Lark snapped upright on the sofa. The digital alarm on her cell phone played the opening notes to the Brandenburg concerto. Earlier in the evening she’d set it to go off at midnight, knowing she was tired and would probably doze after she’d showered and ordered in Greek.
With the stoic resignation she’d gained during her training, she turned off the alarm and padded into the bedroom. Behind a secret door in the closet she found full Order gear: Kevlar-lined leather trousers, Kevlar vest over a T-shirt, cleric’s coat and leather gloves. Inside the coat and around her belt she wore three titanium stakes, a syringe filled with holy water (worked on baptized vamps), a pistol with silver bullets (would kill a werewolf but only slow down a vampire) and numerous nonstandard-issue blades that she’d used more often than any of the other weapons.
She had no idea whether or not Domingos had been baptized. Didn’t matter. The physical fight was her strong point. Up close and in their face was the only way to bring vampires down. Rook often chided her for taking the risk of putting herself so close to the opponent, but she’d argued that staking required close contact anyway, so why stake them and make it easy when a fight served to ignite her need for vengeance?
The physical struggle actually soothed something deep in her soul. It was the only way she could do what she did. And if she began to question her motivations, then she’d be lost.
She pulled her straight black hair into a tight ponytail and fluffed her bangs. A little eyeliner and some lip gloss (just because she was on the hunt didn’t mean she had to look like a pale ghost), and then she stepped into the pair of running shoes she’d packed. The soles on these had better traction than the Doc Martens she normally wore. The boots were outfitted with hinged blades she utilized often during the fight, but tonight she wanted stealth.
Because she knew exactly where to look for Domingos LaRoque.
She locked the front door and strode down the outer walkway that hugged the building, and headed back inside to the main hallway. Smoothing away a strand of hair from her mouth, she touched her lips and experienced a flash of kissing the vampire, of feeling his seeking mouth against hers and of not at all reacting defensively to the hard slide of his fangs. He’d had to be careful not to cut her. At the moment she’d felt the fangs her blood had run cold, and yet the kiss had been too amazing for her to want him to stop.
As had been their first kiss up on the roof. After her initial horror, that is.
Lark sighed and shook her head miserably. It had been too long since she’d been kissed if she was thinking vampire kisses rocked. Either that or crazy was a communicable disease.
She tugged open the roof-access door and made her way up the rubber-padded concrete stairs, stealthily, a stake gripped at her side. She emerged in the warm summer night air. Moonlight sparkled on the tin eaves, but Lark didn’t admire the beauty. Instead she strode over to the man sitting on the mansard roof, leaning back on his elbows, bare toes jutting over the edge.
“Thought I’d find you here.”
“According to the last church bells I heard, it’s past midnight,” he said without looking up at her. “Time’s up.”
Now the moonlight would not allow her to ignore the beauty surrounding her—and that right in front of her. The vampire had cleaned up well. Lark had never been interested in men with long hair—or vampires, for that matter—and had always preferred clean-cut blonds. The fresh-from-the-beach-volleyball-game and I’m-so-healthy-I-beam look appealed to her standards for health and fitness. Maybe it was Domingos’s straight nose, or the way the shadows played across his newly shaven jaw? Couldn’t be the fangs that peeked out between his lips. Nor could it be the pale, almost translucent skin that reminded her of pearls and fine things Lark had once liked to lay against her skin.
Something about him...
Then again, this one would never enjoy the sun on a sandy beach anytime soon.
“You’re making this too easy.” She stalked over to him, straddled his outstretched legs and crouched, slamming the flat base of the stake against his chest. The knights called their stake the death punch. She liked that term.
Lark peered into his unflinching gaze, not expecting him to return a defiant look, and he did not. “Say goodbye, vampire.”
“Goodbye, vampire.”
“I’m serious. I thought you wanted to live.”
“I do. I have over a dozen werewolves left to take out.”
“Then what if I promised not to stake you if you promise to leave the rest of pack Levallois alone?”
What was she saying?
“Can’t do that,” Domingos said. He eyed the stake. “I stand by my word, as I would expect you to stand by yours.”
Lark gritted her teeth, gripping the stake more firmly. All it required was one squeeze of her fingers about the paddles and the spring-loaded stake would eject out from the cylinder. The power of the release was so forceful it always bounced her fist upon the victim’s chest. It needed to be that strong to permeate fabric, flesh, bone and finally, the thick, sinewy heart muscle.
Once the vampire’s heart burst, it was dead. There was no coming back from a stake through the heart. She certainly didn’t believe the urban legend about the one vampire who had survived a stake by keeping it in and allowing it to slowly heal, thus pushing out the stake.
“Lark?”
Why she had given him her name was beyond her reason. Too intimate, that. Almost as intimate as a kiss.
Domingos’s eyes were soft, glittering with the gorgeous moonlight that managed to clear a way through the leftover rain clouds. Feeling her neck and throat flush hotly from his insistent regard, Lark strained to move her fingers. To squeeze the paddles. To finish him right here and now.
If only he wouldn’t look at her like that, with just the hint of a curve to his mouth to reveal fang and a decidedly wry smirk. Only one other man had possessed such a devastating smirk. It had been enough to cloud her eyes from his dangerous profession and fall blindly into his charms. To give up her plans to become a professional musician touring with a symphony. To believe that they could do the family thing and make it work. To hope that they could simply exist for one another.
Never again would charm seduce her. Not to the same end she’d had to bring her husband. It hadn’t been right, she being forced to such a thing. And it was all because of creatures like Domingos.
“Ah!” She thrust herself away from the vampire and, turning, sat, clasping the stake to her chest. Todd’s charming smile was right there, so close she could touch it, feel it, remember the way it had made her heart go pitter-patter. Until his smile had been lost, stolen by torture.
She was right there now, in the middle of the kitchen, kneeling on the tiled floor next to Todd. He’d been left at the doorstep an hour earlier. The man she had worried over for a year and a day writhed in agony on the floor, his clothing in tatters upon his emaciated form. Wounds on his forehead, arms and legs angered Lark. He’d been lashed. Over and over.
But those weren’t the most troubling wounds. Two puncture marks on his neck told her what the pain would not allow him to put into words.
Until he did speak—and then it was to beg.
“He begged me to kill him,” she gasped out.
“Your husband?” Domingos guessed. He hadn’t moved, and looked out across the rooftops that featured jagged spines silhouetted against the sky. “Why would he beg for such a thing?”
“Because they’d bitten him,” she said tightly. “He was going to transform into a vampire. The blood hunger was too strong to fight. To become a creature who feeds upon human blood was the last thing he could bear. So he begged me for hours to stake him, to end his agony.”
Todd’s moans had wended through her veins, cringing into her bones, until she’d crouched against the wall and had covered her ears with her hands. She hadn’t been able to look at him, and so he’d crawled up to her and slapped the titanium stake into her hand.
“Did you?” Domingos asked softly. “Stake him?”
Lark bent her head against her knees and squeezed her arms about her legs, not willing to voice the obvious reply. Tears did not come, because she’d cried more than a lifetime’s worth over the year and a day that her husband had been in captivity. Yet her body shuddered, racked by the pain that could not manifest.
She didn’t deserve forgiveness. Rook and the Order certainly hadn’t given it to her. She didn’t need it, didn’t want it. She’d done what had to be done. The cruel act had become her cross to bear, and she understood that.
But that didn’t mean it didn’t torture her as much as she believed her husband had been tortured. All as a means to prove to the Order that they, the vampires, would not stand for the Order’s brand of vigilante justice.
But if the Order did not police the vampires, then who would? The Council? The little Lark knew about that organization of paranormals who oversaw the paranormal realms was that they watched, and rarely intervened. They would never act against one of their own simply because he’d slain a mortal to feed his blood lust.
Lark felt a hand on her arm. Or maybe Domingos brushed the end of her ponytail. The vampire’s touch didn’t land on her for long, just testing, making the briefest yet cruelest contact.
The longtooth bastards had never touched Todd so gently.
She flipped her hair over a shoulder and pounded the slate tiles with a fist. Through gritted teeth, she growled, “Would you get the hell away from me?”
“You don’t own the roof. I can sit where I want to.” Domingos leaned back on his elbows, stretching out his legs and crossing one ankle over the other. He wiggled his toes. The Order clothing fit him well, and— She wasn’t going to admire him. “Do I bring all this bad stuff up from inside your tender little soul?”
“Tender?” She scoffed. “It has nothing to do with you, vampire.”
“You’re lying.”
“You think yourself far more important than others do, obviously.”
“I am the least important thing to walk this world. Insignificant.”
“Save me the self-pity. We all have our crosses.”
“And yours is dragging through my path to salvation.”
“Poetic.”
“Just making an observation.” He rapped the tiles smartly. “I don’t like to see you sad.”
“You don’t even know me.”
“You are my death,” he said softly.
His words fluttered over her skin like something fragile, too delicate to hold without breaking further.
“Yeah?” Lark dismissed the ridiculous image. “If I’m your death, you don’t look too worried. I can take you out, vampire. I’m just a little...off...tonight. I’m tired. I’ve only slept a few hours.”
“Then we should reconvene tomorrow night. Same roof? Same stake?”
Lark smiled wearily, then tucked her head against her elbow, looking over her arm at him. His crazy smile wasn’t so much insane as charming, and charming promised nothing good for her.
“I can’t figure you out,” she said. “I can see the madness. But I also see a soul behind your fucked-up eyes.”
“I bet you’ve never looked into the eyes of your victims before you stake them, eh?”
“It’s not very smart. Track ’em and take ’em out. That’s the way of it. Live to serve. Serve until death. Die fighting.”
“Is that the Order’s motto? Special. You gotta love an organization that has its own kick-ass yet self-sacrificing motto.”
Lark was amused but couldn’t manage a smile. It was true. The knights kicked ass and sacrificed all for the cause. Rarely did the knight have a family and friends, though certainly Todd had tried. He had known his job demanded all. He just hadn’t realized a family life would demand as much of him. Nor had she.
“How’d a chick ever get accepted into the Order?”
“By proving I was worthy.”
“I wager you had to go above and beyond to do that. Even the most pro-feminist of men have a hard time accepting that a woman could stand as his equal. I heard a rumor that a real king heads your little death club.”
“That is a rumor. His code name is King. That’s it. And the Order didn’t want to accept me—they knew the story with me and Todd—but I barged in on training one day and wouldn’t leave even when I was forcibly removed. I just kept going back, until finally they tolerated me. I was determined. Still am.”
“To make all the vampires pay for what happened to your husband?”
“Damn right.”
“Even though none of the ones you kill are directly related to his death?”
“Vampires are ruthless killers. Present company included.”
Yet Lark’s fingers flinched on the stake as she said that. That hadn’t been a lie to herself, had it?
“I will accept that I have become what the werewolves have forced me to become—a broken bit of fang and flesh. A monster,” Domingos said with a confidence that poked at Lark’s heart. “But I was not always this way. I had embraced my unasked-for vampirism and had been living without suspicion among the mortals. Yet now, unlike you, I am only taking revenge against those who were directly related to my capture, imprisonment and torture.”
“And that proviso redeems your heinous crimes?”
“We were talking about your heinous crimes, Lark. The last time I heard of a group dedicated to exterminating an entire race, well...”
He let the accusation hang. Lark knew what he insinuated. It was a cruel comparison. But was it? She’d never given the idea of exterminating an entire race much thought before. And to do so now...
Was the Order a death club?
Don’t let his big sad crazy act get to you. You weren’t able to stake him tonight because you got too close. You should have never looked into his eyes. Step back. Distance yourself and get Todd the hell out of your brain or you’ll never accomplish this challenge.
“So, until tomorrow?” Domingos held out a hand for her to shake.
Lark stared at the offering. Don’t cross that line. He’s manipulating you. You’re smarter than that.
When she didn’t reach to shake his hand, he leaned in, grasped her hand and shook it. Lark tugged away.
Domingos moved swiftly, lunging over her and pinning her back flat onto the roof with his body, one knee to her thigh, but not so roughly that she couldn’t shove him off.
Lark did not push the predator away.
He gripped her by the head, and she saw her death by broken neck flash before her eyes. Better than the fang, she thought wistfully, because that would be too much to live down should the Order learn she’d been taken out by the tooth.
The vampire kissed her. Hard. His fangs cut her lip, and as the minute pain and blood trickled into her mouth, she struggled against him. She did not want him to taste her blood. He would not relent, deepening the kiss, invading her with his tongue and making her want what she should not want—the hardness of him, the utter urgency, his desperation.
So like you. Too much like you? Or just close enough to understand?
Ceasing her struggles, Lark clutched at his borrowed shirt, pulling him onto her and hooking a leg over one of his. He moaned at her rough acceptance. It was too easy to fall into the moment, to take what she needed. Connection. Unrelenting desire. A slap in the face to those who hadn’t believed in her capabilities.
She’d always made the right choices. Her decision to marry Todd had been encouraged by her mother after she had learned he’d graduated summa cum laude from Princeton in the States. (She’d not told her mother she was pregnant.) Todd had told her mother he had studied to be a lawyer. All lies. But she’d had to get married. It hadn’t been a necessity, but a surprise pregnancy had prompted a proposal, which she had gratefully accepted.
She hadn’t wanted to face life and all its struggles alone.
Why had she allowed that lie to linger over her life?
Charm, a tiny voice whispered. You’re not a nun, and just like any other woman, you can be won with seduction and promises of a happy future. He was going to keep you safe. Keep your family safe.
Even after the miscarriage, Lark had played the devoted housewife. She’d loved Todd. But the choices they’d made within the marriage had not involved her life. She’d done everything for Todd, to accept his secret job, to put up a smiling face when he returned home after two, sometimes three days’ absence, to simply please him. And he had been pleased.
But the right choices regarding her pleasure? She didn’t even know what that meant. Because she’d known the truth of Todd before marrying him and, despite her reluctance, had gone through with it. For family—a family that had never been given a chance to begin.
Domingos’s breath was hot upon her lips as he kissed the corner of her mouth. She devoured what he gave her, pulling him closer, drawing him down and begging him with a silent acceptance. He pulled her out of her irritating need to do right by others and plunged her deep into the unknown. The forbidden. The impossibly wrong.
Kissing down her chin and to her jaw—he hissed and retracted from the intimate exploration. Blood dripped from his lip. The blades at her collar had served their purpose.
Gripping her coat, he pulled it open and pushed back the lapels to expose her neck. Eyes wild, he caressed her skin, tapping her carotid with a fingertip. The glint in his eyes spoke of something completely different than passion. Had the madman emerged? Or was it simply the vampire who needed human blood to survive?
“Give me a day,” Lark hastened out.
He tilted his head, wondering. Blood from his cut lip trickled onto her throat. The creature temporarily subdued, wanting to hear her out before tearing open her neck.
“A day without biting me in exchange for another day without staking you,” she offered.
“Deal.” He kissed her hard and quickly.
Too quickly Lark’s dangerous plunge into the unknown, the free fall into the forbidden, ended.
Pulling away and standing, Domingos stepped over the top of her head and ran along the spine of the roof, an aerial acrobat of the night. He was off to hunt werewolves. She knew it as she knew the taste of her own blood in her mouth.
A crazy new torture had entered her life.
And she had opened the door wide and invited it in.