“Holy SHIT!” Stephanie Vo screeched as she felt my cock slide the final inch up her ass. Her exclamation was apropos given which hole I was currently violating. I gripped her waist, keeping myself deep inside her while also preventing her from trying to shift away. And then I just held that position, letting her get used to the stretched-beyond-belief sensation I knew the slender girl had to be feeling.
“Breathe…” I reminded in a soft, soothing voice.
It seemed like it took her an extra two seconds to hear me, letting out a puff of air she had been holding in, and I instantly felt her anus beginning to relax around my invading rod. And then she groaned, “Ohhh…” as the pleasure took over, pleasure being caused by Adrienne, who was underneath Stephanie in a sixty-nine position with her tongue wrapped around the Asian girl’s clit.
The asshole of my beautiful friend, a girl I’d known since Junior High and even briefly dated when we were fifteen, started opening up a bit more, allowing me to pull back until just my crown was still imbedded through her sphincter. And then I slowly grooved my way back in. Stephanie tensed up a bit then, clamping around me, but my reminder to breathe out and Adrienne’s adept tongue work got her to relax again and allow my sodomizing cock to invade her bowels once again. And as I started to fuck Stephanie’s ass, I thought over all the other ‘firsts’ she’d accomplished this week.
We’d started on Monday when Stephanie simply arrived to get her full Big Ben Experience. That encounter ended like the first one: Stephanie lying on her side, curled in a fetal position with her eyes closed, drenched with sweat, and with copious amounts of sperm leaking from her reddened pussy while she whimpered in disbelief. Only the whole encounter took a lot longer than an hour. I guess Stephanie’s only ‘firsts’ that day were that she’d never had sex for three hours straight or cum that many times.
Tuesday, Stephanie came back for more. Adrienne and I were a little hesitant, since we wanted to spend the time together. But Stephanie pleaded with us to let her join and even though she’d never so much as kissed a girl, she accepted that being with Adrienne was her price of admission to me. So Stephanie had her first girl-girl kiss. She got eaten by another girl for the first time. And with me dicking her from behind, she had her first taste of another woman’s pussy. She was only with us for an hour, but she walked away satisfied and with a hunger to see what other ‘firsts’ she could try.
Wednesday, Adrienne brought out our ‘bondage’ gear, what little we had at least. Stephanie handled taking orders well and willingly submitted to the blindfold, leash, and handcuffs, as long as I fucked her in the end. She ate her first creampie after I spurted into my girlfriend’s pussy. And blindfolded, she got her first snowball after I spurted into my girlfriend’s mouth then had Adrienne share the load with our new plaything.
But while Adrienne seemed to really get off being the dominatrix for once, Stephanie’s enthusiasm was somewhat tempered. It was worth the experience, but she wasn’t likely to do it again, at least not with us. Later, Adrienne said that being tied up and blindfolded was all about trust. While Stephanie liked me, she didn’t completely trust me and Adrienne the way Adrienne trusted me. And when Stephanie couldn’t completely relax and trust us, she couldn’t properly enjoy the experience.
Still, Stephanie came back for more on Thursday and Adrienne brought out her personal toys. Stephanie got her first double-team, sucking my cock while Adrienne fucked her pussy at the other end with a strap-on. She did her first dual blowjob with Adrienne while I rubbed both girls’ tits with vibrators. And the pretty Vietnamese-American babe had her first double-ended dildo fuck when I put Adrienne on top of her, face-to-face, and fucked my girlfriend’s ass while the two beautiful teenagers grinded against the mutual dildo embedded in their cunts while kissing each other.
Which brought us to today, Friday. We didn’t have much time since the twins and Brooke were coming home in the early afternoon to pack for the trip to camp. So most of the time we had was spent getting Stephanie lubed and warmed up with one of Adrienne’s little vibrators.
Even then, she nearly didn’t go through with it. “I’m not sure, guys,” the pretty Asian babe whimpered. “You’re fucking thicker than anything that’s ever come out, Ben.”
I was skeptical, myself. Adrienne was in the sixty-nine position, giving as much pleasure as she could. But Stephanie was extremely nervous and no matter how hard we tried, she just couldn’t relax. I could barely get the third finger inside when I was prepping her, and it didn’t help when Stephanie freaked out at the last moment, jerking her butt away from me. I was about to call the whole thing off before Stephanie just gritted her teeth, bent over, and spread her own asscheeks for me. Not wasting any time, I knelt in position and began pressing my mushroom head against her rosebud anus. And soon I found myself inching my lubricated cock up her incredibly tight anal chute.
As expected, Stephanie’s virgin asshole was extremely tight. It took a long time and repeated directions to “Relax…” and to “Breathe…” before I was able to get myself balls deep inside my first crush’s rectum. And as the final inch slid home, she tightened up and grunted, “Holy SHIT!”
From there I began fucking her ass slowly. Stephanie started grunting in rhythm with my thrusts, her voice jumping in pitch at each end. “Nnnn-GH! Nnnn-GH!” From the sound, clearly she was in some pain and doing her best to absorb it while concentrating on the pleasure.
Adrienne ended up cumming first when Stephanie decided the best way of dealing with the pain was to focus on her newly-acquired pussy-eating techniques. I think Adrienne was also getting off on watching me plunging my thick dick in and out of Stephanie’s asshole just inches from her face.
But Stephanie herself couldn’t cum, despite Adrienne’s best efforts below. Getting buttfucked was just too uncomfortable and after I figured this out, I just let go and pumped away for my own pleasure, getting myself off quickly and filling up Stephanie’s rectal cavity with my load of hot, sticky spunk.
“Holy SHIT!” Stephanie repeated when I slammed forward a final time, pressing my pelvis against her bony butt while ejaculating ream after ream of semen into her bowels. And when I finally pulled out, she just grunted and panted with wide-eyes while moaning, “FUCK that was intense!”
And it wasn’t over yet. Adrienne greedily moved her face up and actually started tonguing Stephanie’s lewdly-stretched anus, slurping out my jizz as it began to leak out. Stephanie moaned at getting her very first rimjob, and when Adrienne also began manipulating the other girl’s clit at the same time, the slender Asian babe finally squeaked and had an orgasm.
Still, in the end, Stephanie told both Adrienne and I that while she was happy we helped her experience her first buttfuck, we would also be the ONLY ones to ever have that experience. “Anal’s just not my thing.”
We shrugged and then helped Stephanie into the shower. It wasn’t her first three-person shower (we’d done that on Tuesday), and feeling both Adrienne’s and my hands soaping and cleaning her body went a long way to relaxing her. I then made it up to Stephanie by fucking her slowly and gently, missionary-style. And this time when I came deep inside her pussy, she cooed happily and with satisfaction at a week spent in hedonistic pleasure. She even smiled and had another orgasm when Adrienne sucked THAT load out of her.
And then it was all over. You know: Have fun at summer camp you guys. We’ll always be friends. But that’s it, I’ve had my experiments and we’re done.
Adrienne and I didn’t mind. “Good luck at Princeton,” I said warmly as I kissed Stephanie’s cheek.
The pretty Asian girl smiled and held my hand, reaching out for Adrienne’s as well. “Good luck to you both. I hope you stay together because as a pair, you’re amazing.”
Adrienne and I both blushed and nodded. And then she was gone.
That left Adrienne and I to look at each other. I was the first to let my eyes rove up and down her body, fondly remembering all the naked curves I’d seen just a few minutes before. I looked at her with fresh lust in my eyes and asked, “How long have we got?”
She glanced at her watch. “Half-hour, an hour at the most.” Adrienne’s lustful gaze mirrored mine.
I grinned. “We can do it, right?”
Adrienne grinned and raced me to the stairs, already peeling her clothes back off.
I never realized how boring the 5 Freeway is until I had to drive it myself, unable to sleep, read, or otherwise occupy my mind. I’d driven it once before, also to see Dawn, although under much different circumstances. But then I’d been too blinded by rage, passion, and fear then to notice the boredom.
I’m sure there are more boring stretches of highway elsewhere in the country, but sitting at 80mph on cruise control in a dead straight line for hours on end isn’t much fun at all. I remembered dreaming of being able to drive and the thrill it gave me when I finally could. Right now, I was wishing I’d never gotten my license.
I’d thought I would at least get some relief with Adrienne sitting beside me. There initially was some controversy over seating assignments. With Brandi and Dayna once again skipping camp to do their internships, I’d just assumed Adrienne would slide into Brandi’s spot to my right while I was in my usual middle row bucket seat. But with me driving and Brooke’s desire to no longer be stuck in the back, we had some shuffling to do.
Adrienne volunteered to sit in the back. Despite our family’s repeated insistence she was neither outsider nor intruder, she didn’t feel comfortable kicking someone out of a preferred spot. But Mom quashed that idea. “You’re 5’10” Adrienne. You’re too tall to be back there.” Brooke complained and moaned, but in the end, Adrienne was beside me up front while my parents took the two middle bucket seats. So I had my loving girlfriend beside me.
But Adrienne was unconscious, her feet on the dashboard while she was zonked out to the world. I was alone.
And it didn’t help that I was driving an overloaded full-size van. Yeah, it was nice to be sitting higher up than my beater car, but I felt like I was piloting a moving brick. The suspension was squishy, the cornering worse, and every gust of wind felt like it was going to flip us over.
It didn’t help that we were pretty top-heavy from so much luggage, including several big tubs strapped down to the roof rack up top. Since we could do some laundry at the camp, in the old days my sisters just needed “a few clothes” to get by. But now, with even the twins hyping their fashion sense, Adrienne, Brooke, Eden, and Emma all needed outfits. I knew I was going to throw out my back just lugging their stuff from the van into our cabin.
We stopped for food and gas, and at that point, Dad took over for the second longest leg of the trip. I then proved my Mom’s earlier concern a lie when, at 6’0”, I just flopped into the backseat in the middle with my legs extending into the cabin ahead of me and the twins sleeping against me from either side. That let Brooke have a bucket seat and Dad got to chat with Adrienne when she woke up. I just hoped he kept his eyes on the road so we wouldn’t crash.
Mom had the final leg winding us off the highway and to the camp. THAT’S when my mind started to overload with thoughts of Dawn, and I got increasingly nervous with each passing mile.
How would she feel about me? Would she still want to be with Ryan? How would she react to Adrienne? How would her presence change my emotions?
What the hell was going to happen over the next four weeks?
I was about to find out.
The Evanses were home. They always had the cabin right next to ours, and I fondly thought of how Dawn’s bunk had both our initials carved into it from when we were 8-years-old. I didn’t have a great view from my middle-spot in the back bench seat, but I could tell that Dawn was already waiting for us outside. She was leaning against the railing and stood up straight while Mom parked the van.
From the big window next to her, Adrienne had a perfect view of my lifelong best friend, lover, and one-time girlfriend. She turned around in her seat and fixed her hazel eyes sharply on me. “Ben, how old is that photo of Dawn you have on your desk?”
I blanked for a second, not expecting the question. But then I thought about it and answered, “Uh, the summer we turned sixteen. Why?”
Adrienne looked back through the tinted window, staring almost reverently at Dawn while the other girl couldn’t see her back just yet. “Just wondering,” Adrienne breathed. “She’s so much more beautiful now. I wasn’t expecting that.”
Brooke, meanwhile, had already popped the van’s double-doors and hopped out, along with my parents. The twins were urging me to get out of the way so they could stretch their legs, so I got up, took Adrienne’s hand, and guided her out of the van. Adrienne then clutched my hand in an ironclad grip as we circled around and into view of the Evans cabin.
Dawn was more gorgeous than ever. She was wearing a white and pastel blue summer dress that hugged her svelte body, pinching in at her waist to show off both her slenderness and curves. The hem was quite short to emphasize her long legs and the top shaped to enhance her overdeveloped breasts. Her fine sunny blonde hair was loose and flowed perfectly around her surpassingly beautiful face, which was now nicely accented by just a hint of makeup. I knew she’d topped out at 5’9”, but she was wearing some wedged sandals that made her even more of an Amazon, and as Adrienne and I approached she leaned against the railing and reached up to brush her hair past her left ear.
She was beautiful. She was my Dawn, just like always. And yet… I didn’t feel the same instant connection to her as in the past. We used to just take one look at each other and immediately feel bonded as if we’d been by each other’s side for the past ten years straight. The past few summers our first thoughts had been of immediately kissing each other and basking in our love and effortless connection. But this… this felt like those new wireless internet routers searching… searching… searching for a connection. And it must have been because while I was trying to link up to Dawn, having missed her for so long, all her attention was on Adrienne.
In fact, the more I thought about it, the more Dawn’s appearance was carefully calculated to ensure she looked at her absolute most intimidating best. She wasn’t styled to entice a guy, but to ‘out-do’ a girl. I knew the difference, after much training on fashion from Adrienne. Dawn had known my girlfriend/new ‘sister’ was coming along; that would have been shared between her mom and mine. And for some reason, Dawn had felt the need to dress to impress.
And Dawn WAS stunning. The wide-eyed look on Adrienne’s face when she first saw her was confirmation enough of that. But there was also some doubt in Dawn’s steely blue gaze. While Adrienne at least had a photo to give her an idea of what Dawn looked like, Dawn was blind and looked shocked by Adrienne’s beauty, even though my girlfriend was just wearing khaki shorts and a slimming white V-neck shirt over a dark green long camisole.
The girls probably could have just stared back and forth at each other forever, coolly sizing up the competition, and I sighed in resignation. I suppose it would have been too much to expect Adrienne and Dawn to get along right from the beginning. It was inevitable that Dawn saw Adrienne as the usurper who stole her boyfriend and Adrienne to see Dawn as her biggest threat and rival for me, even though Dawn and I had broken up and she had Ryan waiting for her back home. Adrienne and I were together romantically, but Adrienne knew at the very least she’d be competing against Dawn’s and my eighteen years of history.
I decided to just cut through the bullshit and take charge as much as possible. Finally managing to get Adrienne to let go of my hand, I stepped forward and went straight up to Dawn, my hands opening up for a hug.
At almost the last possible moment, Dawn’s gaze switched from Adrienne to me and then our lifelong connection flared to life. A happy smile lit up her face, making her even more radiantly beautiful as she raised her arms and launched herself at me.
For a second, it seemed like Dawn would plant a fierce kiss right on my lips, but I turned my head and so did she just before making contact. We pecked each other’s cheeks and then hugged tightly. I lifted her off her feet and gleefully swung her around side-to-side. It felt so good to be holding Dawn that a surge of energy shot through my limbs, and I picked her up again while she giggled ecstatically and I spun us around in a full circle before letting her slide down my body to land back on her feet.
“Hey,” I said softly while looking through Dawn’s eyes and into her soul.
She fixed her dress to make sure it was covering her panties before she smiled and replied, “Hey.” Then she bit her lip and a sadness crossed her eyes. “I missed you so much Ben.”
I missed her too. They say the distance makes the heart grow fonder. Well, while our heads had certainly forgotten as she occupied herself with Ryan and I went through my relationship gymnastics with Adrienne, my heart truly had gotten fonder. I wondered, not for the first time, how things would have been different had we not been 500 miles apart.
And from the way Dawn’s crystal blue eyes pierced through mine, I’m dead certain she was thinking the same thing.
But we had been apart. Life had moved on for the both of us, as we expected, if not desired. And things were different. Taking a deep breath, I turned at a right-angle and swept my arm out to my girlfriend. “Dawn, please let me introduce my girlfriend, Adrienne.”
Dawn stepped forward and after the briefest of hesitations, but a hesitation nonetheless, she put her hand out. “Pleased to meet you.” Her voice didn’t quite sound pleased. And as I looked down, I noticed she had the thin, silver bracelet around her right wrist. Adrienne couldn’t read it just yet, but I knew what it read: ‘Ben Forever’.
Adrienne had the exact same hesitation before taking Dawn’s hand. Their eyes said to each other so much more than their words as she replied in an identical tone, “Likewise. I’ve heard so much about you.”
“Funny,” Dawn’s eyes narrowed. “Ben hasn’t talked about you much.”
“Dawn!” I barked, upset by seeing her be impolite for perhaps the first time since we’d been kids who didn’t know any better.
“Sorry,” Dawn said sweetly, her voice dripping with honey. “That came out wrong. I just meant that while Ben and I talked about you when you were first together last year, we haven’t really kept in touch the way I’d have liked these past several months since you got back together.”
“Of course,” Adrienne said just as sweetly, and with just as much calculation in her narrowing eyes. They were still holding the handshake, but I could see the tension in both girls’ hands as they gripped each other with perhaps more force than necessary.
I was not about to let this get out of hand. Dropping my own hands on top of the girls’ clasped fingers, I looked them both sternly in the eye. “Dawn. Adrienne. Both of you are extremely important people to me. Dawn, what we have goes beyond friendship and maybe beyond family. I will love you forever. Adrienne knows that.”
I turned back to my girlfriend. “Adrienne, I love you with a passion I’ve never felt before. I chose you above all others and you’re my partner now and in our futures.” I glanced at the two of them again. “Now I know you two are going to be great friends. I know that because I love you both. So let’s just settle in and get to know each other, okay?”
Both girls softened a bit, and I felt Dawn first release the tension in her grip. My lifelong best friend sighed and then nodded her head. “I’m really sorry if I came off a little on edge, Adrienne. It’s just that Ben is very special to me and I tend to get a little protective when I hear about his dating life. He deserves only the best.”
“I understand,” Adrienne nodded and the stiffness in her shoulders went away. “And I’m sorry if I seem a little… tense, around you, Dawn. Romantic or not, I know you and Ben have a special bond that I may never understand and it’s hard for a girlfriend not to feel at least a little… scared… about that.”
I smiled and relaxed as the girls made their apologies and at the same time, seemed to put their fears out on the table. Maybe this would all work out.
Then Dawn broke the handshake and nodded. “Why don’t you guys go get settled in. I can see you’ve got a lot of unpacking to do. Then come by and get me, Ben. We’ll all go down and relax by the lake together.”
I agreed and then with a curt nod to Adrienne, Dawn turned and walked back into her cabin. She disappeared through the doorway, but not before I caught her eyes narrowing and an almost venomous look cross my best friend’s face. At almost the same time, I saw Adrienne drop her veneer of civility as she turned and stalked past me back to the van to start getting her gear.
I groaned inwardly. Oh, this was going to be BAD.
I am SUCH a guy. I knew there was some catfight drama brewing between the two most important girls in my life. I knew I should be carefully mediating the two of them and trying to find a way to have them understand their roles in my life while co-existing in harmony with each other.
But I couldn’t. I’d been reduced to a drooling, hormonal, 18-year-old mess.
We’d unpacked and then dressed to go to the lake. Brooke was done first and went to notify Dawn and DJ while Adrienne and I finished with our gear. Then being a dude, I was the first one out with my swim trunks, a tank top, and my beach towel. In retrospect, I’m not sure if it was a good thing or bad thing the girls emerged in the order that they did. Maybe it would have been better if Dawn and Adrienne had come out first, stunning me into my drooling stupefaction early and giving me time before Brooke and DJ came out. As it was, I found myself riding an escalating wave of female flesh and beauty that threatened to send me into orbit.
The twins were the first ones out, 12-years-old with budding breasts in the first stages of growth. Their two-piece suits were age appropriate and they wore shorts over the bottoms. I didn’t pay them much attention as they giggled and raced past me together to go in search of friends they hadn’t seen in eleven months.
Brooke was next as she re-emerged from the Evans cabin. My 16-year-old little sister, at 5’6” and in a navy blue bikini designed to show off her developing assets (about midway between a B and C-cup now), got a bit of a rise out of me as she paused and turned to the side to let me ogle her very nice body. She too was wearing shorts and now sported the oversized black sunglasses perched on her head like so many other Southern California girls.
Then DJ hopped out and squealing, went straight to Brooke as the two girls started chattering and complimenting each other’s new swimsuits. There was much to compliment about the youngest Evans daughter. She’d hit the same 5’9” height as both her older sisters, although she was still skinnier throughout. The one notable exception (or two) was that at sixteen, DJ’s breasts were already as big as Dawn’s 34Ds, something impossible to miss as she was wearing the exact same red bikini I’d seen her in last year, now stretched a little tighter around her fabulous body. By the time that girl hit eighteen she probably would have a bosom as big as Dayna’s.
“Look, you’re giving my brother a hard-on,” Brooke giggled and pointed.
“Nah. He had that for you before he even got out here,” DJ turned and evaluated me like a piece of meat, pretending as if I couldn’t even hear them.
“But he’s staring at YOUR boobs right now,” Brooke pointed out.
“Why do you think I wore this thing? Ben hasn’t nailed me since Halloween.” DJ sighed and fixed her eyes on me.
“Would you like me to do something about that?” I growled lustfully, feeling my dick get even harder.
“Absolutely,” the sunny blonde vixen husked before turning her back to me and leaning forward just a few inches over the rail, thrusting her ass out. She wasn’t wearing shorts over her bikini bottoms and the red fabric was woefully inadequate at covering her perky buttcheeks. “The only question is: How do you want me?”
“DJ!” Dawn suddenly barked from the doorway. “Cool it. He’s got a girlfriend now.”
I turned my head and my eyes popped open. DJ may have had Dawn’s cup size, but she had a ways to go before developing the same curvature, poise, and carriage of a nearly 18-year-old young woman in the prime of her youth and fully aware of her physical beauty. Then there was also Dawn’s perfection of a face, from nose to lips to cheeks and especially those brilliant blue eyes. I didn’t even notice the bikini, even though it did enhance her allure while drawing attention to everything it needed to. No, I was looking at the whole package, face, body, and even soul.
They say that boys are trained from birth to hold up their mothers as the pinnacle of womanhood and subconsciously seek out a wife that reminds them of their mom. I wasn’t that kind of kid. From birth, I’d been trained by experience to view Dawn as the pinnacle of the female race. She was my partner in the playground and my confidant when hiding beneath the bedsheets with a flashlight, telling each other stories. My first adolescent fantasies were of her and my first sexual experiences were with her, even if she wasn’t the one to take my virginity. I simply vibrated on a sexual frequency that Dawn matched perfectly, a sympathetic vibration that resonated in both of us whenever we were near each other.
And as I stared at Dawn in that bikini my dick became harder than ever, my skin temperature rose ten degrees, and my mouth even watered. Without conscious thought I took two steps toward her, my destination clear. Nothing else mattered; I would scoop up MY Dawn in my arms, carry her back into her family’s cabin and not stop until I’d stripped off every article of clothing she was wearing with my teeth. And then we would make sweet love, the passionate sex of reuniting after a long absence, going and going until we’d both satiated the driving hungers inside of each of us to be together… always…
I watched Dawn’s eyes quivering as I approached her. She held my gaze and took a step towards me, recognizing the rise of our innate sexual attraction and returning it with her own, shining back an instinctive lust. But just as soon as she took that step, she blinked twice and took a step back, turning her head away and breaking our eye-contact. And in that moment, the connection was gone. I came to a dead stop myself, wondering what the hell was going on.
“So ask Adrienne,” Brooke was giggling off to my side. “For a girlfriend, she’s very, uh, open. You may have to crawl between her thighs first, but you won’t regret that experience, either.”
DJ’s voice was clearly interested. “Really?”
Brooke’s voice was even more sexually-charged. “Really. Ask Adrienne.”
I was breathing hard, still staring towards Dawn, still feeling the desire inside to carry her into the cabin and ravage her body. My dick was throbbing with need. There hadn’t been a day we’d been together in the past two years it seemed when our bodies weren’t joined together in some form of intimate embrace. And I couldn’t help but feel a… wrongness… in the universe if I couldn’t be with her like that today.
Dawn got a pained look on her face as she returned her gaze to mine. This time, her eyes didn’t shine with instinctive lust. Her hand went to fiddle with her bracelet and she winced as if in unbearable pain. She didn’t speak, but I understood: ‘We can’t, Ben. I want to. But we can’t.’
“Ask me what?” Adrienne had stepped outside. And at the sound of her voice, I spun around. She was looking at Brooke and DJ, both younger girls blushing beet red while they looked at the older, taller girl in embarrassment.
Well, Brooke was looking at Adrienne in embarrassment. DJ’s eyes had bugged out seeing the stunningly gorgeous blonde’s E-cup tits bulging out of her skimpy bikini top and her Hawaiian Tropic-perfect body. Adrienne exuded sexuality out of her every pore and if there were a hundred guys around us, they would all be drooling as well. And DJ wasn’t the only one staring.
I was ogling my girlfriend and vibrating with sexual need. The succession of girls, each one more sexually spectacular than the last, had turned my brain to mush. The desire to carry off Dawn for athletic, passionate sex was still inside me, and it found it’s outlet in Adrienne. And then I simply couldn’t stop myself. I took three steps forward, my hard dick leading the way as I went straight for my girlfriend. And grunting like a caveman, I simply lowered my torso, threw Adrienne over my shoulder, and carried her squealing into the cabin. The last thing I heard was DJ laughing, “I think we all overdid it.”
Maybe they had. My mind was lost to lust as I carried a shrieking Adrienne past my parents and into the bunkroom. I kicked the door closed and dropped my girlfriend onto my bed, quickly ripping my tank top over my head and shoving my swim trunks down to my ankles.
“Ben! Ben!”
“Urgh! Ugh!” I grunted unintelligibly as I started yanking down Adrienne’s bikini bottoms while she wriggled beneath me.
“Holy shit!” she exclaimed, astonished by the wild look in my eyes. And in a panic, she babbled at me, “Ben! Ben, wait! You’re too big to go in dry!”
“Hnn-nngh…” I pleaded with my eyes while fisting my cock and jerking it roughly. I need to CUM. I couldn’t CONTROL it.
“Wait-wait-wait!” Adrienne batted my left hand off her body and then scooted to the edge of the bed. I pulled my right hand away when I realized what she was doing as she took my cock in her mouth, sucking me quickly and spitting on the end, more intent on lubricating me than giving me a proper blowjob.
Still, I moaned feeling her warm wetness around me and sensed only the slightest bit of clarity returning to my mind. “Adriennnnne…” I groaned, at least managing to form a coherent word.
She got the idea and lay back, raising her hips up while pulling the crotch of her bikini bottoms to the side. I quickly knelt on the bed and aimed, and a second later I’d crammed the first six inches of my dick inside her not-yet wet pussy.
“Ohwaaah!” she screamed at the penetration, not quite painful but not pleasurable either. But when I pulled back and lunged forward again, I felt the first traces of lubrication as her vagina quickly adjusted to my presence and opened up.
I was a caveman. I dropped my head against Adrienne’s shoulder, crushing her still-covered tits beneath my chest. Grunting unintelligibly and without thought or care for my girlfriend’s pleasure, I rutted away inside her, grunting and thrusting and drooling uncontrollably. And inside a minute, I stiffened up and came, squirting my load into the sexy teenager’s accepting body.
Ten seconds later, my cheek hit the mattress as I panted with the unexpected exertion. Sweat dotted my forehead and I groaned as if only now awakening from a deep, long coma.
Crushed beneath me, Adrienne was breathing hard and staring at the ceiling while slowly rubbing my back. She stayed quiet while I slowly brought my own breathing under control as the magnitude of what I’d just done hit me.
Picking my head up and lifting my torso up with my elbows to relieve my weight off her, I whimpered, “Adrienne, I’m so sorry. I couldn’t help it.”
She just smiled radiantly, her hazel eyes aglow as she patted my head. “Don’t be, Tiger. I told you, this body is yours to take whenever you want.” She chuckled and looked down between us, where my cock was still embedded inside her. “Not many girls can say they their boyfriend took one look at them in a new bikini and carried her inside to fuck like animals.”
“Ugh,” I groaned. I didn’t find my lack of control a compliment.
“What did those girls do to you out there?”
I kissed her quickly on the lips and then started extracting myself out. “I’ll try to explain when we get there.”
The guys by the lake more or less reacted the same way I did. No, they didn’t carry the girls off to fuck, but from the looks in their eyes, they certainly WANTED to.
Brooke and DJ, as usual, soaked it all up like sponges. Both had boyfriends back home, but that didn’t seem to deter them from flirting and having fun.
Adrienne, on the other hand, made it a point to just appear completely into me. She cuddled with me on a lounge chair only meant for one, draping her fantabulous body all over mine. Every single guy who approached the area found their eyes drawn to her tits, legs, or ass, depending on what angle they were coming from. But not a one even tried to talk to her. She made it quite clear she was already taken.
I actually told Adrienne to go flirt and have fun. I knew she enjoyed it and I didn’t feel threatened by it in the slightest. But she bashfully shook her head in the negative and said, “Just let me get comfortable here first, okay? This is all new to me and I just want to settle in a for a few days, okay?”
No one tried to talk to Dawn, either. But it wasn’t because she looked occupied with a guy. No, Dawn looked utterly and completely miserable. Guys, both old friends and acquaintances along with new ones, meandered by while admiring her beauty and looked ready to strike up a conversation. But one ice cold ‘Go the fuck away’ stare from her and the guys would beat a hasty retreat. Eventually, she just pulled a linen shirt on in an attempt to curb the flow of admirers.
Feeling bad, I tried to engage Dawn in conversation; but her answers were clipped and measured as I noticed her gaze kept drifting across me to Adrienne. Frequently, I found her fiddling with the ‘Ben Forever’ bracelet, and I was in pain with indecision over what to do. Eventually, Dawn just picked up her gear and left, heading back towards the lodge without so much as a goodbye.
“Ah, hell,” I groaned and made ready to get up and go after her.
“No, hold up,” Adrienne pinned me down. “Let her go.”
“But Adrienne…”
“Stay with me, okay, Ben?” She sighed and glanced around. Brooke and DJ were chattering ten feet away with a couple of guys and oblivious to the two of us. Adrienne lowered her voice and leaned in. “She’s jealous, Ben. She looks at me and you like this and she remembers when it was you and her. She wishes she was in my place right now and it just hurts too much to watch.”
I clenched my teeth and glanced over, seeing Dawn’s retreating form getting farther and farther away. Then I looked back at Adrienne. “So did you do it on purpose?” I accused. “Draping yourself on top of me to make her jealous and make her run away?”
Adrienne pulled back with anger in her eyes. “Is that what you think? That me wanting to cuddle with my man — after he just fucked my brains out and squirted a gallon of cum inside me not half an hour ago — is about another girl?”
Ah, hell. I was in trouble. Instantly apologetic, I stammered, “Wait, Adrienne, I didn’t mean it like that.”
“Fuck you, Ben.” Her tone was not pleasant. Adrienne started getting up.
“Wait… Adrienne…” I pleaded.
“I want to be with my boyfriend, the way we’ve always been together,” she hissed. “If you can’t handle being with me that way when you’re around Miss Beautiful Best Friend, then maybe you’ve got to decide whether you really want to be with ME.”
“Adrienne…” I groaned.
She just pulled her towel around herself and marched away.
Ah, HELL.
I got off the lounge chair and ran after her.
It was after dinner and we all headed back to the cabin to grab some sweatshirts to ward away the evening chill. But just when we were about to leave again, Mom called out to Adrienne and me. “Can I talk to you both for a minute?”
Adrienne came obediently and I followed after. Mom sat us down in the common room and looked pointedly at Adrienne. “So how are things going with you and Dawn so far?”
Adrienne looked taken aback for a moment by the question, furrowing her eyebrows before backing up her head and replying, “Okay, I suppose.”
“I know the situation feels a bit awkward, Dawn having been so close to Ben and all. But I really do need you to try. The Evanses are very special to our family and we have bonds that go way beyond mere friendship.”
Adrienne nodded. “I know. I mean, I hadn’t really seen it until we got here, but I know.”
“Are you going to be okay with Ben and her still having a close relationship?”
Adrienne’s eyes narrowed and she glanced over to me. “Define ‘close’.”
“We’re just friends, Adrienne,” I put my hands up defensively. “She’s got her boyfriend and I’m with you.”
“But she still wants him,” Adrienne said firmly, looking back at my mom. “How am I supposed to handle that?”
“I don’t know,” Mom shrugged. “That’s something the three of you are going to have to work out. And you’ve got a month up here to do that before you all move in together.”
“Together?” Adrienne looked agog.
“Wait, what? I thought we were living with Brandi,” I furrowed my eyebrows and leaned forward.
“You are,” Mom nodded. “But Brandi and Dayna didn’t want to get split up and they rented a house for you all. Brandi just told me yesterday.” Mom looked at me. “So you, Adrienne, Brandi, Dayna, AND Dawn are all going to be living together at Berkeley come late August.”
“What?” I repeated. Ordinarily, I’d be thrilled. But now? Oh, this could get messy.
“Maybe I should live separately,” Adrienne said quietly.
“No. You’re a part of this family now, Adrienne,” Mom said sternly. “You can’t just run away from the situation. And if you really think Dawn wants Ben back, do you really want to leave him in a house with her and not you?”
Adrienne got a pained look on her face. “Maybe it’s better that way.” My girlfriend glanced sadly at me. “You two have so much history together.” She turned to get up.
“Adrienne, don’t get melodramatic…” I groaned. I’d just spent several hours since the lake reassuring her that I wanted her and it was all coming unraveled again.
My girlfriend just started sniffling as she walked away and out the door. I hung my head and sighed, “Ah, hell…” Then I picked my head up and started to go after her.
“Ben, hang on.” Mom’s voice stopped me first. “I need to know, who do you want to be with?”
“Excuse me?”
“I think you heard me, Ben.” Mom held my gaze with the intensity and weight of years of experience. “If there were no other romantic complications and you could just choose, who would you want to be with: Dawn or Adrienne?”
My heart and my head went in opposite directions. Then before I could breathe, they reversed course, STILL both going in opposite directions. I sighed and nodded firmly, choosing to stay the course. “Adrienne. I’m in with love her.”
“Then whatever you say to her, you’ve got to be strong and decisive. You’re the man in the middle of this and Adrienne is your girlfriend. But it’s more complicated than that because she’s now also your sister in a way. Having a bad breakup is not an option. You need to show her you’re committed. And you’ve got to prove you can handle a mature relationship.”
I nodded and started turning away. But then I paused and looked back at her. “Mom, who do YOU want me with?”
She pinched her lips together and held my gaze. I knew she could wait me out longer than I her, so I added, “I used to think you expected me to marry Dawn, but now I’m not so sure.”
“I just want you to be happy, Ben,” she sighed after a brief pause. “You’re still very young. Right now I just want you to learn what being in a real, mature relationship is all about. Things get complicated. Your friends and your wife will always vie for your attention, in whichever order those two girls may turn out.” She pointed her fingers back and forth, crossing her hands and clearly indicating both Adrienne and Dawn.
I grimaced and contemplated all the possibilities, including ones where neither girl ended up in my life. Those were quite scary thoughts.
Mom’s voice became reassuring. “But don’t worry about the future or marriage just yet, Ben. Be safe and don’t get either girl pregnant, or you may find your future is choosing you.” She took a deep breath. “But you have time. I know your relationships with both of them are far from over.”
I spent the rest of Saturday night doing damage control with Adrienne. I seemed to have reassured her that I loved her and I had no plans to break up with her for Dawn during the next month. I made only the briefest explanations that I just wanted the three of us to get along as friends, but Adrienne didn’t want to hear it at the time.
“If she’s as good a friend to you as you think, she’ll find a way to fit in with ‘us’. That’s up to her, now,” Adrienne had said coldly. I wasn’t about to press the issue just then.
But Dawn pressed the issue the following morning.
Adrienne and I had stayed up relatively late, talking things out before heading back into the cabin and going to sleep. Between that and the long drive up, we were both exhausted and slept in, missing breakfast.
Mom woke us up. I stirred awake at the smell of coffee and sat up to find her rubbing my shoulder while holding a paper bag. The cups of coffee were on the nightstand between my bed and Adrienne’s. “Wake up, sleepyhead. I brought you guys breakfast,” Mom said gently. Then her voice dropped. “And Dawn’s waiting for you outside.”
Furrowing my eyebrows, I got up and pulled on a pair of shorts. I grabbed one of the coffee cups and started sipping as I headed for the door and opened it to find Dawn sitting on the bench outside, dressed in her hiking gear with a backpack sitting on the porch next to her.
“I was going to ask if you’re ready to go, but clearly you’re not,” the beautiful sunny blonde smiled up at me.
“Go?”
Dawn frowned. “It’s after breakfast. Our hike.”
“Hike?”
She rolled her eyes. “Ben, we’ve gone to the clearing every morning at camp for years. Especially on the first morning to catch up. How the hell do you forget that?”
“No, no. Uh, hiking. Yeah. Sorry, I slept in,” I fumbled through bleary eyes. “Lemme wake up Adrienne and then we’ll get dressed.” I turned to head back inside.
“But Ben,” Dawn’s voice was a plea, and I turned right around. She’d stood up, biting her lower lip and was fidgeting with the ‘Ben Forever’ bracelet again. “I thought we’d just go alone.”
I blinked quickly, “Alone?”
“Like always. Just the two of us, catching up on everything we missed from each other’s lives. I’ve got a lot to talk to you about.”
I nodded in understand and approval and watched a smile spreading across Dawn’s face. This was me and her. This was our life together, our partnership. It was the way things always were at camp.
But things were different this year. I stopped my nodding as I remembered my girlfriend and I hesitated visibly. “It’s just… uh, this is Adrienne’s first real day here and she doesn’t have any other friends. I don’t think I can just abandon her for an entire morning, Dawn.”
“You won’t be abandoning her. She has your entire family,” Dawn said almost petulantly. “Let Brooke show her around.”
“Dawn…”
“Ben, pleeease,” my lifelong friend looked absolutely crushed. “Just you and me, the way it’s always been. Please?”
“I can’t leave Adrienne.”
“But we have things we need to talk about, Ben,” Dawn huffed indignantly. “Private stuff. And that clearing is OUR special spot!”
“We’ve brought other people there before.”
“Not like this! And never on the first day! Ben, come ON.” Dawn looked confused, as if she couldn’t possibly comprehend why I was resisting this.
“Hey, what’s going on?” Adrienne suddenly appeared behind me, wiping the sleep from her eyes. She saw Dawn and her eyes narrowed suspiciously.
Dawn matched Adrienne’s gaze, adding a gleam of hate into her gaze. “I was just here to pick up Ben for our hike.”
“Hike?” Adrienne arched an eyebrow at me.
I sighed. “Every year, almost every day, actually, Dawn and I would hike out to this clearing just outside of camp and hang out together. It’s been our routine since we were old enough to go off by ourselves.”
“Oh! That sounds like fun,” Adrienne perked. “So we need to get dressed?”
Dawn snorted and I sighed again. “Dawn would like the chance for just me and her to go alone. We haven’t seen each other in a long time and she would like the privacy so we could catch up.”
“I see…” Adrienne’s eyes narrowed again, turning her gaze with the full weight of ALL her intensity onto me. “And what did you decide?”
“I haven’t decided anything yet,” I shrugged. It was the wrong thing to say. In one fell swoop, my teenaged mouth managed to piss off both Adrienne AND Dawn.
“What’s to decide? We always go!” Dawn spat in annoyance.
“Haven’t decided?” Adrienne spat at almost the same time. “You mean you even have to THINK about abandoning me all by myself to go leave with HER?”
“Adrienne… Dawn…” I whimpered, only now realizing the magnitude of the shit I was in.
“And why should I trust her?” Adrienne stepped up. “From the minute we arrived she’s been eyeing you like she owns you, Ben. Every morning for years, right? All alone? Tell me Ben. Exactly how many times have you and Dawn fucked in that clearing of yours?”
“Adrienne…”
“None of your fucking business,” Dawn challenged Adrienne, stepping up into the other girl’s face. “That’s private between Ben and me.”
“And you think I’m going to let him go off alone with you so you can seduce him?” Adrienne stepped up to Dawn, trying to tower her extra inch of height. “Is that what you think?”
“Talk about freaking paranoid! We’re friends,” Dawn stepped up to Adrienne so that the two girls were now right in each other’s faces. “I’ve got a boyfriend back home and I’m not looking to seduce Ben! If I’d wanted, it would have been ME he dragged into the cabin to fuck silly yesterday afternoon. But I didn’t!”
“Bullshit! I see the way you look at him!” Adrienne snapped. “If I wasn’t here you’d drop that boyfriend in a heartbeat to have Ben back!”
“He only SETTLED for you because I told him I was staying with Ryan!” Dawn yelled. “If I broke up with my boyfriend, Ben would dump you so fast your head would spin!”
“No he wouldn’t! He told me he chose me! BEFORE he got your voicemail. Hah? Didja know THAT?” Adrienne yelled right back.
Dawn shot her gaze to me, her eyes opening wide in horror and disbelief.
I winced. “I told you. When we talked,” I said softly, remembering when Dawn called me the second time and actually got me instead of the machine. But apparently that particular little detail of which choice came before which had either slipped her mind or been lost in communication.
And then it was my time to watch in horror as Dawn’s lower lip twitched and a look of complete and utter sorrow descended across her face. She was crushed. She was absolutely crushed. And with an almost violent jerk, she yanked on the silver bracelet hard enough to leave scrape marks on her hand, and then threw it at my feet. Snatching her backpack, Dawn turned and stepped off the patio, quickly hustling down the trail. She hurried as fast as she could, but even that wasn’t fast enough for me to not notice the abundant tears that were pouring down her face as she fled away.
I felt half of my soul yanking out of my body and going with her as she ran down the pathway. Eighteen years of my life was walking away from me. I remembered the excitement and thrill of discovering sex with Dawn. I remembered the tenderness and affection in her touch. And I remembered the heartache and bonding of love we’d made together, right up through Mark’s date-rape. My knees went weak and I fought to maintain my balance. As crushed as Dawn had looked, I now felt.
Adrienne was a little more direct in her reaction. She went straight for the bracelet, bending down and standing up, only now reading the inscription. Her eyes went wide and she looked up at me, but my gaze was swimming in tears as I stared after Dawn.
She took a deep breath and looked at me for the first time this morning with some sympathy. But then I blink to send rivers of moisture rolling down my cheeks as I turned and went into the cabin.
Mom was standing in the hallway, having quietly observed everything. She had such a look of maternal compassion on her face and looked ready to reach out and touch me, but I just brushed straight past her and went into the bunkroom.
A few minutes later Adrienne came to me. She sat beside me on my bed and wrapped her arms around my shoulders, leaning in to kiss my cheek. “It’s okay, baby,” she said softly. “I’ll be everything you need.”
But as I felt the hole inside, the hole where my Dawn belonged, I knew that no matter what, no matter how hard Adrienne tried, she could never be everything I needed. I just closed my eyes, bent my head, and sobbed my heart out.
The next week was rather awkward. It was clear to everyone that Dawn was avoiding me, and I wasn’t really going out of my way to search her out either. But at mealtimes, our families always ate together and the tension between Dawn and me was palpable. Our parents were rather more delicate around us and even the twins were quieter, knowing that all was not peachy between us.
Adrienne was doing her best to keep me happy. She was not much of an outdoorsy type of girl, her lack of family trips having never prepared her for anything but the usual suburban jungle. Actually, she had to trim down her nails the second day after figuring out a french manicure wasn’t the best style for a summer camp. And she once commented, “I feel naked without a cell phone nearby.”
I just grinned and said, “Well, if you already feel naked. Then I guess there’s no need for these clothes then.”
My girlfriend just rolled her eyes and told me to save it until we got somewhere more comfortable.
I engrossed myself in teaching Adrienne about the environment and educating her while we went on our own hikes to be alone and talk. She had excellent endurance and her feet didn’t get sore easily, even though tromping around trails is rather different from dancing on basketball hardcourts or on football fields.
My girlfriend saw everything with fresh eyes and from a new perspective, reinvigorating me to the beauty of our camp with its creeks, ridges, and the big lake. I saw things with the wonder of her eyes, but merely poked fun at her skittishness for anything crawly or even remotely slimy. What can I say? She’s an ‘indoor’ girl. Adrienne hadn’t packed much that could get dirty, and it was a challenge to get her to even sit in the grass or on a log. She was always daintily picking at wherever she would have to sit, trying to brush away dirt or leaves or anything else she could do to make it ‘cleaner’. And don’t even get me started with insects…
And of course, Adrienne tried to keep me happy by fucking my brains out at every opportunity she could get. Quiet moments in the cabin were the obvious choices. But with a lack of more opportunities, she would settle for outdoor romps on blankets we would spread in other clearings. My spot with Dawn wasn’t the only one I knew for getting some privacy, although no matter where we went, Adrienne was always a little shy and tried to keep the volume down. And I could tell she wasn’t entirely comfortable being naked outdoors.
There were also some hints that Brooke and DJ wanted to join us. Adrienne probably would have accepted if the younger girls were willing. But as much as DJ wanted me, her conscience wouldn’t let her do so given the way things were with me and her sister Dawn. And Brooke settled for just one quiet threesome with us just to get her ‘fix’ of cock.
I am a sexual creature, and frequent sex did wonders for keeping me happy. But as hard as Adrienne tried, my mood worsened with every passing day. Every single time I saw Dawn was another weight sinking into the bottom of my heart, dragging down my every action. I missed her terribly. Missing her while being 500-miles away was one thing. Missing her and not being able to talk to her or laugh with her… or kiss her… when I was seeing her a minimum of three meals a day was absolutely killing me.
Dawn seemed even worse. Her cheeks were hollow. There were bags under her eyes. And she wasn’t eating much.
I, at least, had Adrienne. Dawn had no one.
And then even sex couldn’t help when Adrienne went on her period. Yeah, she still gave me blowjobs and I fucked her ass a few times. But by then my heart just wasn’t in it as much and I spiraled into a melancholy from which there seemed no recovery…
… until Felicia Clarkson arrived.
It’s impossible not to overhear the guys talking about the babes of the camp. On any given trip to the bathroom by the lake, one can hear the guys chatting about which girl is wearing what bikini or how much some particular girl’s tits have grown since last year. Even the adult guys gossip about who is fucking whom. It had been known for years: Every available girl looking for attention just had to lounge by the lake and the guys would come.
Adrienne was feeling particularly frustrated with me that day when she suggested we go to the lake for an afternoon. She was wearing a slightly less-revealing bikini to cover her tampon, but the golden blonde was just as stunning as ever. I half-heartedly went on a few waterslides and zipline runs with her before retreating to a lounge chair. Adrienne hung around a little longer to flirt with the guys.
I didn’t mind. Flirting energized Adrienne, lifted her mood, and in general made things in my life much better. I knew she would never cheat on me and so I didn’t worry. Actually, some part of me hoped Adrienne might cheat on me so we could break up and I could run back to Dawn, but I shut down that line of thinking as soon as it started. Losing Adrienne would crush me even further, and if that happened I seriously believed I would just kill myself to end my misery.
I had to take a crap and went to the bathroom. And while I was sitting in a stall I overheard a few guys walking in and heading for the urinals.
“Fuckin’ A that girl is HOT. What I wouldn’t give to get my lips onto those titties!”
“Titties! Those cannot be called titties, dude. They’re too big. Those are freakin’ gorgeous melons, man!”
“What do you think it would take to pry her away from that Ben kid and get her to let me go for a ride?”
“Never happen. That girl’s all cock tease. She’s knows she’s fucking fine as shit but she ain’t gonna put out. Just be glad Ben brought her; eye candy is better than nothing, and some of the other chicks are getting a little wilder just to compete. Did you SEE what Lucia Ramirez is wearing today? Shit, man. Taken or not, I don’t mind being able to stare all day at Adrienne’s fiiine body.”
“Well now that Ben’s hooked up with Adrienne, maybe we can do more than stare with Dawn now, huh? Have you seen the way that girl’s grown up? I can’t decide who’s more fucking gorgeous: her or Adrienne.”
“Dawn. Adrienne’s built like a porn star, but Dawn just looks so sweet and lovely and I just wanna bend her over and UNGH, double-up UNGH-UNGH, you know?”
“Fuckin’ A, man. I think I gotta go with Adrienne. I’d love to tap that ass. Mmm-mm-mmmm… But you might be right. Dawn’s fuckin’ hot and this may be our chance. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Dawn away from Ben like this. I fuckin’ thought those two were married at sixteen, y’know?”
“I know. But she doesn’t hang out down here anymore. We gotta go find her. She’s clearly upset with Ben bringing Adrienne and all. Maybe we can give her a shoulder to cry on.”
“Dude. Totally!”
The guys finished up and left the bathroom. I steamed inside and only then opened the stall to wash my hands and exit. Briefly, I thought of warning Dawn but then decided against it. Dawn could take care of herself and she did seem pretty loyal to Ryan.
And if she did fuck one or both of the guys, it wasn’t my place to judge. Not anymore…
… but it would still hurt inside. After all, she was MY Dawn.
So it was decided: If either of those two gorillas laid a finger on her, I snap their fucking necks.
It was in this state of agony, jealousy, and rage that Felicia Clarkson found me. I was steaming behind my sunglasses and staring at nothing when I felt a warm body sliding my legs over and sitting on the edge of the lounge chair with me. “You look like you could use one of my famous backrubs.”
I blinked and pushed my sunglasses up onto my head. “Felicia?”
“Hi, Ben,” the gorgeous young woman smiled dazzlingly at me. She pushed her own silver-framed sunglasses up onto her head and fixed me with an intense, steely grey gaze. I’d seen her smoldering look before. Felicia had been doing modeling for a San Francisco-based boutique company, and I’d come across some of her photos on the internet. The 22-year-old brunette’s picture-perfect face was dominated by her large, expressive pale blue eyes that glinted grey in the right light. Her high cheekbones led down to pouty lips that promised to be oh-so-perfect wrapped around my cock. And as she leaned forward over me, her nice breasts strained the sheer fabric of her white bikini into forming jaw-dropping globes of cleavage.
“Hey, uh, what’s up? When did you arrive?”
“Just this morning,” she nodded, smiling. “I was just walking by and I couldn’t help but notice how upset you looked. Trouble in paradise?”
Why did everyone use that phrase? I sighed and shrugged. “Something like that.”
She nodded. “I ran into Dawn this morning. She looks terrible. What happened? Did you two break up?”
I bit my lip and glanced away. “Something like that,” I repeated in a more dejected voice.
“I see,” the gorgeous older woman smiled predatorily. “Well keep your chin up, Ben.” She reached forward and put her hand on my bicep, squeezing experimentally and smiling at what she found. “A handsome young stud like you can’t stay single for long.”
The dancing in her eyes made it clear she had some ideas as to who could take Dawn’s place, ideas she wanted to share with me. But just then my girlfriend arrived.
“Hey, Ben,” Adrienne greeted with a thin smile. “Who’s your friend?”
Felicia turned and her eyes bugged out for a second when she saw Adrienne’s beauty. But the older girl recovered quickly and extended a hand. “Felicia Clarkson.”
My girlfriend narrowed her eyes in caution as she took Felicia’s hand. “Adrienne Dennis, Ben’s girlfriend. So… how do you and Ben know each other?”
“Ben and I are… old friends…” The husk in the way Felicia said it made things sound like we’d been lovers for years and years.
“We’re just acquaintances,” I said sharply to Adrienne. “Actually, Felicia pretty much ignored my existence for years and years until just last summer.”
“Men are like fruit. You need to wait for them to ripen just right,” Felicia purred. “But what about you, Adrienne? You are far too beautiful to just be a teenager. An older woman like you must surely know the right time to scoop up a young stud like Ben, here.”
“I’m eighteen,” Adrienne smiled thinly. “But if that’s a compliment, thank you.”
“It was, it was,” Felicia nodded, her smile thin. “I will try to think of you as an equal, Adrienne, not just another kid.”
I arched my eyebrow, wondering if Adrienne got the condescension in Felicia’s backhanded compliment. And when I glanced at my girlfriend, I realized that she had.
“Well,” Felicia shrugged and stood up, dusting her nearly naked asscheeks for any sand. “I’ll be going. It was good to see you again, Ben. A pleasure to meet you, Adrienne.”
We nodded and Felicia left. Adrienne watched her depart with intense eyes before eventually looking down at me. “She’s fucking gorgeous,” my girlfriend breathed.
I nodded. “I know.”
“And she’s a shark.”
I sighed. And much more seriously I said, “I know.”
Adrienne fixed me with a cool, inquisitive gaze. “She bag you?”
My eyebrows both went up. “No.”
Adrienne blinked and bored her gaze into the back of my skull. “But it was close, wasn’t it? She DID try.”
I sighed and nodded. “I chose Dawn.”
Adrienne looked off at Felicia again. “You chose right.”
I arched an eyebrow. “Really? I wasn’t under the impression you had a very good opinion of Dawn.”
Adrienne sighed and sat down in the spot Felicia had just vacated next to my hip. “There’s nothing wrong with Dawn. Everything I’ve seen is that she’s a passionate, intelligent young woman. And her family speaks volumes for her personality. The Evanses are wonderful, almost as wonderful as your family, Ben.”
“OUR family,” I corrected, squeezing Adrienne’s thigh.
“Right.” That brought a little smile to Adrienne’s face. But then she exhaled and looked off in the distance. “I know you want us to be friends, Ben. But I’m scared. I can’t lose you.”
I reached up and took her hand, tugging it until she looked down at me again, letting our eyes peer into each other’s soul. “You won’t,” I reassured. “I chose you.”
Adrienne smiled sweetly, then bent over and kissed me firmly. I think I heard three guys groaning in disappointment off in the distance. Then my gorgeous girlfriend picked her head back up and grinned wolfishly at me. “Thank you, Ben. And now I think I should reward my boyfriend for his choice. What do you say we find a quiet spot so I can suck your dick and then feel you spunking into my ass?”
As always, sex gave me a temporary feeling of happiness; but only temporary. That’s because just before dinner, I ran into Dawn while hustling back to the cabins to grab something for my parents.
“Dawn!” I burped in surprise when she came out of her cabin right in front of me. “Hey…”
“Hey…” Dawn frowned and looked at the ground, brushing her sunny blonde bangs back behind an ear. She looked decidedly uncomfortable in my presence.
“Haven’t seen much of you for the past week.”
Her eyes flashed up to mine for a brief second but she didn’t turn her focus to me. Distractedly, she said, “I’ve been occupied. Hanging out with friends, whatever… you know.” She started continuing on her way.
I sighed. “Dawn!” I turned and barked a little harshly. She stopped, but didn’t turn back to face me. And with a calmer tone, I asked, “Dawn, please. Can’t we talk?”
“Aren’t you worried about your new girlfriend seeing us? I don’t want you to get in trouble for being alone with me, Ben.” The sarcasm was clear in Dawn’s voice, not something I was used to hearing from her.
“Dawn, I miss you.” The pain of a week of living with this hole in my heart came out in my voice, a pain that echoed in the way my best friend hung her head and seemed to shrink at the sound of it.
She was quiet for a long few moments, just breathing heavily. The silence hung between us, thickening with each passing second until finally Dawn spoke. “I miss you, too, Ben,” she replied with the same haunted tone I felt inside. “But you chose her.”
“As a lover. As a girlfriend,” I hedged. “No different than you choosing Ryan.”
“It’s completely different!” Dawn said sharply, now turning around to face me with a world of pain in her eyes. And her voice started escalating as she ranted at me. “We were still WE when I was with Mark and you were with Megan! They were just dates. They were just boyfriends and girlfriends and people whose company we enjoyed when we were apart from each other, Ben! None of those guys ever took your place in my HEART! Not even Ryan! But you went and fucking fell in LOVE! With her!”
“That doesn’t mean that WE can’t be friends!”
“I tried to be your friend, Ben. I really just wanted to talk to you and catch up that first day. I wasn’t going to try and seduce you or anything. I tried. Why couldn’t we just go off alone and be US, Ben?”
I bit my lip. “You know why we couldn’t. We can’t be friends like that until Adrienne knows you’re not a threat to her. And that’ll never happen until you two sit down and talk.”
“Why should I talk to that bitch?”
“She’s not a bitch!” I barked angrily. I wouldn’t let anyone call Adrienne a bitch, not even Dawn. “Put yourself in her shoes!”
“I would let you go be with your friend!” Dawn huffed.
“Would you?” I asked softly.
Dawn looked away, her eyeballs clicking left and right as her brain processed everything. Eventually, she sighed. “It doesn’t matter what I would or wouldn’t do. This is the situation we’re in, Ben. You’ve got to pick, me or her.”
“Dawn, don’t be like this. I just want us to be the way we were before.”
Dawn’s lower lip quivered. “What we were before were lovers and intimate friends, Ben. We can’t go backwards.”
“Then we’ll change things a bit. You’ve been my best friend since we were born, Dawn. Surely we can figure this out.”
She hung her head, shaking it in the negative. “This is the only way I know how to be your friend, Ben. And if that’s not acceptable to your girlfriend, then I guess I just don’t have a place in your life anymore.”
“Don’t say that,” I barked sternly. “You’re my Dawn. You always have a place in my life.”
“You chose Adrienne to take my place. And there can only be one in your heart.”
I felt like I was arguing with a brick wall. And this wasn’t just about me choosing Adrienne… “What about you? Why the hell did YOU call and tell me you wanted to be with Ryan at Berkeley!”
She winced painfully. Turning around and throwing her hands in the air. “I don’t know!”
I bit my lip and waited for Dawn to complete her 360-degree turn. Her eyes were canted to the sides and she whimpered. “I just thought it was going to be for a little while! Ryan’s just a GUY. I was lonely. But I don’t LOVE him. We were gonna date and I felt sorry for him and he’s worked so hard to get into Cal and be with me and I… I just didn’t know how to break it off with him and I just wanted to let things play out. Ryan can be my boyfriend and YOU can still be my Ben, don’t you get it? I never chose him over you.”
I frowned, feeling the old pain of hearing Dawn’s voicemail constricting my heart. “That’s not what it sounded like on the phone, Dawn.”
She sighed, her shoulders sagging. “Ryan and I don’t have a future, Ben. I never thought he’d get between US because WE were ALWAYS going to be together in the end! We have a bond, Ben!”
I paled at the expression on Dawn’s face.
Dawn frowned bitterly as she sighed in resignation. “We HAD a bond.”
“Don’t say that,” I whimpered. “We still have our bond. We’ve known each other too long to lose it, Dawn.”
She shook her head. “I thought you’d wait for me, Ben. You didn’t. Some bond.”
I exhaled slowly, pain etched into my face. Now it was my turn to pace and spin around helplessly. I tossed my arms before letting them drop heavily against my own sides. And with tears in my eyes, I asked sorrowfully, “What happened to us, Dawn? Was it really so long ago that we were madly in love? We were each other’s destiny… Soulmates… Where did we go wrong?”
Dawn looked at me with hatred as she spat, “You went and fell in love with her.”
“Dawn, please.”
“Talk to your girlfriend, Ben, before you lose her, too.” She waved dismissively, turning away from me.
“If I did lose her, wouldn’t that make you happy?”
My gorgeous best friend stopped with her back to me, exhaling slowly. For a moment, I sensed the wall she’d risen between us falling away. And when she spoke, her voice carried all the enduring love and affection I remembered in my Dawn. “I want YOU to be happy, Ben,” she said sincerely. “That’s all I ever wanted.”
I whimpered. “How can I be happy without you?”
I could feel the wall rising up between us again. “Guess you shoulda thought of that before you chose her,” she replied bitterly.
“Dawn…”
“Leave me alone, Ben.” And this time, she walked away.
I was back to feeling a bit in the doldrums. Dawn and I wouldn’t even look at each other throughout dinner. And things only got worse when I went to the restroom afterwards. On the way back to the table and to Adrienne, I saw a couple of guys chatting up Dawn in the lounge just after dinner.
Even without each other, Dawn and I had some friends our age who we could hang out with. Dawn had been spending a lot of time with Gary Wong, who was a year younger and idolized her. But we both knew he was harmless and he’d never tripped my alarms.
These guys, however, tripped my alarms. They were older, maybe early 20s, and they were both ruggedly handsome. As I passed I recognized the same crude voices from the bathroom and in concern, I shot Dawn a warning look. We might not be the best of friends right now, but I still wanted to look out for her.
She caught my glance and turned her head. I gave her a stern shake of the head ‘no’, intending to warn her of their less than platonic intentions. Perhaps I shouldn’t have bothered. I mean, of COURSE the guys had less than platonic intentions. But in any case, Dawn took my prohibition as a challenge, glaring right back at me and then quite obviously going into flirt mode.
To my abject horror, Dawn giggled, played with her hair, and even slapped one of the guys on the shoulder. She was flirting just to piss me off. And I felt a knife being slid into my heart, right through that hole where Dawn belonged.
I felt like doubling over in nausea. I’d never felt quite like this before. There she was, MY Dawn, flirting with another guy to actually spite me. I felt like my soul was being ripped in two, and I just couldn’t stand to be here anymore. I wanted to leave. I wanted to leave this camp behind, go home and crawl underneath my bed. I wanted to sob at the loss of my best friend, my soulmate, the counterpoint to my existence. I wanted to die if I couldn’t have Dawn near me in some way.
I felt a cold shudder run down my spine to meet the flame of anger shooting up it, and unable to stand there and watch it happen, I turned and stomped out the door. Three feet down the hall, Felicia Clarkson stepped around the corner and I was in such a hurry, I couldn’t stop my forward momentum and I crashed into her, toppling the both of us to the hardwood floor.
“Aah! Son of a bitch!” Felicia cursed when she hit the wood and I was quickly propping myself up.
“Oh, shit! I’m sorry, Felicia. I’m sorry! I wasn’t looking where I was going!”
She softened instantly when she saw me. “Oh, Ben! Oh, it’s okay. I’m okay.” She sat up and checked herself for any scrapes or bruises. There were several other people gathering around to see what the commotion was, and when I checked Felicia over as well, I noticed something and coughed conspicuously.
Felicia caught the cough and looked at me. I gestured to my chest and she looked down. One of her breasts had come loose from her bra and was riding up and out of her top. The nipple wasn’t exposed or anything, but there was certainly more creamy flesh on display than perhaps she’d intended. Blushing, Felicia tucked herself away and grinned. “Trying to get a peek, are you? All you had to do was ask,” she said in a husky voice.
“Uh, right,” I stammered and got to my feet, then reached a hand down to Felicia. Just then, Dawn came through the door right behind me, just in time to see me pull Felicia up to her feet and then watch as the older, beautiful model stumbled (perhaps not accidentally) against my chest, forcing me to catch her and wrap my arms around her.
“Mmm… you’ve been growing up, Ben,” Felicia purred from an inch in front of my face, her hands on my chest.
Right then, Dawn huffed past us, clearly peeved at what she’d just seen as steam started coming out her ears. And then she turned the next corner and was gone.
“Uh, right,” I stammered and stepped back, my arms on Felicia’s shoulders to make sure she was stable this time. “Sorry again for knocking you down.”
“You can take me down anytime, Ben,” Felicia said sensuously, those pouty lips right up beneath mine as she extended her 5’11” height forward.
“Felicia…” I said in a warning tone, looking around at the people still staring at us.
She just smiled and giggled, spinning away. “See you around, Ben.”
Only then could I exhale.
The next few days were more of the same. Felicia was flirting with me at every turn. Dawn avoided me. And Adrienne was doing her best to keep me happy.
On top of that, Adrienne herself was starting to fray at the edges. There was only so much she could take being strong for me and being the best girlfriend imaginable while I just grumped and groaned my way throughout the day. And the more she saw how miserable both Dawn and I were, the worse she started to feel about the whole situation.
I knew we’d turned a corner when Adrienne started blaming herself, and I had to become the cheerleader.
“I shouldn’t have come. I’m ruining everything,” she pouted one day while we were out for a walk.
“You’re not ruining everything. What are you talking about?”
“Your family and the Evanses had this perfect little harmony for years and years. Now everyone’s tiptoeing around everyone else at the dinner table. Conversations are hushed. The parents are choosing their words very carefully. Even the twins are freaking out. There’s a lot of awkward tension and it’s all my fault.”
Oh, I did NOT have the energy to deal with my own demons AND Adrienne’s at the same time. “It’s not your fault, Adrienne.”
“Maybe you should just break up with me and that’ll fix everything. You and Dawn can get back together and everyone will be happy again.”
“That’s not the point, Adrienne,” I rubbed her back. “We can’t just undo how we feel about each other.”
“But it’s my fault Dawn won’t talk to you. And if Dawn won’t talk to you, the whole Evans family gets all weird around us.”
I rolled my eyes. “Then maybe you should let me and Dawn go for a hike to hash things out.”
“No!” Adrienne stopped abruptly. “She’s gonna seduce you and then I’ll lose you!” And then the routine of facial expressions started crossing Adrienne’s face as I recognized a full-blown panic attack of abandonment setting in.
“She’s not gonna seduce me! No, no, please, Adrienne,” I hugged her. “I love you, okay? You’re never going to lose me. But one of you is going to have to bridge the gap to the other. Someone’s got to be the better woman.”
“What? You think I should go crawling up to her?” Adrienne looked at me sharply, anger clearly glinting in her eyes. “No! This is all her fucking fault. If she can’t handle you being with me then that’s her problem! And if she wants to be your friend then she can come talk to me. I’m your girlfriend now, Ben. Not her! It’s HER job to figure out how to fit in with US. Jeez! Who’s side are you on?”
“Yours, yours,” I hugged her firmly while feeling even more emotionally drained than before. I think I’d rather have a root canal than have this conversation.
“But still… I feel bad… I’ve stolen you from her and ruined everything,” Adrienne sighed, flipping like a bipolar switch. “Maybe I shouldn’t have come.”
Ah, hell. Here we go again.
Adrienne and I were sitting well back from the bonfire, perched on a boulder up the hill. Twenty feet before me and to the left, I could see DJ and Brooke laughing with Eden and Emma as they roasted their marshmallows and put together their s’mores. The twins, at twelve, had finally admitted they knew how to roast a perfectly good s’more themselves and were helping out to dish the sweet treats to the younger kids.
Also taking the opportunity to join in was Dawn. I watched her beautiful face flickering in the firelight as she quietly roasted at times and put together the graham cracker and chocolate parts at others. She also took a turn handing them out, during which several older teenage boys decided that they just HAD to come ask for a s’more.
Several of the guys flirted. Some even managed to get a smile on Dawn’s face. But those smiles didn’t last long and soon she was drawn back into her melancholy, the lines of sadness etched into the shadows on her face.
And each of those lines was etched across my heart. I couldn’t describe the ache. I’d never felt it before. Half of my soul was missing. My lifelong partner in exploration and love was cut off from me. And her pain was my pain. Dawn and I were completely miserable without each other. It wasn’t a matter of love. I could accept her being with Ryan if he made her happy. It was a matter of connection. Right now, we didn’t have it. And without it, neither of us felt whole.
I wasn’t the only one to notice how completely depressed Dawn was. “I feel so bad for her,” Adrienne said softly to me. “I’ve stolen you away.”
“You didn’t steal anything. I chose you,” I repeated tiredly. I felt like I’d been saying the same thing over and over and over again…
… and over again. It was exhausting trying to keep Adrienne happy and reassured that I loved her and that she wouldn’t lose me. Yeah, I missed Dawn terribly; but as a friend, my best friend. I was IN love with Adrienne. If only Adrienne would believe me on that point.
Adrienne turned her face to mine. “You forget, Ben. I was there when you got her phone calls. I know how hard I had to work to get you to pay attention to me. And I saw the looks on your face both when you got her voicemail about Ryan and when she threw that bracelet down at your feet.” Adrienne took a deep breath. “If you two didn’t live 500-miles apart, you never would have broken up. And you’d be with her instead of me.”
“If-if-if. None of it matters, Adrienne. I’m here with you and I love you. I chose you before any of the Ryan stuff happened.” I sighed, weary from the repeated endearments. They were starting to sound hollow in my own ears after more than a week of repetition.
“I know, I know,” she nodded. “But I still feel bad.”
“You could talk to her,” I suggested, and not for the first time. I wanted this resolved as much as anyone.
“Or she could talk to me,” my girlfriend spat back.
‘Or you could let me talk to her, ‘ I thought to myself. But I bit my lip and looked down. We both knew I wanted to reach out to Dawn, and only my fear of Adrienne’s retribution had so far held me back. The one time I’d suggested it Adrienne had bitten my head off. But this was going nowhere if one of the two girls didn’t cave.
“But she wants you back, Ben. I know it,” Adrienne sighed. “She talks about how she’s got her boyfriend back home; but the fact is, the moment you declare yourself available in front of her and she’ll drop him in a split-second.”
“You don’t know that,” I sighed wearily.
“I do. A girl knows. I know. It’s why I can let you sleep with Helene or Stephanie or Cassidy. I know how they feel about you and how they don’t feel about you. Cassidy was the closest to wanting you back, but even she knew in her heart it was already over.” Adrienne exhaled. “But Dawn… Dawn would steal you from under my feet if she got the chance.”
I moaned, near complete and utter exhaustion. “Ah, hell. This is going to be sooo complicated at school next year.”
Adrienne bit her lip, bent her head, and started crying. I was too emotionally wiped to feel quite sympathetic and perhaps a little harshly, I turned and groaned. “Oh, what is it NOW?”
It was DEFINITELY the wrong thing to say. Adrienne’s eyes turned sharp as she pulled back and glared at me, shaking her head. “Fuck you, Ben.”
I was instantly apologetic, “Oh, come on, Adrienne. I didn’t mean it that way.” I was just too tired and depressed from a week’s worth of drama that I couldn’t handle this anymore.
Shaking her head, Adrienne dropped off the boulder and turned to face me, tears already coming down her eyes. “I’m going to lose you, aren’t I? Even if I somehow manage to hold onto you here, I’m going to lose you next year at school. Someway, somehow, you and Dawn are going to be together. She’ll take you from me. She’ll take you!”
Good lord, where was Adrienne’s therapist when I needed her? “Adrienne, please. Listen to me.”
But she was already stomping off. We’d been back and forth like this an average of twice a day for a week now. And I buried my forehead in my palm. Just this once, I sat up straight and called out, “Won’t be much of a loss! Clearly I’m not worth being around!”
“I wouldn’t mind spending some more time with you,” Felicia’s voice floated up behind me, that sultry purr tickling the back of my neck.
I sighed. “Hey, Felicia.”
“What’s wrong? You sound exhausted.”
“I am,” I sighed.
“You look like someone who could use a good backrub.” Felicia’s smoky, seductive voice simultaneously set my blood on fire and reignited that naughty, amoral part inside of me. I was pissed. I was annoyed. And a backrub from a freakin’ hot, sexy babe sounded really, really good.
And it wasn’t like I was doing anything new. Several times over the past few days I’d found myself hanging out with Felicia, just chatting and flirting lightly. With all the drama going on with Dawn and Adrienne, it felt quite pleasant and relaxing to just ignore all of it and concentrate on dropping sexual innuendos with a gorgeous babe. Each encounter was a welcome break, a time when I could just smile and flirt and enjoy being a guy, hanging around a beautiful girl without any extra emotional baggage.
And a welcome break right now was just what I needed. I rolled my eyes off the boulder and down to where Felicia was now standing just in front of me. She wore a zip-up UCLA hoodie, but unzipped far enough to let me see straight down and into her cleavage. What the hell. “Sure,” I nodded. “Let’s go.”
I’d made an impulsive decision, one my conscience knew I probably shouldn’t have made. I loved Adrienne and the foundation of our trust was that I didn’t do anything behind her back. I knew with certainty I’d never let Felicia actually seduce me, so I wasn’t totally worried. But given what I knew to be Adrienne’s opinion of the older girl, I still shouldn’t have gone with her.
But I WAS annoyed. And it felt like just a bit of a guilty pleasure to walk away from Adrienne’s and Dawn’s melodramas to hang out with Felicia. If they didn’t like it, they should STOP having their little cold war.
And so here I was, walking up to Felicia’s cabin while she wrapped herself around my arm, chattering non-stop. She talked about being so excited to have finally graduated from school and how she was still mulling over several lucrative modeling contracts. She was only at camp to satisfy her mom and dad who barely spent any time with her anyways, but felt like they were being dutiful and attentive parents by bringing her along. She started complaining how most of her camp friends had turned into bitches, jealous of her success over the years, and I rolled my eyes while snarking to myself how Felicia must have turned them away from her one-by-one. The girl was drop-dead gorgeous, no doubt about that, and she would never have a problem attracting new friends. But she had the personality of a snake.
I let her ramble on, dutifully chiming in with little questions along the way to keep her entertained and happy with my listening abilities. When we got to the cabin, however, now that I’d calmed down from my annoyance with the whole Adrienne/Dawn drama, I let my conscience come back and make a decision for me. “You know, Felicia, maybe this isn’t a good idea. It’s been nice talking but I should get back and find my girlfriend.”
“Aww, you can’t leave me NOW, Ben,” Felicia pouted prettily. “I’ve walked away from the campfire to spend some time with you and work those kinks out of your back. You can’t just abandon me.”
I felt guilty for leading her on, but I still hedged, “Really, I’m fine. You don’t have to give me a backrub. Maybe we can just go for a walk.”
“Nonsense!” Felicia put her hands on my back and steered me into her cabin. “You’re all tense and I intend to do something about it.” Her voice dropped to that sultry purr on the second half of that sentence.
“Felicia…” I intoned and turned around to capture her hands with my own, our faces just a foot apart. Flirting by the lake or the lodge or whatever was one thing. Being alone in Felicia’s cabin on the other hand… “We’re not sleeping together.”
“Ha!” the beautiful girl giggled. “Who said anything about sleeping together? Oh, Ben. You’re so easy to tease.”
She seemed appropriately playful, like her flirtations were just that, flirting. So with a few alarms going off in the back of my head, I let Felicia lead me inside.
I did, however, make sure the front window shades were open. And I headed for a couch in the common room.
“C’mon, Ben. You’ll be much more comfortable lying face-down while I do this.” The beautiful girl gestured towards an open doorway further into the house.
“Felicia,” I looked at her seriously. “I’m not going into your bedroom.”
“Why not?” She pouted cutely.
“Because I remember what happened the last time I went into your bedroom,” I replied quietly.
“Oh, that!” Felicia laughed. “I completely forgot!”
I doubted it. The last time I was face-down on her bed getting a wonderful backrub, we’d both gotten naked with my cock a couple of inches from plunging inside the gorgeous model’s cunt. I’d changed my mind at the last moment and it wasn’t the type of thing easily forgotten. “Maybe this was a bad idea,” I began.
“No, no. Relax. I’m not going to make a move on you, Ben,” Felicia rolled her eyes and came over. “It’s fine. Just sit down and let me massage away the kinks.”
I sighed and acquiesced, sitting down on the couch and removing my sweater.
Felicia went into her room and then came back with a bottle of massage oil. “The shirt, too, Ben.”
I arched an eyebrow at her.
“How do you expect me to do this with the shirt in the way?” She held up the bottle of oil.
Feeling slightly naughty while I was doing it, I removed my shirt and set it on top of my sweater beside me. Yeah, this was a DUMB idea, one that would probably get me into a lot of trouble with Adrienne. But I didn’t care anymore. Screw the girls and their migraine-inducing problems.
Hell, maybe I should fuck Felicia, just to spite the girls. THAT would show them, hurt them back for all this agony they were putting me through. And it would feel sooo good.
I heard Felicia heating up her hands, rubbing them together with the slickness of oil between them. And then she touched me, a soothing warmth as her magic fingers began to dance on my bare skin.
I shouldn’t have been surprised, but I was by how good Felicia was at this. She was deceptively powerful for her slight frame, finding strength without obvious musculature. Her hands glided professionally along my shoulders and down my spine, around and around. I felt the slick pressure of each digit as it skimmed across my bare skin, teasingly ticklish as well as relaxing. She soothed. She rubbed. And everywhere her fingers touched, my nerves rejoiced in utter satisfaction.
“Ohhh…” I groaned as my muscles relaxed beneath Felicia’s commands. They say you can tell a lot about a lover’s body control by the way they massage you. If it were true, Felicia had to be DYNAMITE in the sack.
I didn’t flinch when I felt the soft touch of her lips between my shoulder blades. In fact, I hummed happily at the tender intimacy.
“Feel good?” she whispered sensuously right into my ear.
“Mmm…” I moaned in response. It felt really good. And she was making me feel even better. As her hands glided across my shoulders, I felt my posture sagging as muscles relaxed. And all the while my mind started to lift free of its earthly housing, my consciousness drifting away into pleasurable bliss.
“Ben…” she said softly while continuing to rub.
“Mmm?” I hummed, feeling rapturous with relaxation.
“You remember when I said that we weren’t going to sleep together?” Her hands danced around my neck muscles, making my head loll forward.
“Mm-hm…” I mumbled an affirmative. Gawd this felt good.
“I was lying,” she husked, and her hand circled around to my shorts.
Somewhere along the way, while my back, neck, and shoulder muscles had been relaxing, my cock had been getting harder and harder. It was rock solid by the time Felicia wrapped her bare hand around my shaft. It felt sooo good, the same warm pressure tightening around my most sensitive skin as she began stroking me in an expert grip. But that’s when my conscious mind woke up and I jerked off the couch, almost tripping with her hand shoved into my shorts. “Whoa! Whoa!” My brain was racing.
“C’mon, Ben! You KNOW you want to.”
“I said I DIDN’T want to! I’ve got a girlfriend!” I tried to protest, even as my eyes ran up and down Felicia’s body, my mind imagining all the fucking we could be doing.
“You KNEW what you were getting into when you came into this cabin, Ben. Face it. You’re horny for me and I KNOW I want that dick in me sometime before I leave.”
“Felicia, it’s not gonna happen,” I whimpered, half-not believing myself.
“It’s already happening, Ben. You’ve had what, three, four chances to turn me away already?” Felicia stood and posed, running her hands up and down her own fabulous body to make sure I could see how magnificent her beauty. “I’ve made my intentions clear for DAYS. But you keep flirting back. You keep talking to me, Ben. Why? Why, when it’s so obvious what I want from you?”
“I’m just trying to be polite!”
Felicia laughed. “Is that what you’re telling yourself? Just wait, Ben. One of these days you’re going to get fed-up with your little girlfriend drama and I’ll be right here. Just sex. Just you shoving your thick cock anywhere you want in my body, Ben. Isn’t this a fuckable body? Don’t you want to shove that weapon inside me? I know I’ve been thinking about it since last year. I want to feel your cum spurting against my insides, Ben. Anywhere you want, Ben. Any hole you want. No strings attached. And at the end of camp, I’ll leave without any drama. Just sex, Ben. Just fan-fucking-tastic fucking, so good you’ll be fantasizing about it for years to come, Ben.”
“Ohhh…” I groaned, ridiculously naughty images racing through my brain. My eyes flared with undisguised lust.
“Come on, Ben,” Felicia husked as she stepped forward, putting her left hand against my bare chest while reaching for my cock again with her right, sliding her fingers once again around my shaft. Her pale blue eyes clicked left and right staring into mine. “I need it, Ben. I need you.”
My lower jaw quivered. The animal inside me, the one that rejoiced in having a few dozen sexual partners in the past couple of years, roared its approval. It was my nature, and it would be sooo easy to give in.
I grabbed Felicia’s head in my hands, growling deep in my throat as I jerked her face towards me, pulling her lips towards mine. Her hand clenched around my dick and she puckered in anticipation…
… but I loved Adrienne. And I loved Dawn. And both my heart and my soul would never be the same if I did this. I wasn’t just a kid anymore, being led around by my dick. It was like my mom had said: I had to prove I’d matured.
My lips stopped just a fraction of an inch away from Felicia’s. I clenched my teeth, preventing myself from closing the gap, and I growled. “Goodbye, Felicia.” Then I quickly jerked away and grabbed my shirt and sweater, moving quickly before my dick took over control of my brain.
Felicia just grinned. “You’ll be back.”
I ignored her and headed for the door. Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I HAD known what I was getting into. Why the hell had I gone inside the cabin?
Shaking my head angrily to myself, I blew out the door and down the patio steps onto the dirt path, jerking my shirt over my head. I had to find Adrienne. I had to make this work.
After nearly an hour of scouring the campfire, cabin, main lodge, and other common areas for my girlfriend, I gave up and headed straight back to the cabin to wait her out.
I was sitting out on the bench when my parents returned with Eden and Emma in tow. I stood and asked, “Hey, have you seen Adrienne?”
They all shook their heads. My parents understood. Emma was the one to ask, “Are you and Adrienne having a fight?”
“Something like that.”
“It’s okay, Ben,” Eden reassured me. “We know she loves you.”
“Thanks.”
Everybody went inside.
And I waited…
And I waited…
Just before 9pm, Brooke’s curfew at camp, she arrived with DJ. I stood up and asked, “Hey, have you seen Adrienne?”
The girls looked at each other. DJ answered, “No. Have you seen Dawn?”
I shook my head.
The girls shrugged and the girls then turned to each other, hugging goodbye. Impulsively, DJ then scurried over to me and hugged me as well, rubbing herself into my chest with a giggle before turning and going into her own cabin. Then Brooke came back to me. “You okay, Ben?”
“Yeah,” I answered half-heartedly.
Brooke wrapped her arm around my waist. “What’s wrong?”
I sighed. “I screwed up.”
Brooke was quiet for a few moments before asking softly, “Felicia?”
I sighed and nodded. Was I that transparent?
“You have sex with her?”
“No, nothing like that.”
“Didn’t think so. You don’t have that… look… The one you normally get after cumming. You’re still all tense inside.”
I shrugged.
“You want to talk about it?”
I shook my head.
My little sister circled around in front of me, hugging me firmly. And then she got up on her tiptoes and tugged on the back of my head to kiss my cheek tenderly. Then she went inside the cabin.
I sat back down and waited.
And waited…
And waited…
“Ben, wake up.”
“Wh-huh?” I blinked my eyes open, my left eye wincing against the porch light to that side but my right eye was just fine. The moon hung high in the sky above me, a beacon in the darkness. “Adrienne?”
“C’mon, Ben. Let’s get inside.” Hr expression was unreadable, odd shadows from the lights giving her face a dark edge.
“Where were you?” I asked blearily. My girlfriend didn’t answer, but she stood me up and hooked her shoulder underneath my arm, supporting me as we headed for the front door.
“What time is it?”
“It’s late. We need to sleep.”
“Where were you?”
“Shh…” Adrienne stopped me just as she got the door open, putting a finger to my lips. Then she leaned in a kissed me softly, firmly, it was our slow-burn kiss. And when she pulled away, she whispered, “I love you, Ben.”
“Wha—?”
“Shh… later. We’ll talk in the morning.”
Adrienne and I woke up relatively late. But apparently it wasn’t an issue because we weren’t going to breakfast.
“We’re not?” I questioned.
Adrienne just shook her head no. I knew better than to ask any more questions. When Adrienne got like this, just making plans and not telling me what they were, good things usually happened to me… Usually. So hoping for the best, I shut up and did as I was told.
We got dressed, I put on my hiking gear, and a few minutes later, Mom returned with coffee and paper bags with bagels, yogurt, and slightly cold waffles. The two of us ate and I shot questioning glances at my girlfriend. Where were you last night? Who were you with? Where are we GOING?
Adrienne ignored my looks, concentrating on her food. Then Mom returned. She looked at Adrienne and said, “Dawn’s waiting for you guys outside.”
Furrowing my eyebrows, I asked, “What?”
Mom looked at me and shrugged before leaving.
Confused, I quickly got up from the table and went outside, turning left to look towards the Evans cabin just a few dozen yards away. No sign of Dawn.
And then I felt a pair of arms sliding around my waist from behind, startling me. It was HER. The warmth of her body and the instinctive knowledge that my Dawn was hugging me quickly calmed me down, and I sagged back against her embrace. I sighed with unbelievable relief and then felt a shiver run down my spine as Dawn’s lips softly touched the back of my neck. It was a very intimate touch, and yet… platonic. Dawn’s kiss back there made me feel that she loved me, and yet wasn’t interfering in my relationship with Adrienne.
It felt perfect.
Adrienne then appeared in the front door, a warm smile on her face.
Dawn released me and stepped back, finally allowing me to turn around and see the beautiful sunny blonde, dressed in her typical day hiking gear. And my eyebrows shot up when I realized she once again had the silver ‘Ben Forever’ bracelet around her wrist. How the hell did she get that back?
But Dawn wasn’t looking at me. She grinned at Adrienne and chirped, “Ready to go?”
To my utter amazement, Adrienne stepped forward and the two girls hugged. “Ready,” Adrienne nodded.
Dawn glanced mirthfully at me, a twinkle in her crystal blue eyes. “Does he have a clue what’s going on?”
Adrienne turned, and side-by-side the gorgeous blondes (one sunny, the other golden) scrutinized the baffled expression on my face. “Nope. Not a clue,” Adrienne confirmed.
“Good. Let’s roll.”
I bit my lip nervously. Either something wonderful was about to happen, or my absolute worst nightmare.
It took me about ten seconds on the trail to realize where we were going. “We’re going to the clearing?”
Dawn, in the lead, turned and nodded. “The perfect spot for the three of us to talk.”
I glanced at Adrienne, who’s expression was unreadable as she walked just behind me along the trail. I arched an eyebrow in confusion.
“When we get there, Ben,” Adrienne said, nodding forward. I looked up to Dawn, who similarly turned her head and nodded.
I had a million questions running through my head, not the least of which was: What the hell is going on? But I knew both girls. They were so vastly different in so many ways and yet very similar in others. Perhaps that was why I was attracted to both. And right now, I knew both girls weren’t going to tell me a thing until they were good and ready.
So I sighed, put down my head, and hiked forward quickly to pass Dawn and take the lead. “If you won’t tell me until we get there, then I’m going to get us there are little faster,” I grunted.
Dawn came to an abrupt halt and held her hand up for Adrienne to stop as well. I took two more steps and then turned, a pleading look on my face.
“We’ll get there… when we get there,” Dawn said coldly.
I whimpered and tried to cradle my balls between my thighs, feeling like I’d just been castrated. But Dawn had made her point. I was NOT in charge of this. It was a mild blow to my ego, but with everything going on, and facing two absofreakingly gorgeous young women, I could wait.
I would hate it, but I could wait. So I nodded, and Dawn strode past me, once again taking the lead.
It took about forty minutes to get to the clearing. Dawn was taking her time and Adrienne didn’t know the trail at all. For example, she had to pause and more carefully navigate her way across a couple of rocks in the creek that Dawn and I could do in our sleep.
We’d turned off the trail and headed for bushes without any exterior sign or marking. No one else would know where to turn unless they had prior knowledge, and it was a miracle Dawn and I had found it when we were eleven. We pushed through the bushes, and I heard Adrienne take a deep breath as she looked at the pristine beauty of Dawn’s and my ‘special spot’. I decided to look at it freshly from her eyes.
The now fifteen by ten foot flat clearing was shaded and blocked on two sides by trees, with the bushes behind and the creek before us. We had a view of the canyon beyond and a constant but gentle breeze. It was quaint, and calm, and beautiful. It was our private paradise.
Dawn was in first and she and I automatically started laying down the ground mat and blankets, enough to cover the entire clearing. We’d needed the space before, especially when bringing down our sisters for some less than platonic family bonding. Memories of those times stirred my loins, but I tamped down on those urges. For all I knew, Dawn and Adrienne wanted to slit my throat and dump me in the creek.
Fortunately for me, things didn’t turn out that way. We’d no sooner gotten settled than Dawn nodded to Adrienne, and my girlfriend leaned over to me, held my chin in her hand, and planted a firm, nuclear kiss on my lips.
The explosion lit up in my brain as Adrienne poured more passion into that kiss than she had in days of moping about how she’d ruined everything. And I let out a keening moan of relief into her mouth as I felt the wave of pleasure and joy shooting up and down my spine. My body turned to jello and I nearly fell backwards, but my giggling girlfriend pulled away before I collapsed.
Then Adrienne nodded to Dawn, and to my utter shock and amazement, my lifelong best friend leaned over and gave me HER volcanic kiss.
This time, I did collapse.
This time, my brain just shut down, and I let the bliss carry me away.
Sometime later, I blinked my eyes while I slowly focused on the trees above me. I know I didn’t pass out, but my mind had gone elsewhere for a little while. The girls were talking above me.
“I’m not sure if I should be jealous,” Adrienne was saying. “He didn’t react like that when I kissed him.”
“It wasn’t so much of a shock,” Dawn replied. “He does that every now and again when stuff happens he’s completely unprepared for. It’s just been such a long time since I kissed him that it takes his brain a minute to get unscrambled. See, he’s coming around.”
I sat up and Adrienne smiled at me. “You suitably stunned yet?”
“What’s going on?” I croaked.
My girlfriend grinned and arched her eyebrow at me. “What, are you complaining with the direction things are turning?”
“No, no. Not at all.”
Dawn looked at me with an oddly mischievous look in her eye. Then she turned to face Adrienne and smiled wickedly. “I don’t think he’s quite where we need him to be yet.” Then she crooked a finger at my girlfriend and curled it in a ‘come-hither’ gesture.
Adrienne giggled and leaned forward, then the two stunningly gorgeous blonde teenagers came together face-to-face, mashing their lips against one another and starting to french kiss madly with plenty of tongue.
This wasn’t happening. This was such a 180-degree twist from everything that had come before that this wasn’t possible. It couldn’t be real. I was dreaming. I was fantasizing. This wasn’t happening.
And this time, my eyes rolled up in my head and I DID pass out.
When I came to, the girls were sitting side-by-side, chatting unintelligibly. My brain was not yet fully active and while I could hear their giggling voices, I couldn’t quite process what they were saying.
My eyes flickered open and I inhaled sharply, filling my lungs. And the girls stopped talking before moving over me until I saw both their faces looking at me sideways from above.
“Morning, sunshine,” Dawn grinned.
“How ya feeling, Tiger?” Adrienne added.
“What is going on?” I whimpered pitifully from flat on my back.
The girls both grabbed my shoulders and hoisted me up to a sitting position. Dawn then planted her face before me, searching into my eyes. Then she sat back and nodded. “He’s ready now.”
If Dawn wanted my mind to be a complete blank, where anything was possible, then she was right. I was so confused and dazed she could probably convince me the sky was purple with orange polka dots.
Adrienne leaned in to check my eyes and then nodded as well. “Okay. It’s your show. Go ahead,” she told Dawn.
My best friend smiled and reached out, grabbing one of my hands with both of hers. She took a deep breath and then began. “I followed you last night, Ben. To Felicia’s cabin.”
I inhaled sharply and flung my gaze to Adrienne, who regarded me coolly. You could now add panicked to the list of states my mind was cycling through, and if it weren’t for her nuclear kiss just minutes ago, I might have broken down crying and apologizing profusely. But she HAD kissed me, and buoyed by that knowledge I waited patiently to see where this went.
“I heard everything, Ben. And while in the end you didn’t do anything and you turned her down, Felicia was right about one thing.”
My lower lip quivered before I asked, “What?”
“You HAVE had plenty of chances to shut her down. You don’t have to flirt with her. You don’t have to lead her on. I’ve seen other girls at camp flirting with you without things every getting even close to that point, which indicates a couple of things.”
Adrienne jumped in. “One, you DO want to nail her, which isn’t so surprising. I’m still glad you didn’t though, Tiger.”
Dawn sighed. “But two, we’re losing you.” Her voice was one of infinite sadness, echoing that hole in our hearts that I knew both Dawn and I felt inside. It resonated within me and as if we were cosmically linked, I felt the same sadness I saw on Dawn’s face.
“If you’d slept with her, Ben, I’d have lost you,” Adrienne said quietly, adding her own anguish. “We made a deal, not fidelity, but honesty, remember? I didn’t even realize how close it was. I was only worried about Dawn and her seducing you away from me that I never stopped and realized just how frayed our relationship was getting. Even though I didn’t want you to be depressed, I didn’t realize that your depression from being apart from Dawn could make me lose you just as much as you ending up with her. And while I knew Felicia wanted you, I didn’t realize how much you were holding onto her as just… something happier than what the two of us were giving you. She’s not the problem. She’s just an indicator of how fucked up things have gotten that you’d even think of banging her behind my back.”
“I never would have slept with her,” I said firmly, looking Adrienne in the eyes.
“I know that’s what you told her, Ben,” Dawn said softly. “That’s what you told her verbally like three times. But things were closer than you think. You were very vulnerable, Ben. If she’d pushed just a little harder… hell, if she’d just gotten her mouth on your dick, you would have gone through with it.”
“Dawn, I—”
“It’s okay, it’s okay,” Dawn shook her head. “In the end, nothing happened. But it made me realize how stupid I’ve been shutting you out. I was so consumed with jealousy over Adrienne and my own personal torture that I didn’t realize how I was making the situation so much worse. My hatred of your relationship kept me from talking to either of you. My stubborn unwillingness to find a way to be your friend in some different way kept us apart. It’s my own fault things are the way they are and the reason all three of us are unhappy.”
“Dawn, we talked about this,” Adrienne put in. “It’s not all your fault. I’m the stubborn one. I wouldn’t give you an inch of opening into Ben. I could have trusted him and let you go on that hike in the beginning. I could have encouraged him to interact with you, or at least not have scared him into thinking I’d get pissed if he so much as looked at you.”
“It’s my fault,” I sighed. “I’m the one in the middle and it’s my job to show you both how important you are to me and that you’re not threats to each other.”
“We know that, Ben,” Adrienne nodded. “We know that now.”
“You do?” I was surprised.
“After Felicia’s,” Dawn took over. “I went to find Adrienne and we talked. We talked a lot. And we put all our cards on the table. I want my best friend back. I want the man I can share every single secret of my life with. I want the man I trust above all others in the world.” Then her voice turned husky. “And I want to make love to you, Ben. I want to feel you throbbing inside me while you crush my tits with your chest. I want to look into your eyes as you cum deep inside me, reminding me with every spurt how much you love me.”
My jaw dropped and I looked at Adrienne, who just smiled. Then Adrienne stated, “And I want my lover, my master, my friend. I want to put myself in your hands and know that you’ll always be there for me, ready to catch me if I fall. I want the support of you and your family, holding me and enveloping me in the love I never had. And I want the man I’ve come to depend on, for strength and protection and love.” Then it was her turn to husk, “And I want you to hold me down and fuck me until I see stars. I want you to tie me up and use me as you will, spunking in my ass and then making me lick you clean. Because in the end, you’ll have reminded me that even when I was completely at your mercy, it was only mercy and love that you really gave me.”
I gulped and stared at my girlfriend. Adrienne giggled at the expression on my face and she smiled. “Our problem was very simple, Dawn wanted the intimacy of her best friend and I was too scared to let her, afraid I’d lose you to her. That’s not an issue anymore.”
“It’s not?”
The girls shook their heads. Adrienne continued. “We have an understanding. I’m going to let you and Dawn be together as you’ve always been, but she’s going to let me tag along. The three of us are here now the way we should have been on that very first morning. You and her: able to talk, catch up, and make love.”
My eyebrows rose at that last part.
Dawn smiled. “But I understand that you’re Adrienne’s now. Things are different from when you were with some distant girlfriend of whom you were fond but not in love. So I can’t shut her out for it to just be you and me. Only through openness and honesty can she trust me, so she’ll be here by our sides.”
Still with raised eyebrows, I glanced at Adrienne, who just nodded.
Then Dawn finished with a sigh, “And at the end of the summer, you’ll still be her boyfriend. We go our separate ways for a month and a half and when we come back together, at Cal, everything will still be the same.”
“I don’t lose you,” Adrienne said softly. “She can still have you. And you get the both of us. Everybody wins.”
My eyebrows were still raised. I looked at both girls. “You’re serious?”
Dawn giggled. “Maybe we didn’t blow his mind enough. He’s not quite as passively receptive as I’d thought.”
“Still a little in shock, but I think he’s getting it,” Adrienne replied with a smile.
I blinked a few times, furrowing my eyebrows. “Okay, I think I got that part.” I nodded slowly. But then I pointed at the two of them, bringing my fingers together with an arched eyebrow. “But that still doesn’t explain the two of you, uh…”
“Making out?” Dawn giggled. “That’s easy. I thought Adrienne was so freakin’ gorgeous the first time I laid eyes on her. We think alike, Ben. Wasn’t that how you felt when you looked at her?”
I gulped.
Adrienne chuckled and nodded. “And Dawn looked so beautiful and sexy. I haven’t been so instantly attracted to a girl like that since Candy.”
Dawn grinned. “So once we figured out that we didn’t need to be rivals, we gave in to our desires and had sex last night. Oh, Ben, you shoulda been there. It was SPECTACULAR.”
Okay. NOW my mind was blown.
When I finally came to, I nearly passed out again. The vision before me could only have sprung from my imagination, and yet there it was, live and real. I had to pinch myself to make sure I wasn’t dreaming.
Adrienne and Dawn were fully naked on the blankets beside me.
And they were sixty-nining.
My jaw hit the ground and my eyes went wide, drinking in the view. Dawn was currently on top, her head to my relative right as she gripped Adrienne’s thighs and lovingly licked between them like a fastidious housecat. Her fine, sunny blonde hair blocked my actual view as it hung down past her cheeks, but she held her body off Adrienne’s with her knees and elbows, allowing those firm D-cup tits to sway gently, occasionally scraping her nipples along my girlfriend’s abdomen. And I had to admit I felt jealous. Adrienne’s period had just ended the previous morning and even I hadn’t gotten a fresh taste of the stunningly gorgeous blonde’s muff.
At the other end, said stunningly gorgeous blonde had her head wriggling between my best friend’s thighs. Adrienne’s massive tits were big and firm enough to sit mostly upright, mashing the nipples against Dawn’s belly. Adrienne’s golden blonde hair was flung back and out of the way, letting me see her nose disappearing into the firm butt-cleavage of Dawn’s tight ass. And presently, my girlfriend decided to take charge as she rolled the two of them over and furiously ate out her new lover until Dawn tensed up and moaned her orgasm.
Only then did Adrienne pick her head up and look at me. Smiling, she licked Dawn’s honey off her lips and then spread my best friend’s legs to the sides. “You know what she wants, Tiger.”
I met my girlfriend’s eyes first, losing myself in their golden irises as she smiled again in acknowledgement. “Go ahead,” Adrienne nodded. “Just save some for me.”
I smiled and pulled my shirt off, then got to my knees and stripped myself the rest of the way naked. Adrienne dismounted Dawn, who’d stopped munching in anticipation of what was to come. And then I moved myself into position.
With her lip quivering in excitement and nerves, my gorgeous, beautiful Dawn smiled up at me, an expression of such happiness that truly reflected her name. She raised her legs up and grasped them behind her own knees, pulling herself open to me as I knelt over her, lining up my rod.
“I missed you, Ben,” Dawn sighed as moisture filled her crystal blue eyes.
“I missed you, too,” I replied sincerely and bent to kiss her. Perhaps it was fitting that I could taste Adrienne’s orgasmic nectar on Dawn’s lips. The mingled flavors just excited me even further as I deepened our liplock, and then I pressed my hips forward as my cock began sinking into perhaps the greatest love of my life.
Dawn couldn’t wait. She hooked her legs around the middle of my back and reached around them, grabbing my ass and tugging me into her with all four limbs. And in a single thrust, I was fully buried inside her. “Ahhh!” Dawn gasped at the penetration, her entire body tensing, and then she relaxed and laid her head back.
Adrienne was quickly beside us, stroking Dawn’s forehead affectionately. “Missed that part a lot, didn’t you?”
“Oh, hell, yeah,” Dawn sighed, squeezing her pussy muscles around me.
“I would, too. I’m sorry I made you wait this long.” Adrienne bent and pecked Dawn’s forehead.
“It’s okay. I’m just happy I get to feel this now.” And then Dawn pulled on me with her legs again. “Fuck me, Ben…” Dawn crooned. “Fuck me…”
“Oh, Dawn,” I sighed as I put my forehead to the blanket beside her head, reaching my hands down to her hips to tug her against me with every thrust. It felt unbelievably good to be inside her again after such a long time, and I wanted to concentrate every ounce of my being into the sensations of stroking in and out of her. “Oh, Dawn…”
“Make love to me, Ben,” she whispered, pulling her hands back to hold my shoulders, squeezing her fingers around the joint and then down my bicep. “Make me feel how much you love me.”
“I love you, Dawn. Now and forever,” I husked. “No matter how far apart we are, we will find each other again. No matter who else we may end up with, we will always be together. No matter the journeys life takes us through, we will always be in each other’s heart.”
“Oh, Bennn…” Dawn whimpered and tugged me deeper, making me feel as if her entire body was folding in around me like a cocoon.
I knew what she wanted. Her own words were on my tongue. “Feel me throbbing inside you, Dawn. Feel my chest crushing your tits down.”
“Oh, I feel it… I feel it…” she moaned, squeezing her inner muscles around my invading shaft while I continued to pump unrelentingly in and out of her.
“Look into my eyes, Dawn,” I said with just a slightest hitch in my voice. I could feel the pressure building inside me to the point where I wouldn’t be able to hold it in any longer. “Look into my eyes when I cum deep inside you. Remember with every spurt how much I love you.”
“I will. I do. I love you, Ben,” Dawn’s hands were now on my face.
My breath was coming heavier and heaver with every thrust. Here, in our special place, Dawn and I were once again together. And I was about to cum.
“I’m gonna cum, Dawn. I’m gonna cum! Look into my eyes!”
“I’m looking. I’m cumming, Ben! I’m cumming with you!”
“Oh, Dawn! Oh, Dawn! Ohh-UGHHH!!” My hips slammed forward and held there as my lover’s heels dug into my back, pulling me even deeper. I felt the end of my cock splitting open as the river of semen poured forth, bathing her insides with my liquid expression of love.
“Aaaaggghhhh!” Dawn was yelling in my face as her pussy muscles rhythmically clenched and unclenched with each orgasmic spasm of her own. I saw her eyes flinching as she felt each and every burst of cum splashing against her inner walls. And the whole time, we held our gaze together.
It was an incredible orgasm: pleasure, love, and utter relief all rolled into one. All the drama and pain of the last week and a half was washed away in a single burst, flowing out of me and into Dawn’s body. And as the flow subsided, I lay my forehead down on top of hers, breathing shallowly with my eyes closed as I basked in the feeling of being so intimately joined to someone I loved.
The holes in our hearts were gone now, as if the orgasmic fluids had filled them back up. Our souls were reconnected, in love and understanding. Perhaps not romantic love, not this time, but love nonetheless.
Eventually, I lifted my heavy weight off Dawn’s chest as I got my elbows beneath me. I raised my head and blinked before looking into her crystal blue eyes, feeling a warmth spreading throughout my body as she gave me the simplest of smiles.
“That was so beautiful,” Adrienne intoned softly from beside us.
Dawn, her gaze still locked onto mine, nodded slowly. “But we’re not done yet.”
“No?” Adrienne asked.
Dawn smiled and turned her head to my girlfriend. “He gave me what I want. Now it’s your turn.”
It wasn’t quite to the letter of Adrienne’s request, like Dawn’s had been, what with the “crushing of tits” and “reminding with every spurt”. But it turned out even better.
I didn’t tie Adrienne up. Instead, Dawn joined in with us for the first time and restraint of Adrienne was accomplished by Dawn sitting on her face and leaning forward to clap my girlfriend’s wrists together, immobilizing her on her back while also making the bustier blonde suck my cum out of her sopping wet pussy. I think Adrienne was happier that way than if we’d actually tied her up.
I then used Adrienne as I would. I spread her legs and roughly fucked her cunt, slamming my re-hardened cock into her body and bludgeoning her with it, knowing that my recent orgasm would give me the staying power to hammer my girlfriend without fear of prematurely going off. I even reached down and spanked her buttcheeks a few times.
Then after retrieving the Astroglide that Dawn had conveniently packed, I lubed myself up and forced myself through Adrienne’s dry asshole, making her tense up just a bit in pain as I violated her nether hole. My girlfriend whimpered, “Mmph-mmph-ummph!” into Dawn’s pussy with every thrust, and Dawn chimed in with her own barking orders. “Take it! Take it up your ass and eat me!”
Adrienne’s eyes just quivered in bliss.
In the end, I spunked my load into Adrienne’s ass when she had an orgasm of her own. The tight clenching of her sphincter while I forced myself through it over and again proved to be just the right stimulation, as if her asshole were a third hand masturbating me with expert skill. And while I growled and bellowed and blasted my girlfriend’s anal cavity with thick wads of cock cream, Dawn was also moaning her climax to join in with Adrienne moaning against my best friend’s still-wet snatch. The three of us were now vibrating on the same wavelength.
Dawn then dismounted Adrienne’s face and moved around to continue restraining my girlfriend’s wrists. After I pulled my spent cock from my girlfriend’s stretched anus, I made Adrienne lick me clean.
And then to seal the deal, I bent over and kissed Adrienne, reminding her that even at my mercy, I would always love her. Then I rose up and kissed Dawn, reminding her that even though I was with Adrienne, I would always love her as well. And then to my delight, Dawn bent and gave Adrienne a kiss, not of love but of understanding that they both had a place in my life.
I was amazed at the two girls. Just yesterday, they’d resented the other. But Dawn had taken the big risk to approach Adrienne and make an effort to work things out between them. Adrienne had taken the big risk of letting Dawn back into our lives, even knowing how strong Dawn’s feelings were for me. I was now reaping the benefits of both young ladies’ bravery.
And all I could say was, “I love you both.”
The three of us stayed naked and kept chatting for a while before mutual attractions and lust gave way to another torrid threesome. This one was less ritualized and much more haphazard, just three hot teenagers enjoying each other’s bodies.
But eventually, we got dressed and packed things up. I cinched my backpack around my shoulders and took one last look around before we left the clearing. “So everything’s worked out now?” I asked happily.
Adrienne nodded, but Dawn paused. We both looked at her, wondering what was wrong before my best friend exhaled. “Not everything. We still have to deal with Felicia.”
I blushed and felt guilty. But Adrienne looked thoughtful. Dawn arched an eyebrow until my girlfriend nodded with a smile on her face.
“Don’t worry,” Adrienne grinned, twin rows of pearly white teeth flashing as her eyes narrowed. I’d seen the look before on Adrienne’s face and whenever it was directed at me, it scared me shitless.
With a predatory growl, Adrienne declared, “I’ve got an idea.”