Not Another Bad Date

Chapter 2

Texans loved God, family, and football, though not always in that order. It all depended on the time of the year and your brother’s latest wife.

Bless her heart.

Sunday belonged to the Lord, and he ruled the pews of the Bible Belt. His word whipped the faithful into a religious frenzy with sermons of sin and redemption and charged the air with the electric buzz of his spirit.

Can I get an Amen?

God could have Sundays. Friday nights were devoted to high-school football. Across the Longhorn State, high-school ball ruled the stands, whipping the faithful into a gridiron frenzy and charging the air with the electric buzz of twenty-five thousand cheering fans.

Can I get a Glory Hallelujah?

As the sun set over the flat plains of Cedar Creek, stacks of fifteen-hundred-watt lights flooded the green turf of Warren P. Bradshaw Stadium. Armed with felt pendants, bright pom-poms, and stadium blankets, half the population of Cedar Creek turned out to watch the Cedar Creek Cougars battle its crosstown rival, the Lincoln Panthers. With a shot at State on the line, the buildup to the game was intense.

From the moment of the kickoff, a bruising back-and-forth brought the fans to their feet and the Panthers’ coach yelling at the refs and throwing his clipboard on the ground. By contrast, the Cougars’ coach stood on the sidelines as cool as a tall glass of sweet tea. Only his intense gaze gave Coach Zach Zemaitis’s turmoil away as he read the opposition’s defensive line, signaled his boys, and adjusted plays. He loved ball. Had played it from as far back as he could remember, but there was no cause to get all uptight and bust something vital. Yeah, he’d been born and raised near Austin, and he knew that high-school football was as serious as a heart attack. He knew that some of these boys’ futures depended on the outcome of the game, but he also knew it was supposed to be fun. Perhaps their last chance at ball in its purest form, before college scouts turned their heads around by attention, money, and the lure of NCAA scholarships.

The two teams continued to hammer at each other until the last few moments of the game, when the Cougars scored a touchdown that brought them within one point of a tie. With three seconds left on the clock, they lined up on the Panthers’ two-yard line. The center snapped the ball and the quarterback handed off to his running back, who dove across the line for the two-point conversion. One side of the stadium went wild as the necessary two points flashed on the board. But unfortunately the same play that had saved the game for the Cougars sent their star running back to the West Central Baptist Hospital. There, fluorescent light washed the emergency rooms in sterile white, and teal-and-maroon curtains separated the beds of patients suffering from assorted illnesses, accidents, and overdoses.

Zach Zemaitis stood with his weight on one foot and his hands on his hips as he gazed at the young man on the gurney before him. Pain etched Don Tate’s thin black face.

Zach turned to the doctor beside him. “How long?” he asked even though he’d played long enough that he pretty much knew the answer.

“After surgery, at least two months,” the doctor answered.

That’s what he’d thought. “Shit.” Still in his junior year, Don was the best damn running back in the history of Cedar Creek High School, maybe in the history of the whole damn state of Texas. So far, he’d rushed for more than fifteen hundred yards for an average of ten. Scouts from Nebraska, Ohio State, and Texas A & M had reviewed Don’s tapes and were impressed with the seventeen-year-old boy. Football was Don’s ticket out of West Texas, and now this. A knee injury that could sideline his career before it even began. Shit.

Don licked his dry lips, and fear pinched his brow. A real fear that Zach understood all too well. “Coach, I can’t be sidelined for two months.”

“You’re going to be just fine,” Zach promised even though he wasn’t at all certain. Don had torn two ligaments in his left knee, and some guys never recovered one hundred percent.

Zach dropped his hands to his side and made another promise he wasn’t sure about, but one he’d try like hell to keep. “No one’s going to take your place on the team.”

“I gotta make All-State.”

“You will. Next year. Shoot, Gerry Palteer tore up his knee in a game against the Gophers in ’89 and went on to make All-State the next year. He wasn’t near as fast as you.” Zach raised his gaze from Don’s eyes to the boy’s mother, standing on the other side of the bed. A green-and-gold purse in the shape of a football with the word “Cougars” sewn into the fake leather hung off one of Rose Tate’s shoulders. The purses had been sold by the boosters that past summer to raise money for new helmets. “How much is the surgery going to cost?” Rose stared at the clipboard in her hands as worry lines creased her dark forehead. “Not that it matters, I suppose. If Don needs it, he needs it, but we lost our insurance when Gorman closed.”

A lot of families had lost good jobs when the software company had closed the year before.

“Don’t worry about that, ma’am.” Zach held out one hand across the bed. “I’ll take care of the paperwork. The school has insurance that will pay for Don’s care.” Rose handed him the clipboard, and he stuck it under one arm. “You just see to your boy. I’ll fill those out for you.” He returned his gaze to his player. In a few hours, Don would be transferred to the surgery center in Lubbock. “I’ll see you when you get home,” he said, and headed toward the foot of the bed. At the part in the curtains, he looked back over his shoulder. “I know you want to get back into the game, but don’t you push yourself faster than your body can heal,” he added and walked out into the hall. He moved to the nurses’ station to fill out the rest of the paperwork.

“Good game tonight, Coach Z,” a nurse said to him as she walked behind the counter.

Zach glanced past a pair of pale blue eyes, flanked by a set of deep crow’s-feet, up to a pile of wispy blond hair. “Thanks, honey. I appreciate it.” The game hadn’t been pretty, but they’d won.

“My grandson played for the Cougars back in ’02. Defensive lineman.”

Zach hadn’t lived in Cedar Creek in ’02. He’d been playing ball in Denver and living a whole other life. Now, six years later, he was living a life that hadn’t been in the game plan.

“I understand Don Tate is heading to the orthopedic center in Lubbock.”

“That’s right.” Zach returned his gaze to the insurance forms. With a population somewhere around fifty thousand, Cedar Creek didn’t have the resources of a bigger city.

“What’s this mean for our rushing game?”

Zach smiled, but he wasn’t surprised by the woman’s question. “It means Tyler Smith is going to get his chance at playing varsity ball,” he answered, referring to the junior varsity running back.

He signed his name and handed the clipboard to the doctor as he approached.

The doctor looked it over. “I take it there is no school insurance.”

“None that’ll cover everything, but Miz Tate doesn’t need to know that.” He shook the doctor’s hand. “Thanks for takin’ care of Don.”

The black soles of Zach’s Pumas smudged the floor in a few places as he walked from the emergency room. The automatic doors opened and closed behind him, and he moved from the harsh light out into the Texas night lit by millions of stars all crammed together in an endless black sky. He zipped up his green jacket with the words Cedar Creek Cougars written in gold across the back. The lot had thinned since he’d arrived a few hours ago with a few circles of light illuminating patches of asphalt. He reached for the cell phone clipped to his belt and powered it up as he moved across the lot toward his silver Escalade. His choice in SUVs had nothing to do with Cadillac Pimpin’ and everything to do with room. At six-four and 220 pounds, Zach liked most things a little roomy. He’d owned a Porsche once, but he’d returned it after three weeks. Driving it had felt like being stuffed inside a soup can.

The cell phone beeped, and he looked down at the lighted screen. Using his thumb, he scrolled the missed calls list and paused on the last number. He hit the call button, and, after a few rings, his thirteen-year-old daughter’s voice filled his ear.

“Where are you?” she asked.

When he was late, Tiffany worried. “Exactly where I told you I’d be.” It was understandable, but it’d been three years since the death of her mother, Devon, and she still freaked out if she couldn’t get ahold of him. “What do you need?”

“We’re out of Coke cola. Can you pick some up?”

Zach glanced at the silver Rolex watch he’d been given the day he’d retired from the NFL. “Tiff, it’s after midnight.”

“We’re thirsty.”

Tiffany had a girlfriend spending the night. Normally, he would have been home long before now, but after the game, he’d driven straight to the hospital.

“And we need some chips,” she added.

He shoved his hands in his front pocket and pulled out his keys. “I’ll stop at the E-Z MART on my way.” He spoiled his daughter. He knew it, but guilt did that to a person. He hadn’t been around a lot for the first ten years of Tiffany’s life. Now, he was both mother and father, and he was fairly certain he was screwing it up. “What kind of chips do y’all want?”

“Lay’s barbecue.”

He glanced over the hood of his vehicle to the maroon Celica, with its front pointed toward his SUV, and his gaze stopped on the long legs and round behind of a woman standing at the open passenger’s side door. One of her hands held the door open as she spoke to someone inside the car. She wore jeans and a white sweater, and she stood just inside the pool of light that shined in her long curly hair.

“Daddy?”

Her thick blond hair reminded Zach of a girl he’d known once. A girl with big turquoise-colored eyes and soft pink lips. A girl whose soft gasps had driven him wild every time he’d kissed the sweet spot just below her ear.

“Daddy?”

One corner of Zach’s mouth lifted into a smile. He hadn’t thought about that girl in a while.

“Daddy, are you there?”

He tore his gaze from the woman and looked down at the keys in his hand. “I’m here. What else do you need?” He unlocked the Escalade and slid inside.

“Nothin’. Just hurry.”

“I’m on my way, baby girl.” He started the SUV and glanced at the woman one last time. She bent forward to help someone out of the car, her sweater slid up her back, and her hair fell over the side of her face. Zach pulled out of the hospital parking lot and flipped on his headlights. As he drove toward the E-Z MART, his mind turned to the game against the Panthers, and he replayed it in his head. With Don out for the rest of the season, the team was going to have to rely more on its passing, which had some problems. The biggest was that the quarterback, Sean McGuire, needed to work on passing quickly against the rush. Sean was shorter than most quarterbacks and had a tendency to hold on to the ball a few seconds too long looking for a lane. Sean’s height disadvantage could be overcome with drills, and there was no doubt in Zach’s mind that the kid would work hard. What the young quarterback lacked in height he made up for in self-discipline, a tough competitive streak, and natural leadership. Those were things that could not be taught. Zach had known a lot of players who’d had talent but lacked discipline. Talent usually got those players into the NFL, but most of them didn’t last long before fame and excess took their toll.

Zach stopped at a red light and hit the window switch. As the glass slid silently down into the door, the cold night breeze brought the smells of autumn into the SUV, of cooling earth, dying leaves, and the Concho River. Three years ago if someone had told him he’d be living in Cedar Creek, Texas, coaching high-school ball, he would have laughed his ass off. If they’d told him he’d be living in Cedar Creek coaching football and liking it, he would have laughed his ass off and said they were nuttier than a pan of his momma’s peanut patties.

The light changed, and he drove through the intersection and into the E-Z MART parking lot. Once inside the store, he grabbed a six pack of Coke, a bag of barbecue chips and a box of cornflakes because he knew they were out of cereal. When his wife, Devon, had been alive, she’d let Tiffany eat crap twenty-four/seven. Now, Zach didn’t mind a little junk food; he had a fondness for Ding Dongs that would not be denied, but he tried to limit his and Tiffany’s crap consumption to the weekends. Tiffany because she needed nutritious food to grow, and him because he didn’t need to grow.

“Good game tonight, Coach Z,” the checker said as he placed the Coke and chips in a bag.

“Thanks.” Zach handed over a twenty to the young man, who wore the kind of eyeliner and Mohawk rarely seen in west Texas.

“My twin brother played for the Cougars back in ’04. He’s playin’ for Ohio now.”

“Did you play?”

“Nah.” He gave Zach his change. “I’m an art student at the University of Portland in Oregon.”

Zach chuckled. That explained the Mohawk.

“I’m heading back next semester.”

“Good luck in Oregon,” Zach said, and shoved his change in his front pocket. He grabbed the bag of groceries and headed outside. As he climbed into the Escalade, he thought back on what he’d been doing in ’04.

Four years ago, he’d been living in Denver, while his wife and Tiffany lived in Cedar Creek. He’d visit or they’d visit, but for the most part, they’d lived separate lives. For the last seven years of their ten-year marriage, they’d lived in different states. He and Devon had liked it that way.

In his last year at UT, his touchdown passes led the nation and he’d been picked up by Miami in the first round of the drafts. The summer after graduating from UT, he’d gone off to the Dolphins’ training camp while Devon had stayed in Austin to have Tiffany. After Tiffany was born, the two packed up and moved to Florida.

For the next three years, they’d been happy living in Florida. Devon had loved Florida, and he’d thought she’d loved him, too. But after three years with the Dolphins, Zach was traded to the Broncos. He was thrilled to be out from under Dan Marino’s long shadow, but Devon had hated living in Denver. After six months, she’d packed up Tiffany and moved back to the small Texas town where she’d been raised. Back to being a big fish in a small pond, and he’d discover that she loved being the wife of Zach Zemaitis more than she’d loved him.

For seven years they’d lived a life that suited them. She in Texas. He in Denver. He loved playing ball for the Broncos and figured he had a good five years until he retired, but that all changed one November 18 in a game against Kansas City. He didn’t remember much about that day except waking up in the hospital and getting the news that his career was over.

During his ten years in the NFL, he’d sustained eight concussions. And those were only the ones serious enough to report. After a series of scans and tests, he was told that one more concussion would likely kill him. He’d been forced to retire at the height of his career. At the age of thirty-two.

He might have fallen into a deep depression if he hadn’t been offered a sweet job with ESPN. While at UT, he’d managed to get his degree in communications and had been in negotiations with the sports network when his wife had been killed and his life took a complete one-eighty.

Zach slowed the Escalade and turned toward the river. It had been his intention to pack up Tiffany and move her with him, but the day of Devon’s funeral, he’d realized he couldn’t move her away from her friends and the only home she’d ever known. As he’d sat in the pew staring at his wife in her coffin, he’d felt his life change. With each tear his daughter had shed into the lapels of his suit, he’d changed. Like a compass showing the way north, his life spun in a completely different direction.

Before Devon died, he’d been able to tell himself Tiffany was better off living in Texas with her momma. God knew that if Devon wasn’t happy, then no one was happy, and Devon seemed to be happy only living in Cedar Creek. But sitting in church that day, all the lies he told himself fell away, and for the first time in a long time, he put the wants, needs, and desires of his child first.

Zach turned into a gated community and hit three numbers on a keypad clipped to his visor. During the day, the gates were opened to allow workers and visitors easy access, but they closed at eight P.M. each night. The gate lifted and closed behind him, and he drove past the Cattail Creek clubhouse and driving range. On his left, a Mediterranean-style villa glowed an eerie white in the dark Texas night. He turned right at the clubhouse and moved past a French modern that looked like three houses piled on top of each other, a Victorian with turrets, and into the long drive of a ten-thousand-square-footTuscan-Plantation-style house. The garage door opened as he drove past the portico, and he parked inside next to a twenty-four-foot Sea Ray.

Devon had built the house shortly after she’d moved back to Cedar Creek, and while the home was beautiful, it reflected little of Zach’s personal style. He liked things roomy, but ten thousand square feet with a guesthouse, and maid’s quarters across the yard from the pool, was excessive. Too big for three people, one of whom only lived there occasionally.

During its construction, he’d asked Devon why she wanted to build a huge Tuscan Plantation house in the middle of Texas. She’d looked at him and said as serious as a heart attack, “For the same reason I drive a Mercedes and have a five-carat diamond ring. Because I can.” Which pretty much summed up his dead wife and was one of the many differences that had driven them apart. Just because people let you get away with being an ass didn’t make it right. It was something he’d learned and Devon hadn’t.

Zach grabbed the EZ-MART bag on the seat beside him and headed across part of the courtyard and into the house. As he walked past the laundry and storage rooms, the thud of shitty hip-hop music assaulted his ears from the sound system built into the house. He moved into a small room where every aspect of the house could be controlled, and he turned the system off. After living in the house full-time for three years now, he’d mastered most of the gadgets, buttons, and switches.

“Tiffany,” he called out as he moved into the kitchen and set the groceries on the honey-colored marble counter. He heard footsteps running down the terra-cotta stairs a few seconds before his daughter appeared. Her long blond hair was pulled back in a ponytail, and she wore a blue T-shirt and flannel pants. Tiffany’s arms and legs were long and thin, and she had yet to grow into her wide mouth and big green eyes. When she did, there was little doubt she’d be as beautiful as her mother.

A girl with dark brown hair and startling blue eyes followed in Tiffany’s wake.

“Did you get the Coke cola?” his daughter asked as she tore into the bag.

Zach didn’t feel the need to answer because his daughter pulled the six-pack from the sack and headed to the stainless-steel refrigerator. “Sugar, you need to introduce your friend.”

“Oh, yeah.” Tiffany grabbed two cans of cola and shut the refrigerator. “Kendra, this is my daddy.” She moved to the other girl and handed her a Coke. “Daddy, this is Kendra. She’s new to my school.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Kendra,” he said as he opened a cupboard and put away the box of Corn Flakes. “Where are you from?”

“Fort Worth.”

“Are you a Cowboys fan?”

“No, sir. I don’t watch football.” She popped the top on her Coke and took a drink. “My daddy used to take me to see my grandmomma in South Carolina, and we’d go to Darlington sometimes.”

“Ah, you’re a NASCAR fan.”

She shrugged and looked about the kitchen. “It was kinda boring.”

“Can you believe she doesn’t like football?” Tiffany asked as she grabbed the bag of chips. “I’ve never known anyone who doesn’t like ball.”

“I used to play on my school’s soccer team.” Kendra returned her gaze to Zach. “It’s kinda the same.”

Tiffany gasped, and Zach laughed. “Don’t say that too loud around here,” he said, and changed the subject to save her from uttering any more unforgivable faux pas. “What brings you to Cedar Creek?”

“My momma used to live here. She and my daddy are getting a divorce, so we moved here for a while.”

Kendra didn’t offer more, and Zach didn’t pry.

“Come on.” Tiffany opened the chips as she walked past her friend. “Let’s go watch a movie.”

“I’m going to bed, so keep it down. And try to get to sleep at a reasonable hour.” Zach spoke to the girls’ backs as they headed down the stairs to what his wife had called the “theater room,” which was more like a big family room with a seventy-two-inch high-definition TV.

Zach left the kitchen light on, but turned the others off as he moved through the house. In the living room, the leather sofas, chairs, and wooden end tables had been pushed to one side. Tiffany had obviously been practicing her dance routines, which also explained the loud music when he’d first arrived. Unlike her mother, Tiffany was not a cheerleader. Instead, she much preferred her school’s dance team. She’d inherited coordination and timing from both parents, but her fierce competition came directly from him. People had accused Devon of being competitive, but she hadn’t been so much competitive as she’d been territorial.

He moved past the entry and down a short hall to his bedroom. The house had been built with his and hers walk-in closets, but Zach had never cared about clothes. He had a few nice suits, but he preferred hundred-percent cotton, and as a result, his closet was fairly empty. Until a year ago, when he’d finally convinced Tiffany that it was time to donate her mother’s clothes to the Junior League, Devon’s clothing had filled her closet and half of his.

The soles of Zach’s shoes sank into the thick beige carpeting as he moved across the room to a set of dresser drawers. The headboard of his king-size bed rested between two large windows covered in green-and-blue-striped drapery. Once he’d decided to move into the house, he’d had his bedroom furniture shipped from his condo in Denver, and he’d replaced the pastel colors Devon had favored with bolder, more masculine prints. The bedroom was the only room in the house that reflected Zach’s tastes, and it was one of a very few rooms in the house he could walk into without seeing photographs of his dead wife.

Zach stripped down to his boxers, remembered that Tiffany had a guest, and pulled on a pair of gray sweatpants. His daughter wasn’t ready to put away Devon’s pictures, and while having Devon’s green eyes watching him from one end of the house to the other was kind of weird, Tiffany found comfort in the images.

Zach set his watch on a maple chest of drawers. During the ten years he’d played pro ball, he’d thrown close to four thousand passes and rushed for over a thousand yards. He’d been in three pro bowls, won a Super Bowl, and been voted MVP. He’d be eligible for induction into the Pro Football Hall of Fame in two years, and it was expected that he’d be voted in on his first attempt. He had more money than he could spend in two lifetimes and made more every day from investments. He owned memorabilia businesses, and he was coaching high-school ball for twenty-five grand a year.

Zach moved to one of the windows that looked out the backyard and over the lighted grounds and pool covered by a thirty-six-foot-by-sixty-eight-foot retractable Plexiglas dome. He really didn’t have any complaints. His life was surprisingly good…except for his sex life. Having a teenage daughter made it very difficult, if not downright impossible, to have any sort of sex life. Out of all the things he missed about his former life, and there was a lot to miss, he missed his sex life the most.

He pressed a hand to the cool glass window and thought about the woman he’d seen in the hospital parking lot. He thought about her nice behind and her long blond curls. He thought about the girl he’d known his senior year in college and how she’d driven him insane with just a look from those big blue eyes of hers.

He hadn’t thought of Adele Harris in a long time, but all these years later, the memory of her was still clear. After a lifetime of knocks to the head that made it hard to remember some things, he remembered her wild hair and amazing eyes, he had no troubling remembering how she felt beneath his hands and how her hands had felt on him. He had no problem remembering the first time he’d kissed her in her dorm and the day he’d touched her through her clothes. They’d only dated for a short time, but he remembered her. He supposed it might have something to do with the fact that she’d been a virgin until the night she’d let him touch her without her clothes.

Zach looked down at the patio and across to the guesthouse. In a lot of ways, Adele had been different from the other girls he’d dated, and he’d really loved that about her. Hell, at the time he’d thought that maybe he’d loved her.

Now, he was older and supposed to be wiser, and he wasn’t even sure he knew what that meant anymore.