Bitter Spirits

NINETEEN

IT WAS ALMOST MIDNIGHT WHEN THE TAXI DROPPED HER OFF AT Golden Lotus and immediately sped Winter away to God knew where. To find Bo, he’d said after he’d briefly explained how Arnie Brown had come to his grisly end. And to warn his men about the raid.

She wanted to go with him, but he was a bull about refusing her. Said he wasn’t dragging her into danger. When she protested, he kissed her soundly—an unfair trick. “I’m not going to sit around worrying about you,” she’d said grumpily when he left.

And she didn’t worry about him . . . not much, anyway. She actually meant to, no matter what she’d said, and she stayed up for an hour or so, in case he called needing her for another ghost. But as soon as her back hit the creaking Murphy bed, she was out. Probably Winter’s erotic exertions in the hotel room that did it. That was certainly what she was dreaming about when the telephone rang the following morning.

She almost never got calls. Especially not before noon, and the little pink Westclox by her bed said it wasn’t quite ten, so the call couldn’t be for her. But as she laid her head back down, it rang again. She snatched the earpiece off the hook.

“Hello?”

“Were you sleeping?” Winter. His low voice hummed through the line.

“No, no . . . not sleeping.”

“You were.”

“Yes,” she admitted with a laugh. “Wait—is everything okay? You’re not calling from a shady doctor after some gangster pumped a few bullets into your legs, are you?”

“Nothing that dramatic.”

“Bo is okay?”

“Yes, fine. I’ll tell you everything that happened over breakfast, if you’ll join me.”

“For breakfast?”

“You have heard of this meal, yes? The one served before lunch?”

“I’m usually too busy sleeping to bother.”

“Well, you’ve done yourself a great disservice, because breakfast is the best meal of the day. My absolute favorite meal. There are few things I like more than breakfast. Very few.”

Aida twirled the telephone cord around her finger and smiled to herself. “You don’t say?”

“Pancakes. Bacon. Eggs.”

“All right. I might be able to crawl out of bed for bacon.”

“That’s my girl. You work tonight?”

“Eight o’clock show.”

“Did you have plans this afternoon?”

“Not a single one.”

“How about breakfast first, then we spend the afternoon having spectacular sex.”

She dropped the earpiece and fumbled around in the sheets to retrieve it.

“Aida?”

“I’m here,” she said as her racing pulse tripped.

“I’m going crazy for you. Please don’t say no.”

“Okay. Yes.”

He made a small, satisfied noise. “I’m at the Fairmont in Nob Hill. California and Mason. I had a long night, so I just got a room here rather than go home. I’ll call Jonte to come pick you up—”

And have the driver gossip to the rest of the Magnusson staff that he took Aida to Winter’s hotel room? “I can take a streetcar,” she said quickly.

“Are you sure?”

“I take them every day.”

“Be careful and keep an eye open for—”

“Ghosts?”

He grunted. “That’s a smart mouth you have, young lady.”

“You liked kissing it well enough last night.”

“Mmm, I liked kissing all of you last night.”

Aida flopped back on her pillow and grinned wildly at the ceiling.

He gave her the suite number. “Just come straight up. No need to stop at the desk.”

An hour later, stomach somersaulting with nervous energy, Aida was stepping off a streetcar into a terrible storm that came out of nowhere. The skies were perfect and blue when she left her apartment—a genuine summer day, for a change—and now she was dashing through puddles as a black sky opened up and hurtled torrents of rain. By the time she’d skidded onto the marble floor of the Fairmont’s column-lined lobby, she was drenched from head to toe and completely miserable. Her reflection in the glass door was not kind. What in the world was she doing here, anyway? Racing across town to meet a man in a hotel . . . it was disgraceful.

She considered going back home, but the lure of promised spectacular sex overrode both her pride and shame. She shook rain off her thin coat and cloche hat, ran fingers through her dripping hair, and marched past staring eyes to the elevator. Everyone knows what I’m doing here. A few minutes later, she was standing in front of his room, teetering somewhere between a mild nervousness and a raging panic. She knocked on the door, prepared to flee if he didn’t answer in five seconds, four seconds, three—

The door swung open.

Winter’s big body filled the doorway. His hair was wet and neatly combed back, dark as rich soil, and he was wearing nothing but a white damask hotel towel wrapped around his hips.

Smelling of soap and shampoo, he propped his forearm on the doorframe. Everything below was all long, ropy arm muscles, bunching shoulders, and that massive chest of his, covered in damp hair. Her gaze dropped to admire impossibly thick thighs. The towel was just big enough to tuck around all . . . that.

This certainly didn’t look like breakfast.

She shivered, whether from cold or anticipation or fear, she didn’t know.

“Christ alive, Aida. You’re shivering.”

“I don’t own an umbrella.”

He pulled her inside the room with a firm hand on her shoulder. “Get in here before you catch pneumonia.”

This room was just as exquisite and decadent as the Palace’s, filled with heavy brocade draperies and beautiful furniture, and what might have been one of the finest views of the city if not for the storm. “You have a balcony?”

“Unless you want to get electrocuted, I’d advise that you wait until the storm’s over before venturing out there.” After helping her out of her coat and cloche, he pulled her through the sitting room and into a small bedroom. A second set of glass doors on the far wall opened up to the same balcony, only the doors were wide open there, letting in a cool, damp breeze that sent another shiver through her. She caught another glimpse of the storm-wracked cityscape before Winter made a sharp right and urged her into a brightly lit bathroom. “Get your shoes off,” he said, reaching for a stack of thin towels that matched the one around his waist.

She obeyed without thinking, toeing off her Mary Janes at the heels, leaning on a gold-fauceted vanity for balance. Her hand touched metal. A small round tin stamped with the words MERRY WIDOWS and a quantity: 3. It took her a moment to realize what was inside.

She wrinkled her nose, half embarrassed, half offended. “I’m not disease ridden.”

“Neither am I. What’s the matter?”

“It makes me feel cheap.”

“I don’t know why. They aren’t just for disease. I’m not exactly the best candidate for fatherhood at the moment. What precautions have you previously taken?”

“I guess I got lucky,” she admitted. “It was only the two times.”

“I suppose if your lovers were incompetent enough to fail you in other ways, it should come as no surprise that they didn’t care enough to see to this, either.”

She’d never thought of it that way, but it made her feel both grateful and ashamed at the same time. Her brain searched for a witty retort, but she was too frazzled to fight.

“One thing at a time, okay?” He slid the tin out of her reach, kicked her shoes aside, and began toweling off her hair. “You look like a homeless beggar,” he said with amusement in his voice.

“I feel like one.” She was relieved to change subjects.

He tossed the damp towel on the tiled floor and picked up another, then stopped to look at her. “I know you’re not going to be happy about this, but there’s really no way around it, so this is what’s going to happen. I’m going to take off your wet clothes, and I’m going to look at the scars on your hips.”

She squeezed her eyes shut, groaning under her breath.

Winter pushed back her damp bangs with one swooping, warm palm and dropped a gentle kiss on her forehead. “I scare children on the street.” His fingers reached for the hem of her striped top. “If you are black and blue and grossly disfigured, I will not even blink.”

She raised her arms as he pulled her top over her head. “It’s not that bad,” she mumbled.

“Has your skin turned green and putrid?” he said in a teasing voice as he slipped his hands around her back to unfasten her bandeau brassiere.

“No.”

“Does it look like you’ve been run over by a lawn mower?”

“No.”

Winter paused to look at her as cool air breezed across her bare breasts. The front of his towel expanded, temporarily distracting her from his fingers, which were unbuttoning and sliding off her skirt. When she stood in nothing but stockings and lacy-edged silk tap pants, her anxiety ramped back up. She stared at the wall as he tugged her stockings down.

“Aida,” he commanded as he stood. “Look at my face.”

The bright light from the bathroom vanity made his good pupil constrict to a fine black point—a drastic contrast to his dilated eye. He pressed a kiss between her brows and slowly rubbed his hands up and down her arms. “It’s only me.”

“I know,” she replied as her muscles began relaxing under his petting hands. “That’s what makes it worse.”

“Why?”

“Because—” She lost her train of thought when his hands moved from her arms to her waist. Before she could protest, warm palms slipped beneath the waist of her tap pants and ran down her hips.

“I can barely feel them.” A moment later, silk slid down her legs, and there was nothing she could do but endure his inspection. Dense patches of toughened, bumpy skin started at the outer curve of her lower hips and spread down, mid-thigh, each patch about the size of her hand. The freckles both hid the scars and made them more noticeable in places.

“This is what you’re worried about?” he said, running the pads of his fingers over her scars. “How long have you had them?”

She let out a long breath. “Since I began working nightclubs. They’ve gotten thicker over the last year. And I know you can see them, so don’t tell me you can’t.”

“Yes, I can see them,” he said softly.

“I’ve tried to use the lancet on other places, but this is the easiest to hide onstage.”

He studied the other hip and brushed his knuckles over a tender spot. “It’s red here.”

“That was from two nights ago, my last show. I try to switch sides every show.”

“Probably wise.” His hand ran up the scars, over the upper curve of her hip, up her ribs. Then he cupped her breasts, catching her off guard. “Now, are we done with this ridiculousness?”

“Yes,” she said, feeling as if she’d cleared some small hurdle or received a passing grade on a test. And when he traced circles around her nipples with his thumbs, she gasped for breath and forgot about the scars altogether.

“Good.” The erection tenting his towel brushed against her stomach. “See what you do to me?” he whispered roughly against her hair. “Even the sound of your voice makes me hard. Your smile . . . your laugh. You smell so damn good. Christ, Aida—you turn me into a babbling fool.”

“Winter.” Her forehead fell against the damp hair on his chest. He was always so warm.

“I want you, cheetah. Every inch, scars and all. I want all of you.”

His words emboldened her. The corner of towel tucked into his waist looked as though it wouldn’t take much effort to come loose. She took hold of that corner and tugged.