I Am Curious (Thirty)

July 17

I was reading through this.

I’m really sick. Most of the time I don’t realize it. Or maybe I do deep down inside. All of that shit early on about making progress. Some kind of progress. The girl is going noisily out of her skull.

I have a feeling, too, that it’s not a good idea to drink cough syrup every day.

Fuck it. Maybe it’ll hurt the baby.