Letters from Skye

Chapter Eight Margaret

Edinburgh

Wednesday, 24 July 1940

Dear Sir,

I apologise for this unexpected letter. I’m not even sure that I am writing to the right Finlay Macdonald.

I have reason to believe that you may be my uncle. My mother is Elspeth Dunn, once of Skye, currently of Edinburgh. My cousin Emily Macdonald (Alasdair’s daughter) passed this address on to me after meeting you once in Glasgow. I have never met either of my uncles, and I would like to become better acquainted.

May I write to you?

Glasgow

25 July

Margaret,

Haven’t you already done that?

27 July 1940

Dear Maisie,

I’m airborne again! And not a moment too soon. We’re being hit all over the place down here in the south. I was really chafing being on the ground. How is it up in Edinburgh?

Have you sent the letter to your uncle? Any reply yet?

Edinburgh

Monday, 29 July 1940

Dear Paul,

He wrote. In a way. And, I suppose, by not disagreeing with me or completely disregarding me, he’s confirmed that, yes, he is indeed the Finlay Macdonald in question. When I asked if I may write to him, his only response was, “Haven’t you already done that?” Truly, he must be my uncle. He has Mother’s prickly wit.

I won’t write back to him. I’d be weighing each and every word to be absolutely sure he wouldn’t make fun of it. And that’s far too much work. Why couldn’t I have a long-lost uncle who declares me his sole heir or bestows upon me his priceless collection of artefacts from the South Seas, as in the books? Or, at the very least, inhabits an insane asylum. I’m sure I read a story like that once. Insane asylum, I think I could stomach. But a stinging reply? I think not.

P.S. Don’t ask about Edinburgh. A 1,000-pound bomb on Albert Dock, incendiaries all along the railway lines and in Granton. If Mother were here, she’d be a wreck. And now I have to worry about you too. Please be careful.

31 July 1940

Dear Maisie,

Where’s that sense of adventure I love so much? Where’s that curiosity to see what’s beyond the next peak, the willingness to hurtle headlong into any situation if it means it may make you breathless for at least a moment? I always say to the other lads around here that, if my fiancée were a man, she’d give them all a run for their money up here in the air.

Don’t you worry about me for a single second. I keep a snapshot of you in my pocket, and, when I look upon your bonny eyes, that’s all the luck I need.

You do realise, his reluctance to write you a proper reply hints at an even better story. Come, Watson, come! The game is afoot!

Edinburgh

Friday, 2 August 1940

Dear Paul,

I’ll do it. For you. But only for you.

Edinburgh

Friday, 2 August 1940

Dear Sir,

Or should I say “Uncle Finlay”?

I must admit to being puzzled by your reply. Was it a dismissal? Discouragement? Tacit permission to write again?

Please, I have so many questions about my mother, things she’s never told me. You don’t have to join me for tea or come to my wedding. Just a few moments of your time to write and tell me about my mother. Help me fill in the blanks from the “first volume” of her life.

Glasgow

3 August

Margaret,

Have you considered that your mother has kept that book closed for a reason?

Have you also considered that a man alone may just want to be left alone?

Really, I have nothing to say about Elspeth that you’d want to hear. Sometimes not even years can erase disappointment.

Edinburgh

Monday, 5 August 1940

Dear Uncle Finlay,

I don’t mean to sprinkle salt on old wounds. Truly, I don’t. I don’t wish to pry into your personal business. I just want to know my mother better. And I believe you’re just as curious about her now as I am about her then, else you wouldn’t have replied. Twice.

So, to repay your anticipated kindness, I’ll tell you something about my mother every time you tell me something. Tit for tat.

Glasgow

6 August

Margaret,

Tit for tat. In the trenches, we used to call that “live and let live.” If the Boche did not fire, we did not fire. We left them a few moments of peace at times, and they left us with a wee bit of peace in return. Of course, Command didn’t agree with this. They told us to fire first, to keep the enemy on edge. To convince them to leave us alone.

You are a stubborn lass. I’ll give you that. Just like Elspeth. She was as stubborn as they come, though, in a house of three boys, I suppose she had to be.

Tit for tat. I never did think Command had it right.