Koishi

Chapter 7

Koishi’s softly spoken words re-awoke desire in Sandra. The man appealed to her. However, the dragon terrified her. She couldn’t believe they were one and the same. Even after watching him change form twice.

The oxygen in the room seemed to have vanished and she found it hard to catch her breath as he drew closer. His dark stare sent a thrill of lust straight to her core.

“You should spend the night, just in case you’re injured and aren’t exhibiting symptoms yet.” He ran his fingertips along her arm. “I’ll stay close and watch over you.”

She pressed her hands against his shoulders and tried to restrain him, but the strength of a supernatural monster was contained in this body. He could do whatever he wanted; she couldn’t stop him. “I’m fine. That thing never touched me.” She had the impression he wanted to do more than just watch her sleep. Deep down inside, she wanted more too.

He traced a line over the buttons of her dress. “Maybe I should check and make sure.” He popped one open. “I’d hate to leave a bruise unattended.”

Muscles low in her stomach clenched as he undid another. “And if I said no?”

Circling the next button, round and round, he regarded her as if not understanding.

Like a shot in the dark, it struck her. “Oh my God, no one has ever said no to you?” She thrust his hand off her chest and sat up, leaning against the massive wooden headboard. With a glance over her shoulder, she swallowed a hard lump in her throat. The thing had handholds carved into it. She was so out of her league.

His soft laugh grew louder. “Of course some females denied me. They went down well with a bottle of Bordeaux.” He patted his stomach.

She shot him a look. “I wouldn’t believe you unless you showed me their bones.” He’d been playing with her head since the moment she arrived on the island. She blinked. Didn’t he have better things to do? “Shouldn’t you be guarding the gate?”

His amused expression vanished, replaced by something much deadlier. “I always am.”

“When you’re down at the dock buying sheep, how can you be guarding it?” She crossed her arms, mentally patting herself on the back for changing the subject from a sleep-over party.

“My skills as a guardian are not for you to judge.” His dark eyes faded to the dragon’s red.

She swallowed and pressed her back flat to the headboard. “Fine, then let’s make the exchange and point me in the right direction of the nearest village.”

He jerked away and ran his fingers through his hair as he gazed at her. “I didn’t mean to frighten you. I’d never hurt you. Or any mortal, for that matter.” He gave her small crooked smile. “Stay? For dinner, at least? I did promise to feed you.”

How should she respond? Sure, she’d love to have dinner with a dragon. Please, don’t eat me as an appetizer. Or the one answer that kept nagging her Yes, and do it to me hard. She took a shaky breath and crammed the last response back deep into her brain. “I’d be fl–flattered.”

His smile vanished, replaced by a frown. “No, you’re not. You’re frightened.” Sighing, he stood and offered her his hand. “The only way off the caldera is to fly. I’ll take you home.”

She took a deep breath, the easiest one she’d had since drinking sake on her balcony. Koishi had an uncanny talent for stealing her breath away. Shouldn’t a woman have that in her life? A person who she’d never thought would desire her taking notice and sweeping her off her feet, in her case, literally.

But this was Ishi, the guardian of the East. She hadn’t been told too much of the other gatekeepers, except they existed, and were tougher than any mortal army, let alone a soldier.

Yet, Koishi had tried to make her coffee and almost poisoned himself. He’d been taking her on a date when all this happened. He’d kissed her.

She placed her hand in his and allowed him to aid her to her feet.

His large hand engulfed hers, and she pictured how a dragon’s personality could do the same to hers. They weren’t equals. They’d never be. An attraction doomed before it even began. Why should they even try?

When Koishi met her gaze, the sparkle that had danced in his eyes each time he’d teased her had vanished. That sparkle had been in Ishi’s gaze earlier today as she sung on the mountainside. His dull stare made her heart ache.

He infuriated her and pushed her to do idiotic things, but she had enjoyed their small adventures. It was the most fun she’d ever had. She didn’t have any excitement in her life, and she’d discovered a new longing for more.

She didn’t let go of his hand as he led her from the bedroom. “Why can’t we teleport like before?”

“I can’t do that. It’s the gate that transports me when it’s breached.”

Stopping, she waited for him to face her. “So that’s why you can travel away from it and aren’t stuck in this den.” Hope fluttered in her chest. “Is there a limit to how far you can travel?”

He shook his head.

“Maybe you can come visit me?” The question was out before she’d thought it through. He wasn’t looking for a long distance relationship, just a little nookie.

“I’d like that. I’ve always wanted to see your world.” The smile on his face held a touch of sadness.

The flutter in her chest died. “But…” She was such a fool to open herself up for rejection.

“But the gate’s transport is one way. If I were in America I’d be returned here when the gate needed me, then what? Fly back only to be transported again?”

“So, you’re trapped here?’

“In essence, yes. The same principles apply in Outremer. At least there, I can fly in my dragon form and not rely on flimsy machines.”

She followed him through the gateroom and into another set of confusing tunnels. “I don’t know how you find your way through here.”

He shrugged. “I created most of them and have lived here long enough to know them blindfolded.”

She slowed her steps and stared at the high, smooth ceiling carved out of the volcano. “I thought lava created these.”

“It did, but I guide the flow, one of my many talents. The island shook for weeks afterwards. Great clouds of ash rained over everything.” He winked. “I made sure the natives were gathered in one area so they’d remain safe.”

“Natives?” Her eyes went wide. “How long ago was this?”

“A very, very long time ago.”

They exited onto a large ledge facing the less populated side of the island. The moon gleamed on the ocean’s surface and a cool breeze cut across her skin.

She shivered. A long time ago…he was ancient.

Koishi took off his shirt and settled it across her shoulders. “I don’t feel the cold.”

And neither did she, not after he bared his chest and cut abs. God, why was she returning to the hotel? The image of the handles carved in the headboard of his bed flashed in her mind. She tried not to picture him gripping those, skin covered with a sheen of sweat, as he used them to propel his hips and–

“Sandra?” He’d approached her while she’d been lost in fantasies. “Are you sure you want to leave?” Like magic, the sparkle was back in his eyes again.

“No.” It came out as a whisper.

“Good,” he whispered back. “Now, stand back while I shift.”

“I thought you wanted me to stay?” She blinked and scrambled back inside as a glow surrounded Koishi.

“I do, but only when you’re absolutely sure it’s what you want.” Huge wings grew from the light and loomed over her, followed by the rest of Ishi’s red-scaled body. Fangs the length of her arms protruded from his mouth as he crouched on the ledge, gesturing for her to draw closer with his claws.

All thoughts of staying disappeared. It took all her courage to take the first step toward him. This was Koishi in Ishi form. They were the same person. Would Koishi eat her?

Maybe.

She might have misunderstood the hunger in his gaze as a sexual invitation. He could have been measuring her pounds of flesh instead.

“Closer.” He hooked a claw around her waist and pulled her in. “I won’t bite.”

A tight band constricted around her chest as his red eye hovered close to her face. “Are you taking me home?”

“Of course. I don’t keep prisoners. It’s too much work.”

“Urgle?”

“Has nowhere else to go except the grave. I give him purpose.”

She nodded. “And he gives you company.”

His eyes narrowed and his claw tightened around her body. “I don’t require companionship.”

Should she argue with him? That would border on suicidal. But he was wrong. Everyone needed friends, and from what little she knew of Koishi, he was isolated from both worlds. He called Urgle his pet. What other use was a pet except for company?

“Okay.” She squeaked out her response as he settled his chin by her feet. “It’s kind of you to take care of him, though.”

“I’ve grown too merciful for a gatekeeper. If the others ever found out they’d–” He closed his eyes for a moment. “Never mind what they’d do to me. I will send Urgle back home after I deliver you to the hotel.”

“That’s not what I meant.” This glimpse of Koishi’s life showed her his gentler side. Something she could relate to. A common bond they could share. If he destroyed it, then what hope could he have of finding human friendship? She rested her hand on the bridge of his nose, the scales smooth and hard under her touch. Heat radiated from him, warming the air around her. “There’s nothing wrong with being kind.”

He snorted. “It’s a weakness. Good warriors have few flaws and great ones have none. As a guardian I am expected to be great. If the others ever found out about Urgle…” He shuddered down to the tip of his tail. “The ridicule alone would kill me.” With a slight nudge, he urged her hand along his scales. “That feels nice.”

She couldn’t resist the urge to slide her other hand over his eye ridge. “You’re much harder than you appear.”

“You better believe it.” He sighed and leaned into her. “Scratch.”

Never in a thousand years would she have guessed that one day she’d be standing on a ledge off a volcano scratching a dragon’s itch. She giggled.

A low pleasant rumble came from his chest. “That’s nice. It’s been awhile since I’ve had anyone touch my hide. It could use a good scraping and an oiling.” He gave her a sideways glance. “But not tonight. Let’s fly, Sandra.” When he said “fly” it held the wistful tone of a long-lost lover.

Her stomach clenched as she gazed over the edge at the tiny lights below. “There has got to be a way I can climb down.”

“I’m insulted you’d think I’d make it that easy to travel to and from here.” He rose to his feet, releasing his grip on her.

She retreated toward the exit, but bumped her backside against something. He’d laid his tail across the doorway, blocking her escape. “Have you ever flown a human?”

“Yes, and I haven’t dropped one in over a decade.”

“What?” Her voice rose, almost piercing her eardrums before he scooped her into his clawed hand. “Koishi!”

He brought her up to his face. “If I had a harness, I’d let you ride on my shoulders. Unfortunately, you’ll have to ride in my hand. Just don’t move too much. I’m ticklish.” With those last words of warning, he launched off the cliff.

People living on the main island of Japan probably heard her scream. She wasn’t sure how she sustained such a long shriek, given that her stomach tried to switch places with her lungs on the dive to the ground. She never closed her eyes. Instead, she clung to Koishi’s fingers and stared death in the face.

He spread his wings and caught the wind, easing into a slow, spiraling glide. He bent his head toward her. “How are you doing?”

“Don’t look at me, watch where you’re going.”

His chuckle traveled through his arms and shook her slightly. “What am I watching for? There’s no one else up here. Just you and me, the moon, the stars…”

She pried her gaze from the ground and took in what Koishi described. The night expanded before them, the cool air ran over her skin with an intimate touch, and the moon sparkled over the surface of the calm ocean. The horizon combined with the ocean and it became one big ball of stars. “Wow.”

“It’s beautiful, isn’t it?” He turned in a slow, wide arc and circled the caldera.

She blinked away tears. It truly was a marvel. She was flying. Another giggle bubbled up with an edge of hysteria. Releasing her death grip on Koishi’s fingers, she extended one hand and allowed the air currents to run over her arm.

“Do the other arm too.” He watched her from above. “Fly with me.”

She didn’t need any more encouragement and did as he suggested. Spreading her fingers, she stretched against the wind and glided with Koishi until they landed by the holding area for his livestock.

“You can use my truck. The keys are in the ignition.” He held onto her as she found her land legs.

She stared at the vehicle. “Aren’t there car thieves on this island?”

“Who’d dare steal from a dragon?”

She stroked the sharp edge of his claw, unable to meet his gaze. “Can you change shape for me?” She sensed a small jerk in his hand. It was nice to know she could surprise him.

A glow surrounded him for a moment and his shirtless form stood next to her. “Your wish is my command.”

She slid her hands over his chest, doing her best not to follow with her tongue, and slipped them around his neck.

A teasing smile played upon his lips. “I can fly us back up.”

“I think one flying lesson per day is my quota.” She pulled him into her embrace and brushed her lips over his. The soft press of his mouth contrasted with his hardness.

He moaned and pulled her tight against him, burying his hands in her hair.

She opened her mouth and sent an exploratory lick over his bottom lip. Never had she been so torn over someone before. She wanted him. There was no doubt about it, but how could she survive this entanglement with her heart intact? Falling in love with this dragon would be too easy. And dangerous.

Koishi seized her invitation to plunge inside her mouth, stroking along her tongue, coaxing her to explore him, and then finally rewarding her by sucking hard on hers. This male would never be satisfied. He’d take and take and then take some more. He was a warrior and only knew how to conquer.

God, he was doing a great job of defeating her. A little more and she’d ride him all the way back to his den. She squeezed her hand between them and gave a small push on his chest.

He let loose his iron hold. “I should go.”

Please, no. “Yes.”

A glow surrounded him once more as he strolled away, then Ishi burst from it in a vertical takeoff toward his home.

Her left knee gave out and she sat hard on the ground. No one would ever believe her back home. They’d say she’d been on an acid trip or worse. Even her little sister wouldn’t buy such a– Damn it, the saji.

He never gave it to her.