Sensuous

3 May — Monday

I suppose I’m going to fuck Mr. Karlman sooner or later but I don’t know which it ought to be. Sooner or later. I guess I ought to do it because the sooner it’s done the sooner I can stop thinking about it.

On the other hand, the longer I put it off, the more chance it’ll never happen.

I suppose a first step would be to start thinking of him by his first name.