I’ll Be Slaying You

Chapter 4

When night fell, coming with its thick, hot darkness and moonless sky, Dee headed back to Onyx.

There’d been no sign of the woman since their last encounter, and she’d spent all day using every one of Night Watch’s contacts in hope of finding Sunshine.

No luck.

So Dee figured she’d better let the woman find her again.

And that was why her butt was parked once again at the bar.

Her gaze scanned the crowd. Pretty light since it was only a little past nine. The heavy hitters would come in later.

Her stare tracked across the room, not lingering too long, looking for the tall, muscled length of—

“Hell.” Dee ground her back teeth together as she caught herself. The object was to find the woman from last night, not Chase.

Not the man who’d given her a fast, hard ride straight into one of her better orgasms, then walked away.

Walked away.

What had been up with that?

More than a fuck. She spun toward the bartender. “A beer, Mike. The cheaper, the better.” One drink, that was all she ever allowed herself when she hunted. A big, long glass mirror ran the length of the bar and Dee stared at her reflection. Wow—was that her hair? Maybe she should—

Her eyes locked on a man. Black hair. Broad shoulders. Tall, strong. Don’t-give-a-damn swagger.

Chase.

Her breath eased out.

The man was double-timing it to the exit.

Running from her?

Or chasing something? Someone?

“Hold the beer.” She shoved away from the bar. “Be back in five.” The exit door had already swung shut, but Dee rushed forward. If there was a hunt, she’d be in on the action. And if there wasn’t…

Well, she had a few things to say to Mr. More Than A Fuck.

Her fingers clamped around the door knob. Just in case, she went out silently, armed, ready.

But no one was there. Just an empty back lot.

What the hell?

“You did well.” The vampire stared into the human female’s eyes, enjoying the soft ebb and flow of her blood. Her heart raced as he crossed to her. With every step, the blood flowed faster.

She smiled at him. “She was right where you said she’d be. All alone.” A quick swipe of her tongue across those ripe red lips. “I-I could have killed her for you. I would have.”

Such an eager little helper. “I know.” He trailed his fingertip down her cheek. Lisa. He didn’t remember her last name. Didn’t care.

“I’d do anything for you,” she whispered and her eyes were so wide and blue. “Anything.”

Because she wanted to live forever. Because Lisa, with her thin thighs and her big breasts and her perfect face, was aging. Slowly. One faint line at a time.

“I’m not afraid to kill.” Her chin lifted even as she swayed toward him.

His fangs lengthened. He’d love to have one more taste of her. Fresh blood was always the best. “No, you’ve proven that.” She’d brought prey to him that very first night. His fingers trailed down her throat and curled over that frantic pulse. “But are you afraid to die?”

Hope lit her eyes. “You’re going to do it? You’re going to change me?” Her smile stretched her face. “I’m not afraid, I want—”

“Good.” Then he lifted the weapon he’d kept hidden and stabbed her. Right in that laboring heart.

She choked at first, probably on her own blood because he saw the trickle of red slide from the corner of her mouth. Those wide eyes filled with pain and shock because this wasn’t the death she’d expected.

Because he hated for all that good blood to go to waste, he bent toward her, and licked those sweet drops away from her lips.

Then he let her body fall.

Time to get the other bitch.

Now this was just…weird. Dee shoved the stake back into her ankle holster. She tilted her head, straining to pick up some sound to indicate movement, but she just caught the muted beat of music.

“Chase?”

Maybe he’d circled back around to the front of the building. Possible. But that fast?

Her gaze darted to the row of cars nestled on the left. She didn’t see anyone over there, but…

Dee stalked to the vehicles, aware of a growing tension in her body. Last night, a woman had told her she’d die here.

Being back now, okay, that would make anyone nervous.

Narrowing her eyes, she caught sight of a small, red vehicle. Wait—that was—

A rush of wind behind her.

Oh, damn. Dee froze. She didn’t need to look back to know she wasn’t alone anymore. “I was wondering when you’d show up,” she muttered. Her fingers were just a few inches away from her gun holster. So if she was right and a vamp had just closed in on her—damn but they were almost as quiet as shifters these days—then a gunshot wouldn’t kill him.

But it would still hurt. A lot. And it would give her the precious minutes she needed to stake the asshole.

“I have been watching you,” he said, his voice clipping a bit with an English accent.

“Have you?” She turned, slowly, to face the vampire. Her fingers brushed the holster. “And I’ve been waiting on you.” Dee shook her head. “Didn’t your mother ever tell you it’s wrong to make a woman wait?”

His fangs were out. Long and sharp. As she watched, his blue eyes faded to black. Great. Dee swallowed. A vamp in full hunting mode.

“I’m not here to play with you.” That black stare raked her.

“Oh?” This was it. “Then I guess we better skip the fore-play, huh?” No way to tell if this was the Born Master or one of his minions because the Borns, they always had freaking minions. “Maybe we should just get around to the death part.” Dee jerked out her gun and fired, six times, dead center in his chest.

Flesh and bone torn away, blood splattered around them. Dee stood so close that the bastard’s blood rained on her.

But he didn’t flinch. Didn’t fall to his knees. Didn’t stumble. Just stared at her, and smiled. “You’ll wish I killed you, before it’s over.”

She still had more bullets. This time, Dee aimed for the head. “Promises, promises.” Her finger tightened around the trigger—and they attacked.

Five, no, six vamps jumped from the darkness, teeth and claws out and ready to kill. Dee didn’t waste breath on a scream. She fired, fired until the trigger just clicked. They took her down and her body hit the ground, hard. But, twisting like a snake beneath the fists and bodies, she managed to grab her stake—new weapon, new fight. Dee swiped out at them, too aware that she’d made a fatal mistake and walked right into their trap.

You’re dead, Dee. Sunshine’s voice rang in her head. No one will mourn. No one will even miss you when you’re rotting in the ground.

Simon had just walked into Onyx when he heard the distinct thunder of gunfire. Hell.

His gaze scanned the big room. Dee, be here.

A curvy redhead walked by him, a wide smile on her lips. “Hi there, handsome, I’m—”

“Not interested.” He brushed by her and cut a quick path to the bar. He slammed his hands down on the counter. “I’m looking for a woman.”

The bartender didn’t glance up. “Try looking behind you.”

Growling, Simon leaned over the counter and grabbed the idiot’s shirt. Whiskey spilled over his hand. “You remember the woman I was with last night.” Not a question.

The guy’s eyes bulged. “You kidding me? Do you know how many chicks come in here every night? No way do I—”

“Small. Blond hair she’d hacked to pieces. Tight ass and lips that—”

“Her.”

“Where is she?”

The bartender pointed one hand to the left. Exit.

Simon thrust him back. He spun around—

And came face to face with a demon.

Not just any demon. Her demon. Another Night Watch hunter. Zane Wynter. The guy looked like a human, but Simon knew he was far more monster than man. Simon snarled, “You’re supposed to be watching her ass.”

“Thought that was what you were doing last night.”

The music had kicked up. The band blasted some screaming shit and—was that another shot? “Out of my way,” Simon ordered.

The demon didn’t move. Fine.

Simon shoved the bastard back, a good three feet, and ran for the exit even as the demon shattered a table before he hit the floor.

A kick sent the door flying open. “Dee!” He could smell her, that wild scent drifting in the air.

Simon rushed forward and saw the gun tossed on the ground. Her gun. “Dee!”

But he couldn’t see his little hunter.

Gone.

Maybe dead.

Sonofabitch.

Growling, he took off into the night, following the scent of the blood trail as fast as he could. Dee had made her attackers bleed and that sweet scent would take him right to her.

If he could get there in time.

The wail of sirens woke her. A loud, hard scream she’d heard too many times before. Dee fought to open her eyes. A groan tore from her lips as pain wracked her body.

Vampires.

The breath she’d tried to suck in now choked out as realization crashed into her.

Had she taken them down? Or had they Taken her?

Please, no.

The stench hit her then. The coppery odor she’d first caught long ago and had never forgotten. Couldn’t.

No, not again.

Her lashes fluttered open. She squinted, trying to see. But it was so dark. Pitch black.

She shoved up and a blast of agony burned through her head at the move. Shit that hurt. Her hands slapped down as she struggled for balance, and something sticky and wet coated her fingertips.

No.

The scent hit her again, stronger now that she was aware, striking like a hard punch in the face. Bile rose and she choked, scared, sick.

Not again.

She scrambled back, but hit something. Something soft and still.

Her eyes narrowed as she strained to see but the darkness was too perfect. Her hands fumbled, reaching out.

Flesh.

An arm. Cold to the touch.

A hip.

Stomach.

Then—oh, God, no—

A loud boom blasted to her right and light exploded on her as—what? A door?—flew open.

“Dee!”

Her head jerked at the sound and the move sent fire burning through the base of her skull.

“Oh, damn, what the hell happened?”

That voice…Simon.

A crack of light shot in behind him, illuminating the sparse interior of her hell. She glanced away from him, following the horror in his eyes to see the body.

High-end clothes, soaked red. Long, tangled black hair covered half of the woman’s face. A face she knew. Little Miss Sunshine lay dead beneath her hands. Not a pretty death. Too brutal.

Dee’s fingertips fluttered around the wooden stake that had been driven into the other woman’s heart.

Her breath rasped out. “I-I didn’t—” Her hands flew back. A human. Sunshine had been a human. In life, and in death.

Dee tried to scramble up, but she slipped and fell in the blood that coated the floor.

Just like before. “Mom? Mom! Help me!”

But no one had helped her.

“Dee? Dee?” Simon grabbed her and lifted her into his arms. “Are you hurt?”

Yeah, but the other woman was dead.

Did I kill her?

Please, God, no. She couldn’t remember anything. Not since the alley, when all those vamps jumped her—

Her hand flew to her neck. Had she been bitten? Christ. If they’d bitten her, they’d be able to get into her head. Sick, twisted freaks.

Simon turned away from the body. “We’ve got to get the hell out of here!” His hold bruised her.

“No, no, we can’t leave her. The cops—”

“Are about to storm the place any minute.” The sirens screamed, so close now. So close.

Dee heaved against him, but he just clamped his hands tighter around her and ran from the pit. No, not a pit, she realized as more light spilled onto her. Some kind of warehouse?

Simon raced outside, holding her tight.

Yeah, a warehouse. With some boarded-up windows, a condemned sign on the side, and a few streetlights spilling light on her hell.

“The cops find you here, your ass will be headed for jail.” He all but shoved her into his car. The smell of leather flooded her nostrils but it couldn’t block the stench of blood. So much blood.

Sunshine’s blood had stained her skin.

A car door slammed. Dee glanced up just as Simon cranked the engine, then he gunned the Mustang and they flew forward with a snarl of the motor.

“We can’t…leave the scene.” Her mind wasn’t working right. She knew it. Everything seemed slow. The streetlights too bright. Dee squinted as she ran a hand over the back of her head.

When Dee touched the fist-sized knot at the base of her skull, her breath rasped out. What did they do to me?

Simon jerked the wheel to the right and turned down a street. Then another. Another. The mustang snaked through alleys and back roads, taking so many turns that Dee felt dizzy.

She’d thought she knew the city.

She’d thought wrong.

Her eyes squeezed shut and she saw—

A stake, driven deep into the woman’s chest. Blood.

“Why?” The word broke from her lips as her eyes cracked open. “She was a…lure. She shouldn’t have been—”

“Dee.” Simon spared her a glance. “Focus for me. How much of the blood is yours? Did the bastards bite you?”

Don’t know. Her hands started to tremble. The steady pounding in her head had nausea rolling through her. “Not sure.” Okay, that sounded normal. Didn’t it? Her tongue seemed so thick in her mouth. “The woman…”

“Fuck, Dee! She’s dead! She was part of a setup! The vamps left you there, with a stake—probably one of yours—in that woman’s heart, and they sent the police to find you.”

The sirens—how had the police known to come?

He took another corner and the tires squealed. “What do you think would have happened when the cops found you crouched over a dead human?”

The throbbing was worse. She could actually hear the pulses. That couldn’t be good. “Got…friends who are cops.” They would’ve listened to her. Tony—she could count on him. “T-Tony…” Okay, that had been slurred.

“Hell! You’re about to pass out, aren’t you?”

Maybe.

Um, yeah.

“Dee? Dee!” He hit the brakes and she fell forward. The seat belt she didn’t remember buckling—maybe he had?—cut across her chest. “Stay with me. I’ve got to know…it’s important. Did they bite you?”

The street lights didn’t seem so bright anymore. Or maybe her eyes were just closed. Hard to tell for sure.

“Dee?”

“Maybe,” she whispered and the last thing she heard was—

“Fuck.”

Yeah.

Death had a way of making the beautiful…ugly.

Baton Rouge Police Captain Antonio “Tony” Young stared down at the body before him. He was used to the blood, so the stench and the sight didn’t bother him. This wasn’t his first time to find a horror/freak show crime scene. Wouldn’t be his last either.

He crouched beside the body and a soundless whistle passed his lips. Someone had screwed up. He could see the bite marks on the woman’s neck, so yeah, she’d been a vamp chew toy, but—

But she hadn’t been a vamp.

The movies and TV shows had vampire killings all wrong. When vamps were staked, they didn’t age or shrivel or explode into dust.

Nothing so fancy.

But the change was there. You just had to know what you were looking for to see it.

At death, well, their second death, anyway, a vamp’s elongated fangs retracted. The darkness in their eyes—the darkness that came when they hunted—faded away.

Their bodies stiffened, hardening immediately so that when an ME looked later, the TOD was never right. No way could you determine the time of death for a vamp, just couldn’t happen.

Their skin whitened, not slowly turning ashy and yellow like a human’s. No, the skin drained of color until the flesh was the starkest of whites, and the drain was nearly instantaneous.

Those signs were always dead giveaways that you were dealing with a vamp. Those indicators, and the wooden stake that was generally lodged in the chest. Hard to miss the stake.

“Oh, man, is that who I think it is?” The uniform next to Antonio pressed in a bit too close.

Antonio slapped his hand against his chest. “Don’t even think about screwing up my crime scene.” Like things weren’t screwed up enough. That tip they’d received…“Two women fighting, screaming, someone needs help at Belmont and Queens. The crazy bitch was screaming about vampires.”

Screaming about vampires—and now the victim had been staked.

“Captain, don’t you recognize her?”

He turned to stare at the uniform. Red spots blotched the kid’s face. “Should I?” Another body. Another case that would give him heartburn. Couldn’t the supernaturals ever back off?

A quick swipe of the cop’s tongue. “She’s Lisa Durant. You know, Senator Durant’s niece. I saw—I saw her on TV a few weeks back. She was…” His gaze fell to the body. “Hot.”

Not anymore.

Antonio’s back teeth locked. Senator’s niece. Oh, hell. Keeping this quiet would be a bitch.

He glanced back at the stake. His eyes narrowed. “Jon…is that what I think it is?” Not enough light to tell for sure from this angle, but that looked like—

The crime scene tech who’d crouched beside the body shot him a grin. “Bloody fingerprints. Hell, yes.”

Antonio’s hand ran over his face. “Run ’em, and give the report to me.” His eyes held Jon’s. “Only me, you got that?”

Jon gave a grim nod.

“Good.” Because he had a feeling the supernatural shit was about to hit the fan in his city.

“Dee.”

Somebody shook her. Hard.

“You’ve got to wake up. That hit you took to the head left you concussed. You can’t sleep.”

But she really wanted to, just a little longer anyway.

“Dee!” Another shake. One hard enough to rattle her teeth.

She managed to crack open one eye. “Should you really…shake a woman with a…concussion?”

A brief grin turned up his lips. “It was either shake you or maybe let you slide into a coma.”

Something wet and cold pressed against the back of her neck and Dee sucked in a fast breath. “What the hell?”

The grin flashed again. Was the guy enjoying her pain or what? “The ice will make the giant knot go away sooner.”

Both of her eyes opened. Dee realized she was on a couch, propped up against some cushions, and Simon, he was over her, around her. One hand held her shoulder, urging her close, while the other anchored the ice pack at the base of her skull. Mere inches separated their faces. His smoky eyes were so deep and intense. She noticed his lashes then. Really long, dark lashes. Weird, because his face was hard and—

“You back with me this time?” he murmured.

She blinked, realizing that though her skull still throbbed, the grogginess of before was gone. “Yeah, I…think so.” If she could stop being an idiot and gazing into his eyes like some lovesick teen with a crush. Jeez. Dee fumbled for the ice pack. Her fingers tangled with his. “I’ve—I’ve got this.”

His jaw locked.

Okay, so maybe she wasn’t being the most gracious victim.

Good southern manners had never been her strong suit.

Simon’s hand fell away and she pressed the frigid pack against her head. “Don’t worry…about me,” she managed. “I’m a fast healer.” For a human, anyway. She dragged her gaze away from him and scanned the room. Bare walls. No photos, no paintings. A TV, DVD player, game consoles. And in the corner…what was that? A porn magazine? “Ah, your place?”

A grim nod.

The ice shifted beneath her fingers. “Look, Simon, I appreciate you trying to come to my aid—”

“I saved your ass, Dee, again.”

True, though she was a bit sketchy on the details. “I don’t…I can’t remember what happened after I left the alley.” The vamps had jumped her. She’d fired her gun. Run out of bullets. Started staking.

Too many of them.

They’d knocked her down. Her head had thudded into the ground and—

“I woke up in her blood.” She didn’t even know the woman’s name. Another vic. So many nameless faces.

Simon began to ease back. Dee’s left hand grabbed for him. “I didn’t kill her.”

His head cocked. “Thought you just said you didn’t remember.”

Dee swallowed and hoped she was telling the truth. “I wouldn’t kill a human.”

“You had the stake against her heart last night.”

“To scare her, not to kill her!” Oh, bad idea. Shouting made the throbbing much worse. “Simon, trust me, I-I wouldn’t kill a human, not after what happened to—” She broke off, clamping her lips together. So, what? A bump on the head had made her super chatty?

“You want me to trust you?” he asked.

Dee realized her fingers were digging into his wrist. With an effort, she unclamped and nodded.

“You tell me why you’re so gung-ho against the vamps, and make me believe you’d never stake an unarmed woman. Then we’ll see about talking trust.”

The ice had begun to melt. A trickle of water slid down the back of her neck. “My story’s not so different from yours.”

He didn’t speak.

Fine. He wanted her soul naked—that was the way it would have to be. Because right now, she needed him. Until I can find out what the hell is happening. “When I was fifteen, I came home to find a bloodbath at my house.”

Mom? Mom? Where are you?

Dee ignored that soft voice whispering in her head. The voice of the girl she’d been a lifetime ago.

She cleared her throat and said, “My date dropped me off at the door. My first date.” He’d wrapped his sweaty palms around her shoulders and given her a kiss. Wet, sloppy, but her first kiss. Then he’d hightailed it out of there when he heard a thump from inside.

Vince had thought her dad was coming. The ex-marine, tough as nails guy who’d been cleaning his gun before they left.

“Dammit, I loved him so much,” she murmured. That stupid gun. She’d begged him to put the thing up before Vince arrived. People didn’t really do things like that, but he’d—

“The boy you were—”

A hard shake of her head. “No. Forget it.” She swallowed. “The lights were on when I went inside, but I couldn’t find anyone.” But she’d smelled a thick, hard odor.

Blood and death.

“I found my dad first. He was in the hallway. His throat had been ripped open.” So much blood. She hadn’t screamed when she’d seen him. She should have, she’d even tried, but her breath had been gone.

She’d dropped to her knees next to him. His precious gun had still been in his hands. Her dad never loaded the thing so it hadn’t done him a bit of good.

Simon’s fingers skated down her cheek and Dee realized she’d dropped her gaze. His hand curled under her chin and he forced her to look at him again.

Better him than the past. “I found my sister next.” She paused, felt the pain. “She was seven.”

They’d killed her in her bedroom, right there next to Sara’s pretty pink bed and her tall, white doll house.

“Some vamps get off on children’s blood. They think it makes them stronger,” he said. “Dee, look at me.”

She was, but she could still see Sara. “She used to drive me crazy. I was so much older and—” And Simon probably didn’t care. He didn’t want to know what a bitch she’d been to her kid sister. Didn’t want to know that she’d run straight to Sara’s room after finding her father, her heart burning her chest. When she’d found Sara, she’d fallen.

The scream had come then. Breaking from her mouth and shattering her.

“I screamed for her, for help, and then I heard the footsteps coming.”

So stupid.

“They would have heard you the minute you entered the house,” Simon said and his face hardened. “The bastards were just playing with you.”

She knew that now. They’d let her find the bodies, let the terror and grief break her, and they’d crept out to watch her. Sick, twisted freaks.

Then they’d attacked.

“Their mouths were stained with blood. When I saw their teeth, I-I didn’t believe what I was seeing at first.”

Because who would believe vampires were real? That they’d just slaughtered your family?

“We’ve been waiting for you, little Sandra Dee, waiting so long.”

Dee jumped and the ice pack tumbled from her fingers. “What? What the hell did you just say?”

His fingers fell away. “I said they were waiting for you, probably trying to make sure you were alone before they attacked. It’s the way the bastards work.”

Yeah, it was.

“How did you get away?”

Because of a miracle. Or, no, maybe because the devil had gotten bored and decided to stir up hell on earth. “My mother came down the stairs.”

Still alive. Dee had gasped those words. One vamp had held her right arm, another her left. She’d thought they were going to rip her apart. And the other vamp bastard—the one with the blond hair, coal black eyes, and the lying, kind face—he’d watched her with a smile.

Her mother had stumbled down the steps. Thick, gaping wounds covered her neck. “The vamps hadn’t been easy with her.” A rusty, broken laugh. “When are they ever easy?” A kind kill wasn’t generally an option for vampires. They liked prey to suffer.

Blood had soaked her mother’s shirt. Her face…“She was so pale. Trembling. And her eyes, they were—” Changing. Fading from a brilliant gold to dark shadows. She hadn’t known what that darkness meant. Not then.

“They laughed when they saw her. Told her that she couldn’t have a drink.” Mom doesn’t drink. The stupid thought had been the fifteen-year-old’s. Her mother never touched alcohol. Never.

His jaw locked but his gaze never wavered. “Finish it,” he gritted.

She didn’t want to. Dee squeezed her eyes shut.

Darkness.

Just like her mother’s eyes.

Were all vampires really bad?

Some hunters claimed a vampire lost his soul when he was transformed. That goodness died and only evil remained. A shifter had told her that once—he’d said the decay and the rot that he smelled from vamps came from the decay inside, where a soul should be.

Maybe the old fox had been full of bullshit, but she’d asked Jude and he’d said he caught the same stench any time a vamp was near.

Except once, he’d told her about a vamp in LA who—

“How did you get away?” he repeated.

Dee opened her eyes. “She—she had a weapon. That thump I’d heard before, she’d broken a table. I guess they didn’t think she had any fight left, but she did.” A bit of pride there. “When she reached the landing, she lunged and stabbed the lead bastard in the back.”

A moment of weakness. That was all she’d needed. Just a moment.

“Go, Sandra Dee. Go,” she whispered her mother’s last words. A sad smile curved her lips. “And I did. I ran and I left her there.” To die.

Rage and fear had twisted her stomach as she rushed down the hall and out of the house. “I left her,” she repeated, voice still soft. The other vamps had turned on her mother when she’d stabbed the leader, and their attack had given Dee that one moment to break away.

Kill them. The thought now was the same as it had been then. Kill them. She hadn’t wanted to get help. She’d wanted to find someone to kill the bastards in her house.

“I ran outside. Went to a neighbor’s.” They hadn’t been close. Not close enough to hear her first scream. If only.

Mark McKenley and his wife Julie had wanted to go to her house, right away. They’d called the cops, and Mark had taken off with his old hunting shotgun. Dee remembered rushing after him, screaming that the gun wouldn’t be enough.

“Something happened in my house.” She licked her lips. “Fire…the smoke, I saw it the minute I went back outside.”

Mom!

“Fire burns fast, you know. So fast.” Greedy flames, licking up the side of her house, peeling the paint away in thick bubbles, eating at her home.

“I know,” his gruff whisper.

Julie had held her back. Mark, sixty, with stooped shoulders and shaking hands, had burst into the burning house, screaming her mother’s name.

He’d stayed inside, until the firefighters arrived and dragged his body out.

Dead. Like the others.

My fault. She hadn’t even been able to look at Julie after that.

“The cops and firefighters didn’t believe me when I told them what happened.” Not that she could blame them. Hell, they’d probably thought she was crazy or high. “The story ran in the paper a few days later.” She’d read it with tears streaming down her face. “They ruled it a murder-suicide. After the fire stopped, the only remains they found inside were—well, they said they could identify Mom, Dad, and Sara.” Not her. Not now. “No sign of the vamps, of course.”

“Fuck.” Understanding in the guttural word. He knew where this was going.

“They said my mom killed Dad and Sara, then she shoved a knife into her own throat.”

Bullshit. Not her mom. Not the woman who’d sacrificed her own life so Dee could get away. “No one would believe me.” The steady throb in her head was driving her crazy, but she’d deal.

She always did.

“What did you do? Where did you go?”

To the streets. “I took off on my own.” With the stupid idea of finding the vamps who’d attacked her family and killing them. But, at fifteen, she hadn’t known how to live on the streets. She’d been close to starving a week later, dirty, cold. Her jaw locked. “I managed to get by.” A shrug. Like she could shrug away those dark years. “Then I met Jason Pak.” No, he’d found her. Stalked her and found her in that roach-infested apartment she’d bleed to pay for.

“Pak.” He echoed the name. Most folks in Baton Rouge knew of Pak, even if they hadn’t personally met the guy. Bad reputations carried too easily.

“The first thing he told me…He said I wasn’t crazy.” But she’d thought he was.

“And the second?”

Her fingers fisted. “He said he’d teach me to kill the bastards.”

Pak had always been a man of his word.

“I haven’t found those vamps yet, but I will.” One day. Then maybe she’d stop hearing Sara’s screams late at night. Maybe. Or maybe she’d just hear them until she died.

His gaze roved over her face. Her neck. “They didn’t bite you that night?”

“No.” Adamant. A good thing, too, because most folks didn’t understand just how dangerous even a little nip from a vamp could be.

Once a vampire took a victim’s blood, he had a psychic link with his prey. If he was strong enough, he could steal thoughts, memories, and send seductive whispers in the hours of darkness.

Some of them—those ancient Born Masters—it was possible they could even control their prey. Get humans to follow their every twisted command. Like sick, freaking puppets.

Dee never wanted to be a puppet. Never.

Taking a deep breath, she shoved off the couch. Their thighs brushed and she fought to ignore the wave of heat from that quick touch.

Her knees shook a little when she stood. For just a second, black spots danced before her eyes and the nausea rolled in her stomach.

“Dee?” He was there, rising, too, and putting a bracing hand on her shoulder.

Careful. Don’t get used to him being there.

Alone. That was how she lived her life. How she’d keep on living it.

She stiffened her spine and lifted her chin. “I’m all right.” Not a total lie. Dee was pretty sure there was no immediate threat of death.

Slowly, she turned to face Simon. She looked up at him. “After what happened to my family, do you really think I’d ever take a human’s life? I couldn’t do that. I’d be the same as—”

Them.

The vampires. Stealing life, spilling blood.

“I don’t remember what happened in that room, but I know I wouldn’t have staked her.” The vampires. Had they made her watch and she couldn’t even remember it? Had the woman begged her for help?

Simon weighed her with icy eyes. Silence filled the room, heavy and thick, then he gave a grim nod. “If you’d wanted to kill her, she would have been dead on the ground last night.”

Not a ringing endorsement, but she’d take what she could get. “Thanks for that much, at least.”

Then it was her turn to pause because this part, yeah, it would be awkward. Well, hell, not like he hadn’t already had her naked. “I need a favor.” She’d bared her soul to him, a small favor really wasn’t so much to ask in return. “I played your game, told you the hell from my past, now I want one thing from you.”

“Fair enough.”

She thought so.

“What do you need?” He gave a shrug. “You know you can crash here until we find out what’s—uh, Dee?”

Her shirt hit the coffee table. The pounding in her head kicked up a notch. No help for it. She’d had to yank the shirt off. Blood had stained and hardened the fabric, and she never wanted to see the shirt again.

Dee toed out of her shoes. Jerked open her jeans and—

“Just what kind of favor do you need, babe?” His voice had thickened, darkened, and when she glanced up, Dee saw that those smoky eyes of his didn’t look so cold anymore. No, not cold at all.

She shoved down the jeans. “I don’t remember what happened—that means they could have done anything to me.” No, no, no. “I…need you to check me.” She licked her lips. It would have to be a full body check. No way could she take chances.

“Check you?”

Her gaze held his. “For bite marks.”