First Drop of Crimson

Chapter Thirty-five

Denise stood under the pier, the sand ending in waves a few feet behind her. The SUV had just sunk beneath the dark waters, filling quickly with all its windows rolled down and the doors open. Denise raised the gun, aiming it at Nathanial. She’d never shot anyone before in her life, but that was about to change.

“Are you sure this is necessary?”

Nathanial let out an impatient sigh. “You’re determined to fight Raum on your own, so you’ll need the element of surprise. If you summon him and I’m standing here calmly waiting for my doom, he’ll be suspicious. You’ll lose your element of surprise—and Denise, even with the element of surprise, and shifting into whatever you think is strong enough to beat a demon, your chances aren’t that great.”

“Aren’t you the pep talker?” She was already nervous about facing and fighting the demon. Hearing his perception of her odds wasn’t helping that.

Nathanial gave her a hard look. “You should call Spade.”

“You’ve got such a death wish,” she muttered. “For the last time, I’m not calling Spade. Period.”

Denise wasn’t telling Nathanial the other reason she was keeping Spade out of this, aside from the fact that he’d absolutely never let her do it. Raum had an ax to grind with Spade after those salt bombs. If Spade showed up anywhere near the demon, Denise had no doubt Raum would try to kill him. With her unheard-of capacity for injuries, she had more of a chance than Spade did.

And she’d be damned if she’d stand back once again and let the man she loved fight—and die—for her.

“So if Raum knows these bullets won’t kill you, what’s the point of me shooting you?”

“Because if I’m wounded enough, I can’t shift. You wouldn’t have been able to shift that day after your stab wound, except Spade healed you. That’s why Web kept me drained of blood all the time, aside from selling it, of course. He knew otherwise I’d shift into something that could take him out. If Raum sees me wounded, unable to shift, he’ll be a hell of a lot more inclined to think you’re not double-crossing him.”

Her palms were sweaty, making the gun feel slick in her grip. “Where, ah, do you want it?”

“If it’s in the shoulder, it won’t look convincing enough. In the heart might kill me if Raum removes the brands right away once he arrives…and we need him to remove the brands from me, by the way. That’s your best chance to attack, when he’s concentrating on pulling his power from me back into him. Aim for the middle. It’ll take long enough to heal that Raum won’t be suspicious, but should be healed enough that it won’t kill me when I’m human again.”

“But if I hit a major organ and you’re still not healed enough when you become human again, it might kill you. I think I should just shoot you in the leg or something.”

Nathanial waved his hand. “Look, we don’t have a lot of time. Your boyfriend is probably scouring the area looking for you, so if you want to keep him out of this, you need to aim for the gut and shoot me already. If I end up dying from the gunshot wound, it’s still a far better fate than what Raum has in mind.”

Denise took one step forward, centered her attention on Nathanial’s side around the navel level, and then pulled the trigger.

He stumbled back, holding his side, red leaking out from his fingers. “Motherfucker,” he panted.

“Sorry,” Denise said uselessly.

“It’s all right.” Nathanial’s voice was hoarse from pain. “Now, hide the demon-bone knife in the sand by your feet. Then all you need to do is slice off those tattoos on your forearms. Once the protective spell is altered, Raum’ll know it. He’ll come running, believe me.”

Denise tried to steady her nerves and then reminded herself that being wigged out would only help in this case. What prompted a transformation? Hunger, nerves, pain, stress, and horniness. She’d have four out of the five covered. It should be enough to prompt her to shift. Of course, Nathanial thought there was nothing Denise could imagine strong enough or horrifying enough to defeat the demon.

Well, Nathanial hadn’t been there that night on New Year’s Eve. She’d seen one of the creatures that had killed dozens of powerful vampires, ghouls, and her husband. It burst into the basement and mauled Cat’s mother. Only the spell that created such an abomination being broken seconds later, and a lot of vampire blood, had saved Justina.

Raum had no idea the kind of horror Denise had lurking in her nightmares, but she was about to show him.

“I’m ready,” she said, tossing her cell phone farther up on the sand, but burying the demon knife a few inches from her feet.

Then she took one of the silver knives she’d stolen from Oliver and sliced it down her forearm, careful to only remove the skin and not bite into the tendons. Or arteries. It burned and throbbed with a terrible fire, making her break into a sweat and bite back a whimper. Almost done. Almost…

“God damn that hurts,” she whispered when she was finished.

“Careful.” Nathanial’s voice was grimly amused. “Don’t curse God now. We need all the help we can get.”

Denise gave him a fleeting caricature of a smile but then swiped the blade down her other arm before she lost her nerve. It hurt just as much as the first one did, and was more difficult, with the blood slicking down the blade and her fingers shaking from pain. When she’d reached the last etching near her wrist, she was gasping, her fingernails starting to curve into those hideous claws that she now realized had always been those of the monster from her nightmares. The same one she intended to transform into shortly.

The knife fell from her fingers and Denise folded up her arms, holding them to her chest to stem the bleeding.

When she glanced back at Nathanial, someone stood in her line of vision.

“Why hello, Denise,” Raum purred.

Spade circled the skies over Monaco, focusing his vision on every vehicle that even remotely resembled an SUV. He’d flown over the whole bloody principality twice and yet still hadn’t found it.

What if Denise ditched the SUV and took another car? She had a gun, after all; it would be easy for her to force someone out of their vehicle. What if looking for the SUV was a waste of time that might cost Denise her life?

Crispin flew as well. Cat searched on the ground with Oliver, as neither of them was able to fly. It had been almost half an hour and there was no sign of Denise or Nathanial.

Could she have gotten out of Monaco that fast? Which direction would she have gone in? Dammit, why had she done this? That demon-dodging sod wasn’t worth it!

“Mencheres!” Spade suddenly said out loud. He aimed for the nearest rooftop, dialing on his mobile on the way down.

“Did you find her?” were his sire’s first words.

“No,” Spade said shortly. “But can’t you track her another way? A few months ago, your visions of the future weren’t coming to you anymore, but have they returned since then? Or can you use your power to see where Denise is now?”

It sounded like Mencheres sighed. “My visions haven’t returned. I see nothing anymore…and neither can I use my power to pinpoint Denise’s location. That, too, is gone from me.”

“Why the bloody hell haven’t you found a way to fix that!” Spade almost shouted into the mobile, fear making him irrational. “I’ve never once asked you to use your power for me before. Why now, when I need you the most, are you of no use to me?”

He hung up before Mencheres could reply, wanting to keep his line free in case Denise called. She still had the mobile he’d given her. It had been in the backseat along with the gun. Spade tried to calm the rising panic in him as he took to the skies again. Fate couldn’t be so cruel as to do this to him twice, could it?

Or perhaps Fate was exactly this cruel, letting him fall in love with another human, only to once again have death snatch her from him.

Raum faced Denise, his black eyes lit with red embers and his light brown hair blowing in the cold breeze coming off the water. He wore jeans and a T-shirt with “Got Brimstone?” emblazoned across the front of it. If she didn’t know what he was, Raum’s bizarrely normal appearance wouldn’t make her look at him twice. But she did know what he was, and the smell of sulfur enveloped her like an unwanted embrace.

“You dare call me here, so close to salt water? You think that makes you safe? I’m very, very disappointed in you,” Raum bit out, advancing a step toward her. “You took advantage of my kindness, broke our agreement—”

“Raum,” Denise interrupted. “Look behind you.”

The demon did a slow circle and then his laugh echoed out. He bounded over to Nathanial and seized him in a gleeful grip, swinging him around with the same sort of uninhibited exuberance that Spade had twirled her with just the other night.

“Nathanial, my long lost protégé, how happy I am to see you again!” Raum exclaimed. He even kissed Nathanial full on the mouth, with a loud smacking sound. “Ah, you taste so despairingly sweet. I intend to have such fun with you, you know that.”

Nathanial cried out at something the demon did. Denise couldn’t see what it was through Raum’s back, but whatever it had been, it was painful.

“You think that hurts?” Raum hissed, his tone changing from ringingly cheerful to something so low, Denise could barely hear him. “You have no idea what agony is, you deceitful little filth, but you will. Forever.”

No matter what happened later, right then, Denise was glad for everything she’d done in the past two hours. She couldn’t have lived with sending anyone to what Raum had planned for Nathanial. Yes, Nathanial had made the bargain with the demon, but dammit, he’d already paid enough for that during his time with Web. He’d been a stupid kid who made a terrible mistake, but he shouldn’t have to be eternally punished for it.

And if she lived through what she did next, she’d stop punishing herself, too. For letting Randy get killed, for the miscarriage…all of it. It’s time for both of us to be forgiven, Denise realized. More than time.

“Raum,” she said, raising her voice. “I want to get out of here, but first I want you to prove that you can give me my payment.”

The demon swung around, still cradling Nathanial in an embrace tighter than a lover would use. “Oh, really?” Raum drew out. “And how do you think you’ll have me prove that?”

The dangerous challenge in the demon’s voice would have made Denise back away shivering five weeks ago, but not tonight. She met that red-tinged gaze without blinking.

“You promised me if I brought Nathanial to you, you’d leave my family alone forever. And that you’d take these brands off and your essence out of me, returning me to a normal human. You might say I’m a little leery of you after everything I’ve been through, so why don’t you show me first that I’ll survive getting these brands off. Or I run as fast as I can back to the vampires, and you can try to chase me while toting Nathanial.”

A smile played around Raum’s lips. “Quite the little firecracker now, aren’t you? I like this side of you, Denise. It’s very attractive.”

The way he emphasized that last word made Denise’s flesh crawl, but she knew that was why he’d done it. Raum wanted her to be cowering and frightened, but if she let him rattle her even once, she wouldn’t have the nerve to follow through on the rest of it.

“Take the brands off Nathanial. Let me see that he’s normal again. Then take off mine and we can go our separate ways, me alone and you with him. Like you agreed.”

“Don’t do it, please,” Nathanial begged. Tears leaked out of his eyes, and the desperation on his face was palpable. “That’s too quick. Don’t you want to torture me when I’ll be able to heal over and over? Haven’t you wanted to make me scream for a long time, Raum? You can’t do that if I’m human!”

Clever ploy, Denise thought. The demon’s expression had been skeptical when Denise finished talking, but after hearing Nathanial, he smiled with such malevolent anticipation that part of her wanted to run away from the mere sight of it. Don’t you dare, she ordered herself. You can beat him. He’ll never expect you to fight back.

“Why, Nathanial, you have smartened up these past long decades, haven’t you? You know no matter what I do to you, it’s better than what will happen once you’re human and I can kill you. I did plan to take my time playing with you first, but—”

“Yes, yes, play with me!” Nathanial shouted. More tears poured. “I deserve it, you’ve earned it…”

“But this will be even more fun!” Raum said, his voice turning into a feral roar.

Then Raum seized Nathanial’s forearms, the demon’s hands covering those intricate tattoos, before he plunged his fingertips inside Nathanial’s skin.

Nathanial screamed, high-pitched and piercing. That smell of sulfur increased while a hazy buzzing seemed to fill the air.

“Feel that?” Raum snarled. “It’s the end of your immortality, boy!”

Now, Denise told herself.

She scratched gouges into her legs with her clawed hands, bringing a fresh spurt of pain. In her mind, she focused on the image of one of the creatures from that New Year’s Eve. Creatures so foul, so powerful, they didn’t exist anywhere but in the darkest realms of the most forbidden black magic.

That feeling of blind chaos spread through her body, the same one she’d felt when she transformed on the boat. This time, however, Denise didn’t try to fight it. She fed the wildness, expanding it with all the horrible images from that night. Focusing on all the details of the creature that months of antidepressants, therapy, and distance from the undead world still hadn’t let her forget.

Her skin felt like it burst, waves of pain and energy wracking her entire body in lightning-fast blasts. Only a small part of her was aware that Raum turned around to give her almost a quizzical glance.

“What the hell?” he muttered.

A howl came out of her throat, as hideous and loud as the sounds that had haunted her nightmares. Then Denise bent and pulled the bone knife from the sand.

She’d show the demon what the hell.

With another unearthly bellow, Denise charged at Raum.