Regan
THERE ’S NO WORSE FEELING IN the world than kissing a man and realizing he’s going completely limp under you.
I don’t understand what’s happening to Daniel at first. We’re kissing and all over each other, the adrenaline of escaping Hudson’s compound racing through his body like it’s racing through mine. But then his lips part and fall slack, and I’m confused. I sit up and realize the spark in his eyes has gone glassy. “Daniel?”
When his eyes roll back, I scream. “Daniel?” I repeat his name over and over, tapping his cheek. “Daniel? Daniel!”
There’s no response. I slide off of him and gasp to see blood soaking the side of his shirt and a similar spot on his shoulder. “Oh my God, how fucking hurt is he?”
“Too loud, too loud,” Naomi cries behind us in the van. Her hands are pressed over her ears, and she huddles in a small ball on the floorboards. “Too loud!”
“Everyone fucking shut up,” Vasily growls at us. “I am driving!”
I want to comfort Naomi, but I’m scared for Daniel. His face is so pale. I rip at his shirt, now stained with blood, to see what the damage is. There’s a spot on his shoulder that’s leaking blood, but his side is worse. It looks like he’s been hit a second time, and there’s blood everywhere. I choke back a sob and begin tearing his shirt up, pressing the fabric against the wounds to stop the blood. I’m covered in it. I’d rip the nightgown I’m wearing off of my body, but it’s all I’ve got.
Then, I think, Fuck that, and tear it off anyhow. I don’t care if I’m naked. Dozens of men have seen and touched my body. All that matters is that Daniel lives.
“Too loud,” Naomi whimpers again.
Vasily mutters a curse and stares in the rearview mirror as another gunshot rings out. “We are followed.”
“Of course we’re being followed,” I cry, my hands slippery with Daniel’s blood as I try to stem the bleeding. It’s everywhere, and my own panic is rising. “You stole the fucking Emperor out from under his nose. He’s not going to throw his hands up and say ‘Oh well!’”
The big Russian shoots me a dirty look. “Wake him up. We need him to shoot.”
“Fuck you,” I say. “He’s hurt.”
“We will all be hurt unless someone takes care of them,” he growls at me.
I look over at Naomi, but she’s a mess. I don’t know what to do. Let go of Daniel and hope he doesn’t bleed out? Or hold on to Daniel and hope we don’t get shot first? “Can we make it back to Tears of God?”
“If we do not return fire, they will shoot out our tires. Then we will not go anywhere,” Vasily yells. He holds a gun out at me.
“Okay! Okay, goddamn it!” I snatch the gun from him. “Naomi!” I bellow, though internally I’m wincing at my voice. “Come put your hands on Daniel’s wounds right now.”
“Dirty,” she whimpers, hands over her ears.
“The sooner you do this, the sooner we get someplace safe and quiet,” I tell her, taking the safety off the gun and making my way to the back of the van as they shoot at us again.
I duck as the back window shatters. Vasily curses again, and Naomi shrieks, but she’s heading to Daniel’s side.
Good enough. I ignore the glass on the floorboards and crawl forward. I’ll pick it out of my wounds later. My sticky, bloody hands make it hard to hold the gun, but I raise it, even as the van swerves, and shoot. Two shots.
They don’t hit anything, but I’m pleased to see Hudson’s car swerve in reaction. If I can keep him off balance, I can buy us time.
“Drive fucking faster,” I yell at Vasily, and when he pumps on the gas, my body slams against the side of the van. Well, I got my wish at least. I wince as more glass digs into my feet, but I raise the gun again. If I can hit the windshield . . .
I bite my lip, use both hands to steady the gun, and start shooting. It kicks wildly with every shot, and I miss every time. Every damn time. Then, to my shock, a lucky hit pings a side mirror on the car and the mirror goes flying, and Hudson’s car swerves wildly again.
“Keep shooting,” Vasily tells me. Like I didn’t know.
I fire once more, aiming down instead of at eye-level. All my shots have been going wide, so I try a different tactic.
Blam!This time his windshield shatters, and I watch his car skid.
“Yes!” I scream.
“Loud!” Naomi yells back at me.
“Sorry,” I murmur and raise the gun again. They’re still following us, but not as close now, and they’re weaving all over the narrow road.
The trigger clicks in my hand. Shit. “I’m out,” I yell at Vasily.
“We are almost there,” he calls back at me. “Hold on. We go in hot!”
I don’t even have time to ask what that means before we turn a corner so sharply that my entire body is flung against the opposite wall of the van, and I slam into a storage cabinet that rattles like it holds a million pieces of silverware. It gives me an idea, and I throw down the gun, jerk open the latched cabinet, and begin pulling out cutlery and tossing it out the window. Maybe that will buy us a bit of time or distance if it manages to hit Hudson’s car.
They shoot again, but they’re swerving madly . . . .and so are we. I slam into the wall again and see stars when my face slams against the door. That’s going to hurt in the morning, but adrenaline is pumping hard, and I don’t even pause. Each handful of forks makes Hudson’s car swing wildly to the side.
Then I hear Vasily slam on the brakes, and I careen into the side of the van again. Jesus. I’m going to be black and blue from the getaway trip.
“We are here,” Vasily calls.
I stare in horror as the van comes to a stop; Hudson is still following us. “He’s still behind us,” I scream. “Vasily!”
“Good,” he says in the most brutal voice I have ever heard.
Hudson pulls right up behind us, and before I can demand that Vasily start the van again, shots ring out. The remaining windows in Hudson’s car shatter, and someone yells something in Portuguese. I see hands go up in the air.
Hudson is surrendering.
An explosive sob of relief escapes me, and I crawl back to the front of the van, to Daniel. Naomi is at his side, her hands pressing against his wounds. He’s still breathing, but he looks so pale.
“We need a doctor, Vasily,” I tell him, but he’s not getting out of the driver’s seat. As I look around, there are men, armed men, swarming Hudson’s car. It’s Mendoza and his men.
Oh, thank God. I push the passenger door open and practically spill out onto the concrete, all naked, bloody, and snot-faced from crying. “Mendoza,” I cry out. “Daniel needs a doctor! He’s been shot!”
He rushes to me, barking orders at his men. Someone hands me a shirt, and I try to get to my feet, but pain stabs me. I collapse on the ground and stare at the red soles of my feet that are gleaming with shards of glass. I can’t stand. “Daniel,” I say as someone tries to help me up. “Get Daniel!”
Then, there are men dragging him out of the van, gesturing another man—hopefully a doctor—forward. Mendoza is draping the shirt over my naked body as I hug one of my glass-embedded feet.
“Come,” Mendoza tells me. “Put the shirt on. I want both you and Daniel in the infirmary.”
I nod and slip my arms into the shirt, hugging it closed. Mendoza picks me up in his arms, and I want to yell for him not to touch me, but I can’t walk, and I want Daniel more than anything. I crane my neck and see that they’ve brought him inside, and that’s where I want to be. In the distance, Hudson is surrounded by dozens of armed men, his hands behind his head. Good.
As soon as we step through the doorway of the compound, I hear an engine start. Startled, I turn at the same time Mendoza does, and we watch the catering van drive out of the compound, despite the number of people in the courtyard.
I look around. Naomi is nowhere to be seen.
Neither is Vasily.
Daniel’s friend has re-stolen Daniel’s sister. Oh no. My heart sinks.
“We need a blood transfusion,” someone yells up ahead, and I forget about everything but Daniel. Clutching at Mendoza’s shoulders, I don’t relax until I’m in the clinic with Daniel.
And then I can do nothing but watch as Mendoza’s doctor goes to work on the man I love.