The House on Mermaid Point

Chapter Twenty-seven

Over the last weeks of June one day bled into the next. Maddie felt the sun beat down harder, gaining strength each day. Even when the clouds scuttled in, the breeze remained heavy with humidity; a warm wet towel that wrapped itself around you and refused to be shrugged off.

Despite the heat the once-sleepy island appeared wide awake and pulsing with life. The subs arrived early each morning and stayed late each afternoon. Boats and barges came and went bearing workmen, supplies, and materials; an invasion so complete that even William Hightower seemed at a loss as to which incursions loomed largest.

Mermaid Point thrummed with the sounds of power tools and reverberated with shouts. Wherever Roberto worked, rock and roll and especially classic southern rock blared from portable speakers; something that William had at first blanched at and then pretended not to notice but that made Maddie’s blood quicken each time the strains of remembered favorites reached her. She lingered outside the garage late one afternoon where Roberto was framing in a new upstairs bath and stair just so that she could listen to a younger, edgier William Hightower’s pain-roughened vocals that lamented the mermaid who’d left him to return to the sea.

She was blinking away tears, wondering how someone who could evoke such strong emotion with his voice could stop using it, when she looked up and saw Troy and Anthony recording her reaction. The crew somehow seemed to be everywhere capturing everything. Kyra blocked whatever shots of Dustin she could and occasionally she shot back, though what she intended to do with the video of the video and audio men seemed unclear.

The days passed in constant motion and forced interaction so that by the time the subs left for the day even Maddie, who had always been keenly aware of the importance of communication, had little to say and virtually no energy with which to say it. She’d become far less stringent about maintaining their “one good thing” tradition, but because sunsets were off-limits to the network camera, they took to the upper deck almost nightly, carrying their snacks and cans of soft drinks, which they’d begun to spike with rum from a liter bottle that Nicole had brought back from Miami. Sometimes they toasted and reflected on the day; sometimes they sat silently, their eyes on the sun and the sky.

Avery’s fingers were Cheez Doodle orange and the rum she’d poured into her Diet Coke can was starting to kick in when a boatload of paparazzi slowed out in the channel, one of two daily “drive-by shootings” that had grown as regular and inevitable as the tides. So far Nigel and his friends had kept their distance, sticking to the deep water and relying on telephoto lenses so long they could magnify a blemish that hadn’t fully formed yet from two miles away.

From the deck of his sunset boat, Roberto waved a tie-dyed bandana at the photographers while Fred Strahlendorf aimed the tip of a screwdriver at them before holstering it in his tool belt. Avery gave the paparazzi an orange-coated finger, but with Dustin already tucked into his berth and their energy level at such a low ebb, there wasn’t a lot of heat in the exchange.

“Permission to come aboard?” Hudson Power stood on the retaining wall, his head tilted back to address them. In the swimming pool William Hightower swam lap after lap, something he now did at sunrise before the workmen arrived and near sunset after they left.

Waved aboard, Hudson slid onto a vacant seat cushion. Deirdre slid a plate of crackers slathered in pâté onto a wooden crab trap that Maddie had requisitioned for their cocktail table. Nicole handed him a can of Coke from the cooler, though Maddie noticed that no one mentioned or offered a pour of rum to go in it.

“I feel like we should lure them closer. You know, maybe put Will and Dustin out in a boat just on the edge of the shallow water and wait for them to bite.” Kyra’s eyes were on Nigel. “Then we could snap pictures of them stuck on a flat.”

“It’s tempting.” Nicole took a long sip of her drink.

“Aren’t the fines for running aground really steep?” Maddie asked. “I remember one of my guidebooks talking about the damage propellers can do to the sea grass and coral rock.”

“That’s right, fines can run in the thousands,” Hudson said, his eyes on the paparazzi. “So far these guys have been smart enough to keep a local at the helm.” Hudson gave a friendly wave to the driver of the paparazzi’s boat. “That’s Captain Eli Fine out there.”

Eli waved back, gave an amiable toot of his boat horn.

“It happens all the time, though,” Hudson said. “Even native Conchs run aground on occasion.” He took a sip of his Coke. “The saying is there are only three kinds of skippers: those who have run aground, those who will run aground, and those who have but won’t admit it.”

“You haven’t run aground, have you?” Maddie asked, surprised. Hudson’s lessons on running the Jon Boat had been clear and concise. She knew he’d been guiding for decades and operating boats since he was a child.

“Of course.” Hudson popped a pâté-covered cracker in his mouth and chewed companionably. His green eyes crinkled at the corners. “And so has Will. In fact, I heard that one of the reasons he was so upset when he got back and found someone in his, um, closet was because he almost got stuck on a flat he knows like the back of his hand that day. All it takes is a moment of inattention.”

Maddie wasn’t sure which was worse: getting stranded on a flat with no way off or going through what she’d come to think of as the “underwear fiasco.” “But if you stay in the marked channel, then you’re safe, right?” She wished briefly that there were obvious channel markers in real life, too.

“I wish I could tell you it’s just a matter of being careful, but down here, well, it’s just part of the experience.” Hudson smiled. “That link I gave you to BoatSafe.com has a whole section on running aground with a list of steps to take.”

The boatload of paparazzi disappeared beneath the Tea Table Relief Bridge as Maddie’s cell phone rang. Seeing the photo on her screen Maddie excused herself and walked over to the beach to talk to her son, Andrew. They’d spoken only sporadically over the last month, which she’d taken as a good sign. In her experience nineteen-year-old males called their parents for specific reasons, the most specific being money.

“Hi, sweetie.” She settled into the turquoise Adirondack and stared out over the water. “How’s the internship going?”

“It’s good.” They’d all been thrilled when he’d gotten the paid internship at Coca-Cola, something that would not only look good on his résumé but keep him busy all day and with spending money in his pocket. “Did you know that if you put a penny in a Coke it will turn it all shiny?”

“Um, no.” She looked down at the Diet Coke can she’d set on the chair’s broad arm, then moved it to a spot in the sand. “That’s very interesting.” For a couple of minutes she peppered him with questions about Coke headquarters, the friends who’d come home for the summer, whether he’d taken care of housing for the fall. But although she could tell there was something on his mind, she found out when she stopped quizzing and allowed a silence to fall that it wasn’t money or a loan of any kind that he wanted to talk about.

“There’s been a lot of people coming through to look at the house,” he said unhappily.

“That’s actually a good thing, honey. We do want it to sell.”

“Kelly staged the whole place.” Kelly Wittes, Steve’s girlfriend, had a company that de-cluttered and staged houses that were being put on the market. “It doesn’t even look like our house anymore.”

Maddie decided not to mention that no matter what happened next, their house would never again be the truly safe haven it had once been. Hearing the sadness in Andrew’s voice made her realize that maybe she and Kyra had been the lucky ones—coming down to Mermaid Point instead of dealing with dismantling and selling their beloved home.

“And she’s here all the time,” Andrew added clearly aggrieved.

“Oh, honey.” Maddie didn’t want to picture the woman, ten years her junior, curled up on the sofa she and Steve had selected. Eating at their kitchen table. Sleeping on Maddie’s side of the Tempur-Pedic. “I know it must be hard. Do you want to come down to Mermaid Point for the Fourth?”

Maddie realized that the sound of swimming had stopped. She caught herself staring at the ocean while picturing William Hightower reaching for a towel, water sluicing down his impressive torso. “It’s beautiful here. And we could do a day of offshore fishing or go with a guide into the backcountry.” She’d been thinking it might be fun to try, and Andrew loved the outdoors. “All the restaurants around here will cook whatever we catch for dinner. And there’s . . .” She could feel her enthusiasm growing. She hadn’t wanted to dwell on the fact that everyone but her had plans for the holiday weekend. If Andrew came down they could do all kinds of things she’d been hoping to see and try.

“Thanks, Mom.” Andrew cut her off before she could fully describe just how eager she was to swim with the dolphins at the nearby Theater of the Sea. “But I was planning to go to Hilton Head with a couple of the guys. Todd’s girlfriend is going to be there with some of her sorority sisters.”

“Oh. That sounds great.”

“Yeah. Dad and Kelly are planning a cookout here at the house.” He emphasized her name in a childish singsong. “And there’s an open house on Sunday. So I thought I’d leave a couple of days ahead.”

“Hilton Head sounds like fun.” Her stomach hurt a bit at the images of Steve and his girlfriend hosting a party in her kitchen; all those strangers congregating on the deck and around the kitchen counter. God, she hoped the guest list was made up of strangers and not her and Steve’s old friends. Would it count as a complete betrayal if she weren’t there to see it? “Do you need some money?”

“Naw, I’m good. I cashed my last paycheck for spending money and Dad gave me enough for my share of the hotel room.”

“That’s great.” Maddie kept the smile in her voice as they said good-bye, willing away the thoughts of her former husband and the woman who had made herself so at home in their soon-to-be-former house. She kept her eyes pinned on the ocean, watching it carefully as it began to disappear into the darkening sky.

So focused was she that the first droplets of water that fell on her bare arm took her by surprise. The male voice that accompanied it sent a small shiver up her spine as she stood.

“Sorry.” William Hightower stood beside her, his towel slung across his shoulders, his bare chest glimmering with water. “You’re not going to skitter out of my way, are you?”

“Me? Skitter?” She shook her head. “I think not.” She moved carefully so as not to give even the impression of skittering. “I’m just not interested in getting wet.”

He smiled; she could see the flash of white teeth though it had gotten too dark to read his eyes. “That’s good. I wouldn’t want to think that our unfortunate encounter in my closet was causing you to avoid me.”

She was already opening her mouth to insist she hadn’t been avoiding him when she thought better of it. She had been intimidated and flustered by him at times, but she had nonetheless tried to be honest. “I’m not used to being yelled at. And I don’t like it.” She barely hesitated before she added, “No one does.”

“I know.” He ran a hand through his hair, leaving parts of it standing on end. “And I really am sorry. I’d had a kind of rough . . . well . . . it doesn’t matter. There’s no good excuse. I really didn’t mean to take everything out on you.”

“Thanks. Apology accepted.”

He looked pleased at her response. Before she could turn or skitter or anything else that would end the conversation he said, “I’ve pulled some of the things you asked for and autographed them. If you want to come with me I can give them to you now.”

Saying no seemed churlish and she was pretty sure Avery would eject her from the island if she ever heard that Maddie had turned down the very things they’d asked William for. She followed him to the back deck and through an open slider into the house. The kitchen table had been pulled back in line with the pool table and she saw the vise and tackle box with the fuzzy and shiny bright-colored bits that she now knew were fishing flies, or lures, that he tied himself. A pile of T-shirts and posters teetered on the other end. The telescope had been moved closer to the pool table and was currently aimed north toward Bud N’ Mary’s.

“Would you like something cold to drink? Or, I don’t know, a snack or anything?”

“No. I’m good, thanks,” she said though she was slightly curious to know what might be in the refrigerator at this point. She followed him over to the table.

“I pulled a poster and T-shirt from every tour. God, there were a lot of them. I’d almost forgotten how long we were on the road.”

“Do you mind?” She reached for the topmost shirt and lifted it up so that she could read it. It was from the 1979 It’s Not Me, It’s You tour. “Oh, my gosh, I loved that album!” Maddie lifted the T-shirt and held it in front of her. “I think I wore a hole in it from playing it so much.”

William smiled again. “Yes, well, there are some serious benefits to digital.” His manner turned more tentative. “This pile definitely represents a walk down memory lane.” She turned the T-shirt to study it. A picture of the entire band took up the front of the white cotton tee. In the front stood two incredibly young men, with silky black hair braided down their bare backs; buckskin pants were slung low on their hips. There was no mistaking William, who stood in front, his guitar strap around his shoulder, his fingers picking at the guitar strings. His eyes were closed, his face gone dreamy as if he were making love to the microphone. His younger brother stood next to him, a slightly shorter, thinner mirror image except for the crooked feather poking up out of his braid and the flute raised to his lips. His eyes were wide open and he was staring at his brother with what Maddie had always believed was adoration. There was something almost ethereal in his face, an unnatural stillness in the way he held himself in the halo of light that shone down on him.

“He really looked up to you, didn’t he?” she asked gently.

William’s sigh was long and sad and filled with regret. “I was as close to a parent as he ever had. But there was a sweetness to him, a softness. He didn’t belong on the road or in the world we ended up in.” He slipped the T-shirt back in the pile and reached for something that lay on the nearest chair. “You can probably get some real money for this.” He picked up the fly-fishing rod that she’d found in his closet, still in its fabric sleeve. “Hud probably has a better idea of its current value, but now that Jose is gone, I’m sure it’s worth close to fifteen hundred dollars.”

Maddie was already shaking her head. “We can’t take this.”

“I’m offering it as an apology for our encounter. And with thanks for helping me reach out to Tommy. It was a kind of feeble attempt, but it wouldn’t have happened at all if you hadn’t been there.”

“No.” Maddie pressed the rod back at him. “You keep it. It means a lot more to you than whatever its monetary value is. The network’s playing with us. We appreciate the donations, but the rod, no. The rod needs to stay with you.” She had a thought as she studied his face. “Speaking of Tommy, when do you plan to see him next?”

She saw his surprise at the change of topic. “I guess the next time he comes to Mermaid Point to see how things are progressing.”

He was such a guy. “You should call him. Now.”

“Oh, no. I don’t think so. I’m sure he’s busy.”

She stifled a laugh at the alarm on his face. “What are you doing for the Fourth?”

“Hud and I are going fishing for a few days.” He clearly had no idea where this conversation was going.

“Did you invite Tommy to go with you?”

“No.” His face registered surprise at the very idea. Really, the man didn’t seem to have a clue.

“Why not?” she asked innocently. “Don’t you like to be with him?”

“It’s not that,” he began, then stopped. “I was a crappy father and as he pointed out I didn’t see him much when he was little and we were always on tour.” He hesitated, but she waited him out. “After my brother died and then later Tommy’s mother . . .” He looked at Maddie imploringly, but she continued to wait. “Well, I was in a fog for a lot of years. After my first stint in rehab I tried to, you know, reach out. But Tommy had been at boarding school a couple of years by then and he made it clear that he wasn’t interested. I’m sure the fact that he didn’t have a single positive memory of me didn’t help.”

She was touched that he’d shared this with her and she felt for him, really she did. But his relationship with his son would never improve if he didn’t reach out and make it happen.

“And how many years ago was that?” She didn’t give him a chance to answer. “You didn’t get to where you did in the music industry without taking risks and putting yourself out there. And whether you’ve noticed it or not, your son isn’t a teenager anymore. And he hasn’t exactly disappeared or come out recently and told you to take a hike.”

He looked skeptical, but she could see that he was thinking about what she’d said. She fought off the urge to comfort him; this was not the time to let him off the hook.

“Let me tell you something, Will.” He stilled, and she realized it was the first time she’d called him anything less formal than William. “I’m a mother and I’m telling you that no child, no matter how old, is completely disinterested in a parent’s attempt to show affection. You have to do it more than once; regularly is ideal. And frankly, there’s no time like the present.” She handed him the phone, which he stared at numbly.

“Do you need me to dial the number for you?”

“I’m sure he’s already got plans. Everybody’s got plans by now. Don’t you?” He set the phone down on the table.

“No,” Maddie replied. “Actually, I don’t. And I don’t believe your son has anything so important planned that he wouldn’t rather be with you.” She picked up the phone and handed it back to him.

“Jesus. You look so harmless but you’ve got some fairly large cojones.”

Maddie felt ridiculously pleased by the comment. “Thank you.” In fact, the compliment made her somewhat reckless. “Here.” She commandeered his phone and began to scroll through his contacts, trying not to react when she saw Mick Jagger’s, and Paul McCartney’s phone numbers. When she got to the T’s she located Tommy’s number and hit “dial.” When she was sure it was ringing she handed the phone back to Will.

He stared stupidly at it for a moment and she reached out, grasped the back of his hand, and lifted it up so that the phone was pressed to his ear.

For a moment, she worried that he would just hang up at the sound of Tommy’s voice.

But when he cocked his head and finally began to speak, she realized that Tommy must have answered. “Hi. Yeah, everything’s okay.” William hesitated. “Um, you?”

He nodded while he listened to Tommy’s answer. Then: “No. Nothing special. I was just . . .”

Maddie could have laughed. Wild Will looked and sounded like Andrew just after his sixteenth birthday when he’d spent close to an hour working up the courage to ask a girl he’d been crushing on out on a date. She shot William the same look she’d shot Andrew at the time then mouthed, “Ask him.”

“So . . . well . . .”

Maddie turned and walked toward the sliding door to give him some privacy.

“So, I was wondering if you’d like to go on a fishing trip with Hud and me over the Fourth. Just for a couple of days. Unless you’ve already got plans.”

There was a pause and she turned. Just as his head jerked up and surprise lit his face. “You would?”

He listened intently, but Maddie could see the pleasure in his eyes. The clarity of his smile pierced her to the core. “Great,” he said, no longer hiding his enthusiasm. “I’ll let you know the details after I talk to Hud.”

She gave him a big thumbs-up and he flashed her a smile that could have rivaled Max Golden’s megawatter. She turned to leave, not wanting him to see how moved she was. He was still talking as she slipped out through the sliding glass door. The last words she heard were, “That’s great, Tommy. I’m really glad you can come.”