The Vampire with the Dragon Tattoo

Chapter Twelve

Doona think about Leah.

Leah blinked as she peered into a microscope. That was Dougal’s voice reverberating in her head. There was no mistaking the deep, musical lilt or the adorable way he pronounced aboot.

Abby had returned to the lab a few minutes earlier and explained the weird side effects Dougal was experiencing from a drug she’d given him. His boosted mind control was affecting all the mortals in the building.

Leah had only a vague memory of the crowing incident. Abby assured her that Gregori would make sure none of the other mortals remembered it. Luckily, Leah would be exempt from any mind tampering. She needed to remember the progress she’d made at work. And she wanted to remember Dougal’s thoughts. My God, ye’re beautiful. I could kiss you all—

He’d abruptly stopped that trail of thought, which was a shame, since now she was left wondering where he would kiss her. All over her face? Her body? Her skin tingled, and a warm, fuzzy feeling flooded her from head to toe.

Doona think about Leah. His voice echoed once again in her mind, and she found herself smiling. The poor guy was trying so hard but failing miserably. She was, too. She could barely concentrate on her work.

Leah, I’ve waited so long for you.

His voice was laced with pain, she could feel it. How long had he waited? A lifetime? Three lifetimes? Had he never loved before? Had he truly waited just for her? How badly had she hurt his feelings the night before? A yearning built inside her, a need to see him, comfort him, touch him. If she stayed here any longer, she would suffocate.

She pushed back her chair and stood. “I need a break.”

“You want to grab something to eat?” Abby gave her a sheepish look. “I seem to be hungry all the time.”

“I would be happy to join you,” Laszlo said with a hopeful expression.

“Maybe later,” Leah answered. “I just need some fresh air. To clear my mind.”

Abby nodded. “The gazebo’s nice. There’s an exit close by.”

“Okay.” Her sweater in hand, Leah left the lab and spotted a red exit sign down the hall. It was above a glass door opening onto the patio.

She stepped outside and felt immediately refreshed by the cool, crisp air. On the other side of the patio, she could see the cafeteria and a party going on inside. A woman was opening presents, while others chatted and laughed.

A wailing sound echoed in the distance, and she turned her head toward it. It sounded familiar somehow, like a distant memory. A chill skittered down her back, and she pulled on her thick cardigan sweater.

She crossed the basketball court, headed for the gazebo. The sound grew louder, more confident.

More beautiful. She halted with a gasp. It was pipe music. Just like Grandpa had played that magical summer. She’d thought the pipes were the most beautiful sound in the world.

She closed her eyes to listen, and the plaintive melody enveloped her, seeped into her skin, and settled in her heart. So much emotion. She didn’t know how the pipes could sound like they were crying, but they did.

Tears filled her eyes as flashes of memory returned from fourteen years ago. The green fields of Ireland. Her grandfather’s lilting voice and warm hug. She’d never had to earn his hugs with straight As. He had loved her for simply being herself. He would have loved this music.

Was it Dougal? It had to be him. How could she resist such a man? His handsome face touched her heart, and his music lured her soul. As she followed the sound of the pipes, her skin pebbled with goosebumps. Was she following her destiny?

Leah, I’ve waited so long for you.

His voice whispered in her mind. He was still thinking about her, still wanting her. She passed the gazebo and headed for the woods. A white shirt came into view.

It was him. She didn’t want to disturb his playing, so she remained halfway hidden behind a tree. He was seated on a bench, his head bowed and forehead furrowed as he concentrated on his hands. His left hand moved easily and gracefully, but the fingers of his prosthetic hand were jerky and slow.

Leah’s heart ached for him. How it must hurt him to struggle with his music. He ended the plaintive melody and sighed.

“Enough of sadness,” he whispered. “I need joy in my life.” I need Leah.

Her breath caught. Should she tell him she was here? Did she dare? In a split second, she knew that if she approached him now, her life would be forever changed. She would fall for a vampire, and he would never let her go.

Her feet froze, unable to move.

He launched into a happy jig, but after a few bars, his prosthetic hand couldn’t keep up. She grimaced as the music soured and declined into a jarring noise.

“Dammit!” He tossed the pipes onto the ground, and they let out a dying wail as leftover air fizzled from the bag. “Damn it to hell.” He strode toward the building, his kilt swishing about his knees.

She stood still, watching him go, then her gaze shifted back to the pipes where they rested on a bed of dead leaves. A breeze stirred up more leaves, and they settled on the bag. In another hour, they might be completely covered with dead leaves. Buried.

A surge of anger shot through her. How dare he give up! He played from his soul. Without music, how would his soul survive?

She wouldn’t let him quit. She strode toward the pipes and gathered them up in her arms. Her grip caused the remaining air in the bag to escape, and the pipes protested with a forlorn wail.

“What are ye doing?” he asked softly.

She whirled around. “I-I didn’t think these should be left outside.”

His brow furrowed with a deep scowl. “How long have ye been out here?”

“Long enough.” She lifted her chin. “You came back awfully fast.”

“I can move verra quickly.” His mouth thinned. “At least my feet can.”

“I know you were having trouble with the jig, but you shouldn’t let that stop you from playing. The slow music was absolutely—”

“Sad,” he interrupted her, his eyes flashing.

“I was going to say beautiful.”

“Nay. It was melancholy. And pathetic. Should I spend the rest of my miserably long life with only sad music to fill my soul?”

“Better to have a sad soul than an empty one.” She held the pipes out to him. “And you have to believe that it will get better. You can’t give up on yourself.”

“Are ye concerned for my soul then?” He snatched the pipes from her hands. “Do ye believe a vampire even has a soul?”

She winced. Apparently, she had hurt his feelings the night before. Somehow, in just a few days, he had ceased to be a monster, an Undead creature, and he’d become a tortured soul who intrigued her. She was hopelessly drawn to him and painfully aware of a yearning she didn’t dare act upon.

“I’ll take that as a no.” He lifted the pipes. “What were ye planning to do with these?”

“I was going to return them to you. With a note of encouragement.”

“Ye were going to bring them to my office?” When she didn’t answer, his eyes narrowed. “Ye were going to visit me again in the basement?”

She nodded. “Yes.”

He dropped the pipes on the bench. “Why do ye seek me out when I’m in my death-sleep? I realize I’m no’ a verra good conversationalist, but I can manage a wee bit better when I’m no’ dead.”

She swallowed hard. “I feel safer when you’re asleep—”

“Dead,” he corrected her with a wry look. “Am I so frightening when I’m awake?”

Yes. She crossed her arms. “Maybe.”

“I would never hurt you.”

Her eyes burned. He could break her heart. Already it was aching.

“How can I prove to you that I’m no’ a soulless monster?”

“I know you have a soul. You played from your soul.” She blinked away tears. “And it was beautiful.”

He stepped toward her. “Then can ye stop seeing me as a vampire?”

Her heart pounded. She was teetering on a precipice, so close to falling, and God help her, she wanted to fall.

“Can ye see me as a man? I canna share a meal with you, nor a day in the sun. I canna sleep like a man. But I can feel. I can touch.” With his left hand, he touched her face so gently that it squeezed her heart, and a tear escaped.

He caught the tear with his thumb. “I can love like a man.” He leaned closer. “And I can kiss.”

She drew in a shuddering breath just before his lips pressed gently against hers. Soft, but firm.

He pulled back and gave her a questioning look as if asking permission to continue. More tears threatened to fall. She didn’t know what to say. She only knew she wanted more.

His hand moved to cup the back of her neck while his other hand, the prosthetic one, pressed against the small of her back, pulling her against his chest. She rested her hands on his shirt, feeling the hard rock of his chest beneath the soft white cotton.

“Leah,” he whispered, and she lifted her eyes to meet his.

Desire flared hot in his emerald eyes, melting the last of her resistance. “Yes,” she whispered back.

He kissed her again. A long, sensual kiss, his lips moving, nibbling, and tasting.

Warmth drizzled down her body, settling with a more heated sizzle between her legs. She moaned, and he deepened the kiss, invading her mouth with his tongue.

Her senses swirled, and a vague thought flitted through her mind. She’d never been kissed senseless before. She hadn’t thought it was possible. But she was reeling now, free-falling, rapidly becoming a mass of nerve endings, all sizzling and hot.

Her hands slid up to his shoulders, then his neck, and she pulled him closer. Her fingers delved into his ponytail, tangling with his long, soft hair. A whimpering sound escaped her mouth, a sound of surrender, and he growled softly in response.

“Leah.” He scattered kisses across her cheeks and brow. “I want you. I want you something fierce.”

Her heart nearly burst with longing, and she pulled back to touch his face.

Red, glowing eyes!

With a small yelp, she jumped back.

He released her, lifting his hands. “Doona be alarmed.”

She stepped back. “Your eyes are red!”

“Aye. I want you.”

“For dinner?” She retreated another step.

“Nay. ’Tis my heart that hungers for you.” With a grimace, he adjusted his sporran. “My body wants you as well.”

She swallowed hard. What was she doing? It would be crazy enough to get involved with a mortal she’d known only four days, but here she was with a vampire? For a person who had always prided herself on her intelligence, she wasn’t being very smart. What did she really know about this man? If she fell for him completely, would she be completely lost?

“I-I can’t do this.” She ran back to the building.

The next day she woke shortly before noon. With a groan, she rolled over to try to fall asleep again. After a night of tossing and turning, she was still tired.

Sleep had been nigh impossible, for every time she’d drifted off, memories of his kiss had flooded back, and she would experience it all over again. The sweetly possessive feel of his mouth moving on hers. The light touch of his lips caressing her cheeks and brow.

And then the yearning would return, the longing in her heart, and the empty ache between her thighs. And she would wonder if she’d made a mistake. Maybe she should talk to Abby or Heather. They were both happily married to vampires.

Groaning, she rubbed her hands down her face. Enough of this wishy-washy confusion. How could a sane woman even contemplate marriage with a vampire?

Leah, I’ve waited so long for you.

“No!” She sat up in bed. She wouldn’t let those words continue to haunt her. How could he have been waiting for her when he’d only known her for four nights? Maybe he was waiting for someone to love, but that didn’t mean it had to be her.

The man was interfering with her job. Last night, after the kiss, she’d tried to go back to the lab to work, but it had been a disaster. The kiss had kept creeping into her thoughts, refusing to let her concentrate. It had replayed in her mind, over and over, growing in importance till it seemed her whole life could be slotted into two categories. Life before the kiss, and life after the kiss. Her life before the kiss had moved step by step ever closer to the predestined event. Meeting Dougal. And kissing him.

She shook her head. She would not allow herself to be manipulated by theories as erroneous as fate or destiny. She would make her own decisions in life. Her own choices.

For example, she would choose not to venture into the basement today. Even if he had written a new note for her, she would not go near him. She would distance herself. She would do her job at Romatech, and then leave.

And never see Dougal again. For she was far too logical to fall in love with a vampire.