If You Give A Girl A Viscount

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

The Keep’s walls loomed over him after Daisy ran off. Charlie heard nothing. It was lonely after midnight in a strange castle, even with the eerie summer light. He felt an ache near his heart as he stared at the flower in his hand and bent to sniff it. The sweet, musky odor was pleasing, but it didn’t satisfy him nearly as much as the scent of Daisy’s skin.

He would bring it to her. The flower.

He knew he was being stupid. Daisy was a maiden. She was in his charge. He shouldn’t seek her out. Besides, he had no idea which room was hers. And many other people slumbered in nearby rooms. What if they discovered him where he shouldn’t be?

What would it mean for Daisy?

She’d be ruined. That’s what.

He knew if he walked up the stairs with this flower and found her that he would enter her bedchamber and close the door, and—

He closed his eyes.

Why was he torturing himself so?

Turn around, Charlie.

With every bit of will he had, he turned himself around. Walked back to his own bedchamber, turned the knob, and—

A door next to his creaked open. “Lumley! Is that you?”

It was Mr. Woo.

“Yes,” Charlie answered, a bit annoyed.

“I want a midnight snack, after all.” Mr. Woo looked at him expectantly.

“Uh, I suppose I could walk with you—”

“I was hoping you’d get it for me. I’m sure all the servants are asleep.”

Charlie clenched his jaw. He was the host. He would have to comply with his guests’ wishes. “You’re right,” he said, and forced himself to smile. “What could I bring you?”

“A piece of bread and butter,” said Mr. Woo. “And a glass of wine. Cheese would be nice, too.”

Charlie nodded. “I’ll do my best. Just give me a few minutes.”

He walked down the corridor, made a few turns, crossed the great hall, and eventually came to the rear of the castle, where a fairly modern kitchen had been set up in the last decade. He found all that he needed for Mr. Woo and brought it back to him.

Mr. Woo nodded his thanks when Charlie entered his room and placed the goblet of wine and a plate of bread and cheese on a small table.

“Good night,” said Charlie.

“Good night,” Mr. Woo answered him. At the door, he added, “I see you got the smugglers’ bedchamber.”

Charlie turned back to him. “What’s that?”

“A servant told me today that your bedchamber has a secret stairway to the upstairs hall, at the end of which is a balcony over the gardens. In the old days, smugglers could make a quick escape.”

“Interesting,” said Charlie.

He wasn’t terribly excited about the news. The usual stairs were near his bedchamber and would carry him up to the next floor almost as quickly, which meant he was unlikely to be discovered by prying eyes either way if he ever went looking for Daisy.

Nevertheless, he was curious.

In his bedchamber, he felt the walls for the secret stairway and found it almost immediately near the fireplace. It was rather spacious, actually, and easy to ascend. When he came to the top, he opened the door and peeked out, entertained in spite of his rather dour mood.

The hallway was quiet.

Daisy was here somewhere, which made it a special corridor.

He looked to his right. There were the stairs that she’d rushed up—the stairs he’d almost decided to go up himself.

Good thing he hadn’t.

Good thing he’d been honorable and stalwart and mindful of his responsibilities.

He began to pull the door shut when he saw a scrap of something pink on the floor. A petal. A petal outside a bedchamber door.

“Dammit,” he whispered.

It could mean only one thing. She wanted him to come. She’d been hoping he’d come. She’d left the flower on the staircase for a reason.

A few minutes later, Charlie scratched at Daisy’s door, flower in hand, and felt a genuine stirring of happiness—combined with a bit of trepidation—when the door opened on silent hinges.

She stood looking at him with large eyes, her arms crossed protectively over her chest. “Oh, dear,” was all she said, her voice a mere whisper. “You did come.”

He entered, shut the door gently behind him, and placed the flower in her hair once more. “Did you not want me to?”

She bit her lip and looked away, then turned back to him. “No, I did want you here. But I figured I’d leave the decision up to you. If you came, then … good. If you didn’t, then—”

“Then what?”

“I would have been miserable.” She blinked up at him, her heart in her eyes.

“Of course I’d come.” He hugged her close.

“This is very bad.” She wrapped her arms tighter around his waist. “And I know that.” She pulled back. “But Charlie, I’ll never get married. I can tell you that right now.”

“You won’t? Why not?”

“It’s a long story.” She sighed. “I’d rather not go into it.”

“Does it have anything to do with your father?”

She nodded.

He pulled her close again and squeezed her tight. “You shouldn’t blame yourself. It was an accident.”

“I know,” she said against his chest. “But I can’t help my feelings, however complicated they are. At this point, I don’t want to wait for the future to reveal itself to me. I just want to feel what it’s like to be with a man I’m comfortable with, someone I trust. Right now.”

She looked up at him. Her words moved him. But the truth was, he was also already imagining her with no clothes.

She might have guessed because she slipped away from him to toy with a few figurines on a shelf. “Are you happy you’re here?” she asked him over her shoulder.

He was bewitched by her coyness.

“Of course.” He gave in to her obvious need for space, threw himself on the bed, and propped himself up on an elbow to watch her from afar. “I’ve been dreaming about being with you alone.”

She finished her nervous fiddling with the figurines and began to pace about the room. “Perdita is next door.”

“Good God.”

She stopped and looked at him. “She snores. Very loudly.”

He chuckled. “I’ve never been more glad to be next to a snorer.”

She sighed. “I’m nervous.”

He got up and went to her. “I’m not a wolf,” he assured her, his hands wrapped around her waist.

“I know.” She leaned again on his chest.

They stood there for a moment, breathing. He loved the feel of her warm palms pressed so trustingly against him.

“Can I—”

“Will you—”

They both spoke at once.

She pulled back and grinned. “I was going to ask you if you’d like to read with me.”

“And I was just going to ask if I could do anything to help you feel more at ease.” He allowed his mouth to tip up.

She picked up her skirts and practically raced to the bookshelf on the far side of the room. Scanning the titles, she pulled out a tome and held it aloft. “This,” she said. “And if you don’t like it as much as I do, I’ll be quite put out.”

“What will you do if I don’t—and you are?”

“I don’t know yet. But it won’t be pretty.” Her smile made the whole aggravating day worth it.

She headed to the bed with the book and paused. “I forgot. I need to put on my night rail. I’ll feel cozier.”

“I’ll get it,” he said, and pulled open several drawers before he found one.

She put her beloved book aside and took the garment. Then looked at him and bit her lip.

“I won’t look.” He turned his back and crossed his arms.

“Thank you,” she said.

It took a good few minutes for her to prepare herself—it seemed like a lifetime to him. He was tempted—sorely tempted—to turn around and peek.

“Done,” she eventually said.

She was already tucked in beneath the covers. The lamp on the bedside table sent a lovely glow over her features.

She held the book open. “I’m waiting for you.”

Oh. He’d been caught doing absolutely nothing but staring and admiring. He felt as if he were a student who’d been reprimanded by a schoolteacher. A very tempting schoolteacher.

“Please,” she said. “Make yourself more comfortable.”

“I’ve no modest way to disrobe,” he told her, and yanked his shirt over his head, exposing his chest and belly.

He had to restrain a laugh when he saw her eyes widen.

“You will keep your breeches on, won’t you?” she asked.

“Of course.” He strolled around the bed to the far side, lifted the quilt, and got into bed with her.

Immediately, there was delicious tension. She tried her best to hold on to the book and pretend that everything was all business, but he knew better. Her cheeks had flushed a lovely rose color, and she wouldn’t quite look at him.

“Daisy?” he whispered.

She turned to look at him. “Yes?”

“Read to me,” he said.

Her eyes lit with both relief and anticipation. “You’re going to like this. Poems by Robert Burns. He’s beloved by all of Scotland.”

“Is that so?” Charlie settled himself back on his pillow, his hands folded behind his head, and listened to her read a poem called “To a Mouse”:

Wee, sleekit, cow’rin’, tim’rous beastie,

O what a panic’s in thy breastie,

Thou need na start awa sae hasty,

Wi’ bickering brattle!

I wad be laith to rin an’ chase thee,

Wi’ murd’ring pattle!

She took a breath, but he interrupted her before she could go on. “I’m sorry,” he said, “but … I have no idea what you just said.”

“Oh!” She leaned closer so he could see the words. “It’s about a mouse turned up by a plow—”

“Really.” He was enjoying the closeness, her shoulder propped against his.

“And the farmer is feeling awfully guilty for destroying its home,” she went on.

“Is that so?” He lifted a lock of hair off her shoulder and put it behind her ear.

“And—” She looked at him, and her brows lowered. “You’re not really listening, are you?”

“Oh, I am,” he said. “Please go on.”

He lay back on his pillows again and didn’t interrupt her once. He already knew the poem by heart. So when she got to the last verse, he recited along with her, his eyes on the ceiling.

When they both said the last word together, she slammed the book shut.

He looked over at her and enjoyed seeing her mouth a big O. “You already knew it?”

“Yes,” he replied in his driest manner. “And I hated it. I hated it with a passion.”

“Did you.” She narrowed her eyes at him.

“Yes. So you’re going to have to punish me.”

She closed the book with a sigh. “I adore that poem. I’d like to meet that farmer. He seems so wise and kind.”

“What about the punishment? Are you a woman of your word or not?”

She merely scooted away from him. “I wonder if Robert Burns really did turn up a mouse—”

“‘The best-laid schemes o’ mice and men gang aft a-gley,’” said Charlie with a sigh. “No matter how well you plan, something can go wrong. Leave it to a poet to couch a harsh truth in such a lyrical way.”

“Exactly.” Daisy scooted back in his direction and turned on her side to face him. “But he’s right. You just never know what’s around the corner.”

“It’s what makes life exciting.”

“Yes,” she said. “I’ve always felt my life was meant to be exciting. Even though I live here, far away from everything.”

“I’ll bet you look out the window of your little turret in Castle Vandemere and dream big dreams.”

“I do. How did you know?”

He smiled. “I know you, Daisy Montgomery. And I like who I see.”

There was a beat of silence. Her fairy blue eyes gleamed with something soft and vulnerable. Something hopeful. And something inviting.

Charlie felt as if he were being pulled by some inexorable force toward her. She moved an inch toward him, and then their lips met.

“Charlie,” she whispered. “I like you, too. Very much.”

He lifted himself up, scooped her in his arms, and gazed down at her.

She gifted him with a shy smile.

And then he kissed her—madly, passionately.

It was better than being at the finest opera with the chorus going and the big drums booming, violins flying up and down the scale, the lead tenor singing his heart out to the lead soprano, and the lead soprano singing back—and the whole audience struck dumb with wonder and anticipation, the applause surging … surging into a great crescendo with cymbals crashing.

And that was only the kissing part. Charlie had never, ever felt so exhilarated by mere kissing.

But he was kissing her.

Daisy.

The girl who’d made everything different. And not because she was a Highland lass. Not because her voice was like buzzing bumblebees. Nor was it because she had an outlandish sense of adventure.

It was because of how she looked at him. It was as if she could see deep into his soul, past the bad Charlie to the real Charlie—

And the real Charlie she saw wasn’t a shining knight, thank God.

No, the real Charlie was the same as the bad Charlie.

But she liked him anyway.

It was such a relief … he didn’t have to pretend to be someone else. Not that he ever thought that was what he’d been doing, but now he saw that he had. Hiding from his parents his title of Impossible Bachelor. Earning loads of money to impress the world with his business acumen since he’d not been able to go to the Wars—thanks to being the heir who wasn’t allowed to die.

With Daisy, he could let go.

“Let go with me,” he said into her ear.

“I want to,” she murmured against his jaw.

He closed his eyes, wishing with all his heart he could bed her. But he couldn’t.

How was he to let go?

He decided not to think about it, and to focus on her, the delightful, sweet-smelling young lady melding her body to his.

Heaven on earth … merely sliding his hand down her arm, over every swell and valley, until their fingers clashed and clung.

“This time it’s your day,” Daisy said.

They were side by side.

“No,” he insisted. “It’s yours.”

She shook her head and got that very obstinate look in her eye that he well recognized.

And next thing he knew, she was pressing her hand on his hard length, caressing him through his breeches, all the while kissing his neck and then his chest. He groaned at the sensations coursing through him when she mouthed his nipple, sucking tenderly.

But then she stopped. “I want to take off your breeches,” she said.

“Well, then.” He was amused by her forthright manner. “Go right ahead.”

She got to work, fumbling with the flap. He did his best to help her, but she kept shooing his hands away. She was so busy that when she finally had success, the effects of what she’d accomplished appeared to hit her like a ton of bricks.

“Oh, dear,” she said, and looked from his privates to his face and back again to his nether regions.

He shrugged.

“You’re magnificent,” she said. “Like David.”

“The statue?”

“No, David the baker’s son.” She giggled. “Of course I meant David the statue. I’ve seen illustrations.”

“Ah. Well, it’s your turn to look like Bernini’s Daphne.”

Without a word, she pulled off her night rail, exposing her beautiful naked body to the lamplight. “Was she naked?” she whispered.

“Uh-huh,” Charlie said back, and pulled her on top of him.

Daisy closed her eyes and clung to him.

“Are you all right?” he asked her.

She nodded.

He lifted her chin. “Are you sure?”

She nodded again. “It feels so … perfect.”

“It can feel even more perfect, as you know. But now’s a good time to remind ourselves of something.”

“What?”

“It can feel even more perfect than the perfect you felt on the Stone Steps.”

She groaned as if she couldn’t bear to hear it. “Really?”

“This is good news,” he said, “usually. But not for us. We can’t go to that particularly perfect place. It would mean I’d compromised you so completely, there would be no turning back. We’d have to marry.”

“Gad,” she said.

“It’s how babies are made, and I’m afraid neither of us is ready for that.”

“No, indeed.”

“But we can still enjoy ourselves, and each other.”

“The other perfects suit me very well,” she said gamely.

“Good,” he said. “Because I’m going to make you feel perfect again, but this time you won’t be sitting up on some stone steps, you’ll be flung back against some lovely pillows.”

And before she could protest, he’d pleasured her that way. Twice, as a matter of fact. But the second time, he’d been beneath her, his tongue flicking in and out of her sweetest spot while she clung to the headboard and whimpered above him.

God, he was happy.

But she made him even happier in the next few moments, with no instruction at all.

“I’ll explore,” she said, and did just that … with her fingers and her mouth.

It was exquisite torture for him.

When she dared to kiss the length of him, he almost stopped her.

But she insisted on continuing.

“Messy,” he croaked out. “It. Will. Be.”

“I don’t care,” she flung back.

Resigned to his fate—and oh, what a fate it would be!—he lay back against the pillows himself and watched her graceful body and generous mouth pleasure him almost to the point of no return. But he didn’t crash over the edge until she locked gazes with him and he read in her eyes her own happiness.

He closed his eyes and let the feeling of complete and utter perfectness overwhelm him then.

And the cymbals crashed louder than he ever knew they could.