It was day three at Ride. Eloise was gone, I was on my own and I had no idea what I was doing.
It would seem it was important to know a little bit about cars and bikes in order to be the office manager of a garage that made custom ones. Eloise did the best she could in the two days she had to show me around but she had a job in Vegas to get to. She was a blackjack dealer as well as a garage office manager. Her man had already left to start his new job there and she had to get her ass out there (her words) because her man was getting impatient. Seemed there weren’t many women who were equipped to run the office of a garage, or at least not ones that would meet Chaos MC (short for Motorcycle Club, one of the few things Eloise taught me that sunk in) standards and therefore her hiring efforts took longer than she expected.
She did not share what Chaos MC standards were but apparently they didn’t include knowing that first thing about cars and bikes.
The good thing about these two days was that after Tack roared off on his bike after our incident, I only saw him twice. The first, he was roaring in when I was leaving the first day. The second, he was standing, hands planted on hips outside the backdoor of the auto supply store talking to two other rough and ready motorcycle dudes. His back was to me and the conversation looked unhappy. I had a list in my purse and was on my way to get lunch for Eloise, the mechanics and me so I didn’t pay much attention. When I returned, Tack and the two rough and ready dudes were nowhere to be seen and didn’t return before I left.
Now I was back, my third day, my first without Eloise and Tack was there. I knew this because, as I drove up at ten to eight, one of the big bay doors was open and he was bent over the engine of a bright, cherry red car. His head turned to watch me drive in but that was all I saw because after I caught the initial glimpse I studiously avoided looking at him as I parked. I equally studiously put him out of my mind as I grabbed the box of donuts I brought for the mechanics, got out of my car, unlocked the office, turned on the lights and computer then started coffee.
Forty-five minutes later, some of the boys were in. I could hear them and a few had been in for coffee and a donut. I was sitting behind the desk, sipping coffee, staring at an order for parts I was clicking into the computer, no part I knew what the hell it was and the notes I was using that were scribbled on a scrap of paper looked like Sanskrit, when the door that led into the garages opened.
My eyes slid to it as my mouth started to form a smile for who I thought would be one of the mechanics when Tack walked in.
My smile froze. Then my eyes went back to the computer screen.
I tried to pretend he wasn’t there but I failed at pretending. I knew exactly when his body stopped at the other side of my desk even though I was studiously avoiding looking at it.
“Thought I told you ‘bout those clothes, Red,” he growled.
I didn’t pry my eyes away from the computer screen, took a sip from my coffee and kept clicking the mouse.
“You don’t have an Employee Handbook,” I informed the computer screen.
“Say again?” he demanded.
My eyes slid to the side and up.
Damn, he was gorgeous. Another white t-shirt, skintight across the wall of his chest, broad shoulders and lean abs, this tee stained with grease. His hands were also stained with grease even though he was carrying a grease-stained cloth. He’d obviously wiped them and, from the look of it, so had every other mechanic, all of them about ten thousand times.
I made a note to self to look into laundering the guys’ grease rags as I repeated, “You don’t have an Employee Handbook.”
“So?” Tack asked, his hands going to his faded jeans-clad hips, the cloth dangling from one.
“So, you don’t have an official dress code. Therefore, I can wear whatever I want. And I take this job seriously so I’m wearing serious clothes.”
And I was. Another pencil skirt, this one bone-colored. A cute little pale pink blouse with barely-there sleeves and darts up my midriff. And spike-heeled, pale pink slingbacks that I thought were awesome. So awesome, I bought the blouse, another skirt and a pair of slacks to go with them, I loved those shoes so much.
“Babe, this is a garage. You don’t wear uppity, high-class shit at a garage. You wear jeans at a garage.”
I straightened away from the computer and swiveled my chair to him, my head tipping back as I did so.
“Would you like me to draft an Employee Handbook that includes a dress code?” I asked.
“Yeah, Red, you do that,” Tack replied.
“Certainly,” I nodded. “Do you have a deadline?”
“End of business today.”
I blinked. Then I said, “That’s impossible. With everything else I need to do, that’ll take a week. Maybe two.”
“You got until the end of business. And I need those parts ordered and I wanna go over the order before you send it.”
Oh boy. Now I was beginning to panic. I was working on the order and I didn’t want to mess it up. Since I had a very loose hold on all that I was doing, I was certain I’d mess it up.
“It’ll be ready in an hour,” I told him, probably stupidly as it was highly doubtful I could learn Sanskrit in an hour and I knew for certain I couldn’t learn anything about cars and bikes in an hour.
“You don’t got an hour. I’m leavin’ in thirty minutes. You got thirty minutes,” he replied.
Damn!
“Fine,” I bit off.
He scowled at me then he turned away but stopped dead.
“Shit,” he muttered and twisted his torso to look back at me. “You bring in those donuts?”
“Yes,” I answered.
“Why?”
“Why not?”
“Why not is not an answer to why, Red,” Tack returned, his whole body moving now to face me again.
“The guys like donuts,” I told him.
“So?”
“So, I bought donuts for my co-workers. If you’re a nice person, it’s something you do. And I’m a nice person.”
“It’s something you do when you wanna crawl up their asses and make them like you. And it’s not something you are gonna do again, got me?”
Jeez. What was with this guy?
“I was just doing something nice,” I stated the obvious and kind of repeated myself.
“So you did it. Don’t do it again,” he returned.
“It’s donuts, Tack.”
“Don’t do it again, Red.”
I glared at him. Then I asked, “Are you this big of a jerk to just me or are you this big of a jerk to everybody?”
He shoved the rag in his back pocket and crossed his arms on his chest as he said, “Listen, darlin’, I told you I didn’t want you workin’ here. You cannot be surprised I’m gonna be an asshole to you because I haven’t changed my mind. I don’t want you workin’ here.”
I stared up at him. Then I thought of the order for car and bike stuff I had no idea how to make. I knew my attempt would probably piss him off and maybe give him reason to fire me. Then I thought of the fact that I’d slept with him, I thought it was something special, something beautiful and it was most definitely not. Then I thought of the fact that he didn’t want me there so why was I so fired up to be there? I didn’t like him, not at all. He was a jerk. The fact that I slept with him mortified me. The idea of dealing with him day in and day out wasn’t something that filled me with delight. Sure, I liked some of the guys in the garage and when they came in, they gabbed like women, but I hadn’t bonded with any of them.
So what on earth was I doing?
“Fine,” I stated and looked back at the computer screen.
“What?” Tack asked.
“Fine,” I repeated to the computer screen then went on to explain to the monitor, “Eloise didn’t have enough time to teach me the ropes. I don’t know what I’m doing. You’re going to figure that out in thirty minutes. You don’t like me. I really don’t like you,” just my eyes slid to him, “so, fine. I’ll finish out the day and then you won’t see me again.”
Tack’s brows went up. “You slap me with attitude twice for this job and then you give in, easy as that?”
“I’m not going to work in a place where I can’t eat donuts,” I informed him, looked back at the computer screen and started tapping away. “You crossed the line with that one. So, yeah, easy as that.”
Then I took another sip of coffee.
“I thought you needed this job,” Tack said.
“I’ll find another job where I can wear my fabulous pink slingbacks without putting up with annoying, unnecessary, scary biker dude hassle.”
“So, you’re sayin’, you get in my face about keeping this job and then you give in ‘cause you can’t wear sex kitten shoes and eat donuts?”
My eyes moved back to him. “Yeah, handsome, that’s what I’m saying.”
He stared at me. I stared back at him. Then his face relaxed and his lips, surrounded by that kickass goatee, curled up into a sexy as all hell grin.
“Jesus, Red, tell me, when you’re such a pain in the ass, why do I seriously wanna fuck you right now?”
It felt like a strong, heavy hand pressed hard on my chest, pushing all the air out of my lungs.
“Don’t be coarse,” I snapped.
His eyebrows went up again. “Coarse?”
“Coarse, vulgar, uncouth… rude,” I explained.
His sexy grin turned into an even sexier smile. “Only way I can be, darlin’, ‘cause all that’s me.”
“Well, good. Another reason for me to quit.”
“You’re not quittin’,” he declared and it was my turn for my eyebrows to go up.
“Pardon?”
“You’re not quittin’,” he repeated.
That hand at my chest pressed deeper.
“I thought you didn’t want me working here.”
He jerked his chin up. “Changed my mind, babe.”
“You changed your mind?” I asked.
“Yeah, and I changed my mind about your clothes and the donuts too. Bring whatever you want for the boys. Wear whatever you want. Especially those tight skirts that remind me how great your ass feels and those sex kitten shoes that make me want to feel their heels digging in my back.”
Ohmigod! Could he be more of a jerk?
“You can’t talk to me like that,” I informed him bitingly.
“I can’t?” he asked.
“No. It’s sexual harassment.”
He smiled again. “Darlin’, don’t think I have to remind you that you took a job, you knew I was your boss, you came to what amounts to a company party and then you fucked my brains out. I didn’t harass you. You walked with me straight to my bed and you participated fully in everything we did in that bed. You could try but you’d have a hard fuckin’ time convincin’ anyone I’m harassin’ you.”
This was, unfortunately, true.
“I’m quitting,” I announced firmly.
“So quit,” he returned. “I can’t chain you to that chair. It isn’t me who’s gotta look in the mirror in the mornin’ and know I’m a coward.”
My body jolted straight in my chair.
“What?” I snapped.
“Babe, you took this job knowin’ it’d be a challenge and you fought for it knowin’ how that challenge changed. Now, two days in, your first head-to-head with me, you’re givin’ up. That’s bullshit and it’s weak. That’s the way a coward would act. You give in, you gotta look in the mirror and know that shit. I don’t. So you wanna quit, quit. That shit ain’t on me, it’s on you. You can live with that…” he trailed off and shrugged.
“So you wanted me to go, and I’m going, now you’re trying to goad me into staying?” I asked with easy to read disbelief.
“I’m tellin’ you the way it is. You’re sittin’ on your sweet ass in that sweet skirt knowin’ you’re gonna give in eventually and warm my bed. This isn’t about donuts, Red, it’s about you bein’ weak. So don’t try to bullshit me because I know your play and I’m callin’ you on it.”
“I am not going to warm your bed!” I fired back.
“Oh yeah you are,” Tack returned.
“You don’t even know my name,” I retorted.
“Nope, and I didn’t before when you sucked my cock, I ate you, you fucked me hard and I fucked you harder. Didn’t bother you then.”
“I thought you knew my name!” My voice was rising.
He bent at the waist, put a fist to my desk and said quietly, “If that what it takes for you, baby, then tell me, we’ll go to the Compound and I guarantee you’ll enjoy an extended break.”
“Go to hell, Tack,” I hissed.
“Or we can just lock the doors, close the blinds and I’ll do you on your desk.”
Total. Freaking. Jerk!
“Go to hell,” I repeated.
“Or, if you’re into that shit, we don’t have to lock the doors and close the blinds.”
I glared at him. He held my glare and did it with his lips twitching.
After we had our staring contest for a while, he whispered what sounded like a dare, “Gonna quit?”
“No,” I snapped, his lips stopped twitching because he grinned and then I finished, “Not until I find another job. You’re right. I need this job. I’ll start looking immediately and I promise to give you notice.”
“Right,” he muttered, still grinning.
“And in the meantime, I will warn you that I have no clue what I’m doing.”
“I’m patient, baby,” he said softly and I knew he wasn’t talking about me getting car and bike part orders right.
“Well, that’s good because you’re going to have to be,” I returned then added, “Very patient.”
“You’ll get it in the end,” he muttered, his meaning clear.
“You’re unbelievable,” I whispered irately.
“Yeah, I think you whispered that in my ear Saturday night,” he whispered back, not, I noted, in the least irately.
It was safe to say I was done.
“I have a lot of work to screw up, Tack. Do you want to stop annoying me so I can do it?”
“Sure,” he agreed. I glared at him. Then, without warning and so fast I couldn’t avoid it, his hand was curled around the back of my head. He pulled me to him, leaned into me and I had to execute evasive maneuvers not to have a desk covered in coffee.
I forgot all about the coffee when I noted his eyes were so close they were all I could see.
“To be fair, baby, I’m givin’ you a warning,” he said quietly.
“Let me go,” I demanded just as quietly, mostly because I was freaking out.
“I want somethin’, I get it.”
“Let me go,” I repeated.
“Only once, I didn’t. That shit ain’t happenin’ to me again.”
“Tack –”
“You’ve been warned, Red,” he whispered and I watched his eyes drop to my mouth.
I held my breath and put pressure on his hand at my head. I was concentrating on both of these things so hard, I lost track of his other hand until I felt his fingers against my cheek. His thumb was sliding along my lower lip before I could do anything to stop it.
Then he released me, turned and without another word or look, he sauntered out the door.
When the door closed behind him, I sucked in breath, closed my eyes tight and kept breathing deep until I felt my heart slow and my lower lip stopped tingling.
Then I opened my eyes and stared at the door.
Then I whispered, “I’m not coward and I’m not going to be your plaything. I don’t know where I’m going or what I’m doing but I do know I’m Tyra Sidney Masters and Tyra Sidney Masters is not a coward and she’s not a plaything. That’s what I know. So, Tack Whoever-You-Are, bring it on.”
Then I turned to the computer and royally screwed up the order.