A Song for Us

Chapter Thirty-Nine

ERIC

I NEED TO SEE Sarah Winsor.”

“Are you family?” the receptionist asked as she clicked the keys on her computer. She glanced up at me, her eyes inspecting the injuries to my hands from beating the hell out of Derek. “It looks like she has a visitor right now and she is under restriction.”

“Who? Who is here to see her?” I leaned over the desk toward her.

“You need to lower your voice, sir. I can’t divulge that information to you. You will have to wait to see her when she is released.”

“When will that be?”

“I don’t know, sir. That is up to her doctor. I’m sorry.”

I slammed my hands down on the counter before stalking off and out the front door of the hospital. I paced back and forth on the sidewalk as I tried to figure out what to do next. She was so close and I couldn’t protect her. How could they call her family? What if her stepdad was up there with her right now?

I wanted to fight my way to her, but I had no idea where in the building she was. All I could do was wait for this torture to end and hope whatever she was enduring wasn’t going to be the final straw that broke her completely.

I sank down on the sidewalk and leaned back against the hospital wall as I stared out at the clouds overhead. People came and went, some filled with joy at the start of a new life, others in tears as a life had ended.

As I watched, it seemed as if the world had stopped for each of them, nothing more important than this moment. Some prayed, others cursed, and I sat there, helpless as the rest. It hit me that I was still imprisoned, even if I wasn’t behind bars.

The automatic doors slid open beside me and my heart stopped as a brunette walked by me and into the street. I pushed to my feet and took off after her.

“Sarah?” I yelled, and put my hand on her shoulder. As she turned to face me, she looked startled. Her resemblance to Sarah was unbelievable. She was what I imagined Sarah would look like had she not been through hell. “Jenny?” I asked as I recalled Sarah’s confessions about her little sister, whom she had left behind.

“Are you Derek?” She took a step back from me.

“No. Wait. He isn’t with her?”

“I need to know who you are before I tell you anything about my sister.”

“I’m E. I know she probably doesn’t want to see me.” My head pounded and I tried to swallow the pain.

“She told me what you did for her. Thank you. It’s good to know someone was looking out for her. All this time I thought she was alone.”

“Someone had to after her family abandoned her,” I snapped, immediately regretting my words. Jenny was only a child when Sarah left and it wasn’t her fault.

“Do you want to go for a coffee or something so we can talk a little more privately?” She leaned her head toward the parking lot.

“I need to wait here for Sarah.”

“They plan to release her tomorrow. There is nothing you can do until then. She’s going to be okay.”

I nodded reluctantly and she turned to continue walking toward her car, and I followed her to an old, brown Volkswagen Beetle.

We rode in silence as the radio played upbeat pop music. I couldn’t help but laugh and shake my head.

“What? This is a good song.”

“You are nothing like your sister.” Even thinking of Sarah was painful and I stared out the window, the smile falling from my face.

“Tell me about her.”

“First, I need to know about your parents.”

Jenny glanced over at me, not sure of what she could say or what I already knew.

“Sarah told me everything. Everything.”

“It’s not what you think. She was scared. She didn’t think anyone would help her. We had no idea where she had gone when she ran away.”

“Why isn’t her mother here if she was so worried after Sarah left? Why didn’t she go after her?”

“She still hasn’t forgiven herself for what happened.”

“Good. I haven’t forgiven her either.”

Jenny sighed as she clicked on her turn signal and turned down another road. “She didn’t know. When she found out, she left Phil.” Jenny’s eyes met mine briefly as I absorbed that new information.

“Sarah is a singer.” I smiled as I relaxed my head against the seat. “Her band toured with mine.”

“Was Derek in her band?”

I shook my head, not wanting to explain how things fell apart with Derek. That was Sarah’s story to tell. “Where is he?”

“Sarah said he went to Texas.”

When Sarah needed him most, he had abandoned her once again. He was lucky he was so far away or I would have hunted his ass down and finished what I had started.

“She was supposed to go with him.” I clenched my jaw as I remembered how much it had killed me when I had found that out.

“I want her to come stay with me for a while. She needs to be with family.”