Sometimes, our best just isn’t good enough-not for those around us, not for those who love us, not for ourselves.
Landry and I made it to the canal where I had found Irina in record time. But record time wasn’t good enough.
Landry hit the brakes, and I think we were both out of the car before it fully stopped.
I ran as fast as I could across the little land bridge to the far bank, where the glare of the headlights shone on the little bundle of borrowed clothes Lisbeth had neatly folded and left there to be found.
I called her name and turned around, as if she would materialize before my eyes.
Landry caught me before I could turn too far and see too much. And he pulled me hard against him and held me there as tight as he could, as I cried in the only way I could-with my soul.