Theirs to Keep

C H A P T E R T W E N T Y - F I V E

MERRICK WAS SILENT FOR a long moment as he stared at his friend. “You mean, like marriage?”

Cade nodded. “Yes and no. I mean, there’s no way to have an official ceremony where she marries us both. Look, I may be jumping the gun here. I’m only speaking for myself. I have no idea if you’re ready for that kind of commitment or not—”

Merrick held up his hand to cut Cade off. “I’ve already committed to her, and I didn’t do it lightly. I’m in this for the long haul, and marriage is a logical step. But as you said, there’s no way to work that kind of thing out when more than two people are involved.”

“Well, if we’re going to create an identity for her, then we give her one of our names and then we go through the process of having a legally binding ceremony wherein she marries whoever’s name she didn’t originally take. She can keep her original name and hyphenate it so that she carries both our last names.”

“So she’d only marry one of us,” Merrick said grimly.

Merrick’s heart thumped like a jackhammer against his chest. Sure, he knew what kind of relationship he’d signed on for. He’d never have Elle fully to himself, and he was okay with that on most days. He’d be a liar if he said he never struggled with it.

But for her to marry Cade? He wasn’t sure he could live with that. Marriage meant something to him. Call him old-fashioned, but marriage was something to hold sacred, and he’d always imagined that he’d find the right woman, settle down and get married and grow old together.

He just never thought finding the person he wanted that kind of commitment from would mean sharing her with his best friend.

Cade slowly nodded. “Yeah. I don’t see a way around that.”

Merrick nodded, his lips pursed. “Okay, so who marries her?”

He watched Cade intently, searching for any signs that this was going to cause serious issues between them. Dread was tight in his chest as he waited for the answer. Could he be the bigger person here and act like it didn’t matter when it did? He caught himself before shaking his head because no. Hell no. He wasn’t going to pretend. This was too important.

Cade leaned against the exam table and shoved his hands into his pockets.

“As long as the agreement is made that nothing changes between the three of us, I don’t really care who marries her on paper. That’s all it’ll be is a piece of paper binding her to one of us. It also gives her the legal protection of being able to be listed as a dependent and beneficiary. But she belongs to both of us, and we know that. You know it. I know it. And she knows it.”

Merrick nodded.

“We can’t even decide this kind of thing until we talk to her about it anyway,” Cade said. “I’m jumping the gun here.”

“But it’s a good solution,” Merrick said. “I like the idea. I like it a lot. I want Elle to feel like she belongs, and I want her to know that we’re serious about her. This would go a long way in proving that to her.”

“Yeah, it would,” Cade said in a quiet tone.

“I want to be the one who marries her,” Merrick said bluntly. “I won’t lie to you or pretend it doesn’t matter. If you’re okay with it, I’d rather give her your name and then marry her so the paperwork lists her as my wife.”

For a minute, Merrick thought Cade might argue. He didn’t even realize he’d been holding his breath until Cade silently nodded his agreement.

“If it’s that important to you, I can deal,” Cade said.

“We’ll talk to Elle when the right opportunity presents itself. If she agrees, then we can get with Dallas on getting her documents lined out.”

Cade nodded again.

“She’s yours too,” Merrick said softly.

Cade lifted his gaze to Merrick, determination etched in stone and reflected in his eyes.

“Hell yes, she’s mine,” Cade said. “I’m making a huge leap of faith here, Merrick. Don’t make me regret it.”

In any other situation, the implied threat in Cade’s voice would have pissed Merrick off, but he also knew how huge it was for Cade to bend on this. He didn’t blame his friend for making certain that they were understood on all points.

“She’s ours,” Merrick amended. “And we’re keeping her.”

Cade held up his fist, and Merrick bumped it with his.

The door burst open, and Dakota strode in, followed closely by Catherine and J.T., one of the fighters who’d signed onto Merrick’s camp to train with him.

“What the ever-loving fuck happened?” Dakota demanded. “Are you all right, Merrick? Where the hell is Dallas? Why are you here and not in the goddamn hospital?”

Merrick held up his hand to silence Dakota. “I’m fine.”

Catherine’s brow creased with worry, and she pushed in next to Merrick, her hand resting on Merrick’s muscled arm. “What happened, Merrick?”

Merrick cleared his throat and coughed hoarsely. Dakota looked like he was going to combust at any moment.

“There was a fire at the office. Elle was trapped. Cade and I had to go in after her.”

Catherine paled. “Oh my God. Is she all right?”

“How the fuck did a fire happen?” Dakota demanded.

“Let’s calm down, guys,” Cade said. “I’ll explain everything. We only have a few minutes. Dallas is coming back for us so we can get back to Elle.”

J.T. glanced up at Merrick. “You okay, man?”

Merrick nodded. “I’m out for today, but I’ll be at the gym in the morning. Dallas wants to see me after the morning session so he can okay me for the afternoon.”

Dakota swore. “We can’t afford to lose any days this close to the match. Are you just trying to give me gray hair? Running into a burning building? Have you lost your goddamn mind?”

Merrick’s lip twitched, and he glared at Dakota. Dakota who meant well. Dakota who always had his back. But Dakota was only focused on Merrick and his health. What he didn’t realize was that if something had happened to Elle, Merrick wouldn’t be worth a damn for this fight or any fight.

“Dakota, shut up,” Catherine said in a firm voice as she edged away from Merrick.

“Someone shot up the place,” Cade said. “Elle was inside, and after they shot it up, they torched it. With her trapped underneath her desk. I was on the phone with her when it happened, thank God, so we were able to get to her quickly.”

“Christ,” Dakota bit out. “You two got enemies? What the hell is going on? Merrick, we need to consider moving you to a different location for the rest of your training. Apart from the physical risks, the last thing you need is this kind of distraction. You have to be focused if you’re going to win.”

“Not now, Dakota,” Merrick snapped. “Just let it go and back off.”

“I won’t back off,” Dakota said, his temper simmering.

He was pale, and Merrick knew he sounded like a dick because he was worried. That was how Dakota always reacted when something stressed him out.

“Don’t you think it’s time Elle moved on? She can’t stay with you two forever, and she’s a huge distraction at a time when you can’t afford the smallest lapse. I’ll put Catherine on it. She can make some calls. We’ll figure out a solution and make sure Elle is taken care of.”

Merrick was on his feet before he could call back his own temper. He grabbed Dakota by the shirt and slammed him against the door.

“Don’t you ever, ever say anything like that again,” Merrick snarled. “Elle is with me. Period. She’s not going anywhere. She’s with me and Cade both. Deal with it.”

Dakota blinked in surprise, his mouth dropping open in shock. “Think about what you’re saying, man. Do you really want to throw the championship away over a woman?”

“You’re being an asshole, Dakota,” Catherine snapped. “Shut the fuck up before he beats your ass. Right now, I’m tempted to have him hold you down so I can knock the shit out of you.”

Merrick slammed Dakota into the door again, hauling him upward until they were eye to eye.

“Let me tell you something,” Merrick said in a dangerously low voice. “If it ever comes down to a choice between the IMMAO and Elle, I won’t have to think hard about it at all. She comes first. You need to understand that and support it, or you won’t have a place on my team any longer.”

“Both of you stop before you say things you’ll later regret,” Catherine said quietly. “You’ve been friends for too long, and you’re both reacting in fear. You scared us today, Merrick. We both love you, and when we heard what happened, our first thought wasn’t oh shit, what if he can’t fight? Our first thought was, he has to be all right.”

Dakota blew out his breath and sagged in Merrick’s grasp. “She’s right, man. I keep imagining you in that building and it going up. I’m sorry for what I said about Elle.”

Merrick slowly let him go and backed away. He turned to Catherine and then pulled her into a hug.

“Thank you,” he said.

“Someone’s got to be the voice of reason around here,” she said pertly. “I’m surrounded by dumbasses.”

“Hey!” Cade protested.

“I think she just insulted us all,” J.T. muttered.

Merrick smiled, some of the tension escaping. Dakota looked warily at him and took a step closer, offering a bent arm with his hand upright.

“We good?” Dakota asked.

Merrick took his hand, their forearms pressed together, and he held on to it for a long moment as he stared at his longtime friend.

“I meant what I said,” Merrick said in a serious tone. “Elle comes first. I need you to understand that, or there’s going to be problems down the road.”

Dakota nodded. “I get it. Cathy comes first with me.”

Catherine snorted.

Dakota grinned. “Okay, maybe she comes second to fighting.”

The door opened, and Dallas stuck his head in. “You guys can come see Elle now. She’s relaxed from the meds I gave her, but she’s comfortable. I want to keep her for a little longer, but you can sit with her while you wait.”

Merrick turned to Dakota. “I’ll make it in the morning. I’m fine.”

Dakota bumped his fist to Merrick’s. “I’m going to work your ass extra hard, so come prepared.”