagon. She wondered if she should
be frightened, and she wondered with greater exasperation if he should
be walking away from her without a thought. He disappeared behind the
wagon, then reappeared on his roan.
"Let's go see Running River," he told Jon. "Wait a minute" -- Tess
began.
"You wanted to drive the wagon," Jamie called.
"Pick up the reins.
Drive."
Then he turned, and he and Jon raced forward. Swearing beneath her
breath, Tess picked up the reins and called to the mules. They started
plodding along.
Dolly crawled into the seat, puffing.
"Comanche! Never did trust 'em."
The mules pulled the wagon over the dune. Tess felt as if her heart
stopped, as if it caught in her throat.
The Comanche seemed to stretch as far as the eye could see.
Bare-chested, in buckskin pants, with various types of feathers banded
around their heads, they sat as still as ghosts. Many carried spears and
shields, others wore quivers at their backs and held their bows proudly.
Not one moved.
They just sat on their horses, looking down at the small party that
approached.
Tess wondered dismally if she was about to become the victim of a real
Indian. Her heart thundered, and she dropped the reins. Jon and Jamie
had pulled in before them, and they sat on their horses on the dune,
watching the Comanche.
The sky seemed afire with the morning light. Earth and horizon seemed to
stretch together in shades of dusty coral and crimson and gold. The
quiet was eerie; not even the wind whispered in the sagebrush.
Then Jamie lifted his hand in some kind of greeting. A loud, shrieking
cry sounded from atop the hill.
And then the Comanche were coming.
Tess screamed as the Indians started toward them in a blazing cloud of
dust, their whoops and cries loud. No one could ride like a Comanche.
The men lay braced against their ponies' necks, they swung beneath them,
they righted themselves again. They came closer and closer. Their cries
sounded ever louder.
Ever more deadly.
"My God, we're going to be butchered!" Tess breathed. "No, no, I don't
think so," Dolly told her calmly.
Astonished, Tess stared at the woman.
"Well, it's Running River. He and Jamie are blood brothers."
"Blood brothers," Tess repeated.
"Yes. The Comanche are warlike, of course. But not this tribe.
Running River has been peaceful since Jamie came out here. He always
deals with the lieutenant, and though there have been Comanche attacks,
they've never been perpetrated by Gray Lake Comanche."
Tess was still unconvinced. There had never been a Comanche attack on
Wiltshire--in fact some Comanche even came to town for work now and
then--but she had heard about the things that could happen, and watching
the extraordinary horsemen bear down upon them did nothing to ease her
spirit.
"My God ..." she breathed, sitting very still. The riders were circling
the wagon, shaking their spears and bows in the air. Now that they were
closer, she could see that their faces and chests were painted in
brilliant colors.
She didn't move, although she didn't know if it was courage or pure
terror that kept her still. She e0uld see Jon and Jamie, still mounted,
as they watched the thundering horses and their riders. Neither reached
for a weapon.
It would be suicide, she thought. They were drastically outnumbered.
The Indians raced by them. The whoops and the cries were suddenly
stilled, and there was silence. Only the dust remained to settle.
The Comanche were motionless again, surrounding the wagon and Jamie and
Jon.
As Tess watched, Jamie lifted his hand again. One of the Indians, his
ink-black hair falling down the length of his naked back, wearing a band
with a single dark feather, urged his mount closer. He walked his horse
straight over to Jamie. Then he reached out his hand, and Jamie clasped
it.
The Indian began to speak. Tess didn't recognize a word, but Jamie and
Jon paid rapt attention.
Then Jamie responded in the Indian's own tongue, easily, effortlessly.
Jon spoke, too, then the Comanche again.
"See," Dolly whispered.
"It was a show. It was a performance. There never was any danger."
Tess exhaled silently. One question had been answered for her. She'd
seen something like this before, but there had been differences. She'd
seen the riders--but with saddled horses, in wigs and feathers and
paint. They hadn't ridden like these Comanche. And they hadn't let out
the terrible eries.
They had been absolutely mute, carrying out their silent executions.
But she had a right to be afraid of this show. "What's going on?" she
asked Dolly.
"How should I know, dear? I don't speak that heathen gibberishl" Tess
stiffened, realizing that Jamie was gesturing to her. The Indian he was
talking to urged his pony toward her, followed closely by Jamie. Reining
to a halt in front of her, the Comanche stared at her. He started to
speak.
Tess swallowed.
He was lean, wiry, menacing in his paint, and yet when he spoke he
smiled, and his teeth were good and strong, and the smile gave some
strange appeal to his face. Tess smiled in return.
"What did he say?" she asked Jamie, between bet teeth.
"He said that he did not kill your uncle."
"Tell him I know that."
Jamie spoke, then the chief broke into a barrage of words again.
Lost, Tess kept nodding and smiling.
"What did he say now?"
"Oh. Well, I told him we were traveling to Wiltshire, and that I was
going to try to prove that the white man had been guilty. If you made it
worth my while, that is. The chief is suggesting that you make it worth
my while. He thinks that you should bargain with me."
"Oh!" Tess gasped furiously. As she frowned, the Comanche chief frowned,
too.
"Oh, my, my!" Dolly murmured beneath her breath. "Smile, Tess!" Jamie
suggested casually.
She smiled. She locked her teeth, and she smiled. The chief spoke again,
quietly.
"What did he say?" Tess demanded.
Jamie didn't answer her.
Jon did.
"He said that you were very beautiful, and that Jamie should take good
care of you."
The chief took Jamie's outstretched hand again, then lifted his spear
high and cast back his head. A loud, startling cry rent the air. Then
the riders were kicking up tremendous clouds of dust again, and racing
across the plain.
Moving like quicksilver, they touched the landscape and were gone. They
disappeared over the hill from which they had come.
Then, slowly, the dust settled again.
Jamie turned to the wagon.
"Come on, ladies. Let's make a little time here, shall we?"
Tess caught hold of the reins, called out to the mules and snapped the
leather in a smart crack. The animals started off with a jolt.
A little while later, Jon rode by the wagon. He smiled to Tess and
Dolly.
"Ladies, are you both all right?"
"Just fine, Jon," Dolly told him.
"Tess?"
She nodded gravely.
"Jon, was Jamie telling the truth?" She flushed slightly.
"Did he tell me the truth about all the chief's words?"
Jon hedged slightly.
"More or less. Running River went a little bit further than Jamie told
you."
"Oh?"
Jon shrugged.
"He said that it might have been Apache that attacked you. The Apache
have refused any treaties, they are constantly warlike, and stray bands
have been known to travel in this area frequently. The Comanche and the
Apache have often been enemies."
"Does Jamie know the Apache as well as he knows this Running River?"
"No. The Apache do not want to be known." Tess shivered, and Jori
quickly amended his statement.
"He does know a few of the warriors and chiefs. They will at least talk
to him. He speaks the Apache language as well as he does the Comanche."
"It's all heathen gibberish to me!" Dolly announced. Jon grinned at
Tess, and Tess felt somewhat better. There was something very reassuring
about Jamie's abilities.
Maybe it could be proven that the Apache were no more guilty of the
attack than the Comanche.
Jon waved and rode on ahead.
"I'll take the reins for a bit now," Dolly told her. "You don't need to"
-- "I'll be bored as tears if I don't put inmy part, dear. Now hand them
over."
Tess grinned and complied.
They rode until sunset, then until the first cooling rays of the night
touched them. Jamie and Jon knew the terrain.
Again, they knew where to find water. Tess climbed from the wagon the
minute they stopped, stretching, trying to ease the discomfort in her
back. Jamie pointed out the path through the trees to the little brook,
and she started out in silence, aware that Dolly followed her. The water
moved over rock and along the earth, barely three inches of it, but she
cupped her hands into it and drank thirstily, then splashed in huge
handfuls over her face and throat, heedless that she soaked her gown.
Beside her, Dolly dipped her handkerchief in the water and soaked her
face and throat and arms with it.
"Ah, the good lord doth deliver!" she said cheerfully.
"Jamie! Come on in, the water's fine, Lieutenant!"
Tess froze, aware only then that Jamie was standing silently behind her.
Dolly her ted up her bulk.
"Guess I'll head back and see if Jon's got a cooking fire started yet."
She stepped by. Jamie knelt in Dolly's place. He doffed his hat and
untied the kerchief from his throat, then soaked it as Dolly had. He
leaned low and plunged in his whole head, then rubbed the kerchief over
his throat and shoulders. Tess stared at him, unaware that she did so.
He smiled, watching her. She jumped slightly when he touched her
cotton-clad shoulder.
"You're soaked," he told her.
"I suppose so."
He grinned, recalling memories of a different brook, a different time.
"I rather like you wet."
"You" -- "Ah, now, please, Miss. Stuart!"
She fell silent, but his smile faded and he sat on his haunches, folding
his hands idly over his knees.
"We've got to talk, Tess."
She didn't intend to blush, but color rose swiftly to her cheeks.
Damn him!
"What?" she said harshly.
"Well, I'm waiting to find out if you're going to bargain with me or
not."
She was silent, feeling her body burn. "Well?"
"You are a bastard."
"Come, come, now, Miss. Stuart, will you bargain?" She leaped to her
feet.
"Yes!" she spat at him.
"Yes-and you were right, you knew damned well that I would do so. I am
desperate. You can have anything. Anything that you want."
She swung around in what she hoped was indignant fury. She was suddenly
blinded. She nearly tripped as she started forward. She reached for a
branch to steady herself. "Miss. Stuart!"
he called to her lightly.
"Oh, for God's sake! What now?" she demanded. "Well, pardon me, but you
didn't wait to hear just what it was that I wanted."
"What?" she gasped.
"I said" -- "But, but ..."
She stared at him. He was still seated so comfortably on the ground,
casual now, idly chewing upon a long blade of grass.
"But, but, but, Miss. Stuart! Where is your mind, dear lady, but deep,
deep down in the gutter?"
He stood. Warily she backed away from him.
"Listen, Lieutenant, I'm not sure that you do shoot well enough for all
this!
What do you want now?"
She backed straight into a tree. He was right in front of her, smiling.
He stroked her cheek lightly with his knuckle and laughed softly as she
indignantly twisted her face to the side.
"Still waters do run deep, eh, Miss. Stuart? You ready to listen?"
"What" -- "Land."
"What?" she repeated, dazed.
"Land. I want some acreage. Some of your prime acreage, and maybe a few
cattle. If I'm going to go out and die for this land, I'd like to have a
bit of it in my own name."
"That's--that's what you want?"
' "That's it ."
"Land?
"Land, Miss. Stuart. I know you've heard the word." She pressed against
the tree, slipping her hands behind her to hold furtively to keep
herself from falling. Then a crimson blush surged to her cheeks again,
and she raged out in a tempest.
"You! You made me think that--oh, God! You are the lowest, most horrid,
most terrible" -- "Disappointed?" he interrupted pleasantly. She
shrieked something unintelligible and swung at him.
He caught her hand before she could strike him, but she continued to pit
herself against him. He pulled her against him, lacing his arms around
her.
"Don't be angry" -- "Angry! I could gouge out your eyes" -- "Ouch! It
would be hard as hell for me to aim at this yon Heusen of yours if you
did that."
"I could shoot off both your knee caps!"
"Then how could I get places to find out the truth?"
"All right! All right! You fight yon Heusen, then I'll gouge out your
eyes and shoot your knee caps. Now let go of me!"
"No, not yet, I'd be risking my eyesight, I'm afraid. Or my--ouch!" he
said as she stamped on his foot. Her feet were dangerous. And her knees.
"Don't even think about it!" be warned her, pressing her so close
against the tree trunk that she could barely breath.
Nor could she kick him--his thigh was pressed close to hers. Her breasts
heaved with agitation; her heart was thundering.
His lips were close. So close to hers. He was going to kiss her again,
she thought. And if he did, she'd probably let him get away with it,
despite all he had done to her. "Did you know that you have a really
beautiful mouth, Miss. Stuart?" he asked, his own nearly touching it.
"Ah! Not nearly so beautiful as my cattle!" she retorted.
He laughed softly again.
"You are disappointed."
"Don't deceive yourself, Lieutenant. I am vastly relieved."
"Why don't I believe you?"
"Because you're an egotist and a scurvy rat."
"Why is it that you just beguile me so, Tess Stuart? Is it that you
taste like wine and smell of roses, even in the most god-awful heat of
the day.
Is it that fall of golden hair, or your eyes, like wild violets? No ...
it must be the tender words you're always whispering so gently to me.
Words like ... scurvy rat."
"Lieutenant, will you please" -- "I do want you."
"What?" she cried.
"Very much. But I don't want to bargain about it. When you decide to be
with me, you'll do so because you want to.
You might have to think it through and weigh all the factors, or you
might just wake up one night and come to re108 aliz~ that it's going to
be, that there's just something there. I feel it when I touch you, when
I'm near you.
"You're a fool!"
"Am I?"
He l~aned closer. H~ was going to ~ h~ aga~. "Don'tv' she cfi~ out.
H~ igno~ the wa~ing, tang h~ lips with his ~n, ~d ou~ sh~ m~bl~ a ~nd
prot, her mouth was al- ~dy pa~g to his. ~d his tongu~ was d~,. d~
within bet, and it touch~ her in pla~ it could not possibly ~ch.
She ~ ~at h~ was right, and she ha~ ~ for it, but she ~ h~ stffi, and
she wan~ h~ stffi. She t~bl~ against th~ swat sava~e~ of his touch, and
she felt the p~u~ of ~s b~y, of h~ t~ aga~st h~, of mo~ than his thigh.
H~ hands we~ in her hair, strong her fa~, rounding over the full ri~ of
her b~st, and sh~ was still bra~ against him, unabl~ to do anything
other than f~l. ~en he ~1~ her. She gas~ ragg~ly and fell back.
His lips ~ghtly bmsh~ fffst her forbid, then her ch~ks. He smile.
"Egotist, eh?"
He w~ off guard. She sl~m~ her ~ aga~st h~. She didn't qui~ hit home,
but she must have given h~ a good bm~ in the thigh. He groan~ at ~e pa~,
gritting h~ ~th, flash~g her a lethal glad.
"~ Stua~, if I didn't have ~me vague memo~ of ~- ~g a gentleman" -- "If
you have any memo~ at all, sir, it must ~ vague~"
"Miss. S~art, I should tan" -- "Do ex~ me, Lieut~ant," she ~id, at~pt~g
to s~ past h~.
"It's not that you have~'t got d~nt lips, it's just that it's ~possible
to know wh~e they've ~n befog."
"~nt lips]"
"~nt, y~," she said sw~tly, still walking. He caught h~ a~ and pull~ her
into his a~s.
"I ~uld just" -- be ~gan, but then he laughs.
"Impo~ible to 109 know where they've been before! Why, honest to God! I
do believe that you're jealous!"
"Not on your life, Lieutenant!" she protested. But he touched his lips
to hers again, sweeping her swiftly into realms she was just beginning
to discover, then righting her just as quickly and dropping his arms. He
cast his arm out, indicating the trail.
"After you, Miss. Stuart. I will always wait."
"You'll wait until you're old and gray!" she snapped. She was jealous,
she thought. Anguished. It was painful to care like this, so deeply and
so quickly.
He smiled serenely.
"Will I?"
She managed to return the smile.
"Not all women are like Miss. Eliza, Lieutenant."
"No? I had rather thought that they were--at heart."
"You're mistaken."
"Maybe you're mistaken. Maybe most women are hypocrites."
"Oh, you are impossiblev' Tess cried. She swung around and began to
stride angrily toward the wagon.
But before she could reach the break in the bushes, he had pulled her
back.
She started to snap something to him, but the words caught in her throat
when his smoky gaze fell upon her.
"Tess, you are different."
"Different from what?"
He smiled.
"From any other woman I have met," he said softly.
Then he stepped past her and preceded her to the camp fire Jori had
burning with a welcoming warmth and light.
Chapter Six.
The delicious aroma of cooking was already filling the air as Tess
stepped toward the fire. She inhaled deeply as she tried to dispel her
immediate memories of Lieutenant Slater. The fire had been set in the
center of the clearing. A small animal roasted on a spit atop it. Jon,
on his haunches, turned the spit. On a bed of hot rocks surrounding the
fire sat a coffeepot.
Dolly was coming from the wagon with tin plates, and with mugs for the
coffee. She smiled at Tess.
"Rabbit! A nice, plump brown rabbit. Jon caught and skinned that thing
in minutes flat. I do declare, he's a fine provider!"
"Yes, he is," Tess said, smiling at Jon. She strode past him and
daintily swept her skirts beneath her to sink upon the ground. Jamie was
coming across the clearing toward them, too. He sat beside her.
"You caught a big one," Jamie acknowledged.
"Good."
"We need some water for this coffeepot," Dolly said.
"I'll get it," Jamie and Tess volunteered simultaneously. "Fine, you get
it," Tess said.
"No, you can go."
"But, Lieutenant" -- "Jori, give me the damned pot, will you?" Jamie
said.
He started toward the brook, then paused, looking back.
"How's our supply in the barrels?" "Good," Jon said.
"Later we can fill the canteens." Jamie nodded and started toward the
water.
Tess hesitated a minute, then started after him. "Tess!" Dolly called.
"I'll be right back!" "We'll never have coffee!" Dolly said dolefully.
Tess ignored her.
She was panting and breathless, and wondering what in hell had made her
rush into the den with the lion.
She caught up with Jamie at the brook. When he wanted to, he could move
quickly.
He stared at her as he filled the coffeepot, arehing one brow.
"You want acreage," she said.
"How much?"
"Well, now, I don't know. I haven't seen the property, have I?"
"Give me an idea."
He shrugged. His eyes were hard as he stared at her. "Half. Half of what
you own."
She gasped, stunned.
"You're insane!"
"I can ride back to the fort."
"But you don't even know what I own!"
"That's right. You're the one pushing the point here."
"A quarter."
"Half."
"Never!"
"Half. And that will be it. I won't ask another thing of you, Miss.
Stuart."
"Not on your life."
"We can ride right back." He stood and walked toward her. He didn't
touch her, but he was smiling still.
"Miss. Stuart, normally I don't barter at all, not without seeing what
it is I'm willing to risk my life for."
"You're in the cavalry. You risk your life daily."
"They pay me. And you" -- "I'll pay you wages."
He shook his head slowly.
"You know what I want."
Tremors swept through her. She did know what he wanted--and he kept
saying it was property. He kept smiling, and his eyes roamed up and down
the length of her. "Like I said, I usually like to see what I'm buying
with my time and my Colt. Since I trust you so, I'm willing to take a
chance in this circumstance."
"A quarter," Tess said firmly.
"Half."
He walked by her quickly. She stumbled to keep up with him, but he moved
too fast. She was still stumbling when he walked into the clearing. She
slammed into him and he turned, lifting her chin.
"Half!" he whispered.
She pulled quickly away from him.
"We'll discuss it later. I think you're insane. I think you're just as
crooked as von Heusen. Just another Yankee carpetbagger."
He stiffened, dropped her chin and turned in harsh, military fashion,
then took the coffeepot to the fire. He sank down across from Jori.
"Well, the coffee will taste much better once we've eaten that sizzlin'
sweet rabbit all up!" Dolly said cheerfully.
"It's cooked enough for me," Jon said, leaning over and ripping off a
leg.
He winced as the meat burned his fingers, then he smiled.
"Dig in!"
They all ate hungrily, and in silence. Jamie rose and brought a loaf of
hard bread from the supply pack. It didn't matter that it was hard--it
was delicious. And when they were finished eating, the coffee was done.
It did taste wonderful after all the food, just as Dolly had so
cheerfully suggested.
It grew dark as they sipped it. Velvet dark. The moon was a bare sliver
in the sky, but there were hundreds of stars out, dotting the heavens.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Dolly said.
"Very nice," Tess agreed. She yawned.
"We should take the dishes to the water and wash them now."
"Don't be absurd. It's dark as Hades," Jamie said harshly. His eyes were
smoke when they touched her. He was furious, she realized. And it wasn't
their arguing over the payment in acreage, it couldn't be. He liked to
taunt her and anger her, the silver light of challenge was always in his
eyes then.
But he wasn't feeling fondly toward her at all at the moment, she was
certain. Her heart beat too-hard as his eyes touched her, and she
thought she saw something lethal in him, something that made her shiver,
something that made her think she did not want him to be her enemy. He
was coming to fight her battle, she reminded herself.
But then why did he look as if he wanted to strangle her? "I--I can
bring a lantern," she heard herself saying.
"Dammit, you can just wait until morning!" Jamie said irritably. He
stood, tossing the last of his coffee into a bush.
Then he strode away, disappearing into the darkness. Tess cast a quick
glance toward Jori.
"What's the matter with him?"
Jon shrugged.
"I don't know. You'll have to find out yourself." He stood and
stretched.
"Ladies, I suggest an early night."
"He's gone off on his own!" Tess said indignantly. "He's taking first
guard," Jon said softly.
"I'm going to bed," Dolly announced.
"Tess, now you come, too."
Jori was dragging his saddle and blanket to the fire. He stretched out
and closed his eyes, setting his hat over his face. Dolly headed for the
wagon.
Tess hesitated, then decided to go after Jamie.
She heard Jon rise as she moved into the bushes, and she swore softly,
certain that he would follow her. He did. But before he could reach her,
a hand snaked out for her, catching her arm, swinging her around. She
tossed back her head and met Jamie's angry eyes. She wrenched free from
his grasp.
For safety's sake, she took a step backward.
"What are you doing?" he demanded.
"Looking for you."
"I told you not to run around in the dark!"
"But you" -- "Miss. Stuart, from now on, you're taking orders from me.
And from now on, you listen. And if I hear one more crack out of you
about my being a Yank just like von Heusen, I'll tan your backside until
it's the color of a Comanche. Are we understood?"
"No!" she snapped indignantly.
He took a single step toward her. In the near darkness, his eyes seemed
to glitter with a menacing light.
She decided that she wasn't going to tempt fate any further that
evening.
She didn't think he made idle threats.
She turned and fled.
Jon was standing not far from the camp fire. He had seen her reach
Jamie.
She slowed her pace as she saw him. She smiled pleasantly and wished him
good night. "Good night, Tess," he told her.
She crawled into the wagon. Dolly was already softly snoring. Tess
unhooked her shoes. Closing the cover of the wagon, she stripped down to
her chemise and pantalets. She crawled into her bunk, closed her eyes
and made every effort to sleep. Her heart was still pounding, and she