Desert Tales: A Wicked Lovely Companion Novel

CHAPTER 18

Far from the Winter Queen’s home, Sionnach walked slowly through town with Carissa. He had spent several hours looking for Rika, checking all of her usual hideaways, but had been forced to admit defeat. She’d never been this angry with him, and he could admit—quietly, to himself—that he would be angry if he were in her position. Of course, he manipulated people and faeries as easily as he breathed, so he wouldn’t end up in her position. Still, he could allow that she had grounds for her ire. He’d simply wait for her to calm down and return, and while he waited, he’d enjoy a date with the mortal girl . . . and try to ignore his injuries.

Carissa was, like so many young mortal women, full of dreams and passions. It’s why faeries found them so alluring. Something about the impermanence of mortals seemed to make them crave living intensely. Things that would pass in a blink for those who lived for centuries were urgent to mortals. It was beautiful.

As Carissa and Sionnach walked toward the tiny diner he liked, he offered her his arm. He tried to move slower with her, careful in his movements so he didn’t slip and reveal his Otherness. Technically, a faery shouldn’t ever reveal his true nature to a mortal. Exceptions were only to be made in extreme circumstances—a detail Sionnach used to justify giving so much information to Jayce. Sionnach considered the well-being and safety of the desert just such a circumstance; he simply hadn’t quite verbalized how Jayce fit into his plans before allowing the mortal boy such rare access. Rika’s anger over Sionnach’s lies of omission made sense, but once she calmed down, she’d see that his plan had been the only solution left to him at that moment.

She has to.

As Carissa snuggled close to Sionnach, he pushed his anxieties away to focus on her. “I’ve missed you lately,” he told her.

“I worried that you were”—she blushed—“bored with me.”

“For some reason, I don’t find you at all boring.” He rubbed his cheek against her hair, before nuzzling his face against her throat to smell her. Then he kissed her neck, partly so she didn’t notice that he enjoyed sniffing her.

She giggled.

“I like you,” he said simply. “I missed you, but it wasn’t a good time to see you. I had things I needed to deal with.”

Then, before she could ask questions he couldn’t answer honestly, he gave her a proper kiss. She looked dazed when he pulled back.

“Okay,” she whispered.

He grinned at her before opening the door of the diner. “After you, lovely . . .”

Sionnach learned years ago that mortals appreciated it when his manners were theater-elegant. She might not be in pearls and velvet, but she was beautiful and should be treated like it. He tucked her hand into the crook of his arm and was rewarded with another adoring look.

A few steps in, she stopped and said, “You realize that we’re at a total dive, right?”

He looked around with feigned shock. “This? My staff tells me this is a prime establishment.”

He led her to a booth and brushed crumbs to the floor. The seat had a visible gash in it, and the tabletop was carved with former patrons’ names. The table tilted just a bit as he put a hand on it. But, like so many places in the desert, there was a defiance in the beauty of the old diner that glimmered just under the surface.

“Your seat, my dear.”

She slid into the booth and looked up at him curiously.

He ducked his head in a flare of instinctive shyness—fearing that he was wrong about her, worrying that she would hate it—and looked up at her through the hair that fell over his eyes. “Is it too awful for you?”

“No.” She reached out and caught his wrist, tugging him until he sat beside her. “I’m with you, so it’s perfect.”

Somewhat embarrassed, he admitted, “My finances are lacking.”

She entwined her fingers with his. “Don’t worry about it. There’s no real jobs here . . . or places to go or . . .” She looked out the window at the partially lit signs, scrubby plants, and cracked asphalt. “This whole place is awful. As soon as I can, I’m out of here.”

Sionnach tensed. He wasn’t surprised at the vehement tone in her voice, but he didn’t see the world the same way she did. He wanted her to see it as he did, to maybe stay here a while longer. “It can be wonderful here too. Beautiful. There are treasures here that I haven’t found anywhere else . . . and we have fun, don’t we?”

She turned to smile at him. “It’s not awful with you here, but it was before.”

As Carissa snuggled into Sionnach’s embrace, he glanced down at their entwined fingers. She might be a mortal, but he’d miss her. If he were a mortal, he’d follow her for a time to whatever place she fled to, but he wasn’t. He wouldn’t ever be. The desert was always going to be his rightful place, and she was—like all mortals—a lovely distraction and fleeting moment in his eternity.

Outside the window, four solitary faeries rushed up and pressed their faces to the glass. They were his responsibility, but he’d told them previously that they weren’t to intrude when he was with human girls. Although Carissa couldn’t see them, she obviously felt him tense beside her because she asked, “Are you okay?”

“How could I be anything else? I’m with you,” he assured her. He hadn’t actually answered the question, but overt lies were impossible. Luckily, like most people, Carissa didn’t notice simple misdirection.

When she looked away, scanning the room for their server, Sionnach scowled at the faeries. He subtly tilted his head upward in a gesture that clearly conveyed that they should depart. Instead of obeying, they mocked him—one swept another into an exaggerated dip, a second folded his hands and clutched them over his heart with a moony expression. They weren’t doing anything horrible, but he didn’t want an audience. He didn’t want them to bring their reminders of his responsibilities and challenges into his rare time at pretending to be free.

“Go away,” he mouthed silently.

Carissa glanced at him. “Are you sure you’re okay?”

He smiled reassuringly before he said, “I was merely thinking.”

“About?”

“Well . . .” He leaned in close to her as if he were going to say something serious and then whispered, “Food.”

Carissa laughed.

A waitress dropped a menu on the table with a thunk.

“How almost kind!” Sionnach gave her an irritated look and lifted one of the sticky menus to hold it out to Carissa. As he reached for the other menu, he saw that his disobedient faeries had donned mortal glamours and were walking into the restaurant. Gone were their tails and thorns. Instead, they now looked like standard desert-living teens. Their clothes were all a little worn, but their overall appearance was that of a rowdy group of potential troublemakers rather than absurdly long-living creatures who needed to be kept in check by their Alpha. It wasn’t that they were bad in the mortal sense of right and wrong; faeries were merely less cautious, more mischievous, and often unmindful of the breakable nature of more finite creatures.

Sionnach didn’t want to deal with their testing of his rules—not here, not in front of her—but they came up to the booth. One dragged a chair over to the booth. Two others slid into the bench facing Sionnach and Carissa. The fourth stayed standing.

“Shy?” Carissa looked at them warily.

“It’s fine.” He kept an arm around her.

The waitress, who had been watching them with a pronounced scowl, headed back over to the table. She stopped just behind the standing faery and announced, “No orders, no seats.” She paused and glared at Sionnach before adding, “Your friends need to order or get out.”

“They aren’t staying.” He looked at them one by one, hoping that they’d walk away.

They grinned unrepentantly.

“We could order food,” one said.

“And pay for it,” the waitresses said sternly.

“Sure,” another faery replied.

“No.” Sionnach gave them a look that was more bared teeth than actual smile, warning them that they were treading on shaky ground. “You need to leave.”

The faery on the chair asked, “Where’s Rika? I didn’t see her around. Did she go back with Keenan?”

“Who?” Carissa tensed and started to pull out of Sionnach’s embrace.

“Tsk. Tsk. You didn’t tell her about Rika?”

“Rika is my family,” Sionnach murmured to Carissa as the faeries flashed mock innocent looks. Then, his gaze still on the faeries: “She’ll be home soon, and she would not like you attempting to stir trouble in her absence.”

Carissa started, “Your family? Is she your sister or—”

“My family . . . more or less adopted her. It’s like she was born one of us now.”

“Oh.” Carissa sounded relieved, and then instantly a little hurt. “Why haven’t I met her? Or heard about her? You’ve never even mentioned her.”

“What terrible manners!” the faery standing beside the table said with a gasp. “Carissa, darling, you ought to come with us instead.”

At that, Sionnach’s patience expired. He stood in a move almost too quick for mortal eyes. The faery who was standing and the one who’d dragged the chair over both jumped and promptly scurried backward. Calmly, Sionnach said, “Carissa, would you go up to the counter and ask our waitress for a piece of pie?”

“Sure.” She stretched the word out. “And how long do you need me gone in search of this pie?”

Sionnach flashed her a toothy smile. That was part of her charm: she didn’t ask questions he couldn’t answer or expect him to behave like he was completely civilized. “Just a few minutes,” he assured her. “Your patience is kind, Riss.”

“In case your lips are bruised later . . .” She slid out of the booth and kissed him full on the mouth.

He wrapped his arms around her and lifted her while they kissed. When he pulled away, he turned and lowered her feet; in the process, he moved her away from the other faeries. “Never too bruised for you,” he whispered. “Go on now.”

She walked away laughing with a swish in her steps. Unlike Rika, Carissa didn’t question him when he asserted his dominance. If anything, she seemed excited when she glimpsed it.

As soon as she was at the counter, her back to them, Sionnach turned to face the faeries. His words were low as he ordered, “Leave. Now.”

The faery who had remained standing was suddenly very serious. “There is taking of sides. There are words, Sionnach. There are rumors that Maili has invited Keenan to—”

“He is not welcome in my desert.” Sionnach pulled his shoulders back. His tail—which the faeries could see although mortals, fortunately, could not—was held high and to the side in an aggressive posture. He flashed his teeth.

One of the seated faeries stood and raised a hand as if he’d strike Sionnach. “Maybe it’s not your desert after all.”

Sionnach punched him, an uppercut to the face. “You forget yourself.”

The waitress called out, “Fights outside. Not in here.”

“There is no fight,” Sionnach answered without taking his attention from the faery staring at him. “Is there?”

“If you can’t keep us safe, maybe there should be,” the faery said.

“Do you challenge me?”

Several heartbeats passed as they all waited.

The faery looked down and took a step back. “No. Not me.”

The other faeries didn’t move, but they all lowered their gazes to the ground submissively.

The one faery who had remained seated stood finally. Like Sionnach, he was a fox, but his tail was tucked between his legs. Quietly, he said, “Rika ran because Keenan’s coming here. The Summer King. Here!” He looked around worriedly, lowered his voice further still, and said, “He’ll change everything. Even Rika is afraid. She left because—”

“Rika didn’t run from Keenan.” Sionnach felt a wash of exhaustion. He’d hoped that no one had noticed her absence, figured that with the way she hid in her cave they’d assume she was tucked away, but she’d obviously been seen. Gently, he said, “I’m sure she’ll be back.”

From beside him, the faery with the bruised face prompted, “And the rest?”

“We’ll fix it. Rika intends to . . . talk to Maili.” Sionnach’s tail swished behind him. “And if you are wise, you’ll want seats to watch. Rika is not pleased that Maili invited Keenan into our desert. He has no right being near her ever again. We will not allow him here, and we will keep you safe.”

“But—”

“Have I failed you yet?” Sionnach looked at each of them in turn.

“No,” several said simultaneously.

“I told you I’d find a way to have Rika help me keep you safe. I did.” Sionnach let them see his affection for them for a moment.

“Rika will come back?” the twitchy faery asked.

“This is her home,” he said. Hoping they didn’t notice that he’d avoided the question, he quickly added, “If I fail you, you have every right to anger, but I will not fail. I have not.”

“Rika will stand beside you? Keep him out?” the fox faery asked nervously. “I like it here, but I don’t want a king. Kings aren’t . . . good. We’re solitary and—”

“I will keep us all safe,” Sionnach interrupted him. “I always do. Trust me.”

After a quiet moment, all four faeries left. Sionnach let out a whoosh of breath. He needed Rika to come back, to forgive him or at least ignore her anger to look after the solitaries here. He was mostly certain she would return, but a niggling doubt remained. She’d held on to her anger at Keenan for decades. Grudge holding was something of an art for her. This, he rationalized, wasn’t a major offense though. Surely she could see that! A harmless omission, a few nudges toward what she already wanted, and some gentle manipulation . . . Among fey, these weren’t even worth noticing. He’d give her the day, and after that, he’d have to find her. If she wanted to rage at him later, she could, but right now, they had the safety of the desert to consider.

Matter resolved, Sionnach sat down and looked toward the mortal girl he’d grown to like.

Carissa walked back toward the table, accompanied by the waitress, who was carrying a slice of pie. Carissa slid back into the booth and snuggled up to him again.

The waitress smiled approving at Sionnach as she set the pie down in front of him. “Good riddance to them. That lot always starts trouble in here.”

“I’ll speak to them about that.” Sionnach flashed her a quicksilver grin and then ordered a glass of milk for himself, as well as a burger, fries, and a soda for Carissa.

After the waitress walked away, Carissa was quiet for a minute before she asked, “Who’s Keenan?”

“Rika’s ex . . .” Sionnach felt weary. “He wasn’t kind to her, and it’s taken her years to even think about trusting again.”

Carissa squeezed his hand. “Will she be okay?”

“Yes,” Sionnach vowed. “We’ll find a way to keep her free of him. Everyone will be fine. It’s just a matter of finding ways to make it so.”

Carissa leaned against him. “You’re a good person.”

“No, not usually,” Sionnach admitted. “But I do try to protect my own.”

A few hours later, Sionnach stood waiting for Carissa to meet him in the ghost town where he’d been sleeping of late. They’d separated after their meal, her to run an errand and him to take some time with the sand and sun to think. He liked that he didn’t have to tell her that he couldn’t ride inside her vehicle, that such machines made him sick. They’d been spending enough time together of late that she didn’t ask questions when he made decisions that might otherwise seem peculiar. That, too, was a benefit of living in the desert. Out here, the sense of what was “normal” was wide and varied. Desert towns were the safe havens of mortals who didn’t want to be trapped by society—and faeries who weren’t willing to be a part of the courts. Peculiar was the norm here.

This ghost town had once been the only outpost in this part of the desert. It stood here when he first realized that Rika was living in a nearby cave. Back then, Silver Ridge was filled with mortals. Much like the ones living in the new desert town, those long-gone mortals were a mix of adventurers and lost souls. Some came to make a new life; others came to hide. They were all dead now, had been for decades. The town was dead too. It had been abandoned, and aside from the occasional photographer or hiker, the ghost town was Sionnach’s very own space, his personal hideaway and one of his regular resting spots.

Some of the buildings were standing, but others were shells now. He liked it that way, with saloon doors standing in a frame with no walls to support them. Behind those doors was a sheer drop to a ravine. When the ground had crumbled, he’d always thought that there was something strangely poetic about the still-standing doors. The town was clustered along a street, but on the hill stood an abandoned mining shack and a partial bit of track, broken but still present.

Sionnach watched Carissa pull up in her faded red Jeep. Although she turned off the engine, she didn’t get out of the vehicle. Before he’d met her, Sionnach had seen her out here with a group of people, drinking and dancing under the full desert moon. He liked the sense of freedom she reveled in that night, but he also appreciated the cautious way she looked around today.

He stayed invisible to her eyes until he reached one of the reasonably intact saloon-style buildings. Then, he turned to face her and became visible so it appeared as if he had just exited the building. He walked over the broken wood of the building’s porch toward the front railing with the sort of grace he knew she admired. An older mortal might find his foxlike agility peculiar, but Carissa didn’t question how or why he could move so quickly.

Carissa hopped out of the vehicle, watching him silently.

He knew better than to relax his rules too much, but he liked the intense way she studied him. He preened a bit under her attention, not quite revealing his Otherness, but not playing mortal as much as he typically would either. He allowed himself to be too sinuous as he leaped over the rail, too fast as he came to stand beside her in a bit of a blur, too different to truly be thought mortal.

She was wide-eyed and enthralled. “How did you—”

“Hello.” He took both of her hands in his, using them to pull her toward him—and away from the metal of the vehicle. Still holding her hands, he tugged her close enough to kiss. Some faeries were addictive to mortals; fox faeries weren’t. The only danger to her from his kisses would be if he were unscrupulous, and although he was far from honest with the mortals he wooed, he didn’t take advantage of them. He didn’t even sanction lying with them; the risk of fathering half-fey children was too great. So, he kissed her until she was breathless, and then he pulled away.

For the rest of the day, they explored the buildings. They picnicked on a brightly colored blanket with bold lines that he kept here for just this reason. His objective was to show Carissa the beauty of the desert, to let her see it as he did. He found a beautiful Mojave rattlesnake, interesting rocks, and Joshua trees. He pointed out the tip of a cougar’s tail on an outcropping, watching it vanish. He knew she would leave in the next few months, and—selfishly perhaps—he wanted her to remember him, to think of the desert as he knew it.

When evening fell, Sionnach walked Carissa back to her Jeep. Above them, the sky seemed to go on forever, and the distant sight of the cliffs and cacti in the dusk was gorgeous. Heat shimmered close to the earth as the warmth in the ground and the cool air of evening connected. Usually, he would be happy to be in the desert on his own, but tonight he wanted someone to share it with; he wanted the sort of union that he’d never had—one he couldn’t have until he was able to be with his true mate. He wouldn’t have relations with a mortal, but a night spent kissing and touching under the stars was tempting. In some quiet part of his mind, he could admit that Carissa would only be standing in for the one he wanted, but tonight, he simply didn’t want to be alone. In a moment of weakness, he blurted out, “I’m camping out here tonight. Maybe you could stay.”

She paused, kissed him, and said, “Well, if we were inside one of the buildings . . . I mean snakes wouldn’t get into the sleeping bag, right?”

“You’d stay? Really?” He pulled her into his arms again, torn between guilt and hopefulness. “With me?”

She laughed, not coquettishly but as if surprised. He had been the one keeping their kisses tame; he had been the one not pushing the lines.

“In a heartbeat . . . but . . .” She glanced at her watch. “I’m already going to be late.” She bit her lip, and then after a moment, she offered, “I could call my father on the way home tomorrow and say I had a flat or something.”

Sionnach brushed her hair from her face. He knew better than this. He was the Alpha here, the one tasked with setting the rules that the other solitaries followed. “But?”

“I’ll be grounded probably.”

“And they’d worry all night. . . .” He rested his forehead against hers. “Waking up with you beside me would be beautiful, but I don’t think either of us is ready for the costs of that.”

“Either of us?”

He pulled back to stare into her face and half answered her question: “I like seeing you. If you’re grounded . . .”

“Oh.” She blushed and ducked her head. “That cost. I thought you meant there was something else wrong.”

Faeries don’t keep mortals, he thought quietly to himself. What would you say if you saw what I am? What if things went too far and there were a child? That thought reinforced his resolve. Half-fey children were dangerous to birth, and the courts stole them away if they were discovered. He wouldn’t wish injury to Carissa or cope with the loss of any child of his. He smiled at her and opened the door of her car. “Go home, Carissa, before my morals flee again.”

She climbed into the Jeep, and Sionnach hid his hand behind his back so she couldn’t see that touching the steel of the door bruised it. He kissed her lightly and stepped away.

“See you soon?” Carissa asked hopefully.

“As soon as possible.”

She nodded and drove away into the desert, leaving him to ponder his weaknesses.