Nora
After Brand makes love to me for the third time today, he falls asleep in my arms.
I watch him sleep for the longest time, watching the way his face is so peaceful, the way he’s vulnerable in a way that he never is when he’s awake.
I wish I could stay like this forever with him.
Safe.
I swallow at the thought.
If only.
But I remember the look on my father’s face earlier tonight. There will be hell to pay for that simple act of defiance.
I look down at Brand’s sleeping face.
But it was worth it.
I fall asleep wrapped in his warm arms.
When I wake the next morning, I realize that it was the first night in months that I didn’t have a nightmare.