The Lost Wolf's Destiny

Chapter 19

The popular bar was in a dilapidated building called, appropriately, “The Shack.” From the crowded parking lot to the absence of available tables, everything about the place screamed “good times.”

Exactly what Lucas was not in the mood for at all.

“I think this is just what you need,” Kane said, as if Lucas had spoken his thoughts out loud. Hell, for all he knew, maybe he had.

“Look around.” Kane strode through the crowd to the bar area, where he snagged the last two available stools. “Tell me what you see.”

It took a moment—foggy brain and all—but Lucas finally realized what the other man meant. Judging from the array of auras, The Shack was chock-full of Shifters.

Lucas took a seat, elbows on the bar. He briefly debated summoning up a smile, and then decided he was too damn exhausted to bother. “I see what you mean,” he said. “Shifters.”

“Yep.” Grinning, Kane ordered them both a beer. Despite the crowd, the bartender brought them instantly.

Grateful, Lucas took a long drink of his before asking for a menu.

“No need,” Kane told him. “This place has the best burgers in town.” Raising his hand, he placed their order.

Lucas nodded his thanks.

“So what are you going to do?” Kane asked, his voice kind.

“About what?” Distracted, Lucas stared into his half-finished beer mug and tried to ignore the mournful strains of the country music playing on the jukebox. The last thing he needed was another reminder of what—who—he was missing.

The skeptical look Kane shot him left little doubt that Kane felt Lucas knew exactly what he meant.

“About Blythe?” Lucas finally asked, since Kane was right.

Arms crossed, Kane nodded.

“Nothing,” Lucas replied with a shrug. “She’ll be all right, now that her daughter has been healed. And I accomplished what I set out to do. Helped her and her daughter and in the process, saved a bunch of other children. Once my sister is well enough to travel with me, I think I can head back to Seattle—or even my Colorado cabin—with a clear conscience.”

At first, Kane didn’t respond. He took a long drink of his beer and regarded Lucas with a sharp gaze. “Running again, are you?”

Lucas couldn’t even summon the energy to be offended. “How is going home ‘running’? I’ve got my sister back and Blythe has Hailey. It’s all good. There’s nothing left unfinished.”

Kane’s knowing smile flat-out called Lucas a liar. “We only get one mate,” he said. “I know you aren’t all that familiar with Pack lore, but most of us would give anything to meet our mate.”

At the word, Lucas dropped his false bravado and winced. “There it is again. That word. Mate. I’m not sure I even believe in such a thing.”

Slowly, Kane shook his head. He finished the last of his beer and signaled for another before he spoke again. “Come on, man. Cut the bull. You know she’s yours. And you’re hers. Any Shifter who gets within a few feet of the two of you can tell. So what are you afraid of?”

About to protest, Lucas bit back the words, well aware the other man was right. He had nothing left now but truth.

“Blythe deserves a hell of a lot better than me.”

Kane’s incredulous expression paid Lucas the highest compliment. “You can’t be serious.”

Lucas’s casual shrug fooled neither of them. “Look at what happened to my sister. I wasn’t any good at protecting her. Blythe needs a man who can take good care of her and of Hailey. Someone better. End of story.”

To Lucas’s shock, Kane actually bared his teeth. “Then you’re more of a fool than I took you for.” He turned away, giving Lucas his back while he surveyed the interior of the bar. When his second beer arrived, he slid it over to Lucas without even looking. “Here. You need this more than I do.”

Because he suspected Kane might be right, Lucas accepted the drink. He couldn’t help but wonder if Kane could be correct about everything.

“You’ll never know unless you try,” Kane pointed out, swiveling back around to face him, nearly making Lucas spill his beer.

“Will you stop that,” Lucas demanded. “Damn. It’s like you’re reading my mind.”

“Well, hell, your thoughts are plain on your face.” Apparently undeterred, Kane continued to stare, grinning.

The burgers arrived and talk was momentarily suspended while both men dug in. True to Kane’s promise, Lucas thought this might be the best hamburger he’d ever tasted. He nearly rolled his eyes in bliss as he chewed.

Neither of them spoke until they’d both destroyed their meals.

“I told you,” Kane said, leaning back in his chair with a satisfied smile. Then, before Lucas could respond, he tossed a few bills down on the counter. “My treat. Come on, let’s get out of here.”

“Thanks. I owe you one.”

Halfway to the door, Kane shot him an exasperated look. “There you go again. You’ve got to stop that.” His cell phone rang and he stopped to take the call.

Glad to be outside in the parking lot, Lucas continued on to Kane’s vehicle. Ears still ringing from the loud interior of the place, he leaned against the door while waiting for Kane to finish his call.

“Hold on,” Kane was saying. “I’ll let you tell him yourself.” He held the phone out. “Someone wants to talk to you.”

Curious, he accepted and held the phone to his ear. “Hello?”

“I have some news for you.” It was Blythe, sounding oddly breathless. At the sound of her husky voice, his stomach did a flip-flop.

He managed some sort of response, ignoring Kane, who stood a few feet away, grinning.

“I know Jacob said both your real parents were dead, but it turns out you and Lilly aren’t completely alone in the world. I had Samantha’s husband do some checking and I found out you have an aunt and uncle, another uncle and several cousins still alive.”

She took a deep breath, her voice wavering just the slightest bit as she continued, “I’m not sure what the circumstances are, or why they didn’t take you in when your parents passed away, but the information will be forwarded to Kane in case you want to contact them.”

Stunned and oddly humbled, he cleared his throat. “Thank you. That means a lot to me.”

“You’re welcome.” Her voice an odd combination of happy and sad, she continued, “I know I can never pay you back for all you’ve done for me, but this is at least a start.”

“Pay me back?” He couldn’t believe she’d say such a thing. “You don’t have to...”

“Lucas,” she interrupted him quietly. “No matter what happens, know this. I am grateful. Thankful. You gave me back my family. Now, I’ve given you back yours.” She laughed, a strangled sound of relief mingled with sorrow. “I hope you and Lilly forge a wonderful relationship with your newfound family.”

Then, before he could articulate his reaction to her words, she ended the call.

Stunned, he wordlessly handed the phone back to Kane. “Let’s go,” he managed, his voice breaking. Waiting while Kane unlocked the door, he got inside, buckled up and waited for the other man to start the ignition.

He couldn’t think, couldn’t feel, couldn’t...damn him. What the hell was wrong with him?

He loved her. Loved her with everything inside of him.

Closing his eyes, he braced himself, trying to weather the pain the knowledge brought. Once again, without even trying, he’d managed to mess everything up. The question was, could he fix it?

“Hey.” Kane’s voice was infinitely kind. “Are you all right?”

Though he wasn’t, Lucas nodded.

Kane’s phone pinged, indicating he’d received a text. “I’ve got the information on your relatives,” he said. “I’ll write it down for you later.”

Though he knew he had to formulate a response, Lucas couldn’t force words out past the huge lump in his throat.

Apparently, Kane understood anyway. He started the car and put it into Drive. They rode the entire way back to Kane’s place in silence.

As they pulled into the driveway, Lucas turned to his new friend. “How far away is Blythe?”

“A couple of hours.” Kane watched him closely. “I could drive you there, if you’d like.”

Torn, Lucas considered. “I’ve got to see Blythe. But I don’t want to leave my sister for too long.”

Checking his watch, Kane grimaced. “Visiting hours are over in thirty minutes. I’m sure she’s going to need her rest. We have just about enough time to pop in there on the way out of town.

His heart suddenly light for the first time in ages, Lucas agreed. So this was what hope felt like.

Lilly was still sleeping soundly when they arrived, and since the nurse advised them not to wake her, Lucas left without telling her where he was going.

“If we drive straight through, we can be there by midnight,” Kane advised. “I don’t know about you, but I think if we stay a few hours, and then take turns driving, we can each catch a bit of sleep before heading back to the hospital in the morning.”

Again Lucas felt his heart expand. “You don’t have to do this,” he began.

Kane silenced him with a look. “Don’t start that again.”

Understanding, Lucas nodded instead. “All right, let’s go. It sounds like a plan to me.”

Once they were on the road again, Kane broke every speed limit, claiming he’d radioed ahead to alert the local authorities.

“I’m going to call Samantha and let her know you’re coming,” Kane told him.

“As long as she doesn’t tell Blythe.” Lucas smiled, feeling almost giddy with hope. “I want to surprise her.”

Kane made the call, keeping it brief. Lucas could tell from the light banter that his newfound friend truly was happy for him.

They pulled up in front of an older ranch house shortly after midnight. The porch light was on in what Lucas chose to believe was a welcome.

Kane pulled up to the curb and left the motor running. “Good luck,” he said.

Surprised, Lucas turned to look at him. “Aren’t you coming in?”

“Nah.” Kane yawned, and then smiled a sleepy smile. “I’m going to take a nap in the car. Wake me when it’s time to head back and I’ll drive while you sleep.”

Again Lucas found himself choking up. To cover it, he nodded once and got the hell out of the car.

Heading up the walk, he debated whether to ring the doorbell or not. Luckily, the door swung open as he approached. A willowy redhead stood framed in the light, smiling warmly.

“You must be Lucas.”

He nodded, trying to see past her, hoping for a glimpse of Blythe. Now that he’d actually arrived, with his heart hammering and his palms sweaty, he had no idea how she would react.

His wolf, having been asleep until now, stirred. The yearning came from within, both the beast and the man, longing to be reunited with the one who was his mate.

Samantha laughed. “So it’s like that, is it? Well, come on in. Blythe is in the kitchen. She and Hailey fell asleep earlier watching TV. I just woke Blythe so she could put Hailey to bed.”

Heart in his throat, he tried to find the words to express his thanks, but the sight of Blythe in the next room crowded out any other thoughts.

Staring at him, she’d gone white, as if she’d seen a ghost.

He started forward. Behind him, Samantha closed the door.

“Lucas?” Appearing stunned, Blythe didn’t move. “What’s wrong? Has something happened to Lilly?”

“She’s fine,” he reassured her, taking both her hands in his. “I came to see you.”

From the slight frown between her brows, he could tell she still didn’t understand. Gently, he pulled her into his arms. She didn’t resist, but still she held herself aloof.

“I’ve missed you,” he said. He had to choose his words carefully, but he didn’t want to. He wanted to let them burst out of the hidden place inside his heart, and tell her everything.

Finally, she buried her face in his neck, clinging to him. “I’ve missed you, too. I’ve been trying to wrap my mind around the prospect of life without you.”

“Don’t,” he growled.

She pulled back, surprise and consternation plain on her lovely face. “Don’t what?”

“Don’t even consider living without me.” He spoke with fierce tenderness. “Because you won’t have to. I was foolish to leave you. I’ve come back to rectify my mistake.”

At her gasp, he took a deep breath, suddenly realizing that he might be assuming an awful lot. “That is, if you want me.”

“Want you?” She laughed and he realized she was crying. “I’ve wanted you for so long.”

He kissed her then, a long, drugging kiss full of savage wonder and love. “I love you, Blythe. You heal me. Complete me. Somehow, you make me forget...”

Gazing at him, her heart shining in her eyes, she looked so beautiful he couldn’t continue.

When he didn’t finish, she tilted her head, a half smile tipping one corner of her lush mouth. “Forget what? The past?”

“Everything,” he said, drowning in sensation, his emotions and desire and existence all so closely tied up in her that he could scarcely breathe.

The slow smile that blossomed on her face had his heart lurching madly. “You are everything to me,” he whispered, kissing her face, her neck and finally her mouth. “I love you.”

She gave a glad cry. “I love you, too.”

He took another deep breath, gazing deep into her eyes. “Will you and Hailey consider going back with me?”

“Back where? To the cabin in the mountains?”

“No.” Realizing he’d told her next to nothing about his life, he smiled. “To Seattle. I have a condo there, but I’m going to need to find a larger place anyway, probably at least three bedrooms. Because as soon as Lilly gets out of the hospital, she’s coming home with me, too.”

“Of course.” She kissed him then, a kiss full of promise and passion. It was a kiss strong enough to make a lonely soul whole once again.

When they finally came up for air, he rested his head against hers, forehead to forehead, noses touching. Mates. No longer apart.

“What about your family?” she asked, her clear gaze searching his face. “Are you going to contact them?”

“I thought we could do it together.” He swallowed hard, wondering if she could hear the way his heart threatened to explode from his chest. “And maybe once we’ve gotten to know them, we can invite them to our wedding.”

She gasped. “Our...?”

Taking advantage of her parted lips, he kissed her once more. Caressing her, loving her, claiming her as his.

“Wedding.” Firmly he spoke the word. “I don’t have a ring, but I’d like to ask you to marry me.” Still holding her hands, he dropped to one knee. “Blythe Daphne, will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?”

Green eyes sparkling, she dropped down to her knees with him and took both his hands. “Of course,” she said, smiling. “As long as you promise to kiss me again.”

And pulling her close, so he did.

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